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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I'm looking for a camera.
00:01:33And then, to the first place.
00:01:35Shit.
00:01:36Whoa.
00:01:37I can't find my wallet.
00:01:39The real receipt case?
00:01:40No.
00:01:41No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:42It's not where the real receipt case is.
00:01:43Somewhere?
00:01:44Maybe it's in my car.
00:01:45Yeah.
00:01:46Yeah.
00:01:47I was looking for the real receipt case.
00:01:48No, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:51I can't find it.
00:01:52I can't find it.
00:01:53I can't find it at the real receipt case.
00:01:55It's somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:01:58What do you want?
00:02:10What do you think?
00:02:12She lost her purse!
00:02:14She lost her purse!
00:02:15No no, she didn't steal anything back there!
00:02:18No no no!
00:02:20She was sitting there!
00:02:22One moment!
00:02:24She lost her purse!
00:02:26Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:26How's it, Sonny?
00:02:27Come on, Mommy.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35Um, the train station, I think.
00:02:38The exchange booth.
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started
00:02:49when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:50This is 170, not 70.
00:02:57Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need to, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:11Here we go.
00:03:12Here we go.
00:03:13Here we go.
00:03:14Here we go.
00:03:15Here we go.
00:03:16Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:21Thank you, Sonny.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay.
00:03:525533
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00:04:019157
00:04:0457.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:09No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:24As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides,
00:04:46what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51I'm gonna finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:01Well, if you can see it through to the end.
00:05:04I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing.
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have. You know that?
00:05:16You know that.
00:05:20She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35For you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39I've been here for two years.
00:05:40I'm sorry.
00:05:41I'm sorry.
00:05:42I'm sorry.
00:05:43I'm sorry.
00:05:45I'm sorry.
00:05:47Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:48Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace?
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:15You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19You have to read it when I'm done, don't you?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, John.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:42And then of course he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't...
00:06:50Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more than me.
00:06:56I love you.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:24Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:41Are you sure?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:07:54Mm-hmm.
00:08:01Mm-hmm.
00:08:02Mm-hmm.
00:08:07Mm-hmm.
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:02I'll see you later.
00:10:12testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared before i can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from
00:10:35your father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter
00:10:42my mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound of
00:10:49a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from
00:11:12italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19good night
00:11:26cappuccino
00:11:26good night
00:11:32good night
00:11:46we were riding our bikes to school when the germans started firing at us
00:12:01we jumped into a hedge we were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing
00:12:08it feels nice if i'm the only one who remembers that it's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday
00:12:15oh hi leonard it's jane i decided to take an impromptu trip to ischia or um ischia as they pronounce
00:12:27it see i'm learning a little bit um anyway i'll be home later i hope you have a good day bye
00:12:35those friends are all dead now there's no one left that's one of my regrets you know
00:12:43sometimes i think i should have had more children not just your father
00:12:48you're all alone now that your parents are gone no brothers no sisters
00:12:55i'm upsetting you
00:13:00let's talk about something else
00:13:03you want to ask me more boring questions about the war
00:13:06all right then
00:13:08uh scusi
00:13:11scusi um the castle
00:13:14castle
00:13:16parlato inglese
00:13:17no no no no
00:13:19no no
00:13:19um
00:13:20castello
00:13:22oreganese
00:13:23andare
00:13:24andare
00:13:25si
00:13:26grazie
00:13:27they'd been shot through the neck
00:13:31the bullet went in one side and came out the other
00:13:35and there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the german
00:13:40side and which was the allied side
00:13:42when he came home after something like that
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything
00:13:49now could you
00:13:50i'm actually going there now
00:13:51to the castle
00:13:52you speak english now
00:13:54yeah
00:13:54why do you think i was italian
00:13:56yeah
00:13:57yes
00:13:57that's great that's cool
00:13:59hey hey hey
00:14:00where are you from
00:14:01london
00:14:03no in america
00:14:04come on
00:14:05no shit i'm from massachusetts that's crazy that's weird
00:14:10right
00:14:11vacation
00:14:12no
00:14:13are you
00:14:14what
00:14:15are you here on vacation
00:14:16oh
00:14:16sorry
00:14:20i thought you were saying you were on vacation
00:14:22me
00:14:23no
00:14:23so come on
00:14:25my husband is working in naples
00:14:29what does he do
00:14:31he is playing in a concert at the end of the night
00:14:34cool
00:14:36what does he play
00:14:37viola
00:14:38mm-mm-mm
00:14:40the viola
00:14:41any good
00:14:43yes
00:14:45very
00:14:45how do you keep your violin from getting stolen
00:14:51you put it in a viola case
00:14:55right
