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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Prima di Napoli.
00:01:31Trasera di Napoli.
00:01:33Trasera di un uomo.
00:01:35Questa si sembra al primo posto.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Woah.
00:01:46Camp on my wallet.
00:01:51Tu non c'è?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53Non c'è nessun potetà, per un cacolo.
00:01:55Appropriate.
00:01:57What do you think of this?
00:02:13She's lost her purse.
00:02:27Where did you have it last?
00:02:35The train station, I think. The exchange group.
00:02:43Oh, Jamie. I'm sorry.
00:02:47That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:54This is 170, not 70.
00:02:57Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think so.
00:03:27It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card. The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:33It's nice.
00:03:34Yes, I have a credit card. The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:37Yes, I have them here.
00:03:38Okay.
00:03:39Five, five, three, three.
00:03:40Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:41Eight, seven, eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:03:42Nine, one, five, seven.
00:03:43Five, seven.
00:03:44Yeah.
00:03:45Expires 12.15.
00:03:46No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:03:47We're here for two weeks.
00:03:48No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:03:49We're here for two weeks.
00:03:50No, I'm working here.
00:03:51No, I'm working here.
00:03:52No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:03:53We're here for two weeks.
00:03:54No, I'm working here.
00:03:55Yes, I'll hold.
00:03:56Yes, I'll hold.
00:03:59Okay, I'll hold the cards back.
00:04:02I have a credit card.
00:04:06This is for the first time.
00:04:07Yeah, I'm working here.
00:04:09And I'll hold the card.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17No, I'm working.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:35I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides, what's the point?
00:04:47I think the whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:50I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if I can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that.
00:05:21She doesn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:09David Foster Wallace.
00:06:12I don't know.
00:06:16You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19You have to read it when I'm done, don't you?
00:06:27Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:32He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know. Do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:43And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:45Most people think life is too short and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't...
00:06:49Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more a bit.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:13Love you too.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:16You feel alright?
00:07:18You feel okay?
00:07:19Yeah.
00:07:20You sure?
00:07:23Do you feel all right?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:07:53Mm-hmm.
00:08:23Mm-hmm.
00:08:53Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:39Mm-hmm.
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56Have a good day.
00:09:56Testing, testing, okay.
00:10:23Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:28What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared for.
00:10:32I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:53I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy,
00:11:13from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19That was near him.
00:11:24You were just looking for more...
00:11:27Sure.
00:11:28I've been a nice little boy.
00:11:31We were riding our bikes to school
00:11:59When the Germans started firing at us
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge
00:12:03We were terrified
00:12:05But afterwards we couldn't stop laughing
00:12:08Feels nice if I'm the only one who remembers that
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday
00:12:15Oh hi Leonard
00:12:19It's Jane
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Ischia
00:12:24Or Ischia as they pronounce it
00:12:27See I'm learning a little bit
00:12:29Anyway I'll be home later
00:12:32I hope you have a good day
00:12:35Bye
00:12:35Those friends are all dead now
00:12:38There's no one left
00:12:40That's one of my regrets you know
00:12:43Sometimes I think I should have had more children
00:12:46Not just your father
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone
00:12:53No brothers, no sisters
00:12:55I'm upsetting you
00:13:00Let's talk about something else
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war
00:13:06All right then
00:13:09Excuse me
00:13:11Excuse me
00:13:12The castle
00:13:14Castle
00:13:16Parlato inglese
00:13:17No, no, no
00:13:19No
00:13:19Castello
00:13:22Andare
00:13:24Andare
00:13:25Andare
00:13:26Grazie
00:13:27I'm actually going there now
00:13:51To the castle
00:13:52Do you speak english now?
00:13:54Yeah
00:13:54Why do you think I was italian?
00:13:56Yeah
00:13:57Yes
00:13:57That's great
00:13:58That's cool
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey
00:14:00Where are you from?
