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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25It must be.
00:01:30Potenti che prendere il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:34Non cazzo.
00:01:35Quindi mentre la prima poste...
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:51È il posto di posto?
00:01:52No, non è il posto di posto di posto di posto.
00:01:55È una zona di posto di ieri.
00:01:56Di posto di posto di posto di posto di posto.
00:02:00What do you look like?
00:02:11What do you think?
00:02:13She's supposed to add more ado
00:02:15No! Is there nothing!
00:02:17He done nunca with a tasse
00:02:18You just give her a minute
00:02:21So, no!
00:02:22One second in that
00:02:23What a minute!
00:02:25Please!
00:02:26Let's let me retrouute
00:02:27Oh my god
00:02:30Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17She sounds very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57I love you.
00:07:13I love you too.
00:07:27Do you feel alright?
00:07:28Do you feel okay?
00:07:29Yeah.
00:07:30Are you sure?
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Do you feel okay?
00:07:39Mm-hmm.
00:07:40Do you feel okay?
00:07:41Yeah.
00:07:42You feel okay.
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:07:47Mm-hmm.
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for, I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:08It feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:25Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:32I hope you'll have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parla tu inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:41Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:57That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:11Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:15there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:32You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:36You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49You're making me feel like a stalker, fuck.
00:15:51You're making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:52Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39Blanket.
00:16:39They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38You know, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second
00:18:11cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry, anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the
00:18:25island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever
00:18:30seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:49I wouldn't have a house of wine.
00:18:58Oh, yeah, I would love to see you.
00:19:04Oh, my gosh.
00:19:05Oh, my gosh.
00:19:09Oh, my gosh.
00:19:11Oh, my God.
00:19:12Oh, my gosh.
00:19:16Oh, my gosh.
00:19:16Oh, my gosh.
00:19:18Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears To turn withered hope green through desire
00:19:48To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain
00:19:55Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him
00:20:28Let's hear it then
00:20:30In Italian
00:20:32Let's hear the poem
00:20:34Come on
00:20:36Come on
00:20:37Come on
00:20:38Come on
00:20:39Come on
00:20:40Come on
00:20:41Come on
00:20:42Come on
00:20:43Come on
00:20:44Come on
00:20:45Come on
00:20:46Come on
00:20:47Come on
00:20:48Play in chorus
00:20:49People
00:20:50Be still
00:20:51Play in a
00:20:55Oh
00:20:58I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:18Alright then.
00:21:20Okay.
00:21:22Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:32Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:52I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through
00:21:59two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now...
00:22:06I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen?
00:22:14A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:22It's all tangled up.
00:22:23I don't know.
00:22:24Okay.
00:22:25Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:29These days people whine about all sorts of things and...
00:22:32I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only time
00:22:35I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only time.
00:22:37We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:47It really brought people together, the war.
00:22:50We...
00:22:51We helped each other during that time.
00:22:52We had to laugh.
00:22:53We had to smile.
00:22:54Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:22:57I'll shut that thing off.
00:22:58Would you get it out of my face?
00:22:59That is like...
00:23:00It's like a window in time.
00:23:02The sort of thing which you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:05My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:26You shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno. Buongiorno.
00:23:53I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:00I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14Excuse me.
00:24:16It was your regret.
00:24:18Yes, thank you.
00:24:20Yes, thank you.
00:24:22Yes.
00:24:29I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:37Did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:41I think I might have. Tell me.
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape. I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:25And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:35But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:54Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:15Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:24Bravo.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:37What do you mean?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Wait.
00:26:41Go.
00:26:42Go.
00:26:43Go.
00:26:44Go.
00:26:45Go.
00:26:46Go.
00:26:47Go.
00:26:48Go.
00:26:49Go.
00:26:50Go.
00:26:51Go.
00:26:52Hey.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:55Hey.
00:26:56It's a carabinerary.
00:26:57It's a police.
00:26:58No.
00:26:59No.
00:27:00No.
00:27:01No.
00:27:02No.
00:27:03No.
00:27:04No.
