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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30E' in característica non-lapposto.
00:01:33La fine.
00:01:35La fine.
00:01:36E' in un primo posto.
00:01:42Sì, sì, sì.
00:01:44Sì.
00:01:45Certo.
00:01:46Certo.
00:01:47Certo.
00:01:49I can't put my wallet.
00:01:51Ciphas?
00:01:53No.
00:01:54Ciphas.
00:01:55Do you know somewhere?
00:01:57I think it's in my car.
00:01:59Well, I think she got her purse.
00:02:01I didn't think.
00:02:03She's lost her purse.
00:02:04Mine too.
00:02:07Look at her.
00:02:09Con myPreview, my Hall vídeos TV equipe to each.
00:02:12My Panicco.
00:02:14Hi!
00:02:15Can I get a time?
00:02:16She lost my purse.
00:02:17She's lost her purse.
00:02:18She's lost her purse.
00:02:20No, but, no, no.
00:02:21But, that's funny.
00:02:23Can I just give her a minute?
00:02:24communist少年的 круп as well is you.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think? The exchange booth?
00:02:39Oh, Jamie. I'm sorry.
00:02:43That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:50This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think it's nice.
00:03:24Yes, I have a credit card. The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:37Yes, I have them here.
00:03:50Okay.
00:03:52Five, five, three, three.
00:03:55Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:58Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:04:00Nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:03Five, seven.
00:04:05And, yeah.
00:04:06Eight, six, six, five, eight.
00:04:08Yeah.
00:04:09Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:15No?
00:04:16I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold
00:04:21You love how they ask
00:04:25As if I have a choice
00:04:26Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous
00:04:34I don't at all
00:04:35I admire you
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me
00:04:39That's not true
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks
00:04:43And besides
00:04:46What's the point?
00:04:47I think the whole bloody world speaks English
00:04:49Well I
00:04:51Want to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:54Yes
00:04:56Alright
00:04:58Okay
00:05:00Well if you can see it through to the end
00:05:04I think that's wonderful
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen
00:05:15I always have
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:21You don't sound very supportive
00:05:25You have my support
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be
00:05:34Has been for you
00:05:35I think enough time has passed
00:05:37Well that's great
00:05:38Well that's great
00:05:39Yeah
00:05:40Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:41I don't know
00:05:42Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:43I don't know
00:05:44I don't know
00:05:45I don't know
00:05:46Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:50David Foster Wallace
00:05:51How?
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:05:59David Foster Wallace?
00:06:02Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace?
00:06:12I don't know.
00:06:16You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19You have to read it when I'm done, though, right?
00:06:27Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:33He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know. Do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short,
00:06:47and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't...
00:06:49Jane, can I... Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just... Just a bit more than that.
00:07:02Love you.
00:07:12Love you, too.
00:07:15Love you, too.
00:07:35Do you feel alright?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38See you.
00:07:40You should be...
00:07:45Umm.
00:09:16Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56Have a good day.
00:09:56Have a good day.
00:09:56Have a good day.
00:09:58Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother,
00:10:44she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and...
00:10:48And then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man,
00:11:18he had blood in his hair.
00:11:20One night, cappuccino,
00:11:26for the first.
00:11:27One night,
00:11:28cappuccino.
00:11:28Boy,
00:11:29you can't expect.
00:11:31Yeah.
00:11:33'
00:11:50We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak english now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry, I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:35Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:49Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:11What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry?
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:39They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s,
00:17:00thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:434-Connecting flights, a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I just stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:06I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin
00:18:11twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily
00:18:30pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:48I wonder if, uh, I mean, my sin Uh, I feet tall, and I better stand myuru Fucker, and I'm
00:18:52my sister Sheppard, and I said, Shannon, I said, Thess, Ties.
00:18:56I am God, Lord, I love you, Lord.
00:19:12I love you, Lord.
00:19:17Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears To turn withered hope green through desire
00:19:47To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain
00:19:54Who is that?
00:19:57Vittoria Colonna
00:20:00Ah, the woman who lived here
00:20:03You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:07Sneaky
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian
00:20:16I thought Michelangelo was gay
00:20:18Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him
00:20:26Let's hear it then, in Italian, let's hear the poem
00:20:33Come on
00:20:35Come on
00:20:36Okay
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma
00:20:42Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia
00:20:48Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia
00:20:54Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma
00:21:01I'm impressed
00:21:05Thank you
00:21:07You hungry?
