- 5 months ago
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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30We are in the traffic of Napoli.
00:01:33And then i'm in the first place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46I can't find my wallet.
00:01:51Are you a C-case?
00:01:52No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:55No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:56Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00Why are you looking for one?
00:02:01It's supposed to be a bus, a bus.
00:02:02No, no, no.
00:02:03It's not going to be a bus.
00:02:04We did not.
00:02:05There was no place to go next phone occurs.
00:02:06No, there isn't anything.
00:02:07It didn't look like a duck.
00:02:08No, no, no.
00:02:09Just give her a minute.
00:02:10Just give her a minute.
00:02:11Un moment.
00:02:12No, no, no, no.
00:02:13I need to stop.
00:02:14No, no, no, no, no.
00:02:15I gotta stop.
00:02:18I need to stop the person.
00:02:19Watch her!
00:02:20I know nothing.
00:02:21Did she stop you sitting there?
00:02:22Are you kidding me?
00:02:23I'm kidding, I'm kidding.
00:02:24I'm kidding, I'm kidding.
00:02:25I don't know.
00:02:26I'm kidding.
00:02:27I'm kidding.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:30The train station, I think?
00:02:32The exchange group?
00:02:34Oh, Jamie.
00:02:36I'm sorry.
00:02:38That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:42This is 170, not 70.
00:02:44Where do we need to go?
00:02:46I don't know.
00:02:48I don't know.
00:02:50I don't know.
00:02:52I don't know.
00:02:54I don't know.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think it's nice.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:30The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:34Okay.
00:03:36Five, five, three, three.
00:03:38Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:40Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:03:42Nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:44Five, seven.
00:03:45Five, seven.
00:03:46Yeah.
00:03:47Expires 12.15.
00:03:48No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:03:50Okay.
00:03:51Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:53Five, five, three, three.
00:03:54Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:55Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:03:57Nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:58Five, seven.
00:03:59Five, seven.
00:04:00Yeah.
00:04:01Expires 12.15.
00:04:02No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:03We're here for two weeks.
00:04:04No, I'm working here.
00:04:05Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:07We love how they ask.
00:04:08As if I have a choice.
00:04:09Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:10Besides learn Italian.
00:04:11I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:12I don't at all.
00:04:13I'd like to know what I'm going to try and do while I'm here.
00:04:14Yeah.
00:04:15He'll be the best.
00:04:16We're having to spend less time in working there.
00:04:178 in sales.
00:04:1829 minutes.
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00:04:23I'm happy.
00:04:2430 minutes.
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00:04:27Yeah.
00:04:28Look, we have a long time.
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00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51Want to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:04I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:21You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:39What is great?
00:05:40That's great.
00:05:41Thanks.
00:05:42Yeah.
00:05:43Thanks.
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00:05:50Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08David Foster Wallace.
00:06:14I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't you?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, John.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then of course he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world.
00:06:49Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just, just, just a bit more than...
00:06:56Love you.
00:06:57Love you too.
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00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:10:19Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:24Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:27What kind of stories?
00:10:29Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:31Or I can ask them the list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and...
00:10:48And then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:25Good night.
00:11:26Cappuccino?
00:11:27Okay.
00:11:44Good night.
00:11:45Good night.
00:11:46Good night.
00:11:47Good night.
00:11:48Good night.
00:11:49Good night.
00:11:50Good night.
00:11:57We were riding our bikes to school
00:11:59when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:02We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:10It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia,
00:12:24or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:31Anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:37Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:40That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:47not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:53No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:00Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:07All right then.
00:13:08Excuse me.
00:13:09Excuse me.
00:13:11Excuse me.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:21Um, Castello Aureganese?
00:13:24Andare.
00:13:25Andare? Andare?
00:13:26Grazie.
00:13:27Grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:51Why would you go in there now?
00:13:52To the castle?
00:13:54You speak English now?
00:13:55Yeah.
00:13:56Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:57Yeah.
00:13:58Yes!
00:13:59That's great.
00:14:00That's cool.
00:14:01Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:02Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:06Maine.
00:14:07No, shit.
00:14:08I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:09That's crazy.
00:14:10That's weird.
00:14:11Right?
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:14Are you?
00:14:15What?
00:14:16Are you here on vacation?
00:14:17Oh.
00:14:18Sorry.
00:14:19I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:24So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:29What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:38Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:48How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:08Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:11Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10 and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32You newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:48Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:58One?
00:16:00All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:20What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine?