00:27:05No.
00:27:06No.
00:27:07No.
00:27:09We can't go back.
00:27:10We can't go back.
00:27:11We have to go back.
00:27:12No.
00:27:13No.
00:27:14No.
00:27:15No.
00:27:16Oh.
00:27:17Oh.
00:27:18Yes, it's true.
00:27:33Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:46Come on, let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14It went up my nose.
00:28:15Can we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:37I don't know.
00:28:38I don't know.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:49I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Hey, why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:52Happy birthday.
00:30:34You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:28Nice.
00:31:29You too.
00:31:30Shit.
00:31:31Shit.
00:31:32Shit.
00:31:33Shit.
00:31:34Shit.
00:31:35Shit.
00:31:36Shit.
00:31:37Shit.
00:31:38Shit.
00:31:39Shit.
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:41Tony.
00:31:42Got some pastries.
00:31:47Still asleep?
00:31:49Jane.
00:31:50You're still asleep?
00:31:51Jane.
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:57Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:31:59Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:01Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:14Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19Jane.
00:32:20Jane.
00:32:21Jane.
00:32:22Jane.
00:32:23Jane.
00:32:24Jane.
00:32:25sorts of things and we used to go to London and we saw Glenn Miller one time
00:32:33we used to go all over the place there were wonderful times I never had an
00:32:40American boyfriend I liked some of them they were nice boys but I I didn't I
00:32:48didn't want to leave my mom and dad I wish I had sometimes
00:32:54you know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full
00:32:59of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah
00:33:08I wouldn't have described it as carefree back then not at all well I felt
00:33:12nostalgia or something for youth you're not old Jane we ran out on the bill you
00:33:21just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps I'm not explaining it
00:33:25well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:32how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating the three of us
00:33:49you're going to have to plan a dinner before we leave I'd like that
00:33:51Jane
00:33:56oh my god this is Caleb hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird
00:34:07sit please sit down join us
00:34:09I'm actually going to get back pretty soon that's okay I already ate so I'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25can I have the check please in a cafe play for play
00:34:38oh no thank you
00:34:44Jane you don't smoke
00:34:50yes I do sometimes at parties
00:34:54you know that well I don't do it a lot
00:34:59okay
00:35:02grazie
00:35:03Italian food is so overrated
00:35:10I love it
00:35:12there's no variety
00:35:14English food on the other hand
00:35:16say what you like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie
00:35:20I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat
00:35:27they had like a private chef and everything
00:35:29and they were serving this like loaf of meat
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves
00:35:36and this girl came over to me and said it was cat
00:35:38no no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens
00:35:44that is disgusting
00:35:46true story
00:35:47why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:55come on
00:35:59someone my aunt
00:36:01come on let's hear one
00:36:04I have one
00:36:09what is the definition
00:36:13of perfect pitch
00:36:16what
00:36:17when you throw a viola into the dumpster
00:36:23without hitting the rim
00:36:24you didn't just make that up
00:36:27I did
00:36:27it's too good
00:36:28I did
00:36:29well I'm impressed and I'm stealing it
00:36:30you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35you play anything Caleb
00:36:40this and that you know
00:36:41shall we
00:36:45what time to go already
00:36:48yeah I'm gonna get back to work
00:36:50so what's next on your agenda
00:37:01Caleb
00:37:02um I'm thinking Tibet
00:37:05oh Tibet really
00:37:07yeah there's this thing called the shopping festival
00:37:09at the end of the summer
00:37:10yeah I've heard about that
00:37:11that's where the Buddhist monks
00:37:13unroll all the tapestries on the hill right
00:37:15the monks the monks the monks
00:37:17it's so pretty
00:37:18how do you support yourself
00:37:21you know
00:37:22a bit of this
00:37:23a bit of that
00:37:23oh
00:37:28alright then
00:37:30I'll walk you
00:37:31does anybody have a pen
00:37:33you got a pen
00:37:33yeah I have a pen
00:37:35okay
00:37:42I have a piece of paper
00:37:50you guys should definitely come over to the island
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun you know
00:37:54don't knock on the front door
00:37:56come around the side
00:37:56I need Regina
00:37:58this
00:38:00yeah
00:38:01thank you
00:38:05and thanks again for yesterday
00:38:07no problem
00:38:08hey
00:38:11ciao
00:38:13how stoned are you
00:38:22come on man
00:38:23we should tell him to pop
00:38:24it's not a big deal
00:38:25so you're saying
00:38:29you smoke back at her
00:38:30occasionally
00:38:31hey can we do something fun tonight
00:38:33sure
00:38:35I'm fine from here
00:38:40okay
00:38:41see you after work
00:38:42yep
00:38:43I'll be waiting
00:38:43I'm fine
00:38:48yeah
00:38:50see you after the event
00:38:51I'll be waiting
00:38:52I'll be waiting
00:38:52for one day
00:38:57right
00:38:58let's go
00:38:59here
00:38:59you
00:39:02see you
00:39:03can I
00:39:05see you
00:39:05just
00:39:06happy
00:39:10yeah
00:39:11you
00:39:11Hey.
