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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I missed her so you can see me.
00:01:32I'm going to pick up the street.
00:01:33I'm going to pick up the street in this call.
00:01:36It's going to be the first place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:46I can't put my wallet.
00:01:51Is there a lease in place?
00:01:52No, there's no lease in place.
00:01:54I'm going to bring a lease in place.
00:01:56Somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's in my club.
00:02:00What are you doing?
00:02:07What do you think of?
00:02:10She's lost her purse.
00:02:12She's lost her purse.
00:02:13No, she's not here.
00:02:15She's not here.
00:02:16She was not here.
00:02:17She's not here.
00:02:18She's not here.
00:02:19Just give her a minute.
00:02:21She's not here, she's not here.
00:02:22One moment, one moment.
00:02:24What's wrong?
00:02:25I don't have to go.
00:02:26I don't have to go.
00:02:27I don't have to go.
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:33The train station, I think.
00:02:35The exchange booth.
00:02:36Oh, Dana.
00:02:37I'm sorry.
00:02:38That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:43This is 1.70, not 70.
00:02:45Where do we need to go?
00:02:47No.
00:02:48I don't know.
00:02:49No.
00:02:50No.
00:02:51No.
00:02:52No.
00:02:53No.
00:02:54No.
00:02:55No.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks.
00:03:26Thanks.
00:03:42It's nice.
00:03:44Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:545533.
00:03:567645.
00:03:588787.
00:04:029157.
00:04:0457.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 1215.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22We love how they ask.
00:04:24As if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:38I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:42You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51Want to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end.
00:05:04I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:21You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:59I don't know.
00:06:00Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04Who?
00:06:05David Foster Wallace.
00:06:06I don't know.
00:06:07You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:08You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:09You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:10You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:15I don't know.
00:06:16I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:18You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:21You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:35He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know.
00:06:39Do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:42And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world and it wasn't
00:06:50I.
00:06:51Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit morbid.
00:07:08No.
00:07:09Love you.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:13Love you too.
00:07:35You feel alright?
00:07:37You feel okay?
00:07:39Yeah.
00:07:40You should.
00:08:07You should.
00:08:37You should.
00:09:07Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:32Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:10:07Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them the list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:38We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:58There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines.
00:11:15And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19One, uh, cappuccino, a cup of tea?
00:11:45Good night today.
00:11:46Boy, um, is dead.
00:11:49We were riding our bikes to school
00:11:59when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified,
00:12:05but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia,
00:12:24or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:42Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:47not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oreganese?
00:13:24Andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Grazie.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:25My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:43Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird, autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp when I was like 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33Are you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:49Can you tell me?
00:15:51Yes, you are.
00:15:52Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:22What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights was a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:06I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:26He answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:46And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:41To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:18I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:09You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:13All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32Yeah.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours, but now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen a little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen.
00:22:18I love to listen.
00:22:30Well, it's hangled up.
00:22:35I don't know.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:22It's the sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori.
00:23:52I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by
00:25:04this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:38But.
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:51You're keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:17Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:27Come on.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37Ready?
00:26:38What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Go, go, go.
00:26:41Oh, my God.
00:26:41Go!
00:26:41Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:43Oh, my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, my gosh.
00:26:45Oh, my gosh.
00:26:45Oh, my gosh.
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:54It's the carabinerary.
00:26:56Oh, my gosh.
00:26:56There's a carabinerary, right?
00:26:56There's a carabinerary.
00:26:57Please, no, my gosh.
00:27:07We can't go back.
00:27:13Oh, God.
00:27:14Come here, come here, come here, come here, come here, come here, come here, come here.
00:27:23Here you go. Here you go. Here you go.
00:27:27Did it make you feel better if I said I said no one day off?
00:27:30Yes, it's true. Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:39You're horrible. You're horrible.
00:27:43You're horrible. Come on, let's go, come on.
00:27:47Quick, let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running? I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:08What up my nose?
00:28:15Can we come back?
00:28:21Maybe.
00:28:23Maybe it's not a no. And since I don't have a phone, you're going to have to give me your number for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:37Fair enough.
00:28:38I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:52Hey.
00:28:53Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:10So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:24Happy birthday.
00:29:26Happy birthday.
00:29:28Happy birthday.
00:29:30Happy birthday.
00:29:34Oh, there's you.
00:30:49Are you awake?
