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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Sì.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51Are you in the seaN case?
00:01:53No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:55It's not in the sea.
00:01:56Somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's in the car.
00:02:00What is your question?
00:02:10What do you think?
00:02:12She's lost her purse, she's lost her purse.
00:02:18There's nothing.
00:02:19Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:20You know, she wasn't here sitting here?
00:02:22One moment, one moment.
00:02:23No, no, no, no.
00:02:26Come on, money!
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35Oh, my...
00:02:36The train station, I think? The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:53This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need... we need... we need 70.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:19Is this it?
00:03:21I think so.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:27Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:28The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:29Yes, I have them here.
00:03:30Okay.
00:03:31Okay.
00:03:32Five, five, three, three.
00:03:34Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:35Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:03:36Nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, nine, ten.
00:03:37It's nice.
00:03:38Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:39The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:40Yes, I have them here.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay.
00:03:525533...
00:03:557645...
00:03:588787...
00:04:019157.
00:04:0357.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:24As if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:29Besides learn Italian.
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:35I admire you.
00:04:36I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:46The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51Want to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:01Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:04I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing.
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:14I always have.
00:05:15You know that?
00:05:16I don't know.
00:05:17I don't know.
00:05:18I don't know.
00:05:19I don't know.
00:05:20I don't know.
00:05:21You sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:26I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:33Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:06:02Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:03Who?
00:06:06David Foster Wallace.
00:06:08I don't know.
00:06:10You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:11You have to read it when I'm done, darling.
00:06:13Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:17He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day?
00:06:18I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:19Just so tedious.
00:06:24And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:26Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world.
00:06:27And it wasn't enough.
00:06:28Jane, can I...
00:06:29Can we not talk about this?
00:06:30Just...
00:06:31Just a bit morbid.
00:06:33Jane, can we not talk about this?
00:06:34Just a bit morbid.
00:06:35Jane, can we not talk about this?
00:06:36Just...
00:06:37Just a bit morbid.
00:06:38I don't know.
00:06:39I don't know.
00:06:40I don't know.
00:06:41I don't know.
00:06:42I don't know.
00:06:43Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it
00:06:49wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jane, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just a bit morbid.
00:06:55Love you.
00:06:56Love you too.
00:07:13Do you feel alright?
00:07:14Do you feel okay?
00:07:15Yeah.
00:07:16Are you sure?
00:07:17Mm-hmm.
00:07:34Do you feel alright?
00:07:36Do you feel okay?
00:07:37Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:07:47Mm-hmm.
00:08:12Mm-hmm.
00:08:14Mm-hmm.
00:08:15I don't know.
00:08:45I don't know.
00:09:15Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:09:57Yes.
00:09:58Yes.
00:09:59Yes.
00:10:00Yes.
00:10:01Yes.
00:10:02Yes.
00:10:03Yes.
00:10:04Yes.
00:10:05Yes.
00:10:06Yes.
00:10:08testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared or i can ask them the list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from
00:10:35your father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my
00:10:42mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound
00:10:49of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from
00:11:12italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19buon night cappuccino okay
00:11:27the night in england
00:11:34the night
00:11:36the night
00:11:38the night
00:11:41the night
00:11:45We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:10It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03No one to ask me more boring questions about the war.
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Oh, fuck.
00:15:49Want to give me 10, please?
00:15:50Yes.
00:15:5010.
00:15:5110.
00:15:5110.
00:15:58One?
00:15:59All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06You can catch it.
00:16:33What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:47Can you imagine?
00:16:48Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:49That would suck.
00:16:57In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:27dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:32I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:33I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:34I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:35Before connecting flights, a 72 hour plane ride.
00:17:36But you know, it was worth it.
00:17:37My first time out of the US.
00:17:38How old are you?
00:17:39I'm 19.
00:17:40It's my birthday today.
00:17:41Is it really?
00:17:42Uh huh.
00:17:43Happy birthday.
00:17:44Thank you very much.
00:17:45Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:46Fuck the relic dolphins.
00:17:47I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:17:51I'll tell you the short version.
00:17:52Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia so when I come over I Facebook this second cousin
00:18:10twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great grandparent
00:18:15is another person's great great great grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway.
