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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo รจ Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli รจ pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:32I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:33I need to look for the concert.
00:01:34I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:36And this is the first place.
00:01:44Shit.
00:01:45What?
00:01:46Can't buy my wallet.
00:01:51On the seat case?
00:01:52No, I don't remember the seat.
00:01:54Is it somewhere?
00:01:56It's in the car.
00:02:00What do you say?
00:02:08What did you think?
00:02:10She smelt her purse, her purse.
00:02:11No, there's no one went, nothing.
00:02:12They shot her.
00:02:13There's no one.
00:02:15There's no one.
00:02:16He was there sitting here.
00:02:17What a moment.
00:02:19Give me a minute.
00:02:20I haven't seen you.
00:02:22A moment.
00:02:23There's nothing.
00:02:24I'll go, I'm going.
00:02:26There's nothing.
00:02:26There's nothing.
00:02:27My man.
00:02:30Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17She sounds very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57I love you.
00:07:13I love you too.
00:07:27Do you feel alright?
00:07:28Do you feel okay?
00:07:29Yeah.
00:07:30Are you sure?
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Do you feel okay?
00:07:40Do you feel okay?
00:07:41Yeah.
00:07:42Do you feel okay?
00:07:43Mm-hmm.
00:07:44Do you feel okay?
00:07:45Do you feel okay?
00:07:46Yeah.
00:07:47Do you feel okay?
00:07:48Yeah.
00:07:49Do you feel like it?
00:07:51Yeah.
00:07:53You should help.
00:08:02Mm-hmm.
00:08:03So...
00:08:04mm-hmm.
00:08:05It's all nice.
00:08:07I don't know.
00:08:37I don't know.
00:09:07Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for, I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:05Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19Good night.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:24Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:35And there were all these bomb holes filled with water, and he couldn't tell which was
00:13:40the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:00Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:04Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:30He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:51You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, ten, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:28You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:35Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:05If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Barry?
00:16:36Barry?
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:52In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights, a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01Because I stayed on the island, because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:41To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Victoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17Who thought Michelangelo was gay?
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:09You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18Alright then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through
00:21:59two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen?
00:22:14A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:29Well, it's hangled up.
00:22:35I don't love.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:22It's the sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:52I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by
00:25:04this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But.
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:51You're keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:17Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:27Come on.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37Ready?
00:26:38What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:41Go!
00:26:41Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, my gosh.
00:26:45Oh, my gosh.
00:26:45Oh, my gosh.
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:55It's a carabinieri.
00:26:56Right?
00:26:56It's a police.
00:26:57No.
00:26:57Hey.
00:26:57Hey.
00:26:58Yeah.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:27:00Yeah.
00:27:01Yeah.
00:27:01Yeah.
00:27:02No.
00:27:02Yeah.
00:27:03Hey.
00:27:03We can't go back.
00:27:05We can go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07We can't go back.
00:27:07Hey.
00:27:08Look.
00:27:09Hey.
00:27:10It can't pan.
00:27:10We have any money.
00:27:11Hey.
00:27:12Hey.
00:27:12Hey.
00:27:13Hey.
00:27:13Hey.
00:27:14Hey.
00:27:14Hey.
00:27:15Hey.
00:27:15Hey.
00:27:16Oh, fuck!
00:27:24There you go.
00:27:25Yeah, yeah.
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said no, yeah.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:07Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:21Do we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:54Hey.
00:28:55Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:10So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:24Happy birthday.
00:29:26Happy birthday.
00:29:28Oh.
00:29:29Happy birthday.
00:29:31Happy birthday.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:30:50Are you awake?
00:30:51Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:02There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller. Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat. They stay with me, too.
00:31:32Jane, Tony. Got some pastries. You're still asleep? Jane.
00:32:02My friends had lots of American boyfriends, and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:26And we used to go to London, and we saw Glenn Miller one time. We used to go all over the place. They were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend. I liked some of them. They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mum and dad. I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:53You know, when you were 19, the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility. You reminded me of that. At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia. Or something for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:17We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:30How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:56Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:12You had the chances of that.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, play for play?
00:34:43Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:48Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:52Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Okay?
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day, in this villa, owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:29And, uh, they were serving this, like, loaf of meat, covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I've got to get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:02Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:56Sonia.
00:37:57Don't you?
00:37:57Regina.
00:38:00Lizkia.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:10Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:13How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man. We should tell him to pop. It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep. I'll be waiting.
00:38:43See you after work.
00:39:14Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe. Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:23I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you, and I can't believe I found you.
00:39:46I've been waiting for you.
00:39:47I'm not here.
00:39:49I can't believe I was getting near the port.
