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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo Ăš Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli Ăš pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30The traffic of Napoli,
00:01:32per costi per queste nuove,
00:01:34ma un cazzo.
00:01:35In questa settimana al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:46Can't put my wallet.
00:01:51Are you in a S-PACE?
00:01:52No, no.
00:01:53No, no, no, no.
00:01:54No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:01:56Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in the car.
00:02:00What are you doing?
00:02:10ŃĐ»ĐŸĐČ.
00:02:12She's lost the post, the post...
00:02:14There's nothing.
00:02:16Nothing, you ducked there.
00:02:18Nothing.
00:02:20You're not sitting there, a moment, a moment.
00:02:23Nothing about missing you!
00:02:26Nothing about messing with you!
00:02:30Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17She sounds very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57I love you.
00:07:13I love you too.
00:07:27Do you feel alright?
00:07:28Do you feel okay?
00:07:29Yeah.
00:07:30Are you sure?
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38Mm-hmm.
00:07:39Do you feel okay?
00:07:40Do you feel okay?
00:07:41Yeah.
00:07:42Do you feel okay?
00:07:47Mm-hmm.
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:26my book. What kind of stories? Stories that you've prepared. Or I can ask them a list of stories that
00:10:33Dad told me about. Go ahead and ask from your father's list. God rest his soul. Let's start
00:10:38with the war. We went into an air raid shelter. My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb and the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair. He was all alone. That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines. And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:22Now, I'm going to take a nap.
00:11:23Good night.
00:11:24Good night.
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00:11:26Good night.
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00:11:51We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:10It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:02Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Grazie.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the Allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah? Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes! That's great, that's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America. Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit, I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy, that's weird, right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry, I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me? No.
00:14:24So, come on.
00:14:28My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:43Any good?
00:14:44Yes, very.
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:01A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10,
00:15:24and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:35No.
00:15:40Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:57One?
00:15:58Five.
00:15:59All right.
00:16:00Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:05You can catch it.
00:16:09Grazie.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:30What brought you out of here today?
00:16:34Barry.
00:16:35Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:43They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:47But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:49Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:50That would suck.
00:16:58In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:06Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:22I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:27dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:35I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:39No, I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:42Four connecting flights, a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:46My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:47How old are you?
00:17:48I'm 19.
00:17:49It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:58Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:11The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:17I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:30A hundred?
00:18:31Yeah, if not older.
00:18:33He's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:43And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:13Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:41To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:48To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:58Victoria Colonna.
00:20:00Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:04You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:07Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:16Who thought Michelangelo was gay?
00:20:18Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:23But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:26Let's hear it then.
00:20:29In Italian.
00:20:30Let's hear the poem.
00:20:32Come on.
00:20:34Okay.
00:20:35Okay.
00:20:36De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:41Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia.
00:20:47Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:53Seigne la maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:21:00I'm impressed.
00:21:07You hungry?
00:21:09Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah.
00:21:14All right then.
00:21:18Okay.
00:21:20Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:27Red.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:32So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:45There's something else.
00:21:50I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:07What don't you know?
00:22:09You wanna listen?
00:22:12A little?
00:22:13Yeah.
00:22:14Yeah?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:33All tangled up.
00:22:34Oh God.
00:22:35Love.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:41Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:44These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:47And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:01We, we helped each other during that time.
00:23:04We had to laugh.
00:23:05We had to smile.
00:23:07Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:11I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:12Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:14That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:21The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:26My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:29I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:31We met while I was recording her.
00:23:33Bonding over granny, huh?
00:23:36Make it sound perverse.
00:23:39That's what it was, right?
00:23:41Buongiorno.
00:23:42Buongiorno.
00:23:43I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:00I lost the baby.
00:24:04I'm sorry.
00:24:13I lost my mind.
00:24:14I lost my mind.
00:24:15I lost my mind.
00:24:16Yes, thank you.
00:24:17I lost my mind.
