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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32È il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:33Due delle donne.
00:01:34Cazzo.
00:01:35Questa si fa al primo posto.
00:01:37Sì.
00:01:39Sì.
00:01:43Sì.
00:01:45Cianca.
00:01:46Cianca.
00:01:47Cianca.
00:01:48Cianca.
00:01:49Cianca.
00:01:50Cianca.
00:01:51Cianca.
00:01:52Cianca.
00:01:53Cianca.
00:01:55Cianca.
00:01:56Cianca.
00:01:57Cianca.
00:01:58Who's going to do that?
00:02:12She lost her purse.
00:02:20Just give it a minute.
00:02:22Wait a minute, wait a minute.
00:02:25Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:26Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35No.
00:02:36The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all this stuff.
00:02:53This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need to, we need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, Ash.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number is on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay, 5533 7645 8787 9157.
00:04:03Expires 1215.
00:04:04No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:05We're here for two weeks.
00:04:06No, I'm working here.
00:04:07Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:09You love how they ask.
00:04:10As if I have a choice.
00:04:11Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:12Besides learn Italian.
00:04:13I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:14I don't at all.
00:04:15I admire you.
00:04:16I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:17That's not true.
00:04:18You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:20And besides, what's the point?
00:04:21The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:23Well, I...
00:04:24I'm going to finally transcribe the tape.
00:04:25You know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:26You know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:28Besides learn Italian.
00:04:29I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:30I don't at all.
00:04:31I admire you.
00:04:32I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:33That's not true.
00:04:34You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:35And besides, what's the point?
00:04:36The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:37Well, I...
00:04:47I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:52Yes.
00:04:53All right.
00:04:55Okay.
00:04:56Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have, you know that.
00:05:20She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:06:03Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:05Who?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:20Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know.
00:06:39Do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was all the talent in the world and it wasn't it not.
00:06:49Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:51Just, just, just a bit more a bit.
00:06:52Love you.
00:06:53Love you too.
00:06:54Love you too.
00:06:55Love you too.
00:06:56Love you too.
00:06:57Love you too.
00:06:58Love you too.
00:07:00Love you too.
00:07:02Love you too.
00:07:03Love you too.
00:07:08Do you feel alright?
00:07:09You feel okay?
00:07:10Do you feel alright?
00:07:11Do you feel okay?
00:07:12Yeah.
00:07:13You sure?
00:07:14I love you too.
00:07:34Do you feel alright?
00:07:36Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:44Mm-hmm.
00:08:14Mm-hmm.
00:08:16Mm-hmm.
00:08:18Mm-hmm.
00:08:20Mm-hmm.
00:08:22Mm-hmm.
00:08:24Mm-hmm.
00:08:26Mm-hmm.
00:08:28Mm-hmm.
00:08:30Mm-hmm.
00:08:32Oh, my God.
00:09:02Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:32Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:10:02Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:23Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for.
00:10:32I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us, he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:05Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:25Good night, cappuccino.
00:11:26Okay.
00:11:35We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:42Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08Uh, scusi, scusi, um, the castle, castle, parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello, oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:35And there were all these bomb holes filled with water, and he couldn't tell which was
00:13:40the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that, you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:25My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:43Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:10Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32Are you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:36You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49You're making me feel like a stalker, fuck.
00:15:51Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:07What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Hey.
00:16:36Fairy?
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed under this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights, it's a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second
00:18:11cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen,
00:18:30easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:55I love it.
00:18:56I love it.
00:19:10I love it.
00:19:13I love it.
00:19:15Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:45Love teaches me to reign through desire.
00:19:50To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:02The woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in England.
00:20:15She's English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:35Okay.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:41Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia.
00:20:47Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:53Senna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:21:00I'm impressed.
00:21:06You hungry?
00:21:08Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:10Yeah.
00:21:11Alright then.
00:21:12Okay.
00:21:13Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:14Red.
00:21:15Red, please.
00:21:16Uh-huh.