00:18:21So this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:27He answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:51I never left.
00:19:21Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then. In Italian. Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:21:02You hungry?
00:21:03Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:04Yeah.
00:21:05Alright then.
00:21:06Okay.
00:21:07Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:14Red.
00:21:15Red.
00:21:16Red.
00:21:17Uh-huh.
00:21:19Grazie.
00:21:20So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:34I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:49I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:11You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah.
00:22:17No.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:33All tangled up.
00:22:34Oh God.
00:22:35Okay.
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:12Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:14That is like...
00:23:15It's like a window in time.
00:23:21The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I don't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:34Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Signori.
00:23:44I got pregnant so we got married.
00:23:58I lost the baby.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:03I'm sorry.
00:24:05I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:12Did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:41I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected
00:25:04by this red string.
00:25:06It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:13There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight and I'm talking into the recorder,
00:25:28rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show
00:25:34World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:41I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:48That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:55Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:01Everything is nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:04All the best.
00:26:06Compliano.
00:26:07Grazie.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09That's it.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:14Oh, yeah.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:28Wait...
00:26:29What?
00:26:30Hey.
00:26:31Hey.
00:26:32Wait.
00:26:34Wait.
00:26:35It's the carabinerary.
00:26:36Hey!
00:26:37Go.
00:26:38Oh, no.
00:26:39What?!
00:26:51Don't walk up.
00:26:53No!
00:26:54Wait.
00:26:55What?
00:26:56Bye.
00:26:57No! No! No!
00:26:59No! No!
00:27:05We can't go back! We can't go back!
00:27:09We can't make it! I'm getting away!
00:27:23No, no!
00:27:27We can make it feel better if I said I said no one else.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:57I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:58I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:03Come on.
00:28:05Oh, my gosh.
00:28:07Okay.
00:28:09It went up my nose.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:21Do we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:44I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:24Happy birthday.
00:29:27Happy birthday.
00:29:31Happy birthday.
00:29:35Happy birthday!
00:29:36Happy birthday!
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:42Tony.
00:31:44Got some pastries.
00:31:46Still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:32:26We used to go to London.
00:32:28We saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:32We used to go all over the place.
00:32:34They were wonderful times.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:38I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:41I liked some of them.
00:32:43They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:50I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:52You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:00You reminded me of that.
00:33:02At that time.
00:33:04You were 19 when we met.
00:33:06Yeah.
00:33:07I wouldn't have described it as carefree back then.
00:33:10Not at all.
00:33:11Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:13Or something.
00:33:14For youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:16We ran out on the bill.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:20You just ran out?
00:33:21What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:23Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:27It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Legg, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us were planning dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:02Hi.
00:34:03No, no.
00:34:04We were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit.
00:34:08Please.
00:34:09Sit down.
00:34:10Join us.
00:34:11What?
00:34:12I don't have a chance of a wreck.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:18I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:26In a cafe, put-put-put-put?
00:34:27Oh.
00:34:28No, thank you.
00:34:29Jane?
00:34:30Jane?
00:34:31You don't smoke.
00:34:32Yes, I do.
00:34:33Sometimes.
00:34:34At parties.
00:34:35You didn't know that.
00:34:36Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:34:37Okay.
00:34:38Grazie.
00:34:39Grazie.
00:34:40Grazie.
00:34:41Grazie.
00:34:42Grazie.
00:34:43Grazie.
00:34:44Grazie.
00:34:45Grazie.
00:34:46Grazie.
00:34:47It's so unrealistic.
00:34:48Wow.
00:34:49I love.
00:34:50It's very cool.
00:34:51Good.
00:34:52I love you, but it's very slow to a party.
00:34:54Jane?
00:34:55You don't smoke.
00:34:56Yes, I do.
00:34:57Sometimes.
00:34:58At parties?
00:34:59You didn't know that.
00:35:00Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Okay.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Really good?
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:06It's a good thing...
00:35:08Italian food is so overrated.