00:16:50Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales
00:17:32in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72 hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:46I never left.
00:19:16I never left.
00:19:17I never left.
00:19:18I never left.
00:19:19I never left.
00:19:20I never left.
00:19:21I never left.
00:19:22Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:26Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02The woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:18What if Michelangelo is gay?
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:27Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37I'm impressed.
00:20:39You hungry?
00:20:40Yeah.
00:20:41I'm impressed.
00:20:46You hungry?
00:20:47Why, you gonna take me out?
00:20:48Yeah.
00:20:49Yeah.
00:20:50All right, then.
00:20:51Okay.
00:20:52All right, then.
00:20:53Okay.
00:20:54Okay.
00:20:55Two pastas with a
00:20:57one.
00:20:58Two pastas with a
00:20:59one.
00:21:00Two pastas with a
00:21:02two pastas.
00:21:03Red.
00:21:04Red.
00:21:05Red.
00:21:06Red.
00:21:07Red.
00:21:08Red.
00:21:09Uh-huh.
00:21:13You hungry?
00:21:14Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:15Yeah.
00:21:16All right, then.
00:21:17Okay.
00:21:18Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:19Red.
00:21:20Red.
00:21:21Red, please.
00:21:22Uh-huh.
00:21:24Grazie.
00:21:25So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:27I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country U.K.
00:21:32There's something else.
00:21:34I don't know.
00:21:35I don't know.
00:21:36I don't know.
00:21:37I don't know.
00:21:38I don't know.
00:21:39I don't know.
00:21:40I don't know.
00:21:41I don't know.
00:21:42I don't know.
00:21:43I don't know.
00:21:44I don't know.
00:21:45I don't know.
00:21:46I don't know.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through
00:21:59two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:10You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:18Yeah?
00:22:19Yeah, I know it.
00:22:20I love to listen.
00:22:21All tangled up.
00:22:22Oh, God.
00:22:23Okay.
00:22:24Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:31These days, people whine about all sorts of things, and I'm not one of those old people
00:22:37who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like.
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:15That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:53I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:23:59I lost the baby.
00:24:00I'm sorry.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:30I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:34Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:41I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:48It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected.
00:25:03By this red string.
00:25:04It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:16There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:25And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:38I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:47That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:54Maybe.
00:25:55Maybe.
00:25:56Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:25:57Everything is nothing.
00:25:58All the best.
00:25:59Compliano.
00:26:00Grazie.
00:26:01Grazie.
00:26:02Make a wish, huh?
00:26:03Make it great.
00:26:04Okay.
00:26:05Bravo.
00:26:06Bravo.
00:26:07Bravo.
00:26:08Bravo.
00:26:09Hey.
00:26:10Hey.
00:26:11Hey.
00:26:12What do you mean I'm gonna do?
00:26:13What?
00:26:14Grab my hand.
00:26:15Wait, wait, wait.
00:26:16No.
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00:26:43No.
00:26:44What?
00:26:45What do you mean?
00:26:46Stronzo.
00:26:47Hey.
00:26:48Hey.
00:26:49Hey.
00:26:50What?
00:26:51It's a carabinerary.
00:26:52What?
00:26:53No.
00:26:54No.
00:26:55No.
00:26:56No.
00:26:57No.
00:26:58No.
00:26:59No.
00:27:00No.
00:27:01No.
00:27:02No.
00:27:03No.
00:27:04No.
00:27:05No.
00:27:06I can't pay me, I'm going to wake!
00:27:12Oh, God!
00:27:15Oh, God!
00:27:17Oh, God!
00:27:23Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said the whole thing up.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:43You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:04Oh, my gosh.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14What up my nose?
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Hey.
00:28:54Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:10Why?
00:29:11So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:25Oh.
00:29:27Happy birthday.
00:29:30Oh.
00:29:31Happy birthday.
00:29:35Oh, yes, she is here.
00:29:41Oh.
00:29:45Oh, yes, she is here.
00:29:49Oh, yes, she is here.
00:30:53There's lots of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55That's right.
00:30:57Nice.
00:30:59There are the great big events.
00:31:06The things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Tony.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:47You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:14Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:26Jane.
00:32:27Jane.
00:32:28Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:30Jane.
00:32:31Jane.
00:32:32Jane.
00:32:33Jane.
00:32:34Jane.
00:32:35Jane.
00:32:36Jane.
00:32:37Jane.
00:32:38Jane.
