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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30say that it's gonna go along and get aных person on your seat.
00:01:36And the weather is turning one at the first castle.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45What?
00:01:47Can't find my wallet.
00:01:51Are there a PCC?
00:01:52No, some, no some, no, there's nothing but I can't see my PC.
00:01:55Incoming?
00:01:56Yeah, at least there, I know.
00:01:57Apparently there's my phone will akkor.
00:02:00She's left for pass.
00:02:20You just give her a minute?
00:02:21Yep we know...
00:02:23Moment, just a moment...
00:02:24A problem, there's nothing there.
00:02:25We still got back and the back?
00:02:26Nice and crotch and gir…
00:02:30Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17She sounds very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57I love you.
00:07:13I love you too.
00:07:27Do you feel alright?
00:07:28Do you feel okay?
00:07:29Yeah.
00:07:30Are you sure?
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Do you feel okay?
00:07:39Yeah.
00:07:40Do you feel okay?
00:07:41Do you feel okay?
00:07:42Mm-hmm.
00:07:47Mm-hmm.
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26I'll see you later.
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared?
00:10:31Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19Good night.
00:11:21Puppet.
00:11:23I have a cappuccino.
00:11:25Good night.
00:11:27Good night.
00:11:43Good night.
00:11:45We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:10Feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03No one to ask me more boring questions about the war.
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Oh, fuck.
00:15:49Want to give me 10, please?
00:15:50Yes.
00:15:5010.
00:15:5110.
00:15:5110.
00:15:58One?
00:15:59All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06You can catch it.
00:16:33What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:47Can you imagine?
00:16:48Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:49That would suck.
00:16:57In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:27dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:32I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:33I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:34I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:35Before connecting flights, a 72 hour plane ride.
00:17:36But you know, it was worth it.
00:17:37My first time out of the US.
00:17:38How old are you?
00:17:39I'm 19.
00:17:40It's my birthday today.
00:17:41Is it really?
00:17:42Uh huh.
00:17:43Happy birthday.
00:17:44Thank you very much.
00:17:45Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:46Fuck the relic dolphins.
00:17:47I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:17:51I'll tell you the short version.
00:17:52Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebooked this second
00:17:59cousin twice removed.
00:18:00The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:03is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:04I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:05Sorry, anyway.
00:18:06So this relative gave me a message.
00:18:07I'm sorry.
00:18:08I'm sorry.
00:18:09Okay.
00:18:10What a great-grandparent is when I met my friend.
00:18:11I'm sorry.
00:18:12I'm sorry.
00:18:13I don't know.
00:18:14I'm sorry.
00:18:15I'm sorry.
00:18:16I'm sorry.
00:18:17I'm sorry.
00:18:18I'm sorry.
00:18:19Sorry, anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:49I never left.
00:19:19Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears,
00:19:41to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:47to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:54Who is that?
00:19:56Vittoria Colonna.
00:19:58The woman who lived here.
00:20:00You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:04Sneaky.
00:20:05Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:10I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:11Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:25Let's hear it then.
00:20:26In Italian.
00:20:27Let's hear the poem.
00:20:28Come on.
00:20:29Okay.
00:20:30Okay.
00:20:31De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma, con secca speme reinvedia la voglia, lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia, segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:02Are you hungry?
00:21:03Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:04Yeah.
00:21:05Alright then.
00:21:06Okay.
00:21:07Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:10Red.
00:21:11White or red?
00:21:12Red.
00:21:13Red.
00:21:14Red.
00:21:15Red.
00:21:16Red.
00:21:17Red.
00:21:18Red.
00:21:19Red.
00:21:20Red.
00:21:21Red.
00:21:22Red.
00:21:23Red.
00:21:24Red.
00:21:25Red.
00:21:26Red.
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:30Red.
00:21:31Red.
00:21:32Uh-huh.
00:21:35Grazia.
00:21:36So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country U.K.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England,
00:21:58living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now...
00:22:06I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:11You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it. I love to listen.
00:22:33All tangled up.
00:22:35Hold on.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:37Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh. We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:10I'll shut that thing off. Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like... it's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:40Buongiorno. Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:53I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:00I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:10I'm sorry.
00:24:15It's been your fault.
00:24:17Yes, thank you.
00:24:18You can take it away.
00:24:20Yes, thank you.
00:24:28I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:30Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:40I think I might have. Tell me.