00:35:12I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:15on the other hand say what you like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie
00:35:20i went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat they had like a
00:35:28private chef and everything and uh they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce
00:35:34with all these other loaves and this girl came over to me and said it was cat no no joke like
00:35:41a roasted mommy cat and her kittens that is disgusting true story
00:35:47why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:55come on
00:35:59come on let's hear one
00:36:04i have one
00:36:09what is the definition of perfect pitch
00:36:16what
00:36:17when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:24you didn't just make that up
00:36:27it's too good
00:36:28i did
00:36:29well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:30you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35did you play anything caleb
00:36:40this and that you know
00:36:42shall we
00:36:45what time to go already
00:36:48yeah i'm gonna get back to work
00:36:50so what's next new agenda caleb
00:37:02um i'm thinking tibet
00:37:05oh tibet really
00:37:07yeah there's this thing called the shampan festival at the end of the summer
00:37:10yeah i've heard about that
00:37:11that's where the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right
00:37:15the monks the monks the monks
00:37:17it's so pretty
00:37:18how do you support yourself
00:37:21you know
00:37:22a bit of this a bit of that
00:37:23all right then
00:37:30i'll walk you
00:37:31does anybody have a pen
00:37:33you got a pen
00:37:33yeah i have a pen
00:37:35okay
00:37:42i have a piece of paper
00:37:50you guys should definitely come over to the island
00:37:52i'll take you somewhere fun you know
00:37:54don't knock on the front door
00:37:56come around the side
00:37:56i need regina
00:37:58this
00:38:00yeah
00:38:01thank you
00:38:05and thanks again for yesterday
00:38:07no problem
00:38:08okay
00:38:11ciao
00:38:13how stoned are you
00:38:22come on man
00:38:24we should tell him pop it's not a big deal
00:38:25so you're saying
00:38:29you smoke back at her
00:38:30occasionally
00:38:31can we do something fun tonight
00:38:33sure
00:38:35i'm fine from here
00:38:40okay
00:38:41see you after work
00:38:42yep
00:38:43i'll be waiting
00:38:44what's she doing
00:38:50what's she doing
00:38:51what's she doing
00:38:52what's she doing
00:38:53what's she doing
00:38:54sheess
00:38:55i LETazione
00:38:56i got this thing
00:38:57huh
00:38:57what's she doing
00:38:58i got this thing
00:38:59inaudible
00:39:02i'min
00:39:03oh
00:39:04me
00:39:04i'm
00:39:05yeah
00:39:05she just
00:39:06you
00:39:06can we
00:39:07have to be
00:39:07sober
00:39:08oh
00:39:08so
00:39:09you
00:39:10ready
00:39:11nuts
00:39:12Hey.
00:39:14God, you scared me.
00:39:16Are you following me?
00:39:18Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:32I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:38so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:10What are we doing?
00:40:12I think we're making it out.
00:40:14What are we doing?
00:40:16I think we're making it out.
00:40:18So sexy.
00:40:20And beautiful.
00:40:22What are we doing?
00:40:24I think we're making it out.
00:40:26So sexy.
00:40:28And beautiful.
00:40:30I think we're making it out.
00:40:32So sexy.
00:40:34And beautiful.
00:40:36Beautiful.
00:40:38Beautiful.
00:40:40Beautiful.
00:40:42I can't do this.
00:40:44What?
00:40:45Why?
00:40:46I can't do this.
00:40:48Why?
00:40:50I can't do this.
00:40:52Why?
00:40:53Why?
00:40:54I can't do this.
00:40:55Why?
00:40:56Do you do this a lot?
00:40:57What?
00:40:58Do you do this a lot?
00:40:59What?
00:41:00Do you do this a lot?
00:41:01What?
00:41:02Do you seduce women?
00:41:03Is this what you do?
00:41:04I can't do this.
00:41:05I can't do this.
00:41:06What?
00:41:07I can't do this.
00:41:08Why?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:10Why?
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:12What?
00:41:13Do you seduce women?
00:41:22Is this what you do?
00:41:25You need to be less serious.
00:41:26Don't let me.
00:41:29You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't hurt me.
00:41:59You need to be less serious.
00:42:20There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:29I'm sorry.
00:44:30I'm sorry.
00:44:48Oh, sorry.
00:44:51Leonard.
00:44:55Leonard.
00:44:57Can we talk?
