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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo ÃĻ Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli ÃĻ pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30But the traffic of Napoli ÃĻ pieno di morte,
00:01:34e questa si chiama al primo post.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Come.
00:01:46Can't put my wallet.
00:01:51The real IC case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:57It's the new place.
00:02:00What's up, Piers?
00:02:11What did you think?
00:02:14She goes for purse.
00:02:16There's nothing, nothing, I don't think you were here.
00:02:21You just give her a minute.
00:02:22A moment?
00:02:23A moment, a moment.
00:02:25You don't know what, for three, no, no, no, no.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:30The train station, I think?
00:02:32The exchange group?
00:02:34Oh, Jamie.
00:02:36I'm sorry.
00:02:38That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:42This is 170, not 70.
00:02:44Where do we need to go?
00:02:46I don't know.
00:02:48I don't know.
00:02:50I don't know.
00:02:52I don't know.
00:02:54I don't know.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think it's nice.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:30The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:34Okay.
00:03:36it's nice
00:03:42yes I have a credit card
00:03:45numbers on file on my computer
00:03:47yes
00:03:49I have them here
00:03:50ok
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00:04:05yeah
00:04:07expires 1215
00:04:09no she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately
00:04:13we're here for two weeks
00:04:14nope I'm working here
00:04:18yes I'll hold
00:04:21you love how they ask
00:04:25as if I have a choice
00:04:26do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30besides learn Italian
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous
00:04:34I don't at all
00:04:35I admire you
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me
00:04:39that's not true
00:04:41you can't teach an old dog new tricks
00:04:43besides
00:04:45what's the point?
00:04:47the whole bloody world speaks English
00:04:48well I
00:04:50I don't know what I'm going to do when you finally transcribe the tapes
00:04:53yes
00:04:56alright
00:04:57okay
00:05:00well if you can see it through to the end
00:05:04I think that's wonderful
00:05:05what does that mean?
00:05:09nothing
00:05:10nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea
00:05:15Jane
00:05:15I always have
00:05:16you know that
00:05:17you don't sound very supportive
00:05:22you have my support
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be
00:05:34has been
00:05:35for you
00:05:36I think enough time has passed
00:05:37well that's great
00:05:39why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04David Foster Wallace
00:06:12I don't know
00:06:15you can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20you have to read it when I'm done though
00:06:21do you think he recognized a blank infinity
00:06:30just stretching out?
00:06:31he got to this point maybe where
00:06:36it was just day after day after day
00:06:38I really don't know
00:06:40do you know?
00:06:40just so tedious
00:06:42and of course he felt guilty
00:06:45most people think life is too short
00:06:48and there he was
00:06:48all the talent in the world
00:06:49and it wasn't that
00:06:50Jane can I
00:06:50can we not talk about this?
00:06:54just
00:06:54just
00:06:54just a bit more
00:06:55then
00:06:56love you
00:07:13love you too
00:07:16do you feel alright?
00:07:36do you feel okay?
00:07:38yeah
00:07:38do you feel alright?
00:07:41do you feel like
00:08:05just
00:09:06Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26my book. What kind of stories? Stories that you've prepared. Or I can ask them a list of stories that
00:10:33Dad told me about. Go ahead and ask from your father's list. God rest his soul. Let's start
00:10:38with the war. We went into an air raid shelter. My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair. He was all alone. That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines. And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:22And a cappuccino?
00:11:26Good night today, for the glory of his cat.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03No one to ask me more boring questions about the war.
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:17No, no, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, Castello Aureganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Grazie.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:28They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:50Fuck.
00:15:51Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:21What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Before connecting flights, it's a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01Because I stayed on the island, because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second
00:18:11cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily
00:18:30pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:49I never left.
00:19:19Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:48to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane? Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:34Come on.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:20:39Are you hungry?
00:20:40No.
00:20:41No.
00:20:42No.
00:20:43No.
00:20:44No.
00:20:45No.
00:20:46No.
00:20:47I'm impressed.
00:20:49Are you hungry?
00:20:50Why, are you going to take me out?
00:20:51Yeah.
00:20:52All right then.
00:20:53Okay.
00:20:54Okay.
00:20:55Two pastas with the...
00:21:26sauce please. Red. Red please.
00:21:30Uh-huh. Thank you. Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in Town & Country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:48I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now... I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:11You want to listen? A little?
00:22:14Yeah. Yeah? Yeah, I know it. I love to listen.
00:22:33Well, it's tangled up.
00:22:35Oh, God.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:37Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02Well, we helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like...
00:23:20It's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you...
00:23:24Which you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:37Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori?
00:23:45I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06Sorry.
00:24:28I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:30Did you, uh...
00:24:38Did you ever hear that story about the red strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb
00:24:51says that anyone you're destined to meet
00:24:54like your soulmate
00:24:56or your family
00:24:58or, you know,
00:25:00someone you bump into on the street.
00:25:02We're all connected
00:25:03by this red string.