00:21:18Grazie.
00:21:19So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:32I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:44There's something else.
00:21:51I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah.
00:22:17No.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:33All tangled up.
00:22:35Hold on.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:37Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:44These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:47And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like.
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:12Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:28I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:31We met while I was recording her.
00:23:33Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:36Make it sound perverse.
00:23:38That's what it was, right?
00:23:40Buongiorno.
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Signori.
00:23:52I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:00I lost the baby.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:28I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:42I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:06It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:15So there's...
00:25:16There's this, there's this Juve.
00:25:17there's this moment in the tape, I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:26And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure, and
00:25:33how I'm gonna show WWII from a totally different perspective.
00:25:36I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:38That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:40Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:44Maybe.
00:25:46Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:25:50Everything is nothing.
00:25:52Well, I don't know.
00:25:54I just want to write about nothing.
00:25:56Everything is nothing.
00:25:58I don't know.
00:26:00I don't know.
00:26:02I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:04All the best.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:12Make a wish.
00:26:14Make it great.
00:26:20Okay.
00:26:24Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:28What do you mean I'm ready?
00:26:30Ready?
00:26:32What?
00:26:34Grab my hand.
00:26:36Wait.
00:26:38Go, go, go.
00:26:40Oh, my God.
00:26:42Oh, no.
00:26:44What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:48Oh, no.
00:26:50Stronzo.
00:26:52Hey.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:55It's the carabinieri.
00:26:56Hey, please.
00:26:57No.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:59No.
00:27:00No.
00:27:01No.
00:27:02No.
00:27:04We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07We can't go back.
00:27:08We can't go back.
00:27:10We can't go back.
00:27:11We can't go back.
00:27:12Oh, no.
00:27:14Oh, no.
00:27:15We can't go back.
00:27:16Oh, no.
00:27:17Oh, no.
00:27:18Oh, no.
00:27:23Here.
00:27:24Yeah.
00:27:25Here.
00:27:26Where are you?
00:27:27What?
00:27:28What'd it make feeling better if I should have said that one day off?
00:27:30Yes.
00:27:31That's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:33I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:03Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14What about my nose?
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35Oh, yes.
00:29:46Hi.
00:29:46Hey.
00:29:47Come on.
00:29:48Oh, yes.
00:29:50See.
00:30:50You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, there's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:20Nelly was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42Nelly.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Okay.
00:32:02my friends had lots of American boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things and we used to go to London and we saw Glenn Miller one time we used to go all
00:32:34over the place there were wonderful times I never had an American boyfriend I liked some of them
00:32:43they were nice boys but I I didn't I didn't want to leave my mom and dad I wish I had sometimes
00:32:54you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility
00:33:00you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah I wouldn't have described you as
00:33:09carefree back then not at all well I felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not old Jane we ran
00:33:19out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps I'm not explaining it
00:33:25well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:30how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating the three of us
00:33:49we're planning dinner before we leave I'd like that
00:33:51Jane
00:33:56oh my god this is Caleb hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird
00:34:07sit please sit down join us
00:34:09I'm not sure you're going to get back pretty soon that's okay I already ate so I'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25can I have the check please in a cafe play for play
00:34:38oh no thank you
00:34:44Jane
00:34:48you don't smoke
00:34:50yes I do sometimes at parties
00:34:54you know that well I don't do it a lot
00:34:59okay
00:35:02grazie
00:35:03grazie
00:35:05Italian food's so overrated
00:35:10I love it
00:35:12there's no variety
00:35:14English food on the other hand
00:35:16say what you like about it
00:35:18there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie
00:35:20I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat
00:35:27they had like a private chef and everything
00:35:29and uh they were serving this like loaf of meat
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves
00:35:36and this girl came over to me and said it was cat
00:35:38no
00:35:39no joke
00:35:40like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens
00:35:44that is disgusting
00:35:45true story
00:35:47why don't you tell leonard
00:35:53one of your viola jokes
00:35:55come on
00:35:59some of my hands
00:36:01come on
00:36:03let's hear one
00:36:04um
00:36:08I have one
00:36:09what is the definition
00:36:13of perfect pitch
00:36:16what
00:36:17when you throw a viola into the dumpster
00:36:23without hitting the rim
00:36:24you didn't just make that up
00:36:27I did
00:36:27it's too good
00:36:28I did
00:36:29well I'm impressed and I'm stealing it
00:36:30you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35do you play anything Caleb?
