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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:31I'm looking for the traffic of Napoli.
00:01:33I'm looking for the traffic of Napoli.
00:01:35I'm looking for the first place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46I can't put my wallet.
00:01:51A periosee case?
00:01:52No, no.
00:01:53No, no, no, no.
00:01:54No, no, no, no.
00:01:55It's not with a periosee case.
00:01:56It's somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00What are you looking for?
00:02:11What do you think?
00:02:13She's lost the purse.
00:02:15No, there's nothing.
00:02:16She didn't kill anything.
00:02:18There's nothing.
00:02:20Can you give her a minute?
00:02:21She wasn't sitting here alone.
00:02:22One moment, one moment.
00:02:24There's nothing.
00:02:25I'm going to get her.
00:02:26I don't care.
00:02:27There's nothing.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:30The train station, I think?
00:02:32The exchange group?
00:02:34Oh, Jamie.
00:02:36I'm sorry.
00:02:38That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:42This is 170, not 70.
00:02:44Where do we need to go?
00:02:46I don't know.
00:02:48I don't know.
00:02:50I don't know.
00:02:52I don't know.
00:02:54I don't know.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think it's nice.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:30The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:34Okay?
00:03:38Five, five, three, three.
00:03:40Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:42Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:03:44Nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:46Nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:47yes i have them here okay five five three three seven six four five eight seven eight seven
00:04:00nine one five seven five seven yeah expires 12 15. no she'll definitely need another card
00:04:13sent out immediately we're here for two weeks no i'm working yes i'll hold you love how they ask
00:04:25as if i have a choice do you know what i'm gonna try to do while i'm here besides learn italian
00:04:31i don't know why you think that's so ridiculous you don't at all i admire you i just think it's
00:04:38too late for me that's not true you can't teach an old dog new tricks besides what's the point
00:04:47the whole bloody world speaks english well i need to finally transcribe the tapes
00:04:53yes all right okay well if you can see it through to the end i think that's wonderful
00:05:05what does that mean nothing
00:05:10i think it's a fantastic idea jen i always have you know that
00:05:17you have my support i'm sorry if that came out wrong
00:05:29i just know how emotional listening to them can be has been for you i think enough time has passed
00:05:37well that's great
00:05:48why do you think he killed himself
00:06:04he killed himself
00:06:11david foster wallace
00:06:15i don't know
00:06:17you can't get a sense by his writing
00:06:19you have to read it when i'm done though
00:06:28do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out
00:06:35he got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day
00:06:39i really don't know
00:06:41just so tedious
00:06:44and of course he felt guilty
00:06:46most people think life is too short and there he was all the talent in the world and it wasn't it not
00:06:50i mean can i can we not talk about this
00:06:53just just just a bit more a bit
00:06:57i love you
00:07:13i love you too
00:07:18i love you too
00:07:35do you feel all right
00:07:37you feel okay
00:07:38okay
00:07:40yeah
00:07:41you should
00:07:45um
00:07:50it
00:08:59Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21Don't get boring all alone.
00:09:23I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:20Testing.
00:10:21Testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:23do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you prepared
00:10:31or i can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from your father's list
00:10:36god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my mother your
00:10:43great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound of a bomb and
00:10:50the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished
00:11:04my mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia
00:11:12from italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19and uh cappuccino
00:11:26okay
00:11:27good night
00:11:32good night
00:11:36good night
00:11:46we were riding our bikes to school when the germans started firing at us
00:12:01we jumped into a hedge we were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing
00:12:08it feels nice if i'm the only one who remembers that it's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday
00:12:15oh hi leonard it's jane i decided to take an impromptu trip to ischia or um ischia as they
00:12:27pronounce it see i'm learning a little bit um anyway i'll be home later i hope you have a good
00:12:34day bye those friends are all dead now there's no one left that's one of my regrets you know
00:12:43sometimes i think i should have had more children not just your father
00:12:48you're all alone now that your parents are gone no brothers no sisters
00:12:55i'm upsetting you
00:13:00let's talk about something else
00:13:03you want to ask me more boring questions about the war
00:13:06oh all right then
00:13:10uh excuse me excuse me um the castle castle
00:13:14mern polished
00:13:21Castello Oreganese?