00:14:03London
00:14:03No, in america
00:14:04Come on
00:14:05Maine
00:14:06No shit
00:14:07I'm from massachusetts
00:14:08That's crazy
00:14:09That's weird
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah
00:14:11Vacation?
00:14:13No
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh
00:14:16Sorry
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No
00:14:23So come on
00:14:25My husband is working in naples
00:14:29What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month
00:14:34Cool
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola
00:14:38Mm, mm, mm
00:14:40The viola
00:14:41Any good?
00:14:44Yes
00:14:45Very
00:14:45How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny
00:14:58Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside
00:15:04Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming
00:15:14There's nothing you can do about it
00:15:17I can't help it
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes
00:15:21And I went to this music slash nerd summer camp
00:15:23When I was like 10
00:15:24And I played the triangle
00:15:25Right
00:15:26And I'm an only child
00:15:26So, you know, understand
00:15:29You look too young to be married
00:15:32You newlywed?
00:15:33No
00:15:34No
00:15:35Stop making me feel like a stalker
00:15:48Fuck
00:15:49Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:04If you can catch it
00:16:07What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Very
00:16:36Very
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Very
00:16:38I like it
00:16:39They have this device down in the basement
00:16:43It's like a torture cage
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck
00:16:52In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle
00:17:02It doesn't smell pretty bad
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock
00:17:07Wow
00:17:11I know
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me
00:17:16If only we could kill off all the tourists
00:17:19You're a tourist
00:17:21No, I'm not
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago
00:17:26With this volunteer organization
00:17:28Dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales
00:17:32In the Gulf of Naples
00:17:33I can't tell if you're joking
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious
00:17:38No, I just didn't want to go to college
00:17:41And they paid for me to come over
00:17:43Four connecting flights is a 72-hour plane ride
00:17:45But you know, it was worth it
00:17:47My first time out of the US
00:17:48How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19
00:17:50It's my birthday today
00:17:51Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh
00:17:53Happy birthday
00:17:54Thank you very much
00:17:55Yeah, so I left the program after like a month
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins
00:18:01I stayed on the island
00:18:03Because I have this awesome living situation
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version
00:18:06Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia
00:18:09So when I come over, I Facebook
00:18:10The second cousin twice removed
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed
00:18:13In case you didn't know
00:18:14Is when one person's great-grandparent
00:18:16Is another person's great-great-great-grandparent
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version
00:18:19Sorry, anyway
00:18:21So this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle
00:18:24Who lives on the island
00:18:25So I show up
00:18:26He answers the door
00:18:28And he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen
00:18:30Easily pushing a hundred
00:18:31A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older
00:18:34He's like deaf and blind
00:18:36And about four feet tall
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me
00:18:38In some crazy dialect
00:18:40Ushers me inside
00:18:41Pours me a glass of wine
00:18:42That leads me to this basement apartment
00:18:44And, uh, yeah
00:18:45I never left
00:19:12Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears
00:19:16To turn withered hope green
00:19:20To turn withered hope green through desire
00:19:22To re-enslave my tears
00:19:23To turn withered hope green through desire
00:19:24Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears
00:19:27To turn withered hope green through desire
00:19:37To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain
00:19:44Who is that?
00:19:48Vittoria Colonna
00:19:49Oh, the woman who lived here?
00:19:51You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:19:55Sneaky
00:19:56Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo
00:19:59In English and Italian
00:20:00I thought Michelangelo was gay
00:20:01Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes
00:20:06But, that didn't stop her from loving him
00:20:07Let's hear it then
00:20:08In Italian
00:20:09Let's hear the poem
00:20:10Come on
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory
00:20:13all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:18I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:25But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:02I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:34That's tangled up.
00:22:35Oh, God.
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars every era, but it was nothing like...
00:22:59It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:15That is like...
00:23:20It's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never gonna finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Buongiorno.
00:23:44I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like, uh, your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:24And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:48That's the whole point, isn't it, keeping it interesting for yourself?
