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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Il traffico di Napoli.
00:01:31Signore di muovio, i loro cazzo.
00:01:34Questa si va all' primo posto.
00:01:41What's up?
00:01:42Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46Campo in my wallet.
00:01:51Where, in the C-paste?
00:01:53No.
00:01:54No, I think the synpran où c'est la volle?
00:01:55Somewhere?
00:01:56Maybe it's in my club.
00:02:00What do you want?
00:02:10What do you think?
00:02:13She's lost her purse...
00:02:15She's lost her purse....
00:02:16No there is anything, didn't ever have to catch up on the table...
00:02:19Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:21She was just sitting there...
00:02:22One minute...
00:02:23A moment there's nothing for anybody...
00:02:26It doesn't...
00:02:30Where did you have it last?
00:02:34The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange booth?
00:02:42Oh, Jamie, I'm sorry.
00:02:46That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thanks, man.
00:03:28It's nice.
00:03:42Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:46Numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay, five, five, three, three, seven, six, four, five, eight, seven, eight, seven, nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:04Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides, learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34You don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I am going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:17She sounds very supportive.
00:05:22You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:52Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, Jen.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world,
00:06:49and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Jen, can I...
00:06:51Can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just...
00:06:54Just...
00:06:55Just a bit moment.
00:06:57I love you.
00:07:13I love you too.
00:07:27Do you feel alright?
00:07:28Do you feel okay?
00:07:29Yeah.
00:07:30Are you sure?
00:07:31Mm-hmm.
00:07:32Mm-hmm.
00:07:33Do you feel alright?
00:07:34Do you feel okay?
00:07:35Yeah.
00:07:36Are you sure?
00:07:37Mm-hmm.
00:07:38I feel okay?
00:07:39Yeah.
00:07:40Do you feel okay?
00:07:41You feel okay?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:08:08I don't know.
00:08:38I don't know.
00:09:08Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56Okay.
00:09:57I'll see you later.
00:09:58I'll see you later.
00:09:58Let's see you later.
00:10:00Yes.
00:10:01testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared before i can ask them the list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from your
00:10:35father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my mother
00:10:42your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound of a
00:10:49bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little
00:10:55boy and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished
00:11:04my mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from
00:11:12italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19good night
00:11:26cappuccino
00:11:26good night
00:11:30good night
00:11:46we were riding our bikes to school when the germans started firing at us we jumped into a hedge
00:12:03we were terrified but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing
00:12:08it feels nice if i'm the only one who remembers that it's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday
00:12:15oh hi leonard it's jane i decided to take an impromptu trip to ischia or um ischia as they pronounce
00:12:27you know what i'm going to do with this see i'm learning a little bit um anyway i'll be home later
00:12:32i hope you have a good day bye
00:12:35those friends are all dead now there's no one left that's one of my regrets you know
00:12:43sometimes i think i should have had more children not just your father
00:12:48you're all alone now that your parents are gone no brothers no sisters
00:12:55i'm upsetting you
00:13:00let's talk about something else
00:13:03you want to ask me more boring questions about the war
00:13:06all right then
00:13:08uh scusi
00:13:11scusi um the castle
00:13:14castle
00:13:16parlato anglese
00:13:17no no no
00:13:19no no
00:13:19um
00:13:20castello
00:13:22andare
00:13:24andare
00:13:25andare
00:13:26grazie
00:13:27they'd been shot through the neck
00:13:31the bullet went in one side and came out the other
00:13:35and there were all these bomb holes filled with water and he couldn't tell which was the german side and which was the allied side
00:13:42when he came home after something like that
00:13:46you couldn't really complain to him about anything now could you
00:13:50i'm actually going there now to the castle
00:13:52you speak english now
00:13:54yeah
00:13:54why do you think i was italian
00:13:56yeah yes
00:13:57that's great that's cool
00:13:59hey hey hey
00:14:00where are you from
00:14:01london
00:14:03no
00:14:04in america
00:14:04come on
00:14:05main
00:14:06no shit i'm from massachusetts that's crazy that's weird
00:14:10right
00:14:11yeah
00:14:11vacation
00:14:12no
00:14:13are you
00:14:14what
00:14:15are you here on vacation
00:14:16oh
00:14:16sorry i thought you were saying you were on vacation
00:14:22me no
00:14:23so come on
00:14:25my husband is working in naples
00:14:29what does he do
00:14:31he is playing in a concert at the end of the night
00:14:34cool
00:14:36what does he play
00:14:37viola
00:14:38mm-hmm
00:14:39the viola
00:14:41any good
00:14:43yes
00:14:45very
00:14:45how do you keep your violin from getting stolen
00:14:51you put it in a viola case
00:14:55right
00:14:56that's not funny
00:14:57that's not funny
00:14:58what's the difference between a viola and a coffin
00:15:01a coffin has a dead person on the inside
00:15:04because viola players are dead
00:15:06no
00:15:07why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation
00:15:10because even though you know it's coming
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it
00:15:17i can't help it i've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and i went to this music slash nerd summer camp when i was like 10 and i play the triangle
00:15:26and i'm an only child so you know understand
00:15:31you look too young to be married you newlywed
00:15:34no
00:15:48stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:58one
00:16:03Hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:33What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:37Ha!
