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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I'm looking for the traffic of Napoli.
00:01:32I'm looking for the public.
00:01:34Cazzo.
00:01:35This is the first place.
00:01:39Shit.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:51The real estate case?
00:01:52No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:54It's not where the real estate case.
00:01:55Somewhere?
00:01:56Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00What's going on, you guys?
00:02:03She's lost her purse, her purse.
00:02:06No, no, there's nothing.
00:02:08He was there for a minute.
00:02:09Take a minute.
00:02:10He was sitting there for a while.
00:02:11Take a moment.
00:02:12This is the first time I told my wife.
00:02:14Just give her a minute.
00:02:15I should go, for the first time.
00:02:18I don't have anything.
00:02:20Did you just give her a minute?
00:02:20Do you know if she stood there?
00:02:22One moment.
00:02:22One moment.
00:02:23For a moment, I don't know what she's going on.
00:02:26I don't know what she's going on.
00:02:27Oh my God.
00:02:28I don't know what she's going on.
00:02:29Where did you have it last?
00:02:36The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:39Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:44That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:50This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need, we need, we need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately. We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask.
00:04:24You love how they ask.
00:04:25As if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51Want to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:18You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:57Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19That's what we're doing.
00:06:20I'm done, darling.
00:06:21Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world.
00:06:49And it wasn't...
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit more, a bit.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:14Love you too.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:39Are you sure?
00:07:42Yeah.
00:07:47Mm-hmm.
00:07:52I'm sorry.
00:08:02I'm sorry.
00:08:03I'm sorry.
00:08:08Yeah.
00:08:09I don't know.
00:08:39I don't know.
00:09:09Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56Yes.
00:09:56Testing, testing, okay.
00:10:23Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for,
00:10:32or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list, God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and...
00:10:48And then there was the sound of a bomb,
00:10:50and the man next to us, he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy,
00:10:56and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines,
00:11:14and this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19Carmen, please.
00:11:22Good night.
00:11:24Good night.
00:11:41Good night.
00:11:42We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03No one to ask me more boring questions about the war.
00:13:07All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19Um, castello, oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Sì.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water, and he couldn't tell which was the
00:13:40German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:10Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
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00:15:59All right.
00:16:01All right.
00:16:03Hey, have you got $0.50?
00:16:07If you can catch it.
00:16:08What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Barry?
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It smells pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed under this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights a 72 hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the US.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:00I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen.
00:18:29Easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:36He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:43And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:59How did you do it now?
00:19:18He doesn't blame me.
00:19:20Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then. In Italian. Let's hear the poem. Come on.
00:20:35Okay.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma. Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia. Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia. Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:58I'm impressed. Thank you. You hungry? Why, you gonna take me out? Yeah. All right then. Okay.
00:21:20Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:27Red. Red, please. Uh-huh. Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:50I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours. But now, I don't know.
00:22:07What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen? A little?
00:22:15Yeah. Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, I know it. I love to listen.
00:22:20That's tangled up.
00:22:35Don't laugh. Okay.
00:22:41Awful as it was, it made you stronger. These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war. We helped each other during that time.
00:23:04We had to laugh. We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off. Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:15That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:21The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:53I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:00I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:09I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:27Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:40I think I might have. Tell me.
00:24:44It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape. I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight. And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:38I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:47That's the whole point, isn't it? Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:54Maybe.
00:25:55Maybe.
00:25:56Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:00Everything is nothing.
00:26:01All the best.
00:26:02Compliano.
00:26:03Grazie.
00:26:04Grazie.
00:26:05Make a wish.
00:26:06Oh, yeah.
00:26:07Make it great.
00:26:08Okay.
00:26:09Bravo.
00:26:10Bravo, bravo.
00:26:28What do you mean to write about?
00:26:29Ready?
00:26:31What do you mean am I right now?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Wait, go, go, go!
00:26:41Oh my God!
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:43Oh my gosh!
00:26:44Oh no!
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:54Hey!
00:26:55Hey!
00:26:56Hey!
00:26:57It's the carabinerie!
00:26:58Hey, please!
00:26:59No!
00:27:00What the hell?
00:27:01Come back, come back!
00:27:02Look at me!
00:27:03Hey!
00:27:04We can't go back!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:07We can't go back!
00:27:08Look!
00:27:09We can't make me out of my way!
00:27:11Oh my gosh!
00:27:14Oh no!
00:27:15I'm here!
00:27:16Oh!
00:27:17Ah...
00:27:23Hey!
00:27:25Hey!
00:27:26Hey!
00:27:27Hey!
00:27:28Make it feel better if I said I said the one they are.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Is it true?
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:58Oh my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:20We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe it's...