00:24:44It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:04It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape. I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight. And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:36But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:54Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:05All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish, huh?
00:26:15Make it great.
00:26:20Okay.
00:26:21Bravo.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37Ready?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Wait.
00:26:41Go, go, go.
00:26:42Oh, my God.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:48No.
00:26:50Oooo.
00:26:51Strontzo.
00:26:53Hey, hey, hey.
00:26:55It's the carabinerie.
00:26:57Please.
00:26:58No!
00:27:04We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07We can't go back.
00:27:09No.
00:27:10No.
00:27:11The carabinerie.
00:27:12Oh my God.
00:27:14Oh my God.
00:27:15Oh my God.
00:27:16There you go.
00:27:23There you go.
00:27:24There you go.
00:27:25There you go.
00:27:26It would make you feel better if I said I said the one there.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:37You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:08Yeah.
00:28:13What up my nose?
00:28:17We come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:24Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:33for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:25Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:49Oh, there she is.
00:31:24They sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:26They stay with me too.
00:31:28Jane.
00:31:30Tony.
00:31:32Got some pastries.
00:31:34You're still asleep?
00:31:36Jane.
00:31:38Tony.
00:31:40Got some pastries.
00:31:44You're still asleep?
00:31:48Jane.
00:31:50You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54I'm still asleep.
00:31:56You're still asleep.
00:31:58I'm still asleep.
00:32:00I'm still asleep.
00:32:02I'm still asleep.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:12You'reudent.
00:32:14Hello?
00:32:16my friends had lots of american boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things and we used to go to london and we saw glenn miller one time
00:32:33we used to go all over the place there were wonderful times i never had an american boyfriend
00:32:41i liked some of them they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't want to leave my mom and dad
00:32:52i wish i had sometimes you know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full
00:32:59of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah i wouldn't have
00:33:09described it as carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not
00:33:16old jane we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps i'm not
00:33:24explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:41how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:48the three of us should plan a dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:54so
00:33:59oh my god this is caleb hi no no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird sit please
00:34:08sit down join us oh
00:34:10Oh, ugh.
00:34:13You have a chance of a rat.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay, I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:34Grab the cheque, please.
00:34:37In a cafe, play, play?
00:34:41Oh, no thank you.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:05Italian food is so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk expat.
00:35:26And they had like a private chef and everything.
00:35:29And they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:36:00I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:07Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:10What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:16What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:29I did.
00:36:30Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I've got to get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:02Um...
00:37:03I'm thinking...
00:37:05Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:08Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:18So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:22You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:29Alright then.
00:37:31I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:51You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:54Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:55Come around the side.
00:37:56I need Regina.
00:37:57Iskia.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:11Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:14How stoned are you?
00:38:15Come on, man.
00:38:16We should tell him a pub.
00:38:17It's not a big deal.
00:38:21So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:22Occasionally.
00:38:23Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:25Sure.
00:38:27I'm fine from here.
00:38:28Okay.
00:38:29See you after work.
00:38:30Yep.
00:38:31I'll be waiting.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:39:02Hey.
00:39:03God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:23I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:37You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:54No money.
00:39:56I'm sorry.
00:40:00No?
00:40:03Okay.
00:40:09I'm sorry.
00:40:14I got a adelgida first pair of stretches?
00:40:15Well, no, no.
00:40:17What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:47I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:17Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:47Don't follow me.
00:41:54I can't do this a lot.
00:41:56Don't follow me.
00:41:59Don't follow me.
00:42:04Don't follow me.
00:43:10Love at first sight with grandpa.
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:18You're home early.
00:43:24I do deserve that.
00:43:28And I just love my husband.
00:43:32Jane, I'm sorry, just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50Lots of dinner, I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:52The two of us.
00:43:54I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:44:00Bye.
00:44:02Bye.
00:44:04Bye.
00:44:06Bye.
00:44:08Bye.
00:44:10Bye.
00:44:12Bye.
00:44:14Bye.
00:44:16Bye.
00:44:18Bye.
00:44:20Bye.
00:44:22Bye.
00:44:24Bye.
00:44:26Bye.
00:44:28Bye.
00:44:30Bye.
00:44:32Bye.
00:44:34Bye.
00:44:36Bye.
00:44:38Bye.
00:44:40Bye.
00:44:42Bye.
00:44:44Bye.