00:16:38Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:45They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed under this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales
00:17:32in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:34I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights of 72 hour plane ride, but you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the US.
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:52Uh-huh.
00:17:53Happy birthday.
00:17:54Thank you very much.
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia.
00:18:09So when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12Second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know,
00:18:14is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry, anyway.
00:18:21So this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up, he answers the door and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen,
00:18:30easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect,
00:18:40and ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine,
00:18:42and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44And, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:10Let's go.
00:19:11Let's go.
00:19:17Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears To turn withered hope green through desire
00:19:47To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain
00:19:56Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna
00:20:02The woman who lived here
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian
00:20:16I thought Michelangelo was gay
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him
00:20:27Let's hear it then
00:20:30In Italian
00:20:32Let's hear the poem
00:20:34Come on
00:20:36Okay
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco nutria l'alma
00:20:43Con secca speme reinvedia la voglia
00:20:49Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma
00:21:02I'm impressed
00:21:06Thank you
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:12Yeah
00:21:14All right then
00:21:19Okay
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please?
00:21:27Red
00:21:28Red
00:21:29Red, please
00:21:30Uh-huh
00:21:31Grazie
00:21:33So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK
00:21:46There's something else
00:21:54I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England living through two world wars
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours
00:22:04But now
00:22:06I don't know
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no, I love to listen
00:22:30Well, it's tangled up
00:22:35Not loud
00:22:36Okay
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things
00:22:48And I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems
00:22:54We all have our own private wars
00:22:56Every era
00:22:57But it was nothing like
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war
00:23:02We, we helped each other during that time
00:23:05We had to laugh
00:23:06We had to smile
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves
00:23:10Then for the people we'd lost
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:19That is like
00:23:20It's like a window in time
00:23:23This sort of thing
00:23:24Which you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks
00:23:32We met while I was recording her
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:42Buongiorno
00:23:43Buongiorno
00:23:44Signori
00:23:53I got pregnant
00:23:54So we got married
00:24:01I lost the baby
00:24:05I'm sorry
00:24:06Sorry
00:24:15Excuse me
00:24:16It was your degree
00:24:17Yes, thank you
00:24:18You can take it away
00:24:19Yes, thank you
00:24:20Yes, thank you
00:24:21Thank you
00:24:29I didn't go back after that to the States
00:24:36Did you, uh
00:24:37Did you ever hear that story about the red string?
00:24:43I think I might have
00:24:44Tell me
00:24:49It's like this Asian proverb
00:24:52Says that anyone you're destined to meet
00:24:55Like your soulmate
00:24:57Or your family
00:24:58Or, you know
00:25:00Someone you bump into on the street
00:25:03We're all connected
00:25:04By this red string
00:25:08It can be
00:25:10Tangled or stretched
00:25:11But it can never be broken
00:25:17There's this
00:25:19Moment in the tape
00:25:21I'm sitting waiting
00:25:23In the airport bar for my flight
00:25:25And I'm talking into the recorder
00:25:28Rambling on
00:25:29About how I'm about to embark
00:25:30On this amazing adventure
00:25:32And
00:25:34How I'm gonna show World War II
00:25:35From a totally different perspective
00:25:37But
00:25:47I don't know if it's that interesting
00:25:49That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:52Keeping it interesting for yourself
00:25:57Maybe
00:26:00Maybe I just wanna write about nothing
00:26:03Everything is nothing
00:26:06All the best
00:26:08Grazie
00:26:09Grazie
00:26:13Make a wish
00:26:16Make it great
00:26:21Okay
00:26:25Bravo
00:26:26Bravo
00:26:27Hey
00:26:37What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand
00:26:41Oh my god
00:26:44Oh no
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:47Hey
00:26:48Hey
00:26:49Hey
00:26:50Hey
00:26:51Hey
00:26:52Hey
00:26:53Hey
00:26:54It's the carabinerary
00:26:55Hey
00:26:56It's the police
00:26:57Help
00:26:58Hey
00:26:59Yeah
00:27:00Yeah
00:27:01Yeah
00:27:03Hey
00:27:05We can't go back
00:27:06We can't go back
00:27:07We can't go back
00:27:08Look
00:27:10I can't pay me
00:27:11I'm getting away
00:27:13Oh no
00:27:14Oh no
00:27:15Oh my.