00:28:27Not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:11Why?
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:55Have a great day.
00:30:28You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56That's it.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:28Jane.
00:31:29Tony.
00:31:30Got some pastries.
00:31:32You're still asleep?
00:31:33Jane.
00:31:34Jane.
00:31:35Tony.
00:31:36Got some pastries.
00:31:38You're still asleep?
00:31:39Jane.
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:41Tony.
00:31:42Got some pastries.
00:31:45You're still asleep?
00:31:46Jane.
00:31:47Jane.
00:31:48Jane.
00:31:49You're still asleep?
00:31:50Jane.
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00:32:53Jane.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something. For youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:23Well, perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was fun. It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:53Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were? That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please. Sit down. Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:10Oh.
00:34:11Oh, my God.
00:34:12Oh, my God.
00:34:13Oh, my God.
00:34:14Oh, my God.
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I-I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Can I have the check, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, play for play?
00:34:38Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:40Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Okay.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:57Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Okay.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04You're good?
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:45True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my aunt.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:09What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:27It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:37Hmm.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:45Yeah.
00:36:46What time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:48Yeah.
00:36:49I've got to get back to work.
00:36:51Hmm.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um...
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:23Oh, all right then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00Vizcria.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:22Come on, man.
00:38:24It was just home pub.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So, you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:44I'll be waiting.
00:38:46I'll be waiting.
00:39:07Hey.
00:39:08God, you scared me.
00:39:09Are you following me?
00:39:10Maybe.
00:39:11Is that weird?
00:39:12Yeah.
00:39:13I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:37You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:07What are we doing?
00:40:28I think we're making it out.
00:40:34So sexy and beautiful.
00:41:04I can't.
00:41:05I can't do this.
00:41:06What?
00:41:07What?
00:41:08I can't do this.
00:41:09Why?
00:41:10Do you do this a lot?
00:41:11What?
00:41:12Do you do this a lot?
00:41:13What?
00:41:14Do you seduce women?
00:41:15Is this what you do?
00:41:17You need to be less serious.
00:41:18Don't follow me.
00:41:19Hi.
00:41:20I'm not a kid.
00:41:22I'm not a kid.
00:41:23You love me.
00:41:24Hi.
00:41:25Hi.
00:41:26Hi.
00:41:27Hi.
00:41:28Hi.
00:41:29Hi.
00:41:30Hi.
00:41:31Hi.
00:41:32Hi.
00:41:33Hi.
00:41:34Hi.
00:41:35Hi.
00:41:36Hi.
00:41:37Hi.
00:41:38Hi.
00:41:39Hi.
00:41:41Hi.
00:41:42Hi.
00:41:43Hi.
00:41:44Hi.
00:41:45Hi.
00:41:46Hi.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:24I do deserve that.
00:43:46Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50Lots of dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:00Good morning.
00:44:03Bye.
00:44:04Bye.
00:44:06Bye.
00:44:08Bye.
00:44:10Bye.
00:44:42Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:12Say cheese.
00:45:29Oh, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:42That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:55What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Yeah.
00:46:15Yeah.
00:46:41Let's go!
00:48:46Oh.
00:48:47Hi.
00:48:48Did I wake you?
00:48:50No.
00:48:51I think I need to be less serious.
00:48:57Yeah.
00:48:58I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:48:59Okay.
00:49:00I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:01Okay.
00:49:02I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:03Okay.
00:49:04I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:05Okay.
00:49:06I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:07Okay.
00:49:08I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:09Okay.
00:49:10I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:11Okay.
00:49:12I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:13Okay.
00:49:14I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:15Okay.
00:49:16I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:18Okay.
00:49:19Okay.
00:49:20I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:21Okay.
00:49:22I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:23Okay.
00:49:24Okay.
00:49:26Okay.
00:53:24If you'll come.
00:53:49Want a drink?
00:53:54Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:24Must be lonely.
00:54:54Must be lonely.
00:55:24Again and again and again, again and again, again and again, once I was single my pocket is itching, girl I wish I was single again, again and again and again, again and again and again.
00:55:54I wish I was single my pocket is itching, girl I wish I was single again.
00:56:13I didn't sleep at all last night, where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:19All night?
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here, I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:29I have to go to work.
00:56:34Can you be late?
00:56:35No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:46I have to go to work.
00:56:48Okay.
00:56:49I have to go to work.
00:56:50Okay.
00:56:51Go.
00:56:52I'm going to go to work.
00:56:53Okay.
00:56:54Okay.
00:56:55Let's go.
00:56:56Go.
00:56:57Go.
00:56:58Go.
00:56:59Go.
00:57:01Go.
00:57:03Go.
00:57:04Go.
00:57:05Go.