00:45:28Say cheese.
00:45:33No, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:58What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Let's go.
00:46:15Let's go.
00:46:16Let's go.
00:46:17Let's go.
00:46:18Let's go.
00:46:19Let's go.
00:46:20Let's go.
00:46:21Let's go.
00:46:22Let's go.
00:46:24Let's go.
00:46:33Let's go.
00:46:45Oh, my God!
00:48:45Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13Let me put my pants on.
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:44Let me put my pants on.
00:50:14Let me put my pants on.
00:50:44Let me put my pants on.
00:51:14Let me put my pants on.
00:51:44Let me put my pants on.
00:52:14Let me put my pants on.
00:52:44Let me put my pants on.
00:52:46Let me put my pants on.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51He said that?
00:52:53Let me put my pants on.
00:52:54Let me put my pants on.
00:52:55Let me put my pants on.
00:52:58You're delicious.
00:52:59Let me put my pants.
00:53:05You make me put my pants on.
00:53:05You make me feel nervous.
00:53:09You make me feel nervous.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:39You want a drink?
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:39I love you.
00:55:09Again, and again, and again, again and again, and again, once I was single, my pocket is
00:55:39single, I wish I was single again, again, and again, again, and again, once I was single,
00:55:55my pocket is single, I wish I was single again.
00:56:09I didn't sleep at all last night, where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here, I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39I never tell you.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:55Okay.
00:57:03What?
00:57:09Go.
00:57:14Everybody hear't Oh!
00:57:19if it wasn't the war it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else isn't there that's the thing that's the thing about struggle
00:57:49I'm gonna make some tea, do you want some?
00:57:52I'm alright
00:58:00you go out like that again, just tell me, no worry
00:58:05okay
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head
00:58:19do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:29in the long run?
00:58:32or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen
00:59:05I don't know what you want me to say Jane
00:59:10one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here
00:59:32sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her
00:59:42with the book?
00:59:45no, with my life
00:59:49this is it, you know
00:59:54it ends with me
00:59:59in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:15the horses
01:00:25the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:30Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes
01:00:36he put braids on them
01:00:39they used to be gorgeous
01:00:42what are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:44there was one
01:00:46Duke
01:00:48he was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:52every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:07they're gone, for me
01:01:10Jane
01:01:12but not for you
01:01:14Jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you
01:01:17in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war
01:01:21people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways
01:01:26it's more disjointed
01:01:28you've got to make your own life
01:01:32one that you love
01:01:34and you can't be afraid of the
01:01:36the time
01:01:38time is shiftable
01:01:42there are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:57you'll know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before
01:02:03rather than something you're learning for the first time
01:02:06oh sorry
01:02:11ah
01:02:12ah
01:02:13ah
01:02:14what is it?
01:02:15ah
01:02:16ah
01:02:17ah
01:02:18you
01:02:19ah
01:02:20you alright?
01:02:21ah
01:02:22you ok?
01:02:23yeah I stung my toe
01:02:25ah
01:02:27it's bleeding
01:02:28ah
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:30it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:33you losing it?
01:02:35yes
01:02:36ah
01:02:37fuck
01:02:38ah
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night
01:02:49Frank and Elsa
01:02:50she's French
01:02:51he's German
01:02:52they're going to Tibet
01:02:54and I'm going with them
01:02:56I want you to come with me
01:03:00I want you to come with me
01:03:01me
01:03:02ooh
01:03:03ooh
01:04:04Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:25I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:56Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious.
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I love you.
01:06:12I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again.
01:06:55Please, Jane.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:19Is he?
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:15I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:35I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me, and then come back to me.
01:11:05ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:35Hi
01:11:46Hi
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks
01:12:03You want some?
01:12:33I'm coming over in a couple of hours
01:12:48Frank bought a car
01:12:50So we're gonna head out in a couple of weeks
01:12:54Or so, you know
01:12:55I'm thinking of
01:13:01Driving through Romania
01:13:05And then Ukraine
01:13:08And down through Russia
01:13:09And through Kazakhstan
01:13:10And then straight to Tibet
01:13:13And bye
01:13:15All right
01:14:46You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00Train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:16It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44All the last...
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