00:27:16Ohah
00:27:23Oh no
00:27:24Hey
00:27:25Hey
00:27:27Hey
00:27:27I can't make it feel better if I said I said slowly out
00:27:30yet
00:27:31Yes it's true
00:27:32Yes it's true
00:27:35I paid the check when I went to the bathroom
00:27:40You're horrible
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:47Come on. Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:07Oh, my gosh.
00:28:11It went up my nose.
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe is not a no,
00:28:29and since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're gonna have to give me your number
00:28:33for cheap thrills
00:28:35and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:51I've gotta go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:59Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:11Why?
00:29:23So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:31Happy birthday.
00:29:37Oh, my gosh.
00:29:39I'll see you.
00:29:41Oh, my gosh.
00:29:43I'll see you next time.
00:29:45Oh, my gosh.
00:29:47God bless you.
00:30:17God bless you.
00:30:47You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:03There are the great big events.
00:31:06The things you think you'll always remember, and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun,
00:31:13or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved
00:31:17until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash,
00:31:24so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42Janey.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:55Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:56My friends had lots of American boyfriends, and they used to bring us nylon stockings
00:32:24and chocolates and all sorts of things, and we used to go to London, and we saw Glen Miller
00:32:31one time.
00:32:32We used to go all over the place.
00:32:35They were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mum and dad.
00:32:51I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:53You know, when you were 19, the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility.
00:33:02You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:05You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:19You just ran out?
00:33:20What do you mean you ran out on the bill, right?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:26It was...
00:33:27It was fun.
00:33:29How was work?
00:33:30The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:35The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:38I'd like that.
00:33:39Jane?
00:33:39Jane?
00:33:40Oh my God.
00:33:41This is Caleb.
00:33:42Hi.
00:33:43No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:33:44We were?
00:33:45That's so weird.
00:33:46That's it.
00:33:47Please, sit down.
00:33:48Join us.
00:33:49What?
00:33:50What?
00:33:51What?
00:33:52What?
00:33:53What?
00:33:54What?
00:33:55What?
00:33:56What?
00:33:57What are you doing?
00:33:58What do you do with me?
00:33:59What do you do with me?
00:34:00I'd like that.
00:34:01Jane?
00:34:02Oh my God.
00:34:03This is...
00:34:04This is Caleb.
00:34:05Hi.
00:34:06No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:07We were?
00:34:08That's so weird.
00:34:09That's it.
00:34:10Please, sit down.
00:34:11Join us.
00:34:12What?
00:34:13Oh.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm off to you when I get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay. I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Grab the cheque, please.
00:34:37In a cafe, put-put-put?
00:34:39Oh, no thank you.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:09Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And, uh, they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:39No.
00:35:40No joke. Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:36:00I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Well, come on. Let's hear one.
00:36:07Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:11What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:21When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:29I did.
00:36:30Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:33You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:35Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go? Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm gonna get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:02Caleb?
00:37:03Um...
00:37:04I'm thinking...
00:37:05Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet? Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:18So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:22You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:29All right, then.
00:37:31I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:51You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:58Come around the side.
00:37:59I need Regina.
00:38:00Iskia.
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08Oh, no problem.
00:38:11Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him to pop.
00:38:25It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:39I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:42See you after work.
00:38:43Yep.
00:38:44Hey, gotcha.
00:38:46Have a great day.
00:38:47Oh, my God.
00:39:08Hey.
00:39:10God, you scared me.
00:39:12Are you following me?
00:39:15Maybe.
00:39:17Is that weird?