00:39:51I don't know.
00:39:53I'm not here, but I'm not here alone.
00:39:54I'm not here.
00:39:55I'm not so happy.
00:39:55I'm not here.
00:39:56I'm not here.
00:39:59I'm not here.
00:40:00I'm not here.
00:40:01What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:34So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:59I can't do this.
00:41:06What?
00:41:07What?
00:41:08I can't do this.
00:41:09Why?
00:41:10Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:27What?
00:41:28Do you seduce women?
00:41:29Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:38Don't follow me.
00:41:41You need to be lower.
00:41:51You need to be lower.
00:42:25There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:55But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I do deserve that.
00:43:28Can I just move for a husband?
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:09Do you want me to hand over my mouth?
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Come on.
00:46:30Satsang with Mooji
00:47:00ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:47:30ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:00ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:48:30ORCHESTRA PLAYS
00:49:00Did I wake you?
00:49:02No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:10Yeah.
00:49:12I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:30No down here.
00:49:34You can get your car.
00:49:36You can manage.
00:49:38Still there is threading cycles right there.
00:49:46Yeah.
00:52:48I thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:57You're delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:33You want a drink?
00:53:45You want a drink?
00:53:49You want a drink?
00:53:57Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:18Must be lonely.
00:54:27He just shuffled around all night.
00:54:46He just shuffled around all night.
00:54:59He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:07He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:26Again and again and again.
00:55:31Once I was single, my pocket is in.
00:55:39Jingle, I wish I was single again.
00:55:43Again and again and again.
00:55:47Once I was single, my pocket is in.
00:55:53Jingle, I wish I was single again.
00:55:59I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:15I was walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me. I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:58Please.
00:57:00Guys, you have to be the one you know.
00:57:05I have to go.
00:57:07I have to go.
00:57:08I can also go.
00:57:09I can't believe, but it wasn't the war.
00:57:12I can work.
00:57:14It wasn't the war.
00:57:16if it wasn't the war it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else isn't there that's the thing that's the thing about struggle
00:57:46i'm gonna make some tea do you want some i'm all right
00:57:59you go out like that again just tell me no worry
00:58:05okay
00:58:08i can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head
00:58:16do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good
00:58:30in the long run
00:58:35do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have
00:58:46you know what you want me to say jane
00:59:16one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life i might not be here
00:59:40sometimes i worry i'm not honoring her
00:59:41with the book
00:59:49no with my life
00:59:55this is it you know it ends with me
01:00:04in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:21the horses
01:00:28the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horses
01:00:38he put braids on them they used to be gorgeous
01:00:42what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:46there was one
01:00:48duke he was a clydesdale i used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:53every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:08they're gone for me
01:01:11jane
01:01:11but not for you jane
01:01:16you know it's different for you in some ways it's easier
01:01:20you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:30you've got to make your own life
01:01:32one that you love and you can't be afraid of the time
01:01:40time is shiftable
01:01:51there are moments in my life that i would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:56that's the truth
01:01:58you know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than
01:02:04something you're learning for the first time
01:02:09oh sorry
01:02:14what is it
01:02:20you all right
01:02:22you okay yeah it's on my toe
01:02:25it's bleeding
01:02:27oh it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine
01:02:33you finishing that
01:02:35yes
01:02:35oh
01:02:36fuck
01:02:37i met these backpackers last night frank and elsa she's french he's german
01:02:52they're going to tibet and i'm going with them
01:02:56i want you to come with me
01:03:10i want you to come with me
01:03:15i want you to call them
01:03:42Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm back.
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:13God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:35I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Oh.
01:04:43Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:03Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:23Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:27I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:27You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:49I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54And again.
01:06:54And again.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:06:59How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:08How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:11We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:15Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:38What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:00What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:29That kid, that child, that kid you've known for two days.
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:14I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:31You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:33No, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard!
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:53This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:09:59Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:29This is good.
01:10:30ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:00ORGAN PLAYS
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01:12:00ORGAN PLAYS
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01:12:10ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:12ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:14ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:16ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:28ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:30Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're gonna head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania, and then Ukraine, and down through Russia,
01:13:09and through Kazakhstan, then straight to Tibet.
01:13:30. . .
01:13:33. . .
01:13:35. . . .
01:13:37. . .
01:13:44. . .
01:13:46. . .
01:13:49. . .
01:14:07. . .
01:14:08. . . .
01:14:09. . . .
01:14:11. . .
01:14:13. . .
01:14:30. . .
01:14:31. .
01:14:39Jase, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:07It's four in the morning, the end of December, I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:38Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Let's go.
01:16:45Let's go.
01:16:46Let's go.
01:16:47Let's go.
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