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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:32I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:33I think it's gonna be bad.
00:01:34No, no.
00:01:35Here's the first place.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51Are you in the C case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53I'm in the C case.
00:01:54It's not where the person is.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:56It's in my car.
00:02:00Can you just give her a minute?!
00:02:11Just give her a minute ...
00:02:26크게oriented ...
00:02:30Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17She sounds very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57I love you.
00:07:13I love you too.
00:07:27Do you feel alright?
00:07:28Do you feel okay?
00:07:29Yeah.
00:07:30Are you sure?
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Do you feel okay?
00:07:39Yeah.
00:07:40Do you feel okay?
00:07:41Do you feel okay?
00:07:42Mm-hmm.
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26my book. What kind of stories? Stories that you've prepared. Or I can ask them a list of stories that
00:10:33Dad told me about. Go ahead and ask from your father's list. God rest his soul. Let's start
00:10:38with the war. We went into an air raid shelter. My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair. He was all alone. That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines. And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:22here.
00:11:24Good night, cappuccino for tan?
00:11:27Let me have a check.
00:11:57We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:02We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:10It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:22I decided to take an impromptu trip to Ischia,
00:12:25or Ischia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:47not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:53No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:07All right, then.
00:13:09Excuse me.
00:13:11Excuse me.
00:13:12Excuse me.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:17No, no, no.
00:13:18No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:24Andare?
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:27Ah, grazie.
00:13:28They had been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:38and he couldn't tell which was the German side
00:13:40and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:58That's great.
00:13:59That's cool.
00:14:00Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:06Maine.
00:14:07No, shit.
00:14:08I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:09That's crazy.
00:14:10That's weird.
00:14:11Right?
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:14Are you?
00:14:15What?
00:14:16Are you here on vacation?
00:14:17Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:21I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:24So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:29What does he do?
00:14:31He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:38Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:41Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:51You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:56That's not funny.
00:14:58What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:01A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:04Because viola players are dead?
00:15:06No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like ten and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:50Let's go.
00:15:51Go!
00:15:52For a while.
00:15:53Go!
00:15:54Go!
00:15:55Go!
00:15:56Go!
00:15:57Go!
00:15:58Go!
00:15:59Go!
00:16:00Go!
00:16:01All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:05If you can catch it.
00:16:11That's it.
00:16:12What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:39They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin
00:18:11twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry, anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the
00:18:25island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen,
00:18:30easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a
00:18:38couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
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00:19:07Let me know.
00:19:37Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears,
00:19:42to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:48to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face
00:19:52from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:08Sneaky.
00:20:10Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory
00:20:12all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo
00:20:14in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs
00:20:22of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:28Let's hear it, then.
00:20:30In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37I'm impressed.
00:20:42Are you hungry?
00:20:43Why, are you going to take me out?
00:20:44I'm impressed.
00:20:46Are you hungry?
00:20:47Why, are you going to take me out?
00:20:49Yeah.
00:20:50All right, then.
00:20:51Okay.
00:20:52Okay.
00:20:53All right, then.
00:20:54Okay.
00:20:55Okay.
00:20:56Two pastas with the high
00:20:58house sauce, please.
00:20:59Red.
00:21:00Red.
00:21:01Red.
00:21:02Red, please.
00:21:03Red.
00:21:04Red.
00:21:05Red, please.
00:21:06I'm impressed.
00:21:07I'm impressed.
00:21:09Are you hungry?
00:21:10Why, are you going to take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:13All right, then.
00:21:14All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends
00:21:43in Town & Country, UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences
00:21:57in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:01I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now...
00:22:06I don't know.
00:22:08What don't you know?
00:22:11You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:14Yeah.
00:22:15Yeah?
00:22:16Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:33All tangled up.
00:22:34Don't laugh.
00:22:35Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:48I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy
00:22:51and the only problems.
00:22:53We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:58It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:01We helped each other during that time.
00:23:04We had to laugh.
00:23:05We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:12Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:14That is like...
00:23:15It's like a window in time.
00:23:20The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:28I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:31We met while I was recording her.
00:23:33Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:36Make it sound perverse.
00:23:38That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43Signori.
00:23:53I got pregnant so we got married.
00:24:00I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:08I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:48It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you're destined to meet.
00:25:00Someone you bump into on the street.
00:25:02We're all connected by this red string.
00:25:08It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape, I'm sitting waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:36But...
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:48That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:04All the best.
00:26:07Compliant.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:14Oh, yeah.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:22Bravo.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37Ready?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Wait.
00:26:41Go, go, go.
00:26:42Oh, my gosh.
00:26:44Oh, no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:47Get up, okay.
00:26:50Stronzo.
00:26:53Hey.
00:26:54Hey.
00:26:55It's the caribinerian.
00:26:56It's the police.
00:26:57No, no.
00:26:58Hey.
00:26:59Yeah.
00:27:00Yeah.
00:27:04We can't go back.
00:27:05If we go back you need to listen.
00:27:06Look.
00:27:08You can't pay me out of me.
00:27:11Oh, no, no.