00:25:54Maybe.
00:25:55Maybe.
00:25:56Maybe.
00:25:57Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:01Everything is nothing.
00:26:02All the best.
00:26:03Compliano.
00:26:04Grazie.
00:26:05Grazie.
00:26:06Make a wish.
00:26:07Oh, yeah.
00:26:08Make it great.
00:26:09Okay.
00:26:10Bravo.
00:26:11Bravo.
00:26:12Bravo.
00:26:13Hey, come on later.
00:26:17Ready?
00:26:18What do you mean, am I ready to go?
00:26:34What?
00:26:35Grab my hand.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait!
00:26:40Here, go, go!
00:26:41Oh my god!
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:43Oh my gosh!
00:26:44Oh no!
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:50Stronzo!
00:26:52Hey!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:54Hey!
00:26:55It's the carabinerie!
00:26:56Hey!
00:26:57Please!
00:26:58Hey!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:00Yeah!
00:27:01Yeah!
00:27:02Hey!
00:27:03We can't go back!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:09I'm getting away!
00:27:11Oh my god!
00:27:14Oh my god!
00:27:15Oh my god!
00:27:17I'm getting away!
00:27:18Oh my god!
00:27:26Did it make you feel better if I said it all day up?
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:33I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:44You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:48Quick.
00:27:49Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:03Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14What about my nose?
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe is not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:40Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:29Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:33Okay.
00:29:36Happy birthday.
00:29:38Happy birthday.
00:29:42Happy birthday.
00:29:44Do you think she's alive?
00:29:45Yes, you know?
00:29:56Bye-bye.
00:29:57Bye-bye.
00:29:57Bye-bye.
00:29:58Bye-bye.
00:29:59Bye-bye.
00:30:00Bye-bye.
00:30:00It's okay.
00:30:01Bye-bye.
00:30:01Bye-bye.
00:30:32You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:03There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun,
00:31:14or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:20Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:26But they stay with me, too.
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:42Nellie.
00:31:45Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:32:24And we used to go to London, and we saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:43They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:51I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know, when you were 19, the world just felt so open, and carefree, and full of possibility.
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described it as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something.
00:33:15For youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out?
00:33:22What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:25It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:30How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:59Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:13I don't know the chance of a wreck.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:25I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:30Can I have the check, please?
00:34:36Okay.
00:34:37In the cafe, play, play?
00:34:43Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Okay.
00:34:48Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:50Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Okay.
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:03Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:20I went to this party the other day, in this villa, owned by this old, drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat, covered in sauce, with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Do you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:45What time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah.
00:36:49I've got to get back to work.
00:36:51Hmm.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:02Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:23Oh, all right then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:35I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08Oh, no problem.
00:38:10Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:25So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:38:55Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:23I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:37You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:44And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:45I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I was staying near the port, so I can't believe I
00:40:15What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:45I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:15Do you do this a lot?
00:41:23What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:30You need to be less serious.
00:41:38Don't follow me.
00:41:45Don't follow me.
00:41:53You're not allowed.
00:41:55You've got people that call me.
00:42:57He ripped off. I never saw him again. Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know. You're home early.
00:43:23I do deserve that.
00:43:28Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:30Jane, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a rest of my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:45Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely. Lots of dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here. The two of us. I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:44:01Okay.
00:44:02Okay.
00:44:03Okay.
00:44:04Let's go.
00:44:35Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:05Say cheese.
00:45:28No, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:36Hold on a second.
00:45:39That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:51What did you do?
00:46:09Did you hand over my mouth?
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:16What did you do?
00:46:17What did you do?
00:46:18What did you do?
00:46:19What did you do?
00:46:23What did you do?
00:46:31What did you do?
00:46:33What did you do?
00:46:39What did you do?
00:46:49What did you do?
00:46:51What did you do?
00:46:56What did you do?
00:47:03What did you do?