00:21:09Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:11Yeah
00:21:13Alright then
00:21:18Okay
00:21:23Two pastas with the house sauce, please
00:21:27Red
00:21:28Red, please
00:21:29Red, please
00:21:30Uh-huh
00:21:31Grazie
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:39I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK
00:21:45There's something else
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours
00:22:04But now...
00:22:06I don't know
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:11You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it
00:22:18I love to listen
00:22:33All tangled up
00:22:34Oh god
00:22:35Okay
00:22:41Awful as it was, it made you stronger
00:22:44These days people whine about all sorts of things
00:22:47And...
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems
00:22:53We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war
00:23:01We...
00:23:02We helped each other during that time
00:23:04We had to laugh, we had to smile
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off, would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like...
00:23:19It's like a window in time
00:23:22The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks
00:23:31We met while I was recording her
00:23:33Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:36Make it sound perverse
00:23:38That's what it was, right?
00:23:40Buongiorno
00:23:42Buongiorno
00:23:43Signori
00:23:44I got pregnant, so we got married
00:24:00I lost the baby
00:24:05I'm sorry
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States
00:24:36Did you, uh...
00:24:37Did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:43I think I might have
00:24:44Tell me
00:24:48It's like this Asian proverb
00:24:51It says that anyone you're destined to meet
00:24:54Like your soulmate
00:24:56Or your family
00:24:58Or, you know, someone you bump into on the street
00:25:02We're all connected by this red string
00:25:07It can be tangled or stretched
00:25:10But it can never be broken
00:25:16There's this moment in the tape
00:25:20I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight
00:25:25And I'm talking into the recorder
00:25:27Rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure
00:25:31And how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective
00:25:37But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself
00:25:56Maybe
00:25:57Maybe
00:26:00Maybe I just wanna write about nothing
00:26:02Everything is nothing
00:26:05All the best
00:26:07Compliano
00:26:08Grazie
00:26:09That's it
00:26:12Make a wish, huh?
00:26:15Make it great
00:26:16Okay
00:26:21Okay
00:26:25Bravo, bravo
00:26:26Hey
00:26:36What do you mean?
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Grab my hand
00:26:39Go, go, go
00:26:40Oh my god
00:26:41Oh my gosh
00:26:42Oh my gosh
00:26:43Oh my gosh
00:26:44Oh no
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:50Stronzo
00:26:53Hey, hey, hey
00:26:54What?
00:26:55It's the carabinieri
00:26:56Right?
00:26:57The police
00:26:58No, no, no, no
00:27:00No, no, no, no
00:27:02Hey
00:27:04We can't go back
00:27:05We can't go back
00:27:06We can't go back
00:27:08We can't go back
00:27:09We can't go back
00:27:10We can't go back
00:27:11We can't go back
00:27:13Oh no
00:27:14Oh no
00:27:15Oh no
00:27:16Oh no
00:27:17Oh no
00:27:18Oh no
00:27:19Hey
00:27:23Hey
00:27:25Hey
00:27:26Hey
00:27:27How do I make it feel better
00:27:28If I said I said the whole thing up?
00:27:30Yes, it's true
00:27:32Yes, it's true
00:27:33I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:03Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14What about my nose?
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:19Why?
00:29:20So they can park in a handicapped spot.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:35Oh, yes.
00:29:48Oh, yes, you do.
00:29:54Oh, yes.
00:29:56Oh, yes, God.
00:29:56Oh, yes.
00:29:57Oh, yes.
00:29:58Oh, yes.
00:29:58Oh, yes, she...
00:30:29You're awake.
00:30:50Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:55That's it.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:25I've got a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me too.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:33Tony.
00:31:34Got some pastries.
00:31:39Still asleep?
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42Jane.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:48You're still asleep?
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
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00:32:59Jane.
00:33:00Jane.
00:33:01You reminded me of that, at that time.
00:33:05You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described it as carefree back then, not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia, or something, for youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:20You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:23Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was... it was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:40How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Legg, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh, my God.
00:34:01This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi. No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were? That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please. Sit down. Join us.
00:34:09Yeah.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11I don't have a chance of a wreck.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I-I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:36Okay.
00:34:37In a cafe, play, play?
00:34:43Oh, no thank you.