00:13:23Andare. Andare?
00:13:25Andare? Andare?
00:13:27Grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:31The bullet went in one side
00:13:33and came out the other.
00:13:35And there were all these
00:13:37bomb holes filled with water
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after
00:13:45something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about
00:13:49anything, now could you?
00:13:51Andare now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now? Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian? Yeah.
00:13:57Yes! That's great. That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London. No, in America.
00:14:05Maine. No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts. That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird. Right?
00:14:11Yeah. Vacation?
00:14:13Oh. Are you? What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation? Oh.
00:14:17Sorry.
00:14:19I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:21Me? No.
00:14:23So come on.
00:14:25My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:29What does he do?
00:14:31He is playing in a concert
00:14:33at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool. What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:41Any good?
00:14:43Yes. Very.
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:51You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:57That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:01A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead? No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:11Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:15there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:17I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes
00:15:21and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10 and I played the triangle.
00:15:25and I'm an only child so
00:15:27you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:35No.
00:15:37No.
00:15:45That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:58One?
00:15:59Five.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:25What brought you out of here today?
00:16:26Barry?
00:16:27Ha!
00:16:28Barry.
00:16:29I like it.
00:16:30They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:32It's like a torture cage.
00:16:33They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:35But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:38That would suck.
00:16:40In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:16:43It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:16:44All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:16:45It's like a torture cage.
00:16:46It's like a torture cage.
00:16:47It's like a torture cage.
00:16:48They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:49Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:51In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:16:53It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:16:54All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:16:56Wow.
00:16:57I know.
00:16:58I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:02Only that we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:04You're a tourist.
00:17:05No I'm not.
00:17:10I came out here a few months ago in the building.
00:17:12Excuse me.
00:17:13You're a tourist.
00:17:14You're a tourist.
00:17:17No I'm not.
00:17:18I just came out here a few months ago,
00:17:20that's not a tourist.
00:17:25I was here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the US.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19. It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry, anyway.
00:18:21So this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:14I've never left.
00:19:17I have no clue.
00:19:20I've never left.
00:19:21I'm not wrong.
00:19:24Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, turn widget, I'll be great, man.
00:19:33Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears,
00:19:40to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:46to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face
00:19:51from that heavy disdain.
00:19:54Who is that?
00:19:57Victoria Colonna.
00:20:00Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory
00:20:12all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:20:43Are you hungry?
00:20:44Why, are you going to take me out?
00:20:45I'm impressed.
00:20:50Are you hungry?
00:20:51Why, are you going to take me out?
00:20:52Yeah.
00:20:53All right then.
00:20:54Okay.
00:20:55Okay.
00:20:56Maggiore la vista, tierra e d'alma.
00:21:05I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:19Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in Town & Country, UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:49I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through
00:21:59two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours, but now, I don't know.
00:22:07What don't you know?
00:22:10You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:34That's tangled up.
00:22:35I don't know.
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:46These days, people whine about all sorts of things, and I'm not one of those old people
00:22:50who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12Now shut that thing off.
00:23:14Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:19That is like...
00:23:20It's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Signori?
00:23:44I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14I'm sorry.
00:24:16It was your regret.
00:24:18Yes, thank you.
00:24:19You can take it away.
00:24:20Yes, thank you.
00:24:29I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:37Did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:41I think I might have.
00:24:45Tell me.
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet like your soulmate
00:24:57or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street.
00:25:03We're all connected by this Red Strain.
00:25:08It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:16There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight, and I'm talking into the recorder,
00:25:28rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going
00:25:34to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But...
00:25:47I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:14Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:37What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:38Ready?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my God.
00:26:44Oh, my God.
00:26:45Oh, no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:51Stronzo.
00:26:53Hey, hey.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:54It's the carabinerie.
00:26:56Right.
00:26:56The police.
00:26:57No.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:58No.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:26:59No.
00:27:00No.
00:27:00No.
00:27:01No.
00:27:04We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07Look.