00:24:18I lost my mind.
00:24:25I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:30Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:47It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate, or your family, or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:04It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:17It's like this moment in the tape.
00:25:20I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight, and I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm gonna show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:36But...
00:25:37I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:48That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:51Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:54Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe I just wanna write about nothing.
00:26:01Everything is nothing.
00:26:04All the best.
00:26:07Un compleanno.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:10Make a wish.
00:26:13Ah, yeah.
00:26:14Make it great.
00:26:17Okay.
00:26:21Bravo.
00:26:22Bravo.
00:26:23Hey.
00:26:24Come on over here.
00:26:25Come on over here.
00:26:27Come on over here.
00:26:28Come on over here.
00:26:29Come on over here.
00:26:30Come on over here.
00:26:31Come on over here.
00:26:32Come on over here.
00:26:33What do you mean I'm over here?
00:26:34What?
00:26:35Grab my hand.
00:26:36Wait.
00:26:37Come on over here.
00:26:38Oh my God.
00:26:39Oh my gosh.
00:26:40Oh my gosh.
00:26:41Oh my gosh.
00:26:42Oh my gosh.
00:26:43Oh no.
00:26:44What?
00:26:45What do you mean?
00:26:46Oh my gosh.
00:26:47Oh my gosh.
00:26:48Oh my gosh.
00:26:49Oh my gosh.
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00:27:00Oh my gosh.
00:27:01Oh my gosh.
00:27:02Oh my gosh.
00:27:03Oh my gosh.
00:27:04Oh my gosh.
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00:27:07Oh my gosh.
00:27:08Oh my gosh.
00:27:09Oh my gosh.
00:27:10Oh my gosh.
00:27:11Oh my gosh.
00:27:12Oh, God!
00:27:14Oh, God!
00:27:16Oh, God!
00:27:18Oh, God!
00:27:20Oh, God!
00:27:22Oh, God!
00:27:24Oh, God!
00:27:26Did it make you feel better if I said I said no one day off?
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:38You're horrible.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Quick.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:50Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:06Oh, my gosh.
00:28:10It went up my nose.
00:28:16We come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:24Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:30you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:32For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:42I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:54Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:10Why?
00:29:12So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:26Oh.
00:29:28Happy birthday.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:36Happy birthday.
00:29:40Happy birthday.
00:29:44Happy birthday.
00:29:46Happy birthday.
00:29:48Oh, yes she did.
00:30:50Yeah, it's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:30:58There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Janey.
00:31:42Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:54Janey.
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00:32:39Janey.
00:32:40Janey.
00:32:41Janey.
00:32:42Janey.
00:32:43They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mum and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was...
00:33:27It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:41How was work?
00:33:41The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Legg, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us were planning dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:56Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:11You're not a chance of a wrap.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:25I have the check, please.
00:34:38In a cafe, put, put, put?
00:34:43Oh, no thank you.
00:34:44Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Grazie.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk expat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:55Go on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:07Um...
00:36:08I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:24You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:48Yeah.
00:36:49I've got to get that to work.
00:36:51Hmm.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, it's Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:35I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00There's the, uh...
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:05And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:13How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:35I'm fine from here.
00:38:37I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:43go.
00:38:44I'm fine.
00:38:45I'll be waiting.
00:38:45Oh, my God.
00:39:15You scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe?
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:38so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:40I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:13What are we doing?
00:40:16I think we're making it out.
00:40:19So sexy.
00:40:21And beautiful.
00:40:23What are we doing?
00:40:24I think we're making it out.
00:40:25So sexy.
00:40:26And beautiful.
00:40:27What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we're making it out.
00:40:32So sexy.
00:40:34And beautiful.
00:40:36Beautiful.
00:40:38And beautiful.
00:40:39Beautiful.
00:40:41.
00:40:45I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09Why?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:15Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:34Don't follow me.
00:41:45What?
00:41:50What?