00:47:05PIANO PLAYS
00:47:35PIANO PLAYS
00:48:05PIANO PLAYS
00:48:35PIANO PLAYS
00:49:05PIANO CONTINUES
00:49:06PIANO CONTINUES
00:49:07PIANO CONTINUES
00:49:09PIANO CONTINUES
00:49:11Yeah, will you put my pants on?
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:41Okay.
00:50:11Okay.
00:50:41Okay.
00:51:11Okay.
00:51:41Okay.
00:52:11Okay.
00:52:41Okay.
00:52:47Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51He said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:57You were delicious.
00:53:11You made me feel nervous.
00:53:22You make me feel calm.
00:53:41You want a drink?
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:17Must be lonely.
00:54:41Okay.
00:54:42Okay.
00:54:43Okay.
00:54:44Okay.
00:54:45Okay.
00:54:46Okay.
00:54:47Okay.
00:54:48Okay.
00:54:49Okay.
00:54:50Okay.
00:55:51I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:33Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:49Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52I can't be late.
00:56:53I can't be late.
00:56:54I can't be late.
00:56:54I can't be late.
00:56:55I can't be late.
00:56:55I can't be late.
00:56:56I can't be late.
00:56:57I can't be late.
00:56:57I can't be late.
00:56:58I can't be late.
00:56:59I can't be late.
00:56:59I can't be late.
00:56:59I can't be late.
00:57:00I can't be late.
00:57:01I can't be late.
00:57:01I can't be late.
00:57:01I can't be late.
00:57:02If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:29There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:12Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:26If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:43With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:55This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
00:59:59In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:21The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:48He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone. For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:36...of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:41There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:05Oh, sorry.
01:02:10Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:14What is it?
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:17Ah, you...
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20You alright?
01:02:22Ah!
01:02:23You okay?
01:02:24Yeah, just on my toe.
01:02:26Ah!
01:02:27You're waiting.
01:02:28Ah!
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33It's fine.
01:02:34Are you finishing that?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:36Ah!
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:38Ah!
01:02:39I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:09Here are my dawes and I'm going with you in here.
01:03:18Ah!
01:03:19And the designerse Jennifer was taken away from the boat.
01:03:21On the train to ride.
01:03:23Ah!
01:03:24And the nailseed rope was kept on.
01:03:27Let's see.
01:03:29Oh, threw Tr comment el返し?
01:03:33Oh!
01:03:34Oh, my God, this looks so horrible.
01:03:35I don't know.
01:04:05How are you?
01:04:10Long day.
01:04:14God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:40Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane.
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:15Absolutely not.
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick.
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes.
01:05:27Tedious.
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:37Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:49Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:01I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:55Please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:01It's not your father.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:20Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:19I see him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid?
01:08:31That child?
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:39I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:45What do you think?
01:08:55I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:15I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry.
01:09:28For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30For losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:34No.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:44No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:46Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do, and then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:35This is good.
01:11:05ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:35Hi
01:11:46Hi
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks
01:12:03You want some?
01:12:33I'm coming over in a couple of hours
01:12:48Frank bought a car
01:12:50So we're gonna head out in a couple of weeks
01:12:54Or so, you know
01:12:55I'm thinking of
01:13:01Driving through Romania
01:13:05And then Ukraine
01:13:08And down through Russia
01:13:09And through Kazakhstan
01:13:10And then straight to Tibet
01:13:13Peoplecker
01:13:15And then we're going to last year
01:13:18And we're going toерж
01:13:20No matter what they're out
01:13:20That's what we're on
01:13:22But also if we can sell
01:13:24And then we'll see
01:13:26So what we're gonna
01:13:28Is there anything
01:13:29Is it just a warning?
01:13:30No?
01:13:31So not stopping
01:13:32Here's what's the case
01:13:34You can see
01:13:34What's the case?
01:14:05Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:12Ciao.
01:14:35Jase!
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:01It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:49I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:15:59Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:28That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:32I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:42Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44All the last...
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