00:27:09We can't be here.
00:27:11I'm coming.
00:27:11Get me.
00:27:12Get me.
00:27:13Get me.
00:27:14Oh, God.
00:27:15Get me.
00:27:16Get me.
00:27:17Get me.
00:27:18Get me.
00:27:19Oh, God.
00:27:20Get me.
00:27:21Get me.
00:27:22Get me.
00:27:23Get me.
00:27:24Get me.
00:27:25Get me.
00:27:26It'd make you feel better if I said I said the only up.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:38You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're really horrible.
00:27:44Come on.
00:27:45Let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:08What?
00:28:09Put it up my nose.
00:28:15We come back?
00:28:21Maybe.
00:28:22Maybe is not a no.
00:28:27And since I don't have a phone, you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:32Give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:51I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:58Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:30Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:49Oh, there she is.
00:30:00I thank you.
00:30:35You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:28You too.
00:31:29Shit.
00:31:30Shit.
00:31:31Shit.
00:31:32Shit.
00:31:33Shit.
00:31:34Shit.
00:31:35Shit.
00:31:36Shit.
00:31:37Shit.
00:31:38Jane.
00:31:39Tony.
00:31:40Got some pastries.
00:31:42Still asleep?
00:31:43Jane.
00:31:44Jane.
00:31:45Jane.
00:31:46Jane.
00:31:47Jane.
00:31:48Jane.
00:31:49Jane.
00:31:51Jane.
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:14Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19my friends had lots of american boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things and we used to go to london and we saw glenn miller one time
00:32:33we used to go all over the place there were wonderful times i never had an american boyfriend
00:32:42i liked some of them they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't want to leave my mom and dad
00:32:52i wish i had sometimes you know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and
00:32:59full of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah i wouldn't have
00:33:09described this carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not
00:33:16old jane we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps i'm not
00:33:24explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:41how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:48the three of us should plan a dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:54so
00:33:59oh my god this is caleb hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird sit please
00:34:08sit down join us oh
00:34:10oh
00:34:19i'm obviously gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25i have the check please in a cafe
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:44jane jane you don't smoke yes i do sometimes at parties you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:34:59but i don't do it i don't do it i love it it's no variety english food on the other hand
00:35:16say what you like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie i went to this party the
00:35:22other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat they had like a private chef and everything
00:35:30and uh they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other
00:35:35clothes and this girl came over to me and said it was cat no no joke like a roasted mommy
00:35:42cat and her kittens that is disgusting true story
00:35:52why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:55what is the definition of perfect pitch
00:36:17what
00:36:20when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:25you didn't just make that up it's too good i did well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:32you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:38do you play anything this and that you know
00:36:44shall we what time to go already yeah i'm gonna get back to work
00:36:55so what's next new agenda caleb um i'm thinking tibet oh tibet really yeah there's just a thing called
00:37:08the shantan festival at the end of the summer yeah i've heard about that that's where the the buddhist
00:37:12monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right the monks the monks the monks the monks
00:37:17it's so pretty how do you support yourself you know a bit of this bit of that
00:37:23all right all right all right all right all right them all work you does anybody have a pen you
00:37:33got a pen yeah i have a pen
00:37:44I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:54But don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:37:59Iskia.
00:38:01There you go.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07No problem.
00:38:09Okay.
00:38:11Ciao.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:20How stoned are you?
00:38:22Come on, man.
00:38:23We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:26So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:30Occasionally.
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:34Sure.
00:38:36I'm fine from here.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:44Take a look.
00:38:46Take a look.
00:38:48Take a look.
00:38:49Take a look.
00:38:51Take a look.
00:38:52Oh, my God, you scared me.
00:39:16Are you following me?
00:39:18Maybe.
00:39:19Is that weird?
00:39:21Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you, and I can't believe I found you.
00:39:51Yeah.
00:40:06What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:34And beautiful.
00:41:04I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:32Do you feel me?
00:41:40Do you feel me?
00:41:40Do you feel me?
00:42:24There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:54But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I do deserve that.
00:43:28Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:01I'm sorry.