00:41:54What?
00:42:28There was one boy from Belgium, he was lovely, he had a moustache, my mother hated moustaches.
00:42:54But he was shipped off. I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know. You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a rest of my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely. I've got some dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Hey, do you still want to do something fun?
00:44:06All right.
00:44:06Okay.
00:44:07Okay.
00:44:07Let's do it.
00:44:08I'm sorry.
00:44:08I'll wait for a month.
00:44:08I'm sorry.
00:44:09I'm sorry.
00:44:09I tried to meet you.
00:44:11I'm sorry.
00:44:11I've got to meet you.
00:44:12I think I've got to meet you.
00:44:13You know, my wife, my wife, my wife, my wife, with my wife.
00:44:16I was just sitting here.
00:44:17You can't see, I've got to meet you.
00:44:17It's been just a long time.
00:44:18You can see.
00:44:19You can see as a man.
00:44:20You can see me.
00:44:22And, I'm sorry.
00:44:23You're not doing your life.
00:44:24I'm sorry.
00:44:24You can see you.
00:44:25You can see.
00:44:26I don't know.
00:44:55Can we talk?
00:45:25Say cheese.
00:45:27You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:41That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:55What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:13What did you do?
00:46:29What did you do?
00:46:45What did you do?
00:46:47What did you do?
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13Will you put my pants on?
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:17Okay.
00:49:44I think I need to be more serious.
00:49:54I think I need to be more serious.
00:52:34Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:05You made me feel calm.
00:53:07You made me feel calm.
00:53:11You made me feel calm.
00:53:17You made me feel calm.
00:53:19You made me feel calm.
00:53:23You made me feel calm.
00:53:25You made me feel warm.
00:53:31You made me feel calm.
00:53:33You made me feel calm.
00:53:35Here's the boss.
00:53:37Here we are.
00:53:39Want a drink?
00:54:09Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:18Must be lonely.
00:54:39He just shuffled around all night.
00:55:09Again and again and again, again and again, again and again, once I was single my pocket
00:55:38did, single I wish I was single again, again and again and again, once I was single my pocket
00:55:56did, single I wish I was single again.
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:01Where have you been?
00:56:03Just walking.
00:56:05All night.
00:56:07I've been thinking.
00:56:09You left your phone here.
00:56:10I had to plug it in.
00:56:11We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:12I have to go to work.
00:56:16Can you be late?
00:56:17No.
00:56:18I can't be late.
00:56:19Leonard.
00:56:20Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:26I've committed myself.
00:56:27People are depending on me.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Okay.
00:56:34Okay.
00:56:35Okay.
00:56:36Okay.
00:56:37Bye.
00:56:38Bye.
00:56:39Bye.
00:56:40Bye.
00:56:41Bye.
00:56:42Bye.
00:56:43Bye.
00:56:44Bye.
00:56:45Bye.
00:56:46Bye.
00:56:47Bye.
00:56:48Bye.
00:56:49Bye.
00:56:50Bye.
00:56:51Bye.
00:56:52Bye.
00:56:53Bye.
00:56:54Bye.
00:56:55Bye.
00:56:56Bye.
00:56:57Bye.
00:56:58Bye.
00:56:59Bye.
00:57:00Bye.
00:57:01Bye.
00:57:02Bye.
00:57:03Bye.
00:57:04Bye.
00:57:05Bye.
00:57:06Bye.
00:57:07Bye.
00:57:08Bye.
00:57:09Bye.
00:57:10Bye.
