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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30The traffic of Napoli.
00:01:32The traffic of state.
00:01:33The traffic of state.
00:01:35The traffic of state.
00:01:36The traffic of state.
00:01:37The traffic of state.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:46Can't put my wallet.
00:01:51For your seat case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, I need something.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in my club.
00:02:00Alright she's lost her purse.
00:02:14She's lost her purse.
00:02:30Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17She sounds very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57I love you.
00:07:13I love you too.
00:07:27Do you feel alright?
00:07:28Do you feel okay?
00:07:29Yeah.
00:07:30Are you sure?
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38If you feel okay?
00:07:39Yeah.
00:07:41You should.
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26I'll see you later.
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories are you prepared?
00:10:32Before I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about?
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man,
00:11:17he had blood in his hair.
00:11:25Good night, cappuccino, before?
00:11:27Good night.
00:11:47What is that?
00:11:48Yes, that's alright.
00:11:49It's very good.
00:11:50Is it?
00:11:51Yes.
00:11:51Yes.
00:11:52Just a minute.
00:11:52Yes.
00:11:52Yes.
00:11:52Yes.
00:11:53Yes.
00:11:54Yes.
00:11:54Yes.
00:11:55Yes.
00:11:55Yes.
00:11:56Yes.
00:11:56Yes.
00:11:56We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Ischia.
00:12:25Or, um, Ischia.
00:12:26As they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children.
00:12:47Not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Grazie.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything.
00:13:50How could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:04Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:17I can't help it, I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp when I was like 10 and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, I understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:35Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48What the fuck?
00:15:49Want to give 10, please?
00:15:50Yeah.
00:15:5010, 10.
00:15:5110.
00:15:5110?
00:15:5110.
00:15:55Grazie.
00:15:56Grazie.
00:15:58Uno?
00:15:5910?
00:15:59All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06You can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:08Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:37You know, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights, a 72 hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the US.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:00I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry, anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:36He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:43And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:49It all went missing.
00:18:51I never left left.
00:18:54I never left.
00:18:55I never left.
00:18:57Another excuse...
00:18:59It all went back.
00:19:01Yeah, I never left.
00:19:03Something in his brain here.
00:19:05Relationshipああ it looked old,
00:19:10It all went back.
00:19:11I never left.
00:19:12Christmas is hanging out of this tower cycle.
00:19:17Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears To turn withered hope green through desire
00:19:47To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain
00:19:54Who is that?
00:19:57Vittoria Colonna
00:20:00Ah, the woman who lived here
00:20:03You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:07Sneaky
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian
00:20:16I thought Michelangelo was gay
00:20:18Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him
00:20:26Let's hear it then, in Italian, let's hear the poem
00:20:33Come on
00:20:35Come on
00:20:36Okay
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma
00:20:42Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia
00:20:48Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia
00:20:54Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma
00:21:01I'm impressed
00:21:05Thank you
00:21:07You hungry?
00:21:09Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:11Yeah
00:21:13Alright then
00:21:18Okay
00:21:23Two pastas with the house sauce, please
00:21:27Red
00:21:28Red
00:21:29Red, please
00:21:30Uh-huh
00:21:31Grazie
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:39I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK
00:21:45There's something else
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours
00:22:04But now, I don't know
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen? A little?
00:22:15Yeah
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it
00:22:18I love to listen
00:22:33That's tangled up
00:22:34Oh god
00:22:35Okay
00:22:41Awful as it was, it made you stronger
00:22:44These days people whine about all sorts of things
00:22:47And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems
00:22:51We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like
00:22:57It really brought people together, the war
00:23:01We, we helped each other during that time
00:23:04We had to laugh, we had to smile
00:23:06Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost
00:23:10I'll shut that thing off, would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks
00:23:32We met while I was recording her
00:23:34Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno
00:23:42Buongiorno
00:23:43Buongiorno
00:23:44Buongiorno
00:23:45Buongiorno
00:23:46Buongiorno
00:23:51I got pregnant so we got married
00:24:01I lost the baby
00:24:05I'm sorry
00:24:13I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:37Did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have. Tell me.
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this Red Strain.
00:25:08It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:13There's this moment in the tape. I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight, and I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:39I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:48That's the whole point, isn't it? Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe. Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish, huh?
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:17Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36Ready?