00:27:14Oh, no.
00:27:15Oh my God!
00:27:27It'd make you feel better if I said I said no one day off.
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:35I paid the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:39You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're really hard.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:13It went up my nose.
00:28:20Can we come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're going to have to give me your number
00:28:33for cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:43I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:29:03Why do violists keep their viola cases
00:29:08on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:55Happy birthday.
00:30:27You're awake.
00:30:51Yeah, there's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Nice.
00:31:26I've got a seat.
00:31:28They stay with me too.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:34Tony.
00:31:36Got some pastries.
00:31:38Still asleep?
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:42Jane.
00:31:44Jane.
00:31:46Jane.
00:31:48Jane.
00:31:50Jane.
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:20My friends had lots of American boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings
00:32:24and chocolates and all sorts of things and we used to go to London and we saw Glenn Miller
00:32:31one time.
00:32:32We used to go all over the place, they were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend, I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mum and dad, I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:53You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility,
00:33:02you reminded me of that, at that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then, not at all.
00:33:12Well I felt nostalgia, or something, for youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:19You just ran out?
00:33:21What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:23Perhaps I'm not explaining it well, it was, it was fun.
00:33:28It was just fun.
00:33:30How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Legg, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:50I'd like that.
00:33:52Jane?
00:33:53Oh my god.
00:33:54This is Caleb.
00:33:55Hi.
00:33:56No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:33:57We were?
00:33:58That's so weird.
00:33:59That's it, please.
00:34:00Sit down.
00:34:01Join us.
00:34:02What?
00:34:03What?
00:34:04What?
00:34:05What?
00:34:06What?
00:34:07What?
00:34:08What?
00:34:09What?
00:34:10What?
00:34:11I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:12That's okay.
00:34:13I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:16Can you have the cheque please?
00:34:17In a cafe, you can't?
00:34:18Oh, no thank you.
00:34:19Okay.
00:34:20No, thank you.
00:34:21I'm actually going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:23I'm actually going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:24That's okay.
00:34:25I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Can I have the cheque, please?
00:34:37In a cafe, put a play?
00:34:39Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Grazie.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk expat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kitten.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:55You're selling my ant.
00:36:01Come on.
00:36:02Let's hear one.
00:36:04Um...
00:36:06I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:36Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, it's Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:23Oh, all right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:35I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00Vizcria.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08Oh, no problem.
00:38:11Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:39:05Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:23I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:37You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:46I can't believe I found you.
00:39:47I can't believe I found you.
00:39:47I can't believe I found you.
00:39:47I can't believe I found you.
00:39:48I can't believe I found you.
00:39:48I can't believe I found you.
00:39:49I can't believe I found you.
00:39:49I can't believe I found you.
00:39:50I can't believe I found you.
00:39:51I can't believe I found you.
00:39:51I can't believe I found you.
00:39:51I can't believe I found you.
00:39:52I can't believe I found you.
00:39:53I can't believe I found you.
00:39:53I can't believe I found you.
00:39:54I can't believe I found you.
00:39:55I can't believe I found you.
00:39:56I can believe I found you.
00:39:57I can believe I found you.
00:39:58I can believe I found you.
00:39:59I can believe I found you.
00:40:00I can believe I found you.
00:40:01What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:34So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:59I can't do this.
00:41:06What?
00:41:07What?
00:41:08I can't do this.
00:41:09Why?
00:41:10Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:25What?
00:41:26Do you seduce women?
00:41:27Is this what you do?
00:41:29You do.
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:36Don't hate me.
00:41:40You need to be more careful.
00:41:59Oh, my God.
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a mustache.
00:42:52My mother hated mustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:59I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:18You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:29And I just left my husband.
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a mess in my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:45Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50Lots of dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:00I'm sorry.
00:44:00I'm sorry.
00:44:00I'm sorry.
00:44:01I'm sorry.
00:44:01I'm sorry.
00:44:02I'm sorry.
00:44:02I'm sorry.
00:44:02I'm sorry.
00:44:03I'm sorry.
00:44:03I'm sorry.
00:44:04I'm sorry.
00:44:04I'm sorry.
00:44:04I'm sorry.
00:44:04I'm sorry.
00:44:05I'm sorry.
00:44:05I'm sorry.
00:44:05I'm sorry.
00:44:05I'm sorry.
00:44:06I'm sorry.
00:44:06I'm sorry.
00:44:06I'm sorry.
00:44:07I'm sorry.
00:44:07I'm sorry.
00:44:08I'm sorry.
00:44:08I'm sorry.
00:44:09I'm sorry.
00:44:09I'm sorry.
00:44:10I'm sorry.
00:44:11I'm sorry.
00:44:11I'm sorry.
00:44:12I'm sorry.
00:44:12I'm sorry.
00:44:13I'm sorry.
00:44:14I'm sorry.
00:44:14I'm sorry.
00:44:16I'm sorry.
00:44:29I still don't know.
00:44:52Leonard.
00:44:54Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:24Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36Alright.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:54What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:24Come on!
00:46:37Satsang with Mooji
00:49:07I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13Will you put my pants on?