00:57:11if it wasn't the war it would have been something else
00:57:29there's always something else isn't there that's the thing that's the thing about struggle
00:57:41I'm gonna make some tea do you want some right you go out like that again just tell me I worry okay
00:58:06I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head
00:58:11do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run
00:58:31do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have
00:58:40tell you next time we come to Italy to get a proper kitchen
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say Jane
00:59:07one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life I might not be here
00:59:32sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her
00:59:42with the book
00:59:45no with my life
00:59:50this is it you know
00:59:56it ends with me
00:59:59in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:21the horses back then they were kept beautifully
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes
01:00:37he put braids on them
01:00:39they used to be gorgeous
01:00:42what are your plans for tomorrow
01:00:44there was one
01:00:47Duke
01:00:48he was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes
01:00:52every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone for me
01:01:10Jane
01:01:11but not for you
01:01:14Jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you
01:01:18in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war
01:01:21people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways
01:01:26it's more disjointed
01:01:27you've got to make your own life
01:01:32one that you love
01:01:34one that you love and you can't be afraid of the
01:01:36of the time
01:01:38time is shiftable
01:01:41there are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:57you'll know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time
01:02:06what is it
01:02:14what is it
01:02:14what is it
01:02:18you all right
01:02:20you okay
01:02:23yeah
01:02:24it's bleeding
01:02:27it's fine
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32you're losing it
01:02:34yes
01:02:35fuck
01:02:37I met these backpackers last night
01:02:49Frank and Elsa
01:02:50she's French
01:02:51he's German
01:02:51they're going to Tibet
01:02:54and I'm going with them
01:02:56I want you to come with me
01:03:24here
01:03:28it's fine
01:03:28yeah
01:03:31yeah
01:03:33yeah
01:03:34good
01:03:46yeah
01:03:50yeah
01:03:51yeah
01:03:53Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another still like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:42Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:53Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:01Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:04Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:08Have you?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:16Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard? Of it being so hard?
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious.
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:51Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why? Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:05I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:24Jane, please.
01:06:25Let me guess.
01:06:26You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:27No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:43Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:49I never will.
01:06:51And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:01It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:31What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:32I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:44You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:45Not really.
01:07:46What do you want me to know?
01:07:47You shouldn't have to ask.
01:07:48I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:07:49Someone that I've never been.
01:07:50I'm leaving you.
01:07:54I'm leaving you.
01:07:55I've been seeing someone else.
01:07:56I'm leaving you.
01:07:57I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:01See you.
01:08:02Caleb.
01:08:03That kid.
01:08:04Yes.
01:08:05That kid.
01:08:06That kid.
01:08:07That child.
01:08:08That kid you've known for two days.
01:08:09It's been longer than that.
01:08:10Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:11Time is shiftable.
01:08:12I don't get it.
01:08:13Leonard.
01:08:14I don't get it.
01:08:15I don't get it.
01:08:16He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him?
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid? That child? That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:35Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:40Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:56I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it!
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:17I'm sorry.
01:09:18For what?
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:20I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:21No.
01:09:22For losing my temper.
01:09:23I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:24You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:25No, no, no, no.
01:09:26If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:29You should go with him.
01:09:30You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:31No.
01:09:32That is not what this is about.
01:09:33Of course it is.
01:09:34You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:35You don't love me!
01:09:36That's rubbish.
01:09:37This is your ticket.
01:09:38The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:09:43Our train is at 4.30.
01:09:44We'll go home together.
01:09:45I want you to do what you need to do.
01:09:46I want you to do what you need to do.
01:09:48It's a terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:49That is not what this is about.
01:09:50No, that is not what this is about.
01:09:51Of course it is.
01:09:52You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:53You don't love me!
01:09:54That's rubbish.
01:09:56This is your ticket.
01:09:57The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our train is at 4.30.
01:10:02We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:11And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:19This is good.
01:10:41Thank you, Sarah.
01:11:21Hi.
01:11:46Hi.
01:11:51You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:33Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Russia and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:17I'll see you next time.
01:13:18Okay.
01:13:21Nice.
01:14:52Jay!
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:14:59The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:02The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:09The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:16The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:23The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:30The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:49I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:16:07The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:16:09The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:16:16The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:16:18The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:16:19The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:16:21The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:16:22The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:16:25I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
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