00:14:56that's not funny
00:14:58um
00:14:59what's the difference between a viola and a coffin
00:15:01a coffin has a dead person on the inside
00:15:04because viola players are dead
00:15:06no
00:15:07why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation
00:15:10because even though you know it's coming
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it
00:15:17i can't help it
00:15:19i've got this weird
00:15:20autistic mind for jokes
00:15:21and i went to this music slash nerd summer camp
00:15:23when i was like
00:15:24ten and i played the triangle
00:15:25right
00:15:26and i'm an only child so
00:15:27you know
00:15:28understand
00:15:29you look too young to be married
00:15:32are you newlywed
00:15:33no
00:15:35stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:48fuck
00:15:49oh hey have you got 50 cents
00:16:04if you can catch it
00:16:08grazie
00:16:11grazie
00:16:34what brought you out of here today
00:16:35fairy
00:16:36fairy
00:16:38fairy
00:16:38i like it
00:16:40they have this device down in the basement
00:16:43it's like a torture cage
00:16:44they lock you in there until you turn up bones
00:16:48but can you imagine dying by just sitting there
00:16:51that would suck
00:16:52in like the 1300s thousands of families lived in this castle
00:17:02it doesn't smell pretty bad
00:17:04all those people crammed onto this rock
00:17:07wow
00:17:10i know
00:17:12i've been coming here every day and it still gets me
00:17:16if only we could kill off all the tourists
00:17:19you're a tourist
00:17:21no i'm not
00:17:23i came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the gulf of naples
00:17:33i can't tell if you're joking
00:17:36i'm dead fucking serious
00:17:38no i just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over
00:17:43four connecting flights a 72 hour plane ride but you know it was it was worth it
00:17:47my first time out of the u.s
00:17:48how old are you
00:17:49i'm 19
00:17:50it's my birthday today
00:17:51is it really
00:17:53uh-huh
00:17:53happy birthday
00:17:54thank you very much
00:17:55yeah so i left the program after like a month
00:17:59fuck the relic dolphins
00:18:01i stayed on the island because i have this this awesome living situation i'll tell you the short version
00:18:06basically i used to have ancestors in ischia so when i come over i facebook this second cousin twice removed
00:18:12the second cousin twice removed in case you didn't know is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent
00:18:18i'd love to hear the long version
00:18:19sorry anyway
00:18:21so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island so i show up
00:18:26he answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker i've ever seen easily pushing a hundred
00:18:31a hundred
00:18:32yeah if not older he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall he mumbles a couple of things to me
00:18:38in some crazy dialect ushers me inside pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment
00:18:44and uh yeah i never left
00:18:46so
00:18:58so
00:19:06so
00:19:11Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:41To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:37I'm impressed.
00:20:39I'm impressed.
00:20:41Are you hungry?
00:20:42Why are you going to eat?
00:20:43I'm impressed.
00:20:45Are you hungry?
00:20:46Why are you going to take me out?
00:20:47Yeah.
00:20:48I'm impressed.
00:20:50Are you hungry?
00:20:51Why are you going to take me out?
00:20:52Yeah.
00:20:53All right then.
00:20:54Okay.
00:20:55Okay.
00:20:56Two pastors with the hat.
00:20:57I'm descends with the diet first, The
00:21:18God bid.
00:21:20Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28Red, please.
00:21:29Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:39I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:50I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through
00:21:59two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:11You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:19A little tangled up.
00:22:20I don't know.
00:22:21Okay.
00:22:22Awful as it was.
00:22:26It made you stronger.
00:22:27These days, people whine about all sorts of things, and I'm not one of those old people
00:22:31who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:36We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:22:37It really brought people together, the war.
00:22:38We helped each other during that time.
00:22:39We helped each other during that time.
00:22:40We had to laugh.
00:22:41We had to smile.
00:22:42Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:22:43Oh, shut that thing off.
00:22:44We had to laugh.
00:22:45We had to laugh.
00:22:46We had to smile.
00:22:47Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:22:50I'll shut that thing off.
00:22:51Would you get it out of my face?
00:22:53That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:21The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori?
00:23:51I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:23:58I lost the baby.
00:24:01I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:29Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:42I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:46It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate,
00:24:56or your family, or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:25And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure,
00:25:32and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:38I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best in the compleanno.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:14Oh, yeah.
00:26:15Make it great.
00:26:21OK.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey!
00:26:28Come here we are.
00:26:33Come here, we are.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm gonna go?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Go, go, go!
00:26:41Oh, my gosh!
00:26:43Oh, no!
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:54It's the carabineri!
00:26:56Please!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58Yeah!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:00Yeah!
00:27:01Yeah!
00:27:02Yeah!
00:27:03Oh, my gosh!
00:27:04We can't go back!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:07We can't go back!
00:27:08We can't go back!
00:27:10We can't go back!