00:26:37What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:38Ready?
00:26:39What?
00:26:40Here, go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh my god.
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:43Oh my gosh!
00:26:44Oh my gosh!
00:26:45Oh no!
00:26:46What?
00:26:47What do you mean?
00:26:51Stronzo!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:54Hey!
00:26:55What?
00:26:56It's the carabinerie!
00:26:57The police!
00:26:58No!
00:26:59Hey!
00:27:00What?
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:07We can't go back!
00:27:08We can't make it!
00:27:10I'm getting away!
00:27:11Get away!
00:27:12Oh, God!
00:27:14Oh, God!
00:27:16Oh, God!
00:27:18Oh, God!
00:27:20Oh, God!
00:27:22Oh, God!
00:27:24Oh, God!
00:27:26Oh, God!
00:27:28Did it make you feel better if I said I said no one day off?
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:38You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:46Let's go.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:54Let's go.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:20We come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:30you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:32For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:42I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:56Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:10Why?
00:29:12So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:14Oh.
00:29:16Happy birthday.
00:29:24Oh.
00:29:28Happy birthday.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:30:32You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:02There are the great big events.
00:31:06The things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:30Jane.
00:31:31Tony.
00:31:32Got some pastries.
00:31:40You're still asleep?
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42Tony.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:47You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:14Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25Jane.
00:32:26Jane.
00:32:27Jane.
00:32:28Jane.
00:32:29Jane.
00:32:30Jane.
00:32:31Jane.
00:32:32Jane.
00:32:33Jane.
00:32:34Jane.
00:32:35Jane.
00:32:36There were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but I...
00:32:48I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open
00:32:58and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:02You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:08Yeah.
00:33:09I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something. For youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:20You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was...
00:33:27It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:31How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Legg, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:58Oh, my God.
00:34:00This...
00:34:01This is Caleb.
00:34:02Hi.
00:34:03No, no.
00:34:04We were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10Oh.
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:12Oh, my God.
00:34:13Oh, my God.
00:34:14Oh, my God.
00:34:15Oh, my God.
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:26In a cafe, put-put-put-put?
00:34:27Oh.
00:34:28No, thank you.
00:34:29Jane?
00:34:30Jane?
00:34:31Jane?
00:34:32Can I have the check, please?
00:34:33In a cafe, put-put-put?
00:34:36Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:37Jane?
00:34:38Jane?
00:34:39You don't smoke?
00:34:40Yes, I do.
00:34:41Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:43You know that.
00:34:44Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:50Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:06Italian food is so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:15English food, on the other hand.
00:35:17Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:39No.
00:35:40It was a joke like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:48Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:36:00You're selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:05Um.
00:36:06I have one.
00:36:07What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:08What?
00:36:09When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:24You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:29I did.
00:36:30Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:36This and that, you know.
00:36:37Shall we?
00:36:38Yeah.
00:36:39What time to go?
00:36:40Already?
00:36:41Yeah.
00:36:42I'm going to get back to work.
00:36:43Hmm.
00:36:44So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:36:46I'm thinking Tibet.
00:36:47Oh, Tibet?
00:36:48Really?
00:36:49Yeah.
00:36:50There's just thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:36:53Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:36:54It's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:36:59So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:15The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:19How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:24Oh, all right then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen? You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:51You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:37:59Iskia.
00:38:01There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08Oh, no problem.
00:38:11Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:22Come on, man.
00:38:23We should tell him a pub.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:30Occasionally.
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:39I'm fine from here.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:44Um, the Maria…
00:38:46buurdao o far'siptск.
00:38:47細 Justo o far.
00:38:48We should do something, too.
00:38:49Toc I said,
00:38:53yeah.
00:38:54Fаг Gear 2021.
00:38:58TocPT,
00:39:02no matter how to go ahead,
00:39:03where theignant is.
00:39:04So you can follow me it up.
00:39:06See you after the roof.
00:39:07See you after the roof.
00:39:09See you.
00:39:10Hey.
00:39:12God, you scared me.
00:39:14Are you following me?
00:39:16Maybe.
00:39:18Is that weird?
00:39:20Yeah.
00:39:30I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:34You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:38I came looking for you.
00:39:40And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:16What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:46I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:29Look, you need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:59Don't follow me.
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:13Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53Two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:26No.
00:44:27No.
00:44:28No.
00:44:29No.
