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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Unbruzzare, il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:32Per queste e le nuove.
00:01:33Non cazzo.
00:01:34In questa settimana, il primo posto...
00:01:42Shhh.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Wow.
00:01:46I can't put my wallet.
00:01:51A pretty le c-case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53I think there's something.
00:01:54It's not a very nice case.
00:01:55If we're in a c-case.
00:01:56Somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's make no fun.
00:02:00What do you think?
00:02:13She's lost her purse.
00:02:18Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:21One moment, one moment.
00:02:23I don't know anything.
00:02:25I don't know anything.
00:02:26I don't know anything.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:36The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Danny, I'm sorry.
00:02:45That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:53This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need 70.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:15Shhh.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:21Thanks, mate.
00:03:28Shhh.
00:03:30It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
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00:04:04Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:25As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, I know an Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:43And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end.
00:05:05I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:21She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08No.
00:06:09David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world.
00:06:49And it wasn't that long.
00:06:50Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more than.
00:06:56Love you.
00:07:13Love you.
00:07:13Love you too.
00:07:16Do you feel all right?
00:07:36Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:41Is it enough?
00:07:41Come on.
00:07:44Tell me you're here in your life.
00:07:46Congratulations.
00:09:18I won't come with.
00:09:19You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:45Okay.
00:09:50I've left you some money here.
00:09:55I'll see you later.
00:09:56Have a good day.
00:09:58Okay.
00:10:21Testing, testing.
00:10:23Okay.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them the list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:35Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:37God rest his soul.
00:10:38Let's start with the war.
00:10:39We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and...
00:10:48And then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy, and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:05Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19Good night.
00:11:25Good night, cappuccino.
00:11:27Good night, Missaquin.
00:11:28Good night, Missaquin.
00:11:29Oh, my God.
00:11:45Good night.
00:11:47I, um, was there?
00:11:49Yeah, yeah.
00:11:51We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:28They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:50Fuck.
00:15:51Yes, you're right.
00:15:52Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:22What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn a bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights was a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:06I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:46And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:41To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:18I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:09You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:13All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32Yeah.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours, but now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen a little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:30Well, it's hangled up.
00:22:35I don't know.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:22It's the sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:52I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by
00:25:04this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But.
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:51You're keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:17Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:27Come on.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37Ready?
00:26:38What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:41Go!
00:26:41Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, my gosh.
00:26:45Oh, my gosh.
00:26:45Oh, my gosh.
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:50Stronzo!
00:26:51Hey, hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:55It's the carabinieri.
00:26:56Hey, please.
00:26:57No.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:27:00Yeah.
00:27:02Hey.
00:27:04We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07Look.
00:27:09I can't pay back.
00:27:11We got to go back.
00:27:12Oh, my gosh.
00:27:14Oh, my gosh.
00:27:15Oh, my gosh.
00:27:15Oh, my gosh.
00:27:15Oh my God.
00:27:23There you go.
00:27:25There you go.
00:27:27It would make you feel better if I said I said no one day off.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I paid the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:39You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:47Quick, let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:05Oh my gosh.
00:28:13It went up my nose.
00:28:20Do we come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:35No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:20So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35Fucking finis.
00:29:37Ay.
00:29:38Why?
00:29:39Oh, yes.
00:29:40See you.
00:29:41What's next move from?
00:29:43What's next?
00:29:45Sorry.
00:29:47Your mother's who's wearing me.
00:29:49Oh, yes.
00:29:52Thanks.
00:30:57Nice.
00:31:25On a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:34Tony.
00:31:36Got some pastries.
00:31:38You're still asleep?
00:31:40Jane.
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00:32:58Jane.
00:32:59and full of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah i wouldn't
00:33:09have described this carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia or something for youth
00:33:15you're not old jane we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill
00:33:23perhaps i'm not explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:30how's work the conductor is actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:47the three of us should plan a dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:51jane oh my god this is caleb hi no no we were just talking about you
00:34:05we were that's so weird sit please sit down join us
00:34:09oh
00:34:10oh
00:34:11oh
00:34:12oh
00:34:13i'm actually gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:24coffee
00:34:25can you have the check please
00:34:35in a cafe
00:34:38oh no thank you
00:34:43no thank you
00:34:44okay
00:34:45jane you don't smoke
00:34:50yes i do sometimes at parties
00:34:56you know that
00:34:58well i don't do it a lot
00:35:02grazie
00:35:04grazie
00:35:06i love it
00:35:13it's no variety english food on the other hand say what you like about it there's nothing
00:35:18like a good steak and kidney pie i went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this
00:35:24old drunk expat they had like a private chef and everything and uh they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves and this girl came over to me and said it was cat
00:35:37no
00:35:38no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens
00:35:43that is disgusting
00:35:45true story
00:35:46why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:58come on
00:35:59i'm selling my aunt
00:36:02come on let's hear one
00:36:06um
00:36:08i have one
00:36:12what is the definition of perfect pitch
00:36:16what
00:36:19when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:25you didn't just make that up
00:36:26i did
00:36:27it's too good
00:36:28i did
00:36:29well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:31you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35you play anything caleb
00:36:39this and that you know
00:36:42shall we
00:36:44what time to go already
00:36:47yeah i'm gonna get back to work
00:36:50so what's next new agenda caleb
00:37:02um
00:37:03i'm thinking
00:37:04tibet
00:37:05oh tibet really
00:37:06yeah there's this thing called the shopping festival at the end of the summer
00:37:09yeah i've heard about that that's where the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right
00:37:15the monks the monks the monks
00:37:17it's so pretty
00:37:20how do you support yourself
00:37:21you know
00:37:22a bit of this a bit of that
00:37:28oh
00:37:29alright then
00:37:30i'll walk you
00:37:31does anybody have a pen
00:37:33you got a pen
00:37:34yeah i have a pen
00:37:42okay
00:37:47i have a piece of paper
00:37:50you guys should definitely come over to the island i'll take you somewhere fun you know
00:37:54don't knock on the front door come around the side
00:37:56now i need regina
00:37:58this
00:38:00yeah
00:38:01there you go
00:38:04thank you
00:38:05and thanks again for yesterday
00:38:07no problem
00:38:08no problem
00:38:09hey
00:38:10ciao
00:38:11how stoned are you
00:38:22come on man
00:38:23we should tell him to pop it's not a big deal
00:38:25so you're saying you smoke back at her
00:38:30occasionally
00:38:31can we do something fun tonight
00:38:33sure
00:38:38i'm fine from here
00:38:39okay
00:38:40see you after work
00:38:41yep
00:38:42i'll be waiting
00:38:43we're waiting
00:39:14hey
00:39:15god you scared me
00:39:17are you following me
00:39:19maybe
00:39:20is that weird
00:39:22yeah
00:39:31i couldn't sleep last night
00:39:36you told me you were staying near the port so i got the first ferry this morning
00:39:39i came looking for you
00:39:41i came looking for you
00:39:44and i can't believe i found you
00:40:09you
00:40:28what are we doing
00:40:30i think we make it out
00:40:33it's so sexy
00:40:35and beautiful
00:41:07I can't. I can't do this.