00:27:11Oh, God!
00:27:14Oh, God!
00:27:15Oh, God!
00:27:16Oh, God!
00:27:23Hey, hey!
00:27:25Hey!
00:27:26Hey!
00:27:27Hey!
00:27:28It makes me a better person as a dog, no, yeah?
00:27:30Yes!
00:27:31It's true!
00:27:32Yes!
00:27:33It's true!
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom!
00:27:40You're horrible!
00:27:42You're horrible!
00:27:43You're really horrible!
00:27:44Come on!
00:27:45Let's go!
00:27:46Come on!
00:27:47Quick!
00:27:48Let's go!
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running!
00:28:00You're like, why?
00:28:01Alright.
00:28:02We're old Me"?
00:28:03Oh, my gosh!
00:28:05What up my nose?
00:28:06Oh, my gosh!
00:28:08Yeah.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:39Fair enough.
00:28:50I've gotta go...
00:28:52catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:29:02Why the violists...
00:29:05keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:21So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:37I'm so sorry.
00:29:39What do you want?
00:29:40I'll do this, because I'm so sorry.
00:29:41I'll do this.
00:29:42I won't do it.
00:29:43I'll do it.
00:29:44I'll do it.
00:29:45I'll do it.
00:29:46I'll do it.
00:29:47I'll do it.
00:29:49I'll do it.
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:42Tony.
00:31:44Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:32:06My friends had lots of American boyfriends.
00:32:22And they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:26And we used to go to London and we saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:32We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:38I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:41I liked some of them.
00:32:43They were nice boys.
00:32:45But I...
00:32:47I didn't...
00:32:48I didn't want to leave my mum and dad.
00:32:51I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:53You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:03At that time.
00:33:05You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:10Not at all.
00:33:11Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:13Or something.
00:33:14For youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:17We ran out on the bill.
00:33:19You just ran out?
00:33:21What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:23Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:28It was just fun.
00:33:40How was work?
00:33:42The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Legg, which is fascinating.
00:33:47The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:55Jane?
00:33:57Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:02Hi.
00:34:03No, no.
00:34:04We were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit.
00:34:08Please.
00:34:09Sit down.
00:34:10Join us.
00:34:11What?
00:34:12I don't know the chances of that.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Can I have the check, please?
00:34:36Okay.
00:34:37In a cafe, play for play?
00:34:39No.
00:34:40Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:41Jane?
00:34:42You don't smoke.
00:34:43Yes, I do.
00:34:44Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:45I didn't know that.
00:34:46Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:34:48Grazie.
00:34:49Grazie.
00:34:50Grazie.
00:34:51Grazie.
00:34:52Grazie.
00:34:53Good.
00:34:54Italian food's so overrated.
00:34:55I love it.
00:34:56There's no variety.
00:34:57English food, on the other hand.
00:34:58Say what you like about it.
00:34:59There's nothing like a good snack.
00:35:00You don't smoke?
00:35:01Yes, I do.
00:35:02Sometimes, at parties.
00:35:03You don't smoke?
00:35:04Yes, I do.
00:35:05Sometimes, at parties.
00:35:06You know that.
00:35:07Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:08Grazie.
00:35:09Grazie.
00:35:10Grazie.
00:35:11Grazie.
00:35:12I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything, and they were serving this, like, loaf of meat
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves, and this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:43That is disgusting.
00:35:45True story.
00:35:46Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:55Come on.
00:35:58I'm selling my aunt.
00:36:01Come on.
00:36:02Let's hear one.
00:36:04Um.
00:36:05I have one.
00:36:06What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:07What?
00:36:08When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:11You didn't just make that up.
00:36:12I did.
00:36:13It's too good.
00:36:14I did.
00:36:15Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:17You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:18Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:19This and that, you know.
00:36:20Shall we?
00:36:21Yeah.
00:36:22What time to go?
00:36:23Already?
00:36:24Yeah.
00:36:25I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:26Yeah, I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:27Hmm.
00:36:28Mm.
00:36:29Hmm.
00:36:30Why, can you play it?
00:36:31I can't, you know.
00:36:32I can't, you know.
00:36:33I'm gonna go.
00:36:34I can't.
00:36:35I can't.
00:36:36Yeah.
00:36:37I can't.
00:36:38What time to go?
00:36:39No, it's too good.
00:36:40I did.
00:36:41Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:42You can pretty much make that joke about any instruments.
00:36:44Ha!
00:36:45Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:46This and that, you know.
00:36:47Shall we?
00:36:48Yeah.
00:36:49What time to go?
00:36:50Already?
00:36:51Yeah.
00:36:52I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:53Hmm.
00:36:54So what's next in your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:19How do you support yourself?
00:37:22You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:24Oh, all right then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen? You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:08How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him it's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43See you after.