00:25:07It can be
00:25:08tangled or stretched
00:25:10but it can never be broken.
00:25:16There's this
00:25:17moment
00:25:18in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, waiting
00:25:22in the airport bar
00:25:23for my flight
00:25:25and I'm talking into the recorder
00:25:27rambling on
00:25:29about how I'm about
00:25:30to embark
00:25:31on this amazing adventure
00:25:32and
00:25:33how I'm gonna show
00:25:34World War II
00:25:35from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37But...
00:25:46I don't know
00:25:47if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:55Maybe.
00:25:59Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:05All the best.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:12Make a wish.
00:26:15Make it great.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean?
00:26:37I'm ready.
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go.
00:26:40Go.
00:26:41Go.
00:26:41Go.
00:26:42Go.
00:26:42Go.
00:26:43Go.
00:26:43No.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:44What?
00:26:45What do you mean?
00:26:52Hey.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:54What?
00:26:55It's the carabinerary.
00:26:56What?
00:26:56It's the police.
00:26:57No.
00:26:57Hey.
00:26:58Yeah.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:27:00Yeah.
00:27:04We can't go back.
00:27:05We can't go back.
00:27:06We can't go back.
00:27:07Oh, God.
00:27:09We can't go back.
00:27:10We can't go back.
00:27:11Wait.
00:27:11Come back.
00:27:12Come back.
00:27:14Oh, no.
00:27:15Oh, no.
00:27:16Come back.
00:27:17Oh, God.
00:27:18Wake up.
00:27:22Here we go.
00:27:24Here we go.
00:27:25Yeah.
00:27:25Bye.
00:27:28It makes you feel better if I said I said the one thing up.
00:27:30Yes.
00:27:31It's true.
00:27:33Is it true?
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:04Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14What about my nose?
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:32you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:20So they can park in a handicapped spot.
00:29:29Happy birthday.
00:29:35Happy birthday.
00:29:36Happy birthday.
00:29:48Happy birthday.
00:29:48Come on.
00:29:49You're welcome.
00:29:49I'm happy.
00:30:50Are you awake?
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:54Janey.
00:31:55Janey.
00:31:56Janey.
00:31:58My friends had lots of American boyfriends, and they used to bring us nylon stockings
00:32:24and chocolates and all sorts of things. And we used to go to London, and we saw Glenn Miller
00:32:31one time. We used to go all over the place. They were wonderful times. I never had an
00:32:40American boyfriend. I liked some of them. They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave
00:32:50my mom and dad. I wish I had sometimes. You know when you were 19 and the world just felt
00:32:56so open and carefree and full of possibility? You reminded me of that at that time. You
00:33:06were 19 when we met? Yeah. I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then, not at all. Well,
00:33:12I felt nostalgia or something for youth. You're not old, Jane. We ran out on the bill.
00:33:19You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill? Perhaps I'm not explaining
00:33:25it well. It was... It was fun. It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work? The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating. The three
00:33:49of us will plan a dinner before we leave. I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh my God. This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi. No, no, we were just talking right here. We were? That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please. Sit down. Join us.
00:34:09What? What?
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Ugh.
00:34:12You have a chance of a wreck. I know, man.
00:34:16I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon. That's okay. I already ate, so I'll just grab
00:34:24a coffee.
00:34:25All right.
00:34:26Can I have the check, please?
00:34:27In a cafe, play for play?
00:34:31Oh, no thank you. Jane, you don't smoke. Yes, I do. Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:38Have you seen the cafe play for play?
00:34:43Oh, no thank you.
00:34:48Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:52Yes I do.
00:34:54Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:57You didn't know that.
00:34:59Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:03Grazie.
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food is so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:15English food, on the other hand.
00:35:17Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk expat.
00:35:27They had like a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:35And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:39No.
00:35:40No joke.
00:35:41Like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:36:00I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:04Let's hear one.
00:36:05I have one.
00:36:06What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:16What?
00:36:18When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:23You didn't just make that up.
00:36:24I did.
00:36:25It's too good.
00:36:26I did.
00:36:27Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:29You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:32Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:33This and that, you know.
00:36:34Shall we?
00:36:35Yeah.
00:36:36What time to go?
00:36:37Already?
00:36:38Yeah.
00:36:39I'm gonna get back to work.
00:36:41So, what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:08It's just the thing called the shopping festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen? You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:38I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door. Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:20How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:33Sure.
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:44I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:45I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:45I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:46I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:47I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:47I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:48I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:49I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:49I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:49I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:50I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:50I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:51I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:51I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:52I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:52I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:53I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:53I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:54I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:55I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:56I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:57I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:58I'll be waiting for you.
00:38:59Hey!
00:39:00God, you scared me.
00:39:03Are you following me?
00:39:06Maybe?
00:39:07Is that weird?
00:39:08Yeah.
00:39:09Yeah.
00:39:10Oh, my God!
00:39:11I'm going to get up.
00:39:12You're following me?
