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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32Traste.
00:01:33Nuove.
00:01:34Cazzo.
00:01:35Non è questa si chiama al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:51I'm in a sea case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53I'm in a sea case.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:56Maybe it's in a car.
00:02:00What are you looking for?
00:02:03She's lost her purse.
00:02:07She's lost her purse.
00:02:08She's lost her purse.
00:02:10She's lost her purse.
00:02:12Oh, she's lost her purse.
00:02:13She's lost her purse, her purse.
00:02:17Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:19No, he wasn't here that way?
00:02:21One, one moment, a minute, a minute.
00:02:24No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:26dammit, dammit.
00:02:27Where did you have it last?
00:02:29The train station, I think?
00:02:31The exchange cruise?
00:02:33Oh, Jamie.
00:02:35I'm sorry.
00:02:37That bastard at the train station started
00:02:39when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:41This is 170, not 70.
00:02:43Where do we need to go?
00:02:45I don't know.
00:02:47I don't know.
00:02:49I don't know.
00:02:51I don't know.
00:02:53I don't know.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need sevens.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:19Is this it?
00:03:21Thanks.
00:03:25It's nice.
00:03:27Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:29The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:31Yes, I have them here.
00:03:33Okay.
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00:04:03Yeah.
00:04:05Expires 1215.
00:04:07Expires 1215.
00:04:09No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:15No, I'm working here.
00:04:17Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:21You love how they ask.
00:04:23As if I have a choice.
00:04:25Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:27Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:29I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:31I don't at all.
00:04:33I admire you.
00:04:35I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:37That's not true.
00:04:39You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:43Besides,
00:04:45what's the point?
00:04:46The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:48Well, I
00:04:50want to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:53Yes.
00:04:55All right.
00:04:57Okay.
00:04:59Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:03I think that's wonderful.
00:05:05What does that mean?
00:05:07Nothing.
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:10I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:14I always have.
00:05:15You know that?
00:05:20She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:24You have my support.
00:05:26I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:30I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:33Has been for you.
00:05:34I think enough time has passed.
00:05:36Well, that's great.
00:05:37Yeah.
00:05:38Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:39No.
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00:06:22Do you think he recognized a blank infinity, just stretching out?
00:06:31He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, John.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:42And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:49Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more than.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:14Love you too.
00:07:19Love you too.
00:07:34Do you feel alright?
00:07:36You feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:43Mm-hmm.
00:08:13Mm-hmm.
00:08:43Mm-hmm.
00:09:13Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you.
00:10:20testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories
00:10:29stories are you prepared or I can ask them a list of stories that dad told me
00:10:34about go ahead and ask from your father's list
00:10:36God rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my
00:10:42mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there
00:10:48was the sound of a bomb I'm the man next to us he said I was in a shelter last
00:10:54night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away there was blood
00:11:00in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my mother you know
00:11:07here we were in this tiny town in England miles from Germany from Russia from Italy
00:11:13from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:20when
00:11:40We were riding our bikes to school
00:11:59when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:07It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard. It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia,
00:12:24or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:35Hey, those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:47not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parla tu inglese?
00:13:17No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, Castello Oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Sì.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Oh, fuck.
00:15:49Want to give me 10, please?
00:15:50Yes.
00:15:5010.
00:15:5110.
00:15:5110.
00:15:58One?
00:15:59All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06You can catch it.
00:16:33What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:47Can you imagine?
00:16:48Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:49That would suck.
00:16:57In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:27dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:32I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:33I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:34I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:35Before connecting flights, a 72 hour plane ride.
00:17:36But you know, it was worth it.
00:17:37My first time out of the US.
00:17:38How old are you?
00:17:39I'm 19.
00:17:40It's my birthday today.
00:17:41Is it really?
00:17:42Uh huh.
00:17:43Happy birthday.
00:17:44Thank you very much.
00:17:45Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:46Fuck the relic dolphins.
00:17:47I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:17:51I'll tell you the short version.
00:17:52Basically I used to have ancestors in Ischias, so when I come over I Facebook this second
00:17:57cousin, twice removed.