00:36:40this and that
00:36:41you know
00:36:41shall we?
00:36:45yeah
00:36:45what time to go
00:36:47what time to go?
00:36:47already?
00:36:48yeah
00:36:49I'm going to get back to work
00:36:50so what's next on your agenda
00:37:01Caleb?
00:37:02um
00:37:03I'm thinking Tibet
00:37:05oh it's Tibet
00:37:06really
00:37:07yeah there's this thing called the shopping festival at the end of the summer
00:37:10yeah I've heard about that
00:37:11that's where the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right?
00:37:16the monks the monks the monks
00:37:17it's so pretty
00:37:18how do you support yourself?
00:37:22you know
00:37:22a bit of this a bit of that
00:37:23you know
00:37:24oh
00:37:25all right then
00:37:30I'll walk you
00:37:31does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33you got a pen?
00:37:34yeah I have a pen
00:37:35okay
00:37:42I have a piece of paper
00:37:50you guys should definitely come over to the island
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun you know
00:37:54don't knock on the front door
00:37:56I'll come around the side
00:37:56I need Regina
00:37:58Lucia
00:38:00there you go
00:38:02thank you
00:38:05and thanks again for yesterday
00:38:07no problem
00:38:08okay
00:38:11ciao
00:38:13how stoned are you?
00:38:22come on man
00:38:23she's home pop
00:38:24it's not a big deal
00:38:25so you're saying
00:38:29you smoke back at her
00:38:30occasionally
00:38:31can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35sure
00:38:35I'm fine from here
00:38:40okay
00:38:41see you after work
00:38:42yep
00:38:43I'll be waiting
00:38:43I'll be waiting
00:38:44I'll be waiting
00:38:45I'll be waiting
00:38:46I'll be waiting
00:38:47I'll be waiting
00:38:48I'll be waiting
00:38:48I'll be waiting
00:38:49I'll be waiting
00:38:49I'll be waiting
00:38:50I'll be waiting
00:38:50I'll be waiting
00:38:50I'll be waiting
00:38:51I'll be waiting
00:38:51I'll be waiting
00:38:52I'll be waiting
00:38:52I'll be waiting
00:38:53I'll be waiting
00:38:53I'll be waiting
00:38:54I'll be waiting
00:38:54I'll be waiting
00:38:55I'll be waiting
00:38:55I'll be waiting
00:38:56I'll be waiting
00:38:57I'll be waiting
00:38:57I'll be waiting
00:38:58I'll be waiting
00:38:58I'll be waiting
00:38:59I'll be waiting
00:39:00I'll be waiting
00:39:01I'll be waiting
00:39:02I'll be waiting
00:39:03I'll be waiting
00:39:04I'll be waiting
00:39:05I'll be waiting
00:39:06I'll be waiting
00:39:07I'll be waiting
00:39:08I'll be waiting
00:39:13Hey.
00:39:14God, you scared me.
00:39:16Are you following me?
00:39:18Maybe.
00:39:19Is that weird?
00:39:21Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:13What are we doing?
00:40:14I think we'll make it out.
00:40:15It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:40:19What are we doing?
00:40:20I think we'll make it out.
00:40:21So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:25What are we doing?
00:40:26What are we doing?
00:40:27I think we'll make it out.
00:40:30We'll make it out.
00:40:31How are we doing?
00:40:32What are we doing?
00:40:33What are we doing?