00:39:13I'm going to get up.
00:39:14Hey.
00:39:15Oh, my God!
00:39:16You scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:18I'm going to get up.
00:39:19Hey.
00:39:20I'm going to get up.
00:39:21I'm going to get up.
00:39:22Maybe?
00:39:23Is that weird?
00:39:24Yeah.
00:39:29I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:59What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:59I can't do this.
00:41:08What?
00:41:09What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:25What?
00:41:26Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:34Don't follow me.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:43If you have any partner.
00:41:44Don't go.
00:41:45Don't follow me.
00:41:46Don't follow me.
00:41:47Don't follow me.
00:41:48Don't follow me.
00:41:49Don't follow me.
00:41:51Don't follow me.
00:41:52I'm going to follow me.
00:41:54We can't do it again.
00:41:56Don't follow me.
00:41:57I will.
00:41:58I will.
00:42:30There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:00I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:29And I just left my husband.
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53Two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:00I'm sorry.
00:44:00I'm sorry.
00:44:01I'm sorry.
00:44:01I'm sorry.
00:44:02I'm sorry.
00:44:02I'm sorry.
00:44:03I'm sorry.
00:44:03I'm sorry.
00:44:04I'm sorry.
00:44:04I'm sorry.
00:44:05I'm sorry.
00:44:05I'm sorry.
00:44:06I'm sorry.
00:44:06I'm sorry.
00:44:07I'm sorry.
00:44:07I'm sorry.
00:44:08I'm sorry.
00:44:08I'm sorry.
00:44:09I'm sorry.
00:44:09I'm sorry.
00:44:10I'm sorry.
00:44:10I'm sorry.
00:44:11I'm sorry.
00:44:12I'm sorry.
00:44:12I'm sorry.
00:44:13I'm sorry.
00:44:13I'm sorry.
00:44:14I'm sorry.
00:44:14I'm sorry.
00:44:15I'm sorry.
00:44:16I'm sorry.
00:44:16I'm sorry.
00:44:17I'm sorry.
00:44:18I'm sorry.
00:44:19I'm sorry.
00:44:20I'm sorry.
00:44:29.
00:44:51Leonard.
00:44:55Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:26Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:55What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:25What did you do?
00:46:48Let's go, let's go!
00:48:48Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53You said that?
00:52:53Wait.
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:05You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You made me feel calm.
00:53:24You made me feel calm.
00:53:26You did you feel calm.
00:53:32I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:34You made me feel calm.
00:53:36I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:38Okay.
00:53:39Do you want a drink?
00:54:09Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:39He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:09He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:39I wish I was single again.
00:55:44Again and again and again.
00:55:48Again and again and again.
00:55:53Once I was single, my pocket did.
00:55:57Single, I wish I was single again.
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52I'll be in.
00:56:53You're walking.
00:57:02I'm in.
00:57:04You're a little bit.
00:57:04I'm in.
00:57:05I'm in.
00:57:06I'm in.
00:57:07I'm in.
00:57:08I'm in.
00:57:08I'm in.
00:57:09You're and I'm in.
00:57:09I'm in.
00:57:09If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:39I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm alright.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:03Don't worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:24Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:28In the long run?
00:58:35Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:32Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
00:59:59In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:11Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:22The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:34Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:44There was one, Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:01They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:01It'll come to you like something you've known before,
01:02:03rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Oh, sorry.
01:02:11What is it?
01:02:17Oh, you...
01:02:19Are you all right?
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:33You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:41I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:56I want you to come with me.
01:03:00I want you to come with me.
01:03:00It's fine.
01:03:02Yeah, I want you to come with me.
01:03:12I want you to be able to make some sound.
01:03:14Things are more fun.
01:03:16I'll be like oh.
01:03:16I want you to leave me on.
01:03:17I want you to come with me.
01:03:18I know my foot
01:03:18Yeah.
01:03:19I want you.
01:03:21I want you to go with me.
01:03:53Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm a chump for doing another skill like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:56Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:07Have you?
01:05:16Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:49Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But.
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:00It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:29That kid.
01:08:31That child.
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days.
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:29For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:53And then we're going to do what you need to do.
01:11:23Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:53You want some?
01:12:01Oh, thanks.
01:12:05You want some?
01:12:12Oh, thanks.
01:12:20Oh, thanks.
01:12:26I'm coming over in a couple hours.
01:12:35Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:14We're going to head out in a couple hours and then we're going to head out in a couple hours.
01:13:34We're going to head out in a couple hours and then we're going to head out in a couple hours.
01:13:54We're going to head out in a couple hours.
01:14:08Ciao.
01:14:09Buona fortuna.
01:14:10Ciao.
01:14:11Bye.
01:14:18Bye.
01:14:25Bye.
01:14:27Bye.
01:14:34Bye.
01:14:35Bye.
01:14:39Bye.
01:14:41Jay, you've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:06It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:30I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:36New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:42There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:15:59Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:05Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Now shut that thing off.
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Ah, the last...
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