00:44:30No.
00:44:31No.
00:44:34No.
00:44:37I'm sorry.
00:44:40I'll help you.
00:44:45I'll help you.
00:44:50And I'm not.
00:44:55Can we talk?
00:45:26Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36All right.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:55What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:25Put your hand over my mouth.
00:46:27Start right.
00:46:41Come on.
00:46:43Come on.
00:46:44Come on.
00:46:45Come on!
00:46:46Oh, my God!
00:47:46Oh!
00:48:16Oh!
00:48:46Oh!
00:48:48Hi!
00:48:50Did I wake you?
00:48:52No.
00:48:54I think I need to be less serious.
00:48:58Yeah.
00:49:00I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:02I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:04Yeah.
00:49:06I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:08I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:10Yeah.
00:49:12I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:44Okay.
00:49:46Let's get it.
00:49:49Let's go y'all too.
00:49:51Yeah.
00:49:53Like this one.
00:50:01Nice.
00:50:08Yeah.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:52You said that?
00:52:54Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:53:00You made me feel nervous.
00:53:18You made me feel calm.
00:53:24You made me feel calm.
00:53:32You made me feel calm.
00:53:34You made me feel calm.
00:53:44You want a drink?
00:53:48You want a drink?
00:53:49You want a drink?
00:53:58You made me feel calm.
00:54:08You made me feel calm.
00:54:10You made me feel calm.
00:54:12Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:18Must be lonely.
00:54:42Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:55:12Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:55:42Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:56:13I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52Can you speak?
00:56:53Yeah.
00:56:54I mean, I know.
00:56:57All right.
00:56:58If it wasn't the war,
00:57:27it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm all right.
00:57:57If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:30Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:52I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:04If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:23Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:42I don't know what you want me to do.
00:59:45I don't know what you want me to do.
00:59:47I don't know what you want me to do.
00:59:49It is you know, with my life.
00:59:56This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:05In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:27The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:59They were lovely days, really.
01:01:02They're gone. For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:12But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:15You know, it's different for you. In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war. People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:27You've got to make your own life. One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the... of the time.
01:01:39Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:01:59It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Oh, sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Oh!
01:02:16Oh, you...
01:02:19You all right?
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, it's on my toe.
01:02:26Oh!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:28Oh, it's fine.
01:02:30It's fine. It's fine. It's fine. It's fine.
01:02:33You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:51They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:21I want you to come with me.
01:03:24I want you to come with me.
01:03:27I want you to walk with me.
01:03:29I want you to come, with me.
01:03:31I want you to come with me.
01:03:34Can I look at you?
01:03:36I want you to take it.
01:03:37That's good.
01:03:39I want you to come.
01:03:41I'll stay with you.
01:03:43You're healthy.
01:03:45You're good.
01:03:46Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm back.
01:04:11Long day?
01:04:14No, I'm running late now.
01:04:16I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32That's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:56Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:07Have you?
01:05:16Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:38Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:46I never will.
01:06:49And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:11We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:00What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:30That kid, that child, that kid you've known for two days.
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:47I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:06For what?
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:16I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32Right.
01:09:32No, no, no, no.
01:09:33To lose your temper.
01:09:34No, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:35This is good.
01:11:05ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:35Hi
01:11:46Hi
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks
01:12:03You want some?
01:12:33I'm coming over in a couple of hours
01:12:48Frank bought a car
01:12:50So we're gonna head out in a couple of weeks
01:12:54Or so, you know
01:12:55I'm thinking of
01:13:01Driving through Romania
01:13:05And then Ukraine
01:13:08And down through Russia
01:13:09And through Kazakhstan
01:13:10And then straight to Tibet
01:13:13And then England
01:13:16During the night
01:13:18And then
01:13:18The end of the night
01:13:19So when it comes to Canada
01:13:20And then
01:13:20The end of the night
01:13:21And then
01:13:21And then
01:13:22And then
01:13:22And then
01:13:23And then
01:13:23And then
01:13:25On the night
01:13:38¶¶
01:14:07Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:12Ciao.
01:14:371, 2, 3, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 8, 9, 9, 9, 10.
01:14:45Jace!
01:14:49Jay, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:19It's four in the morning, the end of December. I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:02Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44The last time in the summer.
01:16:46I have the last time.
01:16:47I have the last time.
01:16:49I have the last time.
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