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:18Okay.
00:49:19Okay.
00:53:17You make me feel nervous.
00:53:19You make me feel calm.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:33You make me feel calm.
00:53:43You make me feel calm.
00:53:45You want a drink?
00:53:47You want a drink?
00:53:49You want a drink?
00:53:57You make me feel calm.
00:53:59You make me feel calm.
00:54:07You make me feel calm.
00:54:09You make me feel calm.
00:54:11You're running away.
00:54:13I've been around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:43I've been around all night.
00:55:13I've been around all night.
00:55:43I've been around all night.
00:56:13I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:49I'll be back.
00:56:50I'll be back.
00:56:50Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:57:22If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:50I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:03No worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:32Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:50This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:30Dad used to dress them all up, brass things, and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:46There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:00:55They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:36The time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:01It'll come to you like something you've known before,
01:02:03rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:06Oh, sorry.
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:15Oh!
01:02:17Oh, you...
01:02:19Oh!
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:21Oh!
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, I stoned my toe.
01:02:26Oh!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:28Oh, it's fine.
01:02:30It's fine, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine.
01:02:32You're losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Oh, fuck.
01:02:37Oh.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:56And I want you to come with me.
01:03:00I want you to come with me.
01:03:00I want you to come with me.
01:03:26I want you to come with me.
01:03:56Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10I'm lacking.
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'm choked on doing another stick like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:25I'm feeling inspired
01:04:28It's fantastic
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key
01:04:36To finishing the project
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project
01:04:55But the water here tastes so funny
01:04:58Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes
01:05:27Tedious
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you
01:05:36Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:39Normal people talk about sex, Leonard
01:05:41And we don't
01:05:42There's just
01:05:44Huge, vacant lots
01:05:46That we don't discuss
01:05:48Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why, is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect
01:05:56I just want to connect
01:05:56So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you
01:06:05I get it, Leonard
01:06:14I get it
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us
01:06:20Sex has consequences
01:06:21Life and death
01:06:22Mostly death
01:06:23Jane, please
01:06:24Let me guess
01:06:25Let me guess
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying
01:06:28You're just
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did
01:06:31Not did
01:06:32Do you
01:06:33Want to have children?
01:06:35So did you
01:06:36But
01:06:37Say it
01:06:41Jane
01:06:42Say it
01:06:43I can't have children, Leonard
01:06:46I never will
01:06:49And if we keep trying
01:06:52They keep dying
01:06:53Again
01:06:53And again
01:06:54And again
01:06:55Please
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father
01:07:11We can adopt
01:07:14That's not what you want
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:17Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time
01:07:24That the one thing
01:07:28You always wanted
01:07:29I will never be able to give you
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know
01:07:43That there's a reason
01:07:44For it all
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard
01:07:58Not really
01:08:00What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask
01:08:03I feel as if
01:08:05You want me to be
01:08:06Someone I'm not
01:08:08Someone that I've never been
01:08:14I'm leaving you
01:08:15I've been seeing someone else
01:08:19See him
01:08:25Caleb
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:29Yes
01:08:29That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking
01:08:36Time is shiftable
01:08:39I don't get it
01:08:39Leonard
01:08:40I don't get it
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him
01:08:43Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it
01:08:57To smell it
01:08:58To sense it
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that
01:09:29No
01:09:29For losing my temper
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that
01:09:31Every right
01:09:32To lose your temper
01:09:34No, no, no, no
01:09:34If you think
01:09:35That this is what's gonna make you feel better
01:09:37Then you should go
01:09:38You should go with him
01:09:39You've been through a terrible
01:09:42A terrible thing, Jane
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about
01:09:46Of course it is
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish
01:09:50This is your ticket
01:09:54The day after my performance
01:09:56Meet me at the train station
01:09:59Our training's at 4.30
01:10:02We'll go home together
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do
01:10:09And then come back to me
01:10:15No questions asked
01:10:18No guilt
01:10:19This is good
01:10:23I want you to do
01:10:53I want you to do
01:11:23I want you to do
01:11:53You want some?
01:12:00No, thanks
01:12:03I want you to do
01:12:33Frank and Elsa
01:12:45Coming over in a couple hours
01:12:48Frank bought a car
01:12:50So we're gonna
01:12:51We're gonna head out
01:12:53In a couple weeks
01:12:54In a couple weeks
01:12:54Or so, you know
01:12:55I'm thinking of
01:13:01Driving through Romania
01:13:05And then Ukraine
01:13:08And down through Russia
01:13:09And through Kazakhstan
01:13:10And then straight to Tibet
01:13:13We're gonna have a lot of
01:13:17We're gonna love it
01:13:19And then we'll be like, road
01:13:19And then Facebook
01:13:21and then we'll be like, car
01:13:24And then we hope to get five
01:13:29Everybody's really Fuck you
01:14:08Good luck.
01:14:53Jay!
01:14:57You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:02It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:09It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:18I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:24New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:31There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:37I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:15:58Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:36I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:38Did you ever go clear?
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44All the lessons.
01:16:45All the lessons.
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