00:38:54See you then.
00:38:57Bye.
00:38:57Bye.
00:39:03Bye.
00:39:03Bye.
00:39:05Bye.
00:39:08Bye.
00:39:10Bye.
00:39:11Bye.
00:39:11Hey.
00:39:13God, you scared me.
00:39:15Are you following me?
00:39:17Maybe.
00:39:19Is that weird?
00:39:21Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:35You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:37so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:39I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:09What are we doing?
00:40:11I think we're making it out.
00:40:13What are we doing?
00:40:15I think we're making it out.
00:40:17So sexy.
00:40:19And beautiful.
00:40:21What are we doing?
00:40:23I think we're making it out.
00:40:25So sexy.
00:40:27And beautiful.
00:40:29I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:37And beautiful.
00:40:39And beautiful.
00:40:41And beautiful.
00:40:43And beautiful.
00:40:45I love you.
00:40:47I love you.
00:40:49I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10What?
00:41:11I can't do this.
00:41:12Why?
00:41:19Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:38Don't follow me.
00:41:49Oh, my gosh.
00:42:01Oh, my God.
00:42:02It has gone long, but it has gone long.
00:42:35There was one boy from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a moustache. My mother hated moustaches. But he was shipped off. I never saw him again.
00:43:00Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:11Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know. You're home early.
00:43:23I do deserve that.
00:43:27Jane, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a rest of my day. I've got so much stuff to do. Sorry, darling.
00:43:45Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely. Lots of dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us. I've just got to work this thing out before tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay. Bye-bye. I'm sorry.
00:44:26Bye-bye.
00:44:51Leonard. Leonard. Can we talk?
00:45:21Say cheese.
00:45:28Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36All right.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:43That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:08What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:53:16You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:20You make me feel calm.
00:53:46You want a drink?
00:53:47You want a drink?
00:53:52You make me feel calm.
00:53:58You make me feel calm.
00:53:59You make me feel calm.
00:54:07You make me feel calm.
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:40. . .
00:54:45. . .
00:55:50I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:49Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52I have to go to work.
00:57:04Okay.
00:57:04I can't see you.
00:57:05I can't see you.
00:57:09If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:39I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm all right.
00:58:00If you go out like that again, just tell me. No worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good? In the long run?
00:58:26Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:41I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:57I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:58I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:04If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:05If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:06If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:07If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:08If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:33If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:40Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:42With the book?
00:59:45No, with my life.
00:59:50This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:03In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:09Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:19The horses.
01:00:20Yeah.
01:00:21The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:34Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:43There was one.
01:00:44Duke.
01:00:45He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:57They were lovely days, really.
01:01:04They're gone, for me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:11But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:15You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:28You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:43There are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning
01:02:05for the first time.
01:02:08Oh, sorry.
01:02:10It's okay.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:17Ah!
01:02:18You...
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah.
01:02:24Stunned my toe.
01:02:25Ah!
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:27Ah!
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33It's fine.
01:02:34You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Ah!
01:02:37Fuck!
01:02:38I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:57I want you to come with me.
01:03:01And they're going to be here with the
01:03:02one.
01:03:04This is the third place.
01:03:06It's fine.
01:03:07They are going to eat.
01:03:08There the world is gonna happen.
01:03:09And they are going to eat.
01:03:10And then we're gonna eat.
01:03:11And they're going to eat.
01:03:12And then we're going to eat.
01:03:14And they're going to eat.
01:03:45Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm back.
01:04:11Long day?
01:04:12I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:09Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane...
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:46I never will.
01:06:49And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:11We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:30That kid.
01:08:31That child.
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days.
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:35This is good.
01:11:05ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:35Hi
01:11:46Hi
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks
01:12:03You want some?
01:12:33I'm coming over in a couple of hours
01:12:48Frank bought a car
01:12:50So we're gonna head out in a couple of weeks
01:12:54Or so, you know
01:12:55I'm thinking of
01:13:01Driving through Romania
01:13:05And then Ukraine
01:13:08And down through Russia
01:13:09And through Kazakhstan
01:13:10And then straight to Tibet
01:13:13I'm gonna die
01:13:16And then that's enough
01:13:20You have been EElax
01:13:20On the other way
01:13:21Then I guess
01:13:22And then I guess
01:13:23Oh, my God
01:13:23I'm gonna die
01:13:24Goodbye
01:13:24I'm gonna die
01:13:25I'm gonna die
01:13:26Wednesday
01:13:26and the end
01:13:27I said
01:13:28It was a Saturday
01:13:28Each wait
01:13:29on Monday
01:13:30Okay
01:13:30And I might've been
01:13:32I did not have the idea
01:13:33or expect
01:14:04Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:13Ciao.
01:14:34Jase!
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:49I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Fatherless.
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