00:39:18Yeah.
00:39:20I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:23You told me you were staying here.
00:39:25I was just like, okay, I'm going to sleep.
00:39:27I'm going to sleep.
00:39:29I'm going to sleep.
00:39:30I'm going to sleep.
00:39:32I'm going to sleep.
00:39:33I'm going to sleep.
00:39:35I'm going to sleep.
00:39:36I'm going to sleep.
00:39:37You told me you were staying near the port,
00:39:39so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:40:07What are we doing?
00:40:17I think we're making it out.
00:40:19It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:40:29I think we're making it out.
00:40:31I think we're making it out.
00:40:33It's so sexy and beautiful.
00:40:37it's so sexy and beautiful.
00:40:45It's so sexy.
00:40:49I love you.
00:40:51I love you.
00:40:55I can't. I can't do this.
00:41:09What? What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you seduce women? Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:40Don't follow me.
00:42:28There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I don't know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:31I don't know.
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:43:59All right.
00:44:14Okay.
00:44:17Okay.
00:44:25Okay.
00:44:25I don't know.
00:44:55Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:26Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:55What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:25I see.
00:46:27It's a little bit more hot.
00:46:29You're not ready to go.
00:46:31I want to kill you, I want to kill you.
00:46:33Watch out!
00:46:34Watch out!
00:46:35Watch out, watch out!
00:46:36Watch out!
00:46:38Watch out!
00:46:39Watch out!
00:46:41Watch out!
00:46:43Watch out!
00:46:44Watch out!
00:46:46Let's go!
00:46:48Let's go!
00:46:49Let's go!
00:46:50Let's go!
00:46:52Let's go!
00:47:16Let's go!
00:47:24All right!
00:47:46Oh, my God.
00:48:16Oh, my God.
00:48:46Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53You said that?
00:52:53Wait.
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:05You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You made me feel calm.
00:53:25You made me feel calm.
00:53:26You made me feel calm.
00:53:36You made me feel calm.
00:53:40Do you want a drink?
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:40Must be lonely.
00:55:10Must be lonely.
00:55:40Must be lonely.
00:56:10I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39I never tell you.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:49I've been doing work.
00:56:56Okay.
00:56:56Okay.
00:56:57If it wasn't the
00:57:27war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:50Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm all right.
00:57:57If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:03Don't worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us
00:58:39have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:32Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:50This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:22Yeah.
01:00:28The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:01Oh.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:01It'll come to you like something you've known before,
01:02:03rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:06Oh, sorry.
01:02:12What is it?
01:02:17Are you all right?
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26It's bleeding.
01:02:28It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:33You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:00I want you to come with me.
01:03:55Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, why don't they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stick like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:25I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:46You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:11I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid?
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:03I don't see me!
01:09:11I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30I'm losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No, no, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:09And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked.
01:10:19No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:39No guilt.
01:10:59No guilt.
01:11:30Hi.
01:11:48Hi.
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:33Frank and Elsa are coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:13Thanks.
01:13:14Thanks.
01:13:15Thanks.
01:13:16Thanks.
01:13:17Thanks.
01:13:18Thanks.
01:13:19Thanks.
01:13:20Thanks.
01:13:21Thanks.
01:13:22Thanks.
01:13:23Thanks.
01:13:24Thanks.
01:13:25Thanks.
01:13:26Thanks.
01:13:27Thanks.
01:13:28Thanks.
01:13:29Thanks.
01:13:30Thanks.
01:13:31Thanks.
01:13:32Thanks.
01:13:33Thanks.
01:13:34Thanks.
01:13:35Thanks.
01:13:36Thanks.
01:13:37Thanks.
01:13:38Thanks.
01:13:39Thanks.
01:13:40Thanks.
01:13:41Thanks.
01:13:42Thanks.
01:13:43Thanks.
01:13:44Thanks.
01:13:45Thanks.
01:13:46Thanks.
01:13:47Thanks.
01:13:48Thanks.
01:13:49Thanks.
01:13:50Thanks.
01:13:52Thanks.
01:13:54Thanks.
01:13:55Thanks, man.
01:13:56Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:10Ciao.
01:14:12Ciao.
01:14:42Jay, you've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:05It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I live.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13Yes.
01:16:14And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:23She said that you gave it to her that night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43No, shut that thing off.
01:16:44Ah, the last...
01:16:45Ah, the last...
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