00:34:44Jane.
00:34:45Jane.
00:34:46Jane.
00:34:47You don't smoke.
00:34:48Yes, I do.
00:34:50Sometimes.
00:34:51At parties.
00:34:52You know that.
00:34:53Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:34:54Okay.
00:34:55Grazie.
00:34:56Grazie.
00:34:57Grazie.
00:34:58Okay.
00:34:59Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:00I love it.
00:35:01There's no variety.
00:35:02English food, on the other hand.
00:35:03Say what you like about it.
00:35:04There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:06I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk expat.
00:35:12They have, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:13And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:18And this girl came over to me and said it was a cat.
00:35:20No.
00:35:21No joke.
00:35:22Like a roasted, mother.
00:35:23It's all right now.
00:35:25It's all right.
00:35:26That's what you just like.
00:35:27They had like a private chef and everything and they were serving this like loaf of meat
00:35:33Covered in sauce with all these other loaves. This girl came over to me. He said it was cat. No. No
00:35:40Joke like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens
00:35:46True story
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:58Come on
00:36:00And come on let's hear one
00:36:08I have one
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch what?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:24You didn't just make that up. It's too good. I did. Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb? This and that, you know
00:36:44Shall we what time to go already?
00:36:48Yeah, I've got to get that to work
00:36:51So what's next new agenda, Caleb?
00:37:02Um, I'm thinking Tibet
00:37:05Oh, it's Tibet. Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that. That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:15The monks, the monks, the monks
00:37:18You're so pretty
00:37:19How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that
00:37:23You know, a bit of this, a bit of that
00:37:29All right then
00:37:30I'll walk you
00:37:31I'll walk you
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen? You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen
00:37:42Okay
00:37:49I have a piece of paper
00:37:51You guys should definitely come over to the island
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door, come around the side
00:37:57Don't need Regina
00:37:59This year
00:38:05Thank you
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday
00:38:08Oh, no problem
00:38:11Okay
00:38:13Ciao
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, I wish it's home to pop, it's not a big deal
00:38:28So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:30Occasionally
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure
00:38:39I'm fine from here
00:38:41Okay
00:38:42See you after work
00:38:43Yep, I'll be waiting
00:38:57Hey
00:39:14Hey
00:39:15God, you scared me
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe?
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah
00:39:23I can't sleep last night
00:39:24You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning
00:39:41I came looking for you
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you
00:39:45I can't believe I found you
00:40:15Hey
00:40:26You're listening to будет
00:40:28What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out
00:40:31Take it out, so sexy and beautiful.
00:41:01I can't do this.
00:41:08What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:10Why?
00:41:23Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't feel it.
00:42:01I can't do it.
00:42:02I can't do it.
00:42:03That's all.
00:42:04That's my first time.
00:42:05I've got time to do it.
00:42:06I can't do it.
00:42:07I can't do it.
00:42:08Do you?
00:42:09No.
00:42:10I can't do it.
00:42:41There was one boy from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a moustache. My mother hated moustaches. But he was shipped off. I never saw him again. Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with Grandpa? Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know. You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:28You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a mess in my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:41Sorry, darling. Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely. I've got some dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us. I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay. Okay. I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:44:00Okay.
00:44:01Okay.
00:44:02Okay.
00:44:03Okay.
00:44:04Okay.
00:44:05Okay.
00:44:06Alright.
00:44:07Okay.
00:44:08Okay.
00:44:09Okay.
00:44:10Okay.
00:44:11Okay.
00:44:15Okay.
00:44:17Okay, okay.
00:44:19Okay.
00:44:20Okay.
00:44:21Okay.
00:44:23Okay.
00:44:25Okay.
00:44:26Okay.
00:44:27I'll change my pictured.
00:44:30Okay.
00:44:31Okay.
00:44:33Here I'll change myppenwolf.
00:44:34Leonard, Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:04Say cheese.
00:45:32You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:46:06What did you do?
00:46:08Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:14What did you do?
00:46:26What did you do?
00:46:30What did you do?
00:46:46What did you do?
00:47:00What did you do?
00:47:16What did you do?
00:47:28What did you do?
00:47:32What did you do?
00:47:46What did you do?
00:47:48What did you do?
00:48:04What did you do?
00:48:20What did you do?
00:48:36What did you do?
00:48:38What did you do?
00:48:40What did you do?