00:17:59The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, its when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18i'd love to hear the long version sorry anyway so this relative gave me the name of this great
00:18:24uncle who lives on the island so i show up i he answers the door and he's like the oldest
00:18:29fucker i've ever seen easily pushing a hundred a hundred yeah if not older he's like deaf and
00:18:35blind and about four feet tall he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect
00:18:40ushers me inside pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment and uh yeah i never
00:18:45left
00:19:15love teaches me to feed
00:19:39on flames and tears to turn withered hope green through desire
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain
00:19:53who is that vittoria colonna the woman who lived here you read that in your guy book this morning
00:20:07didn't you jane sneaky yeah i've decided to learn italian by committing to memory all the sonnets
00:20:14she wrote to michelangelo in english and italian i thought michelangelo is gay ah according to history
00:20:21and the muscular thighs of his sculptures yes but that didn't stop her from loving him
00:20:29let's hear it then in italian let's hear the poem come on okay okay
00:20:37i'm impressed thank you
00:20:51why are you gonna take me out yeah
00:21:05i'm impressed thank you you hungry why are you gonna take me out yeah
00:21:18all right then
00:21:19two pastas with the house sauce please red red please uh-huh thank you grazia
00:21:33so you're really not going to tell me what you do
00:21:34i write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country uk
00:21:46there's something else
00:21:54i'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural england
00:21:59living through two world wars i recorded her for hours and hours but now
00:22:07i don't know what don't you know
00:22:12you want to listen a little yeah yeah no i love to listen
00:22:29it's all tangled up
00:22:35not loud okay
00:22:42awful as it was it made you stronger these days people whine about all sorts of things and
00:22:49i'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems
00:22:52we all have our own private wars every era but it was nothing like
00:23:00it really brought people together the war we we helped each other during that time we had to laugh
00:23:06we had to smile well if not for ourselves then for the people we'd lost i shut that thing off would
00:23:13you get it out of my face
00:23:18that is like it's like a window in time
00:23:23the sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died you know
00:23:27my husband thinks i'm never going to finish it
00:23:30i shouldn't care what anyone thinks we met while i was recording her
00:23:35bonding over granny huh make it sound perverse
00:23:39that's what it was right
00:23:53i got pregnant so we got married
00:23:55i lost the baby
00:24:05i'm sorry
00:24:06i didn't go back after that to the states
00:24:37did you uh did you ever hear that story about the red string
00:24:43i think i might have tell me
00:24:49it's like this asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like uh your soulmate or
00:24:58your family or you know someone you bump into on the street we're all connected by this red string
00:25:06it can be tangled or stretched but it can never be broken
00:25:17there's this moment in the tape i'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight
00:25:26and i'm talking into the recorder rambling on about how i'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and
00:25:32how i'm going to show world war two from a totally different perspective but
00:25:46i don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:50that's the whole point isn't it keeping it interesting for yourself
00:25:55maybe maybe maybe i just want to write about nothing everything is nothing all the best
00:26:06i don't know
00:26:08that's yeah
00:26:13make a wish i make it great
00:26:21okay
00:26:25bravo bravo hey
00:26:36what do you mean i'm going to go
00:26:38what
00:26:38grab my hand
00:26:39wait
00:26:40go go go
00:26:40oh my god
00:26:41oh my gosh
00:26:42oh my gosh
00:26:44oh no
00:26:45what what do you mean
00:26:53okay okay
00:26:55it's the carabinerary
00:26:56right
00:26:56the police
00:26:57no
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00:27:04we can't go back
00:27:06we can't go back
00:27:10we can't go back
00:27:12we can't go back
00:27:14oh god
00:27:16oh
00:27:20Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know where we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14Went up my nose.
00:28:15Can we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:37I don't know.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:20Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35And there's heavy.
00:29:48You know.
00:29:49And there lovingly people.
00:29:51Yes.
00:29:52Yes.
00:29:53Yes.
00:29:53Yes.
00:29:54Yes.
00:29:54Yes.
00:29:54No.
00:29:55No.
00:29:55You know.
00:29:57Oh.
00:29:57Yes.
00:29:58Yes.
00:29:58Yes.
00:29:59Yes.
00:29:59Yes.
00:29:59Yes.
00:30:00Yes.
00:30:01Yes.
00:30:01Well.
00:30:01Yes.
00:30:01Yes.
00:30:32You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:02There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip
00:31:15of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:25seat.
00:31:26They stayed with me, too.
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:42Nellie.
00:31:45Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:54My friends had lots of American boyfriends,
00:32:22and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:27And we used to go to London and we saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:37I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:41I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know, when you were 19, the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:00You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something.
00:33:15For youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:53Jane?
00:33:59Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:12You have a chance of a run.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:34Can I have the check, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, put the play?
00:34:38Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Okay.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:57Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Okay.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk expat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke, like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my aunt.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:04I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:30You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:36:50So, what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:18How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28Oh, all right then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:48I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:13How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:33Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:39:14Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:45I don't care.
00:39:46I don't care.
00:39:59I don't care.
00:40:00What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:34So sexy and beautiful.
00:41:00I can't do this.
00:41:08What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25What?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:32Do you feel me?
00:41:39Do you feel me?
00:41:40Do you feel me?
00:41:46Do you feel me?
00:42:31There was one boy from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a moustache. My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:54But he was shipped off. I never saw him again. Anyways, I met your grandfather not long
00:43:06after and we got married.