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:30:58There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you
00:31:09do, but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing
00:31:15the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:25seat.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:30Jane.
00:31:31Janey.
00:31:32Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:53Jane.
00:31:54Janey.
00:31:55Janey.
00:31:56Janey.
00:31:57Janey.
00:31:58Janey.
00:31:59Janey.
00:32:00Janey.
00:32:01Janey.
00:32:02Janey.
00:32:03Janey.
00:32:04Janey.
00:32:05Janey.
00:32:06Janey.
00:32:07Janey.
00:32:08Janey.
00:32:09Janey.
00:32:10Janey.
00:32:11Janey.
00:32:12Janey.
00:32:13Janey.
00:32:14Janey.
00:32:15Janey.
00:32:16Janey.
00:32:17Janey.
00:32:18Janey.
00:32:19Janey.
00:32:20Janey.
00:32:21Janey.
00:32:22Janey.
00:32:23Janey.
00:32:24Janey.
00:32:25Janey.
00:32:26Janey.
00:32:27Janey.
00:32:28Janey.
00:32:29Janey.
00:32:30Janey.
00:32:31Janey.
00:32:32Janey.
00:32:33Janey.
00:32:34Janey.
00:32:35Janey.
00:32:36Janey.
00:32:37wonderful times. I never had an American boyfriend. I liked some of them. They were nice boys, but
00:32:45I didn't want to leave my mom and dad. I wish I had sometimes. You know when you were 19,
00:32:55the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility? You reminded me of that
00:33:03time. You were 19 when we met? Yeah. I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia or something for youth. You're not old, Jane. We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill? Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was
00:33:25fun. It was just fun. How was work? The conductor is actually a descendant of Walter Lake,
00:33:46which is fascinating. The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave. I'd like that.
00:33:55Jane? Oh my God. This is Caleb. Hi. No, no. We were just talking about you. We were?
00:34:06That's so weird. That's it. Please sit down. Join us. Yeah. What? Oh. I don't have a chance
00:34:13of a run. I know, right? I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon. That's okay. I already
00:34:23ate so I'll just grab a coffee. Can I have the cheque, please? In a cafe, play, play, play?
00:34:43Oh, no thank you. Jane, you don't smoke. Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties. You know that. Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Okay. Grazie. Grazie.
00:35:04You're good? Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated. I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety. English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it. There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat. They had
00:35:27like a private chef and everything. And they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in
00:35:34sauce with all these other loaves. And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke, like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens. That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on. Let's hear one.
00:36:04I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What time to go? Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:36:50Hmm.
00:36:59So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet. Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:23Oh, all right then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00This year.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:13Bye.
00:38:16Bye.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:22Come on, man.
00:38:23It was just home pub.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:44I'll be waiting.
00:38:46I'll be waiting.
00:38:46I'll be waiting.
00:38:47I'll be waiting.
00:38:49I'll be waiting.
00:38:50I'll be waiting.
00:38:51I'll be waiting.
00:38:52I'll be waiting.
00:38:53I'll be waiting.
00:38:53I'll be waiting.
00:38:54Hey.
00:39:00God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe?
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:21Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:51I was terrified.
00:39:53Tell her to smoke me."
00:39:55forte
00:39:57One more time.
00:40:07Then when you were not on the boat...
00:40:12They got into the house for a while.
00:40:17Wherever you out, I used to have rain.
00:40:19It was hopeless.
00:40:20What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:50I can't. I can't do this.
00:41:09What? Why?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:20Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women? Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:50Don't follow me.
00:42:20Don't follow me.
00:42:50I had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:59I never saw him again.
00:43:00Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:16You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:28Jane, I just left my husband.
00:43:30Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a mess of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:41I'm sorry, darling.
00:43:42Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:49I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:52The two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out before tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:58It's all right.
00:43:59Okay.
00:44:00You're sorry.
00:44:00I'm sorry.
00:44:31Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:01Say cheese.
00:45:29No, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14Come on.
00:46:16Come on.
00:46:21Come on.
00:46:22Come on.
00:46:24Come on.
00:46:28Come on.
00:46:40Come on.
00:46:46Come on.
00:46:56Come on.
00:46:58Come on.
00:46:59Come on.
00:47:01Come on.
00:47:02Come on.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:36I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:06I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:36I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:06I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:36I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:06I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:36I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:37I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:46I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:47I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:52You said that?