00:32:39Jane.
00:32:40Jane.
00:32:41I liked some of them. They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mum and dad. I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that at that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia. Or something. For youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was... it was fun. It was just fun.
00:33:38How was work?
00:33:42The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating. The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:57Oh, my God. This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi. No, no. We were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were? That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit. Please. Sit down. Join us.
00:34:09Yeah.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:12There's a chance of a wreck.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay. I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Grab the cheque, please.
00:34:36In a cafe, play for play?
00:34:39Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:48Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:06Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:12There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk expat.
00:35:26They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:29And, uh, they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:35And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:43That is disgusting.
00:35:45True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:21When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:25You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:29I did.
00:36:30Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:33You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:39Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:41This and that, you know.
00:36:45Shall we?
00:36:47What time to go?
00:36:48Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:54I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:55I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:56I'm gonna get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um...
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:08Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:19How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:29All right, then.
00:37:31I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:43I have a piece of paper.
00:37:44You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:45I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:46But don't knock on the front door.
00:37:47Come around the side.
00:37:48I need Regina.
00:37:49This...
00:37:50Yeah.
00:37:51There you go.
00:37:53And thanks again for yesterday.
00:37:54Oh, no problem.
00:37:55Okay.
00:37:56Ciao.
00:37:57How stoned are you?
00:38:10Come on, man.
00:38:11We should tell him to pop.
00:38:12It's not a big deal.
00:38:13So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:30Occasionally.
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:39I'm fine from here.
00:38:41OK.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:39:01Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:37You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:01I can't believe I found you at night.
00:40:03I can't believe it was.
00:40:05No.
00:40:07No.
00:40:08Most people can see who's� Cara is burning.
00:40:10No.
00:40:11I can't believe that.
00:40:14No.
00:40:15No.
00:40:16No.
00:40:19No.
00:40:20No.
00:40:21No.
00:40:22No!
00:40:23No.
00:40:24No.
00:40:25No, No.
00:40:26No.
00:40:27No.
00:40:28What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:34So sexy.
00:40:36And beautiful.
00:41:00Shu!
00:41:08I can't do this.
00:41:10Why?
00:41:11I can't do this.
00:41:12Why?
00:41:23Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27What do you seduce women is this what you do you need to be less serious
00:41:57I'm so excited to have you been here in about 10 years
00:42:04I'm delighted to be here in about 25 years
00:42:10I'm delighted to be here in about 27 years
00:42:16I'm delighted to be here in about 279 months
00:42:22there was one boy from Belgium he was lovely he had a moustache
00:42:52my mother hated moustaches and he was shipped off I never saw him again anyways I met your grandfather not long after and we got married
00:43:08was it love at first sight with grandpa love at first sight stop that thing
00:43:15I know you're home early
00:43:19I do deserve that
00:43:28can I just move for your husband
00:43:31Jane I'm sorry just give me a minute
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day I've got so much stuff to do
00:43:41sorry darling
00:43:45hey do you still want to do something fun tonight
00:43:48yeah absolutely
00:43:49lots of dinner I thought we'd just stay in here
00:43:52two of us
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out before tomorrow
00:43:57okay
00:43:57okay
00:43:58I'm sorry
00:43:59okay
00:44:29I'm sorry.
00:44:33I thought it would have happened.
00:44:55Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:44:59Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:57What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:15What did you do?
00:46:27What did you do?
00:46:29What did you do?
00:46:45What did you do?
00:46:47What did you do?
00:46:49What did you do?
00:46:51What did you do?
00:46:53What did you do?
00:46:55What did you do?
00:46:57What did you do?
00:46:59What did you do?
00:47:01What did you do?
00:47:13All right.
00:47:43All right.
00:48:13All right.
00:48:43All right.
00:48:45All right.
00:48:47All right.
00:48:49Oh, hi.
00:48:59Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:09Yeah.
00:49:12Will you put my pants on?
00:49:15Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:19Okay.
00:49:21Okay.
00:49:27Okay.
00:49:29Okay.
00:49:31Okay.
00:49:37Okay.
00:49:39Okay.
00:49:41Okay.
00:49:43Okay.
00:49:45Okay.
00:49:47Okay.
00:49:49Okay.
00:49:51Okay.
00:49:53Okay.
00:49:55Okay.
00:49:57Okay.
00:49:59Okay.
00:50:01Okay.
00:50:03Okay.
00:50:05Okay.
00:52:47Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Wait.