00:39:12God, you scared me.
00:39:13Are you following me?
00:39:14Maybe.
00:39:15Is that weird?
00:39:16Yeah.
00:39:17I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:21You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you and I can't believe I found you.
00:40:10What are we doing?
00:40:11I think we're making it out.
00:40:17What are we doing?
00:40:18I think we're making it out.
00:40:32It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:40:39I can't do this.
00:40:40What?
00:40:41I can't do this.
00:40:42What?
00:40:43What?
00:40:44I can't do this.
00:40:45What?
00:40:46Why?
00:40:47Why?
00:40:48Why?
00:40:49Why?
00:40:50Why?
00:40:51Why?
00:40:52Why?
00:40:53Why?
00:40:54Do you do this a lot?
00:40:55What?
00:40:56Why?
00:40:57I can't do this.
00:40:58Why?
00:40:59What?
00:41:00I can't.
00:41:02What?
00:41:04I can't do this.
00:41:05What?
00:41:06Why?
00:41:07Why?
00:41:09Why?
00:41:10Do you do this a lot?
00:41:12What?
00:41:14Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:44Don't follow me.
00:42:14Don't follow me.
00:42:45There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:59I never saw him again.
00:43:00He had a moustache.
00:43:01He had a moustache.
00:43:03He had a moustache.
00:43:05I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:08It wasn't love at first sight with grandpa.
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15He had a moustache.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:16You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:28Jane, I just left my husband.
00:43:30Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:35Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a mess in my bed.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:41I'm sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out before tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:26All right.
00:44:51Don't worry.
00:44:55Don't worry.
00:44:56Can we talk?
00:45:27Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:56What did you do?
00:46:08Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:26Well done?
00:46:28Yes!
00:46:30That's right!
00:46:32Why did you do!
00:46:34You tried!
00:46:35No, no!
00:46:36You tried to Pedro.
00:46:38Oh no, no!
00:46:41Let's go!
00:48:41Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13Let me put my pants on.
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:44I think I'm not going to do it.
00:49:54Yeah.
00:49:54Yeah.
00:52:57You're delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:49You make me feel calm.
00:53:54You make me feel calm.
00:53:55You make me feel calm.
00:54:00You make me feel calm.
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:11Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:18He's okay.
00:54:19You make me feel calm.
00:54:24I'm not gonna give you a bit of a moment.
00:54:28I'm not gonna leave you alone.
00:54:30I'm not gonna fall alone.
00:54:31I'm not gonna do that.
00:56:12I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:16I was walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:32Can you be late?
00:56:34No. I can't be late.
00:56:38Leonard.
00:56:39Jay.
00:56:40Whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:42I've committed myself.
00:56:44People are depending on me.
00:56:46I have to go to work.
00:56:50Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:54Okay.
00:56:56Okay.
00:56:58Okay.
00:57:00Okay.
00:57:02Okay.
00:57:04Okay.