00:57:06Go.
00:57:07Go.
00:57:09Go.
00:57:11Go.
00:57:12Go.
00:57:13Go.
00:57:15Go.
00:57:16Go.
00:57:17if it wasn't the war it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else isn't there that's the thing that's the thing about struggle
00:57:47I'm gonna make some tea do you want some right you go out like that again just tell me I worry
00:58:03okay
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head
00:58:11do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run
00:58:31do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have
00:58:40I'll tell you next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say Jane
00:59:07one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life I might not be here
00:59:32sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her
00:59:42the book
00:59:45no with my life
00:59:50this is it you know
00:59:56it ends with me
00:59:59in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:25the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes
01:00:37he put braids on them
01:00:39they used to be gorgeous
01:00:42what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:44there was one
01:00:47Duke
01:00:49he was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:52every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone for me
01:01:10Jane
01:01:11but not for you
01:01:14Jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you
01:01:18in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war
01:01:21people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:30you've got to make your own life
01:01:33one that you love and you can't be afraid of the
01:01:37the time
01:01:39time is shiftable
01:01:47there are moments in my life that i would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:56that's the truth
01:01:58you'll know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than
01:02:04something you're learning for the first time
01:02:10oh sorry
01:02:12what is it
01:02:22are you all right
01:02:24are you okay
01:02:26yeah it's on my toe
01:02:28it's bleeding
01:02:30it's fine it's fine it's fine it's fine
01:02:34are you losing it
01:02:38i met these backpackers last night frank and elsa she's french he's german
01:02:52they're going to tibet
01:02:55and i'm going with them
01:02:59i want you to come with me
01:03:08and i want you to add the
01:03:25so
01:03:26i want you to add the
01:03:29it's all right
01:03:30you're going with me
01:03:32to make your friends
01:03:34I don't know.
01:04:04Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:06How are you?
01:04:09Long day.
01:04:12God, when are they not?
01:04:15I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:26I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:29It's fantastic.
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:58Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:03Oh, Jane.
01:05:04Have you?
01:05:05Can we not?
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:07Absolutely not.
01:05:08Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:10Because I'm sick.
01:05:12Of what, Leonard?
01:05:13Of it being so hard?
01:05:15Yes.
01:05:16Tedious?
01:05:17Tedious?
01:05:18I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:19Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:20Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:21And we don't.
01:05:22There's just huge vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:23Like what?
01:05:24Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:25Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:26No.
01:05:27No.
01:05:28No.
01:05:29No.
01:05:30No.
01:05:31No.
01:05:32No.
01:05:33No.
01:05:34No.
01:05:35No.
01:05:36Why is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:38I just want to connect.
01:05:55So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:05:57Do you?
01:06:00I love you.
01:06:04I look there.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard. I get it. It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us. Sex has consequences, life and death, mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess. You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying. You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did. Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you. But.
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:00It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:10I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:29I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:32No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:35This is good.
01:11:05You don't love me.
01:11:10You don't love me.
01:11:44Hi.
01:11:47Hi.
01:11:58You want some?
01:12:01Oh, thanks.
01:12:14Hi.
01:12:15Hi.
01:12:16Hi.
01:12:17Hi.
01:12:18Hi.
01:12:19Hi.
01:12:20Hi.
01:12:21Hi.
01:12:22Hi.
01:12:23Hi.
01:12:24Hi.
01:12:25Hi.
01:12:26Hi.
01:12:27Hi.
01:12:28Hi.
01:12:29Hi.
01:12:30Hi.
01:12:31Hi.
01:12:32Hi.
01:12:37Hi.
01:12:39Hi.
01:12:40Hi.
01:12:42Hi.
01:12:43Hi.
01:12:44Frank and Elsa, coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Bought a car, so we're gonna head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania, and then Ukraine,
01:13:07and down through Russia, and through Kazakhstan,
01:13:10and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:19And then there's a lot of other, again, in a place like that,
01:13:22and then, in a place like that,
01:13:24and then the ADA.
01:13:26So, let's get started.
01:13:29It's over.
01:13:31It is done, this is done, this is done.
01:13:32A bit of a dirty city.
01:13:34It's done.
01:13:36It's done.
01:13:37It's done.
01:13:39It's done.
01:13:42It's done.
01:13:44It's done.
01:13:45It's done.
01:13:46It's done.
01:13:48Ciao!
01:13:49Buona fortuna!
01:13:51Ciao!
01:13:52Buona fortuna!
01:13:55Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:13Ciao.
01:14:25Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:53Hey!
01:14:57You've got to come over to this side.
01:14:59The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:23It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:02Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:38Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42No, shut that thing off.
01:16:44Ah, the last...
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