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49You make me feel calm.
00:53:50You make me feel calm.
00:53:57You make me feel calm.
00:53:58You make me feel calm.
00:53:59You make me feel calm.
00:54:03You make me feel calm.
00:54:11Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah.
00:54:12I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:14Must be lonely.
00:54:18Okay.
00:55:48I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:55:49Where have you been?
00:55:50Just walking.
00:55:51All night.
00:55:52I'm thinking.
00:56:23I'm alone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:31No.
00:56:32I can't be late.
00:56:33No.
00:56:34I can't be late.
00:56:35Leonard.
00:56:36Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:40I've committed myself.
00:56:41People are depending on me.
00:56:42I have to go to work.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:44People are depending on me.
00:56:45I have to go to work.
00:56:46Okay.
00:56:47Okay.
00:56:48Okay.
00:56:49Okay.
00:56:50Okay.
00:56:51Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:53Okay.
00:56:54Okay.
00:56:55Okay.
00:56:56Okay.
00:56:57Okay.
00:56:58Yeah.
00:56:59Okay.
00:57:00Okay.
00:57:01Okay.
00:57:02Okay.
00:57:03If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again,
00:58:01just tell me.
00:58:02I worry.
00:58:03Okay.
00:58:04I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:08Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:15In the long run?
00:58:16Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:22All right.
00:58:23All right.
00:58:24All right.
00:58:25I'll tell you.
00:58:26I'll tell you.
00:58:27I'll tell you.
00:58:28the next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:35I'll tell you.
00:58:36I'll tell you.
00:58:37I'll tell you.
00:58:38I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:39I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:40I know what you want me to say.
00:58:41I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:42I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:47I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:03I know.
00:59:08I know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:15One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:32Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:42With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:11Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses back then they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:48He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:12But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:15You know it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:27You've got to make your own life.
01:01:32One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:37Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning
01:02:05for the first time.
01:02:06I'm sorry.
01:02:07It's okay.
01:02:08Ah!
01:02:09Ah!
01:02:10What is it?
01:02:11Oh!
01:02:12Oh!
01:02:13You all right?
01:02:14You okay?
01:02:15Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:16Oh!
01:02:17It's bleeding.
01:02:18Oh, it's fine.
01:02:19It's fine.
01:02:20It's fine.
01:02:21It's fine.
01:02:22It's fine.
01:02:23You losing it?
01:02:24Yes.
01:02:25Oh!
01:02:26Oh!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:28Oh, it's fine.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33You losing it?
01:02:34Yes.
01:02:35Oh!
01:02:36Oh!
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:06We'll see you next time.
01:03:07We'll see you next time.
01:03:09We'll see you next time, people.
01:03:12Go!
01:03:13Where Rallyon.
01:03:14We'll see you next time.
01:03:15That's my friend.
01:03:16Report.
01:03:17To the right size of my west is that the sea is alive.
01:03:19The life's of joy.
01:03:20Your love is kamera.
01:03:21We'll see you next time.
01:03:22alegria.
01:03:53Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm a champ for doing another still like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:56Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:46I never will.
01:06:47I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:11We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:00What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:30That kid, that child, that kid you've known for two days.
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:47I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:04I'm sorry.
01:09:17I'm sorry.
01:09:18I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:19I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:20For losing my temper.
01:09:21I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:22I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:23You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:24No, no, no, no.
01:09:25If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:39You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:11:05ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:35Hi
01:11:46Hi
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks
01:12:03You want some?
01:12:33I'm coming over in a couple of hours
01:12:48Frank bought a car
01:12:50So we're gonna head out in a couple of weeks
01:12:54Or so, you know
01:12:55I'm thinking of
01:13:01Driving through Romania
01:13:05And then Ukraine
01:13:08And down through Russia
01:13:09And through Kazakhstan
01:13:10And then straight to Tibet
01:13:13And then we get back to the border
01:13:14And then we'll get back to each other
01:13:16on Sunday
01:13:18The Dead
01:13:20Main
01:14:05Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:12Ciao.
01:14:35Jase!
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:49I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:15:59Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Are the last...
01:16:45What have we been to do now?
01:16:46Hold it.
01:16:48I'm living for myself.
01:17:02Maybe the thing off.
01:17:04How about you?
01:17:04You've got the thinking off.
01:17:05That's it.
01:17:06You were right.
01:17:07I think they're going from a deep attack.
01:17:07That's the fact I had to practice.
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