00:44:21Okay.
00:44:51Leonard.
00:44:55Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:45:21Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:49That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:55What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:15Yeah.
00:46:17Oh my God.
00:46:29Oh my God!
00:46:31Oh my God!
00:46:33Oh my God.
00:46:35Oh my God.
00:46:37I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
00:52:27Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51He said that?
00:52:53Where are you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49You make me feel calm.
00:53:58Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah.
00:54:12He just shuffled around all night.
00:54:18He must be lonely.
00:54:27You make me feel calm.
00:54:32You make me feel calm.
00:54:36You make me feel calm.
00:54:40You make me feel calm.
00:54:50I love you.
00:54:50I love you.
00:54:51I love you.
00:54:53PIANO PLAYS
00:55:23PIANO PLAYS
00:55:53PIANO PLAYS
00:56:00PIANO PLAYS
00:56:05PIANO PLAYS
00:56:08PIANO PLAYS
00:56:12I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:32Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:38Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:57:10If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:16There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:20There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:22That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:26I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:28I'm all right.
00:57:30I'm all right.
00:57:32I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:36I'm all right.
00:57:38If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:57:40No worry.
00:57:42Okay.
00:57:43I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:57:44I'm all right.
00:57:46I'm all right.
00:57:47I'm all right.
00:57:48You go out like that again.
00:57:49Just tell me.
00:57:50No worry.
00:57:52Okay.
00:57:53I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:23Okay.
00:58:24Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:30In the long run?
00:58:35Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:53I'll tell you next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen.
00:59:05I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:23One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:40Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:49No, with my life.
00:59:53This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:11Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up. Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:41They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:43What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:44There was one.
01:00:46There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:50He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days, really.
01:00:56They were lovely days, really.
01:01:04They're gone. For me.
01:01:05Jane.
01:01:06Jane.
01:01:07But not for you.
01:01:08Jane.
01:01:09You know it's different for you.
01:01:10In some ways it's easier.
01:01:11You haven't got the war.
01:01:12People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:15But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:16You've got to make your own life.
01:01:17One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:21Time is shiftable.
01:01:51There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:01It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:10Oh, sorry.
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:14What is it?
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:17Ah, you...
01:02:18Ah!
01:02:20You alright?
01:02:22Ah!
01:02:23You okay?
01:02:24Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26Ah!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33It's fine.
01:02:34Are you losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:38I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:53They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:56I want you to come with me.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:00I want you to come with me.
01:03:01I want you to come with me.
01:03:30Yeah.
01:03:31Oh God.
01:03:33My Word...
01:03:36You must look Rotary...
01:03:40You should dancepose.
01:03:42I want you to come with me.
01:03:45You shall come with me.
01:03:47If you will, you will and beat me.
01:03:52I've done that day.
01:03:54Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, why don't they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm choked on doing another thing like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:35I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:43Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:54Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:12I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again.
01:06:55Please, Jane.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:08How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:19Is he?
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:15I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:35This is good.
01:11:05ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:35Hi
01:11:46Hi
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks
01:12:03You want some?
01:12:33I'm coming over in a couple of hours
01:12:48Frank bought a car
01:12:50So we're gonna head out in a couple of weeks
01:12:54Or so, you know
01:12:55I'm thinking of
01:13:01Driving through Romania
01:13:05And then Ukraine
01:13:08And down through Russia
01:13:09And through Kazakhstan
01:13:10And then straight to Tibet
01:13:13And now you're gonna go where you go
01:13:14And then youigh
01:13:30And now you're gonna be...
01:13:32And now I'm gonna sleep
01:14:03Chao, buena fortuna.
01:14:13Chao.
01:14:33Chao.
01:14:49Jay.
01:14:54you've got to come over to this side train's going to be here in a minute
01:15:24It's four in the morning, the end of December I'm riding you now just to see your band New York is cold but I like where I'm living There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert Are you living for nothing now? Hope you're keeping some kind of record Yes
01:16:14And Jane came by with a lock of your hair She said that you gave it to her That night when you planned to go clear
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100 Why not? I'm not telling you why not
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off
01:16:45Are the last...
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