00:44:46Bye.
00:44:48Bye.
00:44:50Bye.
00:44:52Bye.
00:44:53Bye.
00:44:54Bye.
00:44:55Bye.
00:44:56Bye.
00:44:57Bye.
00:44:58Bye.
00:44:59Bye.
00:45:00Bye.
00:45:01Bye.
00:45:02Bye.
00:45:03Bye.
00:45:04Bye.
00:45:05Bye.
00:45:06You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36All right. Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:06What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Let's go.
00:46:15Let's go.
00:46:16Let's go.
00:46:17Let's go.
00:46:19Let's go.
00:46:49I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:47:19I'm sorry.
00:47:49I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:48:19I'm sorry.
00:48:49Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah, I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:49:47I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:50:17I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:50:47I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:51:17I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:51:47I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:51:52I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:52:22I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:52:31I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:52:40I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:52:49I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:52:58I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:52:59I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:53:07I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:53:17You make me feel nervous.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:48Wanna drink?
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:47You make me feel calm.
00:54:49See you next time.
00:54:51Bye.
00:54:54Bye.
00:54:56Bye.
00:54:59Bye.
00:55:02Bye.
00:55:06Bye.
00:55:07Bye.
00:55:09Bye.
00:55:10Again and again and again, again and again, again and again, once I was single, my pocket
00:55:38single, I wish I was single again, again and again and again, once I was single, my pocket
00:55:56single, I wish I was single again.
00:56:08I didn't sleep at all last night, where have you been?
00:56:15Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here, I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:31Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:38I never tell you.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:57:22If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:39I want to make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm alright.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:25Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:30In the long run?
00:58:35Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:52I tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:59:05I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:08One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:27Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:28With the book?
00:59:29No, with my life.
00:59:34This is it, you know.
00:59:35It ends with me.
00:59:36It ends with me.
00:59:37In the harvest time we all went to the garden.
00:59:38It ends with me.
00:59:39In the harvest time we all went to the garden.
00:59:40It ends with me.
00:59:41It ends with me.
00:59:42In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
00:59:49Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
00:59:56The horses.
00:59:57Yeah.
00:59:58The horses.
00:59:59The horses.
01:00:00Yeah.
01:00:01The horses.
01:00:02The horses.
01:00:03Yeah.
01:00:04The horses.
01:00:06Back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:09Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:10Brass things.
01:00:15And we had that time.
01:00:16That time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:21Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:26the horses back then they were kept beautifully dad used to dress them all up brass things and
01:00:35little horseshoes he put braids on them they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:44there was one duke he was a clydesdale i used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:52every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone for me
01:01:10jane
01:01:11but not for you
01:01:14jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:27you've got to make your own life
01:01:32one that you love and you can't be afraid of the
01:01:36the time
01:01:38time is shiftable
01:01:41there are moments in my life that i would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:57you'll know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than
01:02:04something you're learning for the first time
01:02:11what is it
01:02:13what is it
01:02:18you all right
01:02:21you okay
01:02:23yeah it's on my toe
01:02:25it's bleeding
01:02:27it's fine
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:30it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:33you're losing it
01:02:34yes
01:02:35oh
01:02:36fuck
01:02:37fuck
01:02:47i met these backpackers last night frank and elsa
01:02:50she's french he's german
01:02:52they're going to tibet
01:02:54and i'm going with them
01:02:56i want you to come with me
01:03:00i want you to come with me
01:03:05yeah
01:03:11hello
01:03:15hello
01:03:18hello
01:03:20hello
01:03:22hello
01:03:24hello
01:03:26hi
01:04:00Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14I don't think I'd jump to doing another stick like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:30It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:25I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:31You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:46I want you to do.
01:10:52Bye for now.
01:10:55Bye.
01:10:58Bye.
01:11:28Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:58You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:28Frank, you know, it's coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:13And then we're going to head out in a couple of hours.
01:13:43And then we're going to head out in a couple of hours.
01:14:13Sorry.
01:14:14Sorry.
01:14:14Bye.
01:14:15Bye.
01:14:16Bye.
01:14:16Bye.
01:14:17Bye.
01:14:18Bye.
01:14:19Bye.
01:14:21Bye.
01:14:22I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
01:14:53Jay!
01:14:58You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:22It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44All the lessons.
01:16:45All the lessons.
01:16:46All the lessons.
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