00:57:06Okay.
00:57:08Okay.
00:57:10Okay.
00:57:12Okay.
00:57:14Okay.
00:57:16Okay.
00:57:18Okay.
00:57:20Okay.
00:57:26If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:30There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing.
00:57:36That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm gonna make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm alright.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02I worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:25Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:30In the long run?
00:58:32Do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:40I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:41I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:42I don't know what you want me to say.
00:58:43I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:44I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:45I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:47I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:48I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:53I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:54I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:55I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:00I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:01I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:28One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:35I don't know what you want me to say.
00:59:38Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:42With the book?
00:59:46No, with my life.
00:59:51This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
01:00:00in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rapids and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:21the horses back then they were kept beautiful
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes he put braids on them
01:00:39they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for tomorrow there was one duke he was a clydesdale
01:00:51i used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone for me
01:01:10jane
01:01:11but not for you jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you in some ways it's easier you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:31you've got to make your own life
01:01:33one that you love and you can't be afraid of the time
01:01:40time is shiftable
01:01:42there are moments in my life that i would trade sixty years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:57you'll know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than
01:02:04something you're learning for the first time
01:02:06oh sorry
01:02:10what is it
01:02:14what is it
01:02:18you all right
01:02:21you okay
01:02:23yeah
01:02:24it's bleeding
01:02:28it's fine
01:02:30it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:33it's fine
01:02:34you losing it
01:02:35yes
01:02:36oh
01:02:37fuck
01:02:38i met these backpackers last night frank and elsa she's french he's german
01:02:52they're going to tibet
01:02:55and i'm going with them
01:02:59i want you to come with me
01:03:22and i'm going to take it once
01:03:23and again
01:03:24and i'm going with them
01:03:25the last night
01:03:38the last night i was going to go for the first night
01:03:42i had something to go for the first night
01:03:45Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm back.
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:12I don't think I'm chomped at doing another stint like this.
01:04:20How's the writing going?
01:04:25I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:28It's fantastic.
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:37Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project.
01:04:47But the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:01Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:03Oh, Jane.
01:05:04Have you?
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:51Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why? Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:27You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54And again.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:56Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:42I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45For it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:08Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:18See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:32That child?
01:08:33That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:35Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:15I'm sorry.
01:09:16For what?
01:09:17I'm sorry.
01:09:18For what?
01:09:19I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:20No.
01:09:21For losing my temper.
01:09:22I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:23You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:24No, no, no, no.
01:09:25If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better then you should go.
01:09:28You should go with him.
01:09:29You should go with him.
01:09:30You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:31No.
01:09:32That is not what this is about.
01:09:33Of course it is.
01:09:34You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:35You don't love me!
01:09:36That's rubbish.
01:09:37This is your ticket.
01:09:38The day after my performance.
01:09:39Meet me at the train station.
01:09:40Our train is at 4.30.
01:09:41We'll go home together.
01:09:42I want you to do this.
01:09:43You should go with him.
01:09:44You should go with him.
01:09:45You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:47No.
01:09:48That is not what this is about.
01:09:49Of course it is.
01:09:50You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:51You don't love me!
01:09:52That's rubbish.
01:09:53This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance.
01:09:57Meet me at the train station.
01:10:00Our train is at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:06I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:36You should come back to me.
01:10:37This is a miracle.
01:10:41It is a miracle.
01:10:43It is a miracle.
01:10:44You should be able to do it.
01:10:46And..
01:10:47Bye.
01:10:48Bye.
01:10:49Bye.
01:10:50Bye.
01:10:51Bye.
01:10:52Bye.
01:10:53Bye.
01:10:54Bye.
01:10:55Bye.
01:10:56Bye.
01:10:57Bye.
01:11:03Bye.
01:11:05ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:35Hi
01:11:46Hi
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks
01:12:03You want some?
01:12:33I'm coming over in a couple of hours
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know?
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet
01:13:13Whoa!
01:13:57Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:13Ciao.
01:14:27Jace!
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00Train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:24It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:30I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
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