00:48:56What did you do?
00:48:58What did you do?
00:49:00What did you do?
00:49:01What did you do?
00:49:02Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:10Yeah.
00:49:11I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:13Okay.
00:49:38For my classes when I'm衣服.
00:49:45What?
00:49:47Okay.
00:49:48I know.
00:49:49I saw a्I´s life.
00:49:54Why'd you dark?
00:49:56I'll throw a knife.
00:52:28Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:33You want a drink?
00:53:45You want a drink?
00:53:49You want a drink?
00:53:50You want a drink?
00:53:55You want a drink?
00:53:56You want a drink?
00:54:01Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:31Must be lonely.
00:55:01Must be lonely.
00:55:31Again and again and again.
00:55:35Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle.
00:55:39I wish I was single again.
00:55:44Again and again and again.
00:55:49Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle.
00:55:57I wish I was single again.
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39I never tell you.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:45People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52I have to go to work.
00:56:54I see you next time.
00:56:55Okay.
00:56:57I can see you next time.
00:56:59Let me know.
00:56:59If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:29There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:07I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:12Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:26If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:42With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
00:59:58In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:11Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:23The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up. Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:44There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone. For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:36...of the time.
01:01:37Time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:51There are moments in my life that I would trade sixty years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:18Ah!
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:22Ah!
01:02:23You okay?
01:02:24Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26Ah!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:29Ah, it's fine.
01:02:30It's fine, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine.
01:02:33You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Fuck.
01:02:38Ah!
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:06I want you to sit down on the altar.
01:03:09I can't believe it
01:03:12You won't be in mydeOT
01:03:32I can't believe it.
01:04:03Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:06How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:12God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:52Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:59Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:04Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:07Have you?
01:05:13Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:22Of it being so hard?
01:05:24Yes.
01:05:25Tedious?
01:05:33I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:36Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:40And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:48Like what?
01:05:49Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:51Why?
01:05:52Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:55So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:01I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:14I get it.
01:06:15It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:19Sex has consequences.
01:06:20Life and death.
01:06:21Mostly death.
01:06:22Jane, please.
01:06:23Let me guess.
01:06:24You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:25No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:27You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:30Not did.
01:06:31Do you want to have children?
01:06:34So did you.
01:06:36But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:40Jane.
01:06:41Say it.
01:06:42I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:46I never will.
01:06:49And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:52Please, Jane.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:54Please.
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:06:59It's not your father.
01:07:00How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:02How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:03How does it make you feel?
01:07:04You will never be a father.
01:07:05We can adopt.
01:07:06That's not what you want.
01:07:07Is it?
01:07:08Is that what you want?
01:07:09Hmm?
01:07:10Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:11That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:16What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:17I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:23What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:24I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:31I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:47You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:00What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:22See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:30That kid, that child, that kid you've known for two days.
01:08:33It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:36Time is shiftable.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:40I don't get it.
01:08:41He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:43Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:47What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it!
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:23I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:25I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:26No.
01:09:27For losing my temper.
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:31No, no, no.
01:09:32If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:37You should go with him.
01:09:39You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:42No.
01:09:43That is not what this is about.
01:09:44Of course it is.
01:09:45You don't love me anymore, Leonard!
01:09:46You don't love me!
01:09:47That's rubbish!
01:09:48This is your ticket.
01:09:49The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:09:52Our train is at 4.30.
01:09:53We'll go home together.
01:09:54I want you to do what you need to do.
01:09:55And then come back to me.
01:09:59No questions asked.
01:10:00No guilt.
01:10:01This is good.
01:10:02This is good.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:30And then come back.
01:10:54I need to do this.
01:11:28Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:58You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:28Frank announced that I'm coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:13I'm going to head out in a couple of hours.
01:13:43I'm going to head out in a couple of hours.
01:14:13I'm going to head out in a couple of hours.
01:14:15Thanks.
01:14:16Thanks.
01:14:17Thanks.
01:14:18Thanks.
01:14:19Thanks.
01:14:20Thanks.
01:14:21Thanks.
01:14:22Thanks.
01:14:23Thanks.
01:14:24Hey!
01:14:29Hey!
01:14:32Hey!
01:14:35Hey!
01:14:40Hey!
01:14:45Hey!
01:14:48Hey!
01:14:53Jay!
01:14:58You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:23It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:50I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Fatherless.
01:16:45Fatherless.