- 5 months ago
young couple spends one year learning about each other, sharing good times and hard moments, in a real and honest story about what love really feels like.
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00:00:15Wow, yeah, those are some red rocks
00:00:30Wow, okay, it's worth it
00:00:44You can't carve our names up here like these people
00:00:47You know, Clark and Ellie, Boebb, huh?
00:00:51Yeah
00:00:52I've been thinking about us
00:00:58A lot
00:01:00I think
00:01:08I think we should get married
00:01:12Isn't that crazy?
00:01:28I think that putting up with me
00:01:32Can you give me a new story?
00:01:36No
00:01:37send me a little emojis or something like hearts what the are you talking about do you ever want
00:02:04to be in a relationship like don't you like miss that oh okay you won't be in a relationship yeah
00:02:10just you know take it in look at this look at this view man she's out there she's out there
00:02:16right now man what do you want to say to her she's listening right now
00:02:19let's watch netflix and hang out at my apartment oh they're running out
00:02:34hi hi i'm so sorry it's okay i'm so sorry i i'm never late i'm so sorry oh it's i totally lost
00:02:48track of time sorry um oh hi latte thank you i appreciate it um i'm ellie clark
00:02:57nice to finally meet you you too i've never been here this is no it's it's nice you know i thought
00:03:07we'd come out into nature kind of have a chance to be alone yeah i don't know like all alone yeah
00:03:13you know so you're in my trunk
00:03:15yeah but yeah it's just being nature i thought it would be cool yeah no i like i like nature
00:03:26without the without the kidnapping don't worry i'm not crazy
00:03:32uh yeah do you want to walk yes i love walking great it's my
00:03:38it's my second favorite mode of transportation so i'm an art photographer okay um so a lot
00:03:48of my stuff is abstract but i also do portraits i mean for money i do you know like anything
00:03:57i mean i won't no i won't do anything like i actually sell like vintage clothing i'll do
00:04:05like antiques anything i can find that i think that will be worth something that's cool well
00:04:10eventually i do want to get into other things i want to have the money to be able to invest
00:04:14you know yeah me too i want to invest i'm sorry i didn't mean for that to sound like sarcastic
00:04:20yeah it just sounds so lofty like i'm going to invest i'm yeah i'm going to invest my money
00:04:25and things you should and i should i will too
00:04:28you have a beautiful smile you know that thank you
00:04:41so like what do you want out of a relationship
00:04:50i don't know i've never been in love so i guess i'm looking for that
00:05:00i think i'm romantic but it's funny uh just dealing with a lot of different uh situations
00:05:11in life you kind of lose that a little bit and realize that life isn't like the movies
00:05:17yeah that's for sure but i still want it to be i mean y'all do i think i think there's
00:05:24very few people out there who don't like at heart want that come here i want to show you
00:05:30something you're not you're not taking me to murder me right oh of course yes there's
00:05:35going to be a stained mattress and that's where i murder all my victims okay yeah this is a
00:05:40little too specific here it is what's is it a swing yes oh cool swing on the edge of the earth
00:05:49how does this want to just jump up and go jump up okay
00:05:54it's beautiful right it is beautiful this is really nice
00:06:02so good good so peaceful up here
00:06:09i had a great time me too um i'd like to do this again
00:06:38sometime yeah i'd i'd like that too cool awesome um yeah bye
00:06:49uh have a good night okay
00:06:56how did it leave off did you guys kiss like what no we didn't kiss i thought he was gonna
00:07:11kiss me and then it like it was going well at that point by then like i was like okay maybe
00:07:17i'll go on a second date but then he didn't kiss me so
00:07:19are you like physically attracted to him yeah he's cute well you could get laid
00:07:24i don't want to just get i don't want to do that anymore and i don't want to date guys that i go on
00:07:32a date with and i'm bored i just i'm never gonna go on a date again that's that's it well that's boring
00:07:39i sent her a conversation back and forth and i started off great
00:07:46oh she's oh she's flirting bro see that's flirting so why does it stop
00:07:51why is it like right it starts to become you a lot yeah
00:07:55it's a lot of uh a lot of emojis
00:07:58what for someone your age
00:08:01i mean one more we can throw you a quinceanera
00:08:04now see that's what i would assume maybe scared her off two all right he's playful