00:43:08It wasn't love at first sight with grandpa. Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know. You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:28You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:31Jenny, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a mess in my day. I've got so
00:43:41much stuff to do. Sorry, darling. Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:47Yeah, absolutely. Lots of dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us. I've
00:43:54just got to work this thing out for tomorrow. Okay. I'm sorry.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:00I'm sorry.
00:44:01I'm sorry.
00:44:05Everybody wants to do something fun time on the clock. I'm sorry.
00:44:08See I'm sorry.
00:44:17I'm sorry.
00:44:21That's I'm sorry.
00:44:24If you had reach there, let me with berlin.
00:44:29I'm sorry.
00:44:51Leonard.
00:44:55Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:45:27Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:57What did you do?
00:45:58Put my hand over my mouth.
00:45:59You did?
00:46:00What did you do?
00:46:01Just wave.
00:46:27What did you do?
00:46:28What did you do?
00:46:29What did you do?
00:46:30What did you do?
00:46:31What did you do?
00:46:32What did you do?
00:46:33What did you do?
00:46:34What did you do?
00:46:35What did you do?
00:46:36What did you do?
00:46:37What did you do?
00:46:38What did you do?
00:46:39What did you do?
00:46:40What did you do?
00:46:41What did you do?
00:46:42What did you do?
00:46:43What did you do?
00:46:44What did you do?
00:46:45What did you do?
00:46:46What did you do?
00:46:47What did you do?
00:46:48What did you do?
00:46:49What did you do?
00:46:50What did you do?
00:46:51What did you do?
00:46:52What did you do?
00:46:53What did you do?
00:46:54What did you do?
00:46:55MUSIC PLAYS
00:47:25I don't know.
00:48:55Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13Will you put my pants on?
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:25I think I need to be more serious.
00:49:55I think I need to be more serious.
00:50:25I think I need to be more serious.
00:50:55I think I need to be more serious.
00:51:25I think I need to be more serious.
00:51:26I think I need to be more serious.
00:51:27I think I need to be more serious.
00:51:30I think I need to be more serious.
00:52:36Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51He said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They're delicious.
00:53:05You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:26You make me feel calm.
00:53:33You want a drink?
00:53:36You want a drink?
00:53:43You want a drink?
00:53:50No.
00:53:57Is that him?
00:53:58Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:28Must be lonely.
00:54:58Must be lonely.
00:55:28Must be lonely.
00:55:30Must be lonely.
00:55:32Must be lonely.
00:55:34Must be lonely.
00:55:36Must be lonely.
00:55:38Must be lonely.
00:55:40Must be lonely.
00:55:42Must be lonely.
00:55:44Must be lonely.
00:55:46Must be lonely.
00:55:48Again and again and again
00:55:52Once I was single, my pocket is taken
00:55:56Well, I wish I was single again
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:31Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:37Leonard.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself. People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:54We're having a fun time.
00:56:55What?
00:56:56I can't do it.
00:56:57I can't do it.
00:56:58I can't do it.
00:56:59If it wasn't the war,
00:57:27it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:57If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:12Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:08One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:31Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:43With the book?
00:59:46No, with my life.
00:59:54This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
00:59:59In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:15The horses.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:23The horses back then they were kept beautifully.
01:00:30Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:33Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:36He put braids on them.
01:00:39They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:41What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:43There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:52Every night when he finished working.
01:00:59They were lovely days really.
01:01:07They're gone. For me.
01:01:09Jane.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:12Jane.
01:01:13Jane.
01:01:14You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24In some ways.
01:01:25It's more disjointed.
01:01:26more disjointed. You've got to make your own life, one that you love and you can't be afraid of the,
01:01:36of the time. Time is shiftable.
01:01:51There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth. You'll know the truth when you find it. It'll come to you like something
01:02:02you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Oh, sorry. What is it?
01:02:14Oh, you all right? Oh, you okay? Yeah, I stung my toe. Oh, it's bleeding.
01:02:27Oh, it's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine.
01:02:33Are you finishing that? Yes. Oh, fuck.
01:02:37I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa. She's French. He's German.
01:02:51They're going to Tibet. And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:00I want you to come with me.
01:03:52Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10It's a long day.
01:04:14God, why didn't they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another still like this.
01:04:22How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:56Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious.
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:49Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:00It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:20Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:46No guilt.
01:10:50No guilt.
01:10:56No guilt.
01:11:29Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:59You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:29Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:14:26.
01:14:31.
01:14:32.
01:14:33.
01:14:34.
01:14:38.
01:14:41.
01:14:42.
01:14:43.
01:14:44.
01:14:49.
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:24It's four in the morning, the end of December. I'm riding you now just to see if you're there. New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening. I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:01Are you living for nothing now? Hope you're keeping some kind of record. Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair. She said that you gave it to her. That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100. Why not? I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
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