00:41:09What? What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women? Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:37Don't follow me.
00:42:07Don't follow me.
00:42:37Don't follow me.
00:42:45There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:53And he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:29You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:32Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:33Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we were just staying here.
00:43:52The two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:44:22I'm sorry.
00:44:52Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:22Say cheese.
00:45:28Say cheese.
00:45:29Say cheese.
00:45:29No, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Oh.
00:46:35Take a couple.
00:46:38Look.
00:46:38Let's do it in there.
00:46:39Keep going.
00:46:41Help me.
00:46:42Oh, my God, my God, my God!
00:48:42Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:44I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:14I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:44I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:14I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:44I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:14I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:44I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:46I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:50About those cats.
00:52:52You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:53:17You made me feel nervous.
00:53:20You made me feel calm.
00:53:47Want a drink?
00:53:49Want a drink?
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:41I don't know.
00:55:11Again, and again, and again, again and again, again and again, once I was single, my pocket
00:55:38single, I wish I was single again, again and again, again and again, again and again, once
00:55:53I was single, my pocket, single, I wish I was single again.
00:56:08I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here.
00:56:23I had to plug it in.
00:56:25We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:31Can you be late?
00:56:34No.
00:56:35I can't be late.
00:56:39I know it.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:47I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:57I have to go to work.
00:57:25If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm all right.
00:57:55If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:03No worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:18Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:34Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life. I might not be here.
00:59:23Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:25With the book?
00:59:26No, with my life.
00:59:28This is it, you know.
00:59:29No, with my life.
00:59:30This is it, you know.
00:59:34It ends with me.
00:59:59in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses the horses back then they were kept beautifully dad used to dress them all up brass
01:00:34things and little horseshoes he put braids on them they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for
01:00:43tomorrow there was one duke he was a clydesdale i used to ride down to the marshes every night when
01:00:54he finished working they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone for me jane
01:01:11but not for you jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:27you've got to make your own life one that you love and you can't be afraid of the time
01:01:38time is shiftable
01:01:41there are moments in my life that i would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:57you know the truth when you find it it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than
01:02:04something you're learning for the first time
01:02:11oh sorry
01:02:13ah
01:02:14what is it
01:02:15oh
01:02:17oh you
01:02:19are you all right
01:02:21oh
01:02:23you okay
01:02:24yeah it's on my toe
01:02:26oh
01:02:27it's bleeding
01:02:28oh
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:30it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:33it's fine
01:02:34you finishing that
01:02:35yes
01:02:36oh
01:02:37fuck
01:02:38oh
01:02:39i met these backpackers last night frank and elsa she's french he's german
01:02:52they're going to tibet and i'm going with them
01:02:59i want you to come with me
01:03:05oh
01:03:06okay
01:03:08oh
01:03:10to you
01:03:14oh
01:03:15okay
01:03:16that's a thought
01:03:17oh
01:03:21it's out there
01:03:24and i've seen that
01:03:25all winter
01:03:26weirdly
01:03:27i don't know
01:03:28but
01:03:29with
01:03:30it's
01:03:31great
01:03:32hezung
01:03:33ta
01:04:04Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:58Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:20Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:46No guilt.
01:10:51No guilt.
01:10:54No guilt.
01:11:02No guilt.
01:11:05No guilt.
01:11:05ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:35Hi
01:11:46Hi
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks
01:12:03You want some?
01:12:33I'm coming over in a couple hours
01:12:48Frank bought a car
01:12:50So we're gonna head out
01:12:53in a couple of weeks or so, you know
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania
01:13:05and then Ukraine
01:13:08and down through Russia
01:13:09and through Kazakhstan
01:13:10and then straight to Tibet
01:13:13and then straight to Tibet
01:13:15and then we're gonna head into a town
01:13:33who's giving time to Egypt
01:13:36So we're gonna go on to the weekend
01:13:39Let's go.
01:14:09Good luck.
01:14:39Jay!
01:14:41You've got to come over to this side.
01:14:45The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:14:49The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:25It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:01Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:13Yes.
01:16:14And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:23She said that you gave it to her
01:16:29That night when you planned to go clear
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
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