00:08:10three mm this is kind of how he talks this is a language that he uses
00:08:15four which you have it's too many
00:08:19how do i lose this girl for emojis it's the small things man
00:08:23i will say he does have a nice face to sit on
00:08:26oh my god sometimes i don't like it i could meet the man of my dream and if he didn't go down i'd be
00:08:31like i don't even want to be your friend
00:08:32well not everything can revolve around
00:08:34i've been in a relationship for four years
00:08:36i know what i know what i'm getting at this point
00:08:40but it would have been a bump in the road if
00:08:42this would have been bad
00:08:44true but i could have taught him so many things
00:08:46that's true you can teach
00:08:48you can teach most guys
00:08:50my advice always ends up in
00:08:52you getting laid but maybe not a relationship
00:08:54which there's nothing
00:08:56which there's nothing wrong with that
00:08:57you can't get laid
00:08:58i have great i have no stability and i have commitment issues it's great
00:09:02but this has been wonderful so
00:09:05maybe i should be trying to text her more or you know showing that i care
00:09:11you know i feel like maybe if i like showed up at her work and gave her flowers
00:09:15let's really walk through this let's really walk through this so you show up at her job
00:09:19yeah what happens then i feel like that you know i show up at her job i have roses
00:09:26and she runs
00:09:27tuxedo
00:09:28tuxedo
00:09:29jesus christ
00:09:30she runs across the room jumps into my arms and she's like i'm so happy that you came to my job
00:09:35you have to be right now are you serious
00:09:38yeah i mean
00:09:40how many movies have you watched bro that's never going to happen
00:09:45that happens that's not going to happen that happens in every romantic comedy that i've ever seen
00:09:49you're scaring me i don't know if you're delusional don't do that don't go to her job don't do that
00:09:55uh
00:09:56i mean
00:09:57i would i just get all the bad ideas out
00:10:00so are you gonna go on a date with them
00:10:02um yeah i don't know i think so maybe
00:10:08have you guys talked
00:10:11and so i think people admire how decisive i am
00:10:16and also i see you in myself
00:10:20i don't know i just feel like you do this a lot
00:10:23oh i definitely do it all the time
00:10:24you do this so much so i just like i just
00:10:28i'm not seeing anything
00:10:30wrong
00:10:31so i should go
00:10:32yes
00:10:32okay
00:10:33i think you should give him
00:10:34i'll do it then
00:10:35one more date at least
00:10:36i'll do it
00:10:40frozen yogurt
00:10:43check one of them off the list
00:10:45so
00:10:46yeah
00:10:48thanks
00:10:51thank you
00:10:52are you cold?
00:11:22yeah i forgot my jacket
00:11:24do you wanna
00:11:25no
00:11:26take my jacket
00:11:26no i'm fine
00:11:27no seriously
00:11:28i was just like
00:11:29no i'm fine
00:11:30i brought it for you
00:11:31i thought maybe
00:11:33yeah
00:11:34really
00:11:34yeah i figured you know
00:11:36you might be cold
00:11:38so i took it with me
00:11:40that's uh
00:11:41all right
00:11:43yeah
00:11:43that's very sweet of you
00:11:45that would be great
00:11:46thank you
00:11:47don't spill any
00:11:50over all over there
00:11:51thank you
00:11:52of course
00:11:52you know you're like
00:11:56you're kind of weird
00:11:58yeah
00:11:59it's kind of cute
00:12:02and wearing you down
00:12:03slowly
00:12:06yeah
00:12:07you're kind of strange too
00:12:09i know
00:12:10like one of those
00:12:11old
00:12:11homeless women
00:12:12living on the street
00:12:14you bumped into me
00:12:20i was walking
00:12:23straight down the path
00:12:24i'm so sorry
00:12:31oh my god
00:12:32that was so much harder
00:12:35than i pitched you
00:12:37all right
00:12:39why are you down here
00:12:43yeah
00:12:44you know i didn't want you
00:12:46to feel embarrassed
00:12:47why would i be embarrassed
00:12:49you're the one that's
00:12:51shoving a girl
00:12:52that's a good point
00:12:53really hard
00:12:56for no reason
00:12:57yeah
00:12:58i'm surprised no neighbors
00:13:00call the cops on us yet
00:13:02so it's fun
00:13:16it was fun
00:13:17my um
00:13:18car is
00:13:19afraid of
00:13:21is it uh stoic
00:13:48stop moving
00:13:50that's nice
00:13:52what's the best thing
00:13:54that's ever happened to you
00:13:56getting my first gallery show
00:13:57when i was a photographer
00:13:58it was just like the moment
00:14:00i thought
00:14:01i can make this my job
00:14:03what's the best thing
00:14:04that's ever happened to you
00:14:05probably meeting you
00:14:08no you can't
00:14:10that's not
00:14:11you can say whatever i want
00:14:11that's not fair
00:14:12that is honestly the best thing
00:14:13so i can say that
00:14:14oh okay
00:14:15what's the worst thing that's ