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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I'm looking for the traffic of Napoli.
00:01:33I can't find my wallet.
00:01:35Are you in a C-Paste?
00:01:40No.
00:01:42No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:43It's not a C-Paste.
00:01:44Somewhere?
00:01:45Maybe it's in a club.
00:01:48In a C-Paste?
00:01:50No.
00:01:51No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:53It's not a C-Paste.
00:01:55But it's not a C-Paste.
00:01:56Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in a club.
00:01:59What did you do?
00:02:11What did you think?
00:02:11She's lost her purse.
00:02:14Her purse.
00:02:15No, she don't have anything.
00:02:15She didn't have anything.
00:02:16No, it didn't.
00:02:18There's nothing.
00:02:20You know she wasn't here standing there.
00:02:21One moment.
00:02:23In a moment, I don't know what you want to do,
00:02:25but I don't care with you.
00:02:25I don't care.
00:02:26I don't care.
00:02:27I don't care.
00:02:29Where did you have it last?
00:02:36The train station, I think.
00:02:38The exchange booth.
00:02:42Oh, Jamie.
00:02:43I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:53This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need, we need, we need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:22Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:28The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:33Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:47Yes, I have them here.
00:03:50Okay.
00:03:52Five, five, three, three.
00:03:55Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:58Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:04:01Nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:05Seven, nine.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.50.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:14No, I'm working here.
00:04:21Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides knowing Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jane.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:21You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:00Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, though.
00:06:21Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know.
00:06:40Jane, just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't I.
00:06:50Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more than.
00:07:10Do you feel alright?
00:07:36Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Tinga, you sure?
00:07:41Um.
00:07:42It's okay.
00:07:44have you ever heard of something?
00:07:45I'll have you heard of it before Hmm?
00:07:46You know should see?
00:07:46Do do you remember me already.
00:07:47Oh, did you do?
00:07:49Oh, I failed to work before.
00:07:50I was missed.
00:07:51Do you natuur?
00:07:52Oh, yay.
00:07:56Okay.
00:07:57Oh, yay!
00:07:58Oh, yay!
00:07:59Let me once.
00:07:59More dishes can apply with me here.
00:08:01What are you there?
00:08:02How do you do?
00:08:03Even if you want my beau stuff to form your head.
00:08:05I'll have to swear this.
00:08:08.
00:08:10Yêuacks have to the nearer.
00:08:10I don't know.
00:08:40I don't know.
00:09:10Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:21testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you prepared
00:10:31before i can ask them the list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from your
00:10:35father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my mother
00:10:42your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound of a
00:10:49bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from
00:11:12italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19and uh cappuccino
00:11:26you know
00:11:45We had to go.
00:11:46I, um, was terrible.
00:11:49Was it?
00:11:56We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:10Feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:24Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03No one to ask me more boring questions about the war.
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak english now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry, I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49You want to give me 10, please?
00:15:5010, 10.
00:15:5110, 10.
00:15:56Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:39They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s,
00:17:00thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights, a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin
00:18:11twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen,
00:18:30easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall,
00:18:37and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect,
00:18:40ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment,
00:18:44and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:46And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears,
00:19:41to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:48to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Victoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:03You read that in your guy book this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo
00:20:15in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes,
00:20:25but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:27Let's hear it then, in Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White or red?
00:21:29Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazia.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences
00:21:57in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:10You want to listen?
00:22:13You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:18You want to listen to me?
00:22:19You want to listen to me?
00:22:22I don't know.
00:22:22I don't know.
00:22:22I don't know.
00:22:23You want to listen to me?
00:22:24You want to listen to me?
00:22:25I don't know.
00:22:26I don't know.
00:22:27I don't know.
00:22:28I don't know.
00:22:29I don't know.
00:22:30I don't know.
00:22:31I don't know.
00:22:32I don't know.
00:22:33I don't know.
00:22:34I don't know.
00:22:35I don't know.
00:22:36I don't know.
00:22:37Okay.
00:22:38Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things, and I'm not one of those old people
00:22:50who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Senori.
00:23:53I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:02I'm sorry.
00:24:03I'm sorry.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14Excuse me.
00:24:15It was your regret.
00:24:17Yes, thank you.
00:24:18You can take it away.
00:24:19Yes, thank you.
00:24:20Grazie.
00:24:21Grazie.
00:24:29I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:37Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the red strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:26And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But...
00:25:39I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:05All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish, huh?
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:28Hey!
00:26:29What?
00:26:32Grab my hand.
00:26:33Wait, go, go, go.
00:26:34Oh my God.
00:26:36Oh my gosh!
00:26:38Oh my God!
00:26:39Oh my gosh!
00:26:41Oh no!
00:26:43What?
00:26:44What do you mean?
00:26:47Stronzo!
00:26:50Hey, hey!
00:26:51Hey!
00:26:52What?
00:26:53It's the carabinerary!
00:26:55It's the police!
00:26:56No!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58Hey!
00:27:05We can't go back, we can't go back, we can't go back!
00:27:19No!
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said no one day off.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:57Oh my gosh.
00:28:12It went up my nose.
00:28:19We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe it's...
00:28:27not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:41I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:11Why?
00:29:11So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35Oh.
00:29:36Fu.
00:29:37I'll see.
00:29:49Oh.
00:29:49Oh.
00:29:49Oh.
00:29:50Oh.
00:29:51Oh.
00:29:51Oh.
00:30:52Yeah, there's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56That's right.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:22I've got this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:42Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Janey.
00:31:55Janey.
00:31:56Janey.
00:31:57My friends had lots of American boyfriends, and they used to bring us nylon stockings
00:32:24and chocolates and all sorts of things. And we used to go to London, and we saw Glenn Miller
00:32:31one time. We used to go all over the place. They were wonderful times. I never had an
00:32:40American boyfriend. I liked some of them. They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave
00:32:50my mom and dad. I wish I had sometimes. You know, when you were 19, the world just felt
00:32:56so open and carefree and full of possibility. You reminded me of that at that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met? Yeah. I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then, not
00:33:11at all. Well, I felt nostalgia or something for youth.
00:33:15You're not old, eh? We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was... It was fun. It was just fun.
00:33:30How was work? The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating. The three
00:33:49of us will plan a dinner before we leave. I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh my God. This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi. No, no, we were just talking right here.
00:34:05We were? That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please. Sit down. Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:10What?
00:34:11I don't know the chances of that.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay. I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:37In a cafe, play, play.
00:34:43Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:47Jane?
00:34:49You don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Grazie?
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand...
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day, in this villa, owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:29And, uh, they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke, like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard, one of your viola jokes.
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:04What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:24You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:02Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:31Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:42I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:37:58I need you.
00:37:59I need you.
00:37:59I need a pen.
00:38:04What?
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:07Oh, no problem.
00:38:08Hey.
00:38:09Ciao.
00:38:10How stoned are you?
00:38:11Come on, man.
00:38:12We should tell him to pop.
00:38:13It's not a big deal.
00:38:14So, you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:30Occasionally.
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:36I'm fine from here.
00:38:39Okay.
00:38:40See you after work.
00:38:41Yep.
00:38:42I'll be waiting.
00:39:06Hey.
00:39:07God, you scared me.
00:39:08Are you following me?
00:39:09Maybe.
00:39:10Is that weird?
00:39:11Yeah.
00:39:12Yeah.
00:39:13I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:15You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:22I came looking for you and I can't believe I found you.
00:39:29I can't believe I found you.
00:39:30I can't believe you.
00:39:31I can't believe I found you.
00:39:32I can't believe I found you.
00:39:33I can't believe I found you.
00:39:35You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you and I can't believe I found you.
00:40:05What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we're making it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:41:03I can't do this.
00:41:07What?
00:41:08What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:10Why?
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:31Don't follow me.
00:41:35Don't follow me.
00:41:36Don't follow me.
00:41:40Don't follow me.
00:41:43Do you?
00:41:48Do you?
00:42:52I hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:44:04No.
00:44:06No.
00:44:07No.
00:44:07No.