00:40:34What are we doing?
00:40:35What are we doing?
00:41:06I can't. I can't do this.
00:41:09What? What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women? Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:36Don't follow me.
00:42:06Don't follow me.
00:42:36Don't follow me.
00:42:45There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:54But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:28You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:32I'm sorry.
00:43:33Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53Two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:44:23I've got to work this way.
00:44:53Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:23Say cheese.
00:45:29Say cheese.
00:45:29No, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Come on.
00:46:39CHOIR SINGS
00:48:55Oh!
00:48:58Hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah. I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:30No, I'm sorry.
00:49:50I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:52:24Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:33You want a drink?
00:53:45You want a drink?
00:53:49You want a drink?
00:53:50You want a drink?
00:53:57You want a drink?
00:53:58You want a drink?
00:54:07You want a drink?
00:54:08You want a drink?
00:54:09You want a drink?
00:54:13You want a drink?
00:54:14I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:18Must be lonely.
00:54:19You want a drink?
00:54:20You want a drink?
00:54:21You want a drink?
00:54:25You want a drink?
00:54:26You want a drink?
00:54:26You want a drink?
00:54:28You want a drink?
00:54:28You want a drink?
00:54:29You want a drink?
00:54:29You want a drink?
00:54:30You want a drink?
00:54:30You want a drink?
00:54:31You want a drink?
00:54:32You want a drink?
00:54:32You want a drink?
00:54:33You want a drink?
00:54:33You want a drink?
00:54:34You want a drink?
00:56:04I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52Come on.
00:56:53I know.
00:57:00Okay.
00:57:00If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:30There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:53If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:13Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:30Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:32Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:42With the book?
00:59:45No, with my life.
00:59:50This is it, you know.
00:59:55It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:27The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:39They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:41What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:43There was one.
01:00:44Duke.
01:00:45He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working.
01:00:58They were lovely days really.
01:01:02They're gone.
01:01:03Jane.
01:01:04But not for you.
01:01:05Jane.
01:01:06You know it's different for you.
01:01:07In some ways it's easier.
01:01:08You haven't got the war, people don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:23But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:32One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:37Time is shiftable.
01:01:42There are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning
01:02:04for the first time.
01:02:07It's okay.
01:02:08It's okay.
01:02:09It's okay.
01:02:10It's okay.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:17You...
01:02:18Ah!
01:02:19You all right?
01:02:20Ah!
01:02:21You okay?
01:02:22Yeah.
01:02:23Stumped my toe.
01:02:24Ah!
01:02:25It's bleeding.
01:02:26Ah!
01:02:27It's fine.
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33You losing it?
01:02:34Yes.
01:02:35Ah!
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:37Ah!
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night.
01:02:49Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French.
01:02:51He's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:58I want you to come with me.
01:03:06Oh!
01:03:07I can't really give some wine.
01:03:08You can let me drink.
01:03:09I can't really give some wine.
01:03:10That's a great idea.
01:03:11You're going with me.
01:03:12I really can't.
01:03:13You're going with me.
01:03:14I'm going with you.
01:03:15You're going with me.
01:03:16I'm going with you.
01:03:17And I'm going with me.
01:04:18I can't be doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:07Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious.
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:01I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:01It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Joan?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:29ORGAN PLAYS
01:10:59ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:29ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:45ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:47ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:19Frank and Elsa, coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:01I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:17So, let's go.
01:13:19So, let's go.
01:13:24So, let's go.
01:13:31So, let's go.
01:13:38So, let's go.
01:13:45So, let's go.
01:13:52So, let's go.
01:13:53So, let's go.
01:13:54So, let's go.
01:13:55So, let's go.
01:13:56So, let's go.
01:13:57So, let's go.
01:13:58So, let's go.
01:14:08So, let's go.
01:14:10Sir.
01:14:40Jase, you've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:10It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43No, shut that thing off.
01:16:44Ah, the last...
01:16:45Ah, the last...
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