00:52:53You said that?
00:52:55You said that?
00:52:57Were you?
00:52:58You're delicious.
00:52:59I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:00I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:01You made me feel nervous.
00:53:05I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:06I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:07I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:08You made me feel calm.
00:53:11You made me feel calm.
00:53:12You made me feel calm.
00:53:18You made me feel calm.
00:53:19You made me feel calm.
00:53:26I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:34You're joking.
00:53:46Want a drink?
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:16It must be lonely.
00:54:46I've been in trouble.
00:54:48It must be lonely.
00:54:50I've been in trouble.
00:54:52And I've been in trouble.
00:54:54I've been in trouble.
00:55:26Again and again and again, again and again and again. Once I was single, my pocket is it jingle, I wish I was single again.
00:55:43Again and again and again, again and again and again. Once I was single, my pocket is it jingle, I wish I was single again.
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:43I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me. I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52Oh, okay.
00:56:59Okay.
00:57:01Okay.
00:57:08So,
00:57:09If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:39I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm alright.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02No worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good? In the long run?
00:58:30Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:52I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:06If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:23Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:24With the book?
00:59:25No, with my life.
00:59:26This is it.
00:59:27No, with my life.
00:59:28This is it.
00:59:29This is it.
00:59:30You know.
00:59:31It ends with me.
00:59:32It ends with me.
00:59:33I don't have time on my cabin.
00:59:34But then it ends with me.
00:59:38Goodbye.
00:59:39ày this셔.
00:59:40I've got the�es.
00:59:41Oh wait.
00:59:42It'sман aborn good girl.
00:59:43Victor?
00:59:44Copery, baby.
00:59:46Will this have her heaven too?
00:59:49No, with my life.
00:59:53This is it.
00:59:56You know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
00:59:59in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rapids and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses the horses back then they were kept beautifully dad used to dress them all up brass
01:00:34things and little horseshoes he put braids on them they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for
01:00:43tomorrow there was one duke he was a clydesdale i used to ride down to the marshes every night when
01:00:54he finished working they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone for me jane
01:01:11but not for you jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:27you've got to make your own life one that you love and you can't be afraid of the time
01:01:38time is shiftable
01:01:41there are moments in my life that i would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:57you know the truth when you find it it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than
01:02:04something you're learning for the first time
01:02:11sorry
01:02:13ah
01:02:14what is it
01:02:16ah
01:02:17ah
01:02:18you
01:02:19ah
01:02:21you all right
01:02:22ah
01:02:23you okay
01:02:24yeah it's on my toe
01:02:26ah
01:02:27it's bleeding
01:02:28ah
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:30it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:33it's fine
01:02:34you finishing that
01:02:35yes
01:02:36ah
01:02:37fuck
01:02:38ah
01:02:39ah
01:02:40i met these backpackers last night frank and elsa she's french he's german
01:02:52they're going to tibet
01:02:55and i'm going with them
01:02:59i want you to come with me
01:03:02ah
01:03:04ah
01:03:05ah
01:03:06ah
01:03:07ah
01:03:08ah
01:03:09ah
01:03:10ah
01:03:11ah
01:03:12ah
01:03:13ah
01:03:14ah
01:03:15ah
01:03:16ah
01:03:17ah
01:03:18ah
01:03:19ah
01:03:20ah
01:03:21ah
01:03:22ah
01:03:23ah
01:03:24ah
01:03:25ah
01:03:27i know
01:03:28ah
01:03:29ah
01:03:30ah
01:03:34ah
01:03:35ah
01:03:36ah
01:03:38ah
01:03:43ah
01:03:45ah
01:03:46ela
01:03:47ah
01:03:48ah
01:03:49Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm back at this.
01:04:11Long day?
01:04:14Oh, why didn't they know?
01:04:15I don't think I'd chance at doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:56Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:09Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:46I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54And again.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:28ORGAN PLAYS
01:10:58ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:28ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:58ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:00You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:03ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:05ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:07ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:09ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:15ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:17ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:19ORGAN PLAYS
01:12:21Frank and Elsa, coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're gonna head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania, and then Ukraine, and then down through Russia,
01:13:09and through Kazakhstan, then straight to Tibet.
01:13:18. . .
01:13:37PIANO PLAYS
01:14:07Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:12Ciao.
01:14:37Jase!
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00Train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:49I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:01Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Are the last...
01:16:45Are the last...
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