00:44:08No.
00:44:09No.
00:44:09No.
00:44:10No.
00:44:11No.
00:44:11All right.
00:44:12No, no.
00:44:16No.
00:44:47Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:17Say cheese.
00:45:29You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:35Hold on a second.
00:45:51What our living room is missing.
00:45:55What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just waved.
00:46:15.
00:46:23.
00:46:29ORCHESTRAL MUSIC
00:46:59Come on, come on, come on, come on, come on.
00:47:29Come on, come on.
00:47:59Come on.
00:48:29Come on, come on.
00:48:59Hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah?
00:49:12I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:26I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:36I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:40I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:52You said that?
00:52:56Wait.
00:52:58You're delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49You make me feel calm.
00:53:56You make me feel calm.
00:53:58You make me feel calm.
00:54:08You make me feel calm.
00:54:09You make me feel calm.
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:40And all,
00:54:43I don't know.
00:54:45You've got one,
00:54:47but he does not have one.
00:54:49So I will fall in the corner of his head.
00:54:52I'll go in the corner of his head.
00:54:57He will do the best of his巡礼,
00:54:59and so he'll hold his head.
00:55:01In the corner of his head,
00:55:05he'll hold out the opposite side of his head.
00:55:09Again and again and again
00:55:30Again and again and again
00:55:34Once I was single my pocket is a jingle
00:55:39I wish I was single again
00:55:43Again and again and again
00:55:47Again and again and again
00:55:52Once I was single my pocket is a jingle
00:55:57I wish I were single again
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:15Just walking.
00:56:17All night.
00:56:19I've been thinking.
00:56:21You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:24We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:27I have to go to work.
00:56:29Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:37Leonard.
00:56:39Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me. I have to go to work.
00:56:51Okay.
00:56:54No, I don't know.
00:56:56I don't know.
00:57:00I'm sorry.
00:57:02If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:29There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:12Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:26If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:43With the book?
00:59:47No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:27You've got to make your own life.
01:01:32One that you love and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:36of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:05Oh, sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:15Oh!
01:02:17Oh, you...
01:02:19Are you alright?
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:24Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:28Oh, it's fine.
01:02:30It's fine, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine.
01:02:33Are you finishing that?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:51She's French, he's German.
01:02:53They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:02The End
01:03:05.
01:03:39Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:09How are you?
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:13God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:29It's fantastic.
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:47Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:59Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:03Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:07Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:13Absolutely not.
01:05:15Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:33I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:39Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No.
01:06:27That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41Jane.
01:06:42I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:49And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:52Please, Jane.
01:06:53Again and again.
01:06:54And again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:11Father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:15Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:42I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:58Not really.
01:08:00What do you want me to know?
01:08:01You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:16I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him?
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:32That child?
01:08:33That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:35Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:56I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it!
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:10I'm sorry.
01:09:11For what?
01:09:26I'm sorry.
01:09:27For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:33No, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better,
01:09:37then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:43No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:45Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard!
01:09:48You don't love me!
01:09:49That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance,
01:09:57meet me at the train station.
01:10:00Our train is at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:04I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23We're off.
01:10:25It's easy.
01:10:26But I guess I'll go back.
01:10:27It's fine.
01:10:28I was not getting ready.
01:10:29We are.
01:10:30You were right.
01:10:31What the hell?
01:10:32The Lord was not getting ready.
01:10:33It was great.
01:10:34You were right.
01:10:35You were right.
01:10:36And you were right.
01:10:37You were screwed.
01:10:38I was right.
01:10:39I was wrong.
01:10:40So I would have to do it.
01:10:41I was able to do it.
01:10:42Yeah.
01:10:43I was wrong.
01:10:44I was wrong.
01:10:45I was right.
01:10:46I was wrong.
01:10:47I wasn't wrong.
01:10:48I was wrong.
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:30Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:14We're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, and then we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, and then we're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:44We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:14We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:44We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:46We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:48We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:54Jay!
01:14:56You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:03It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:13Yes, and Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:23She said that you gave it to her
01:16:29That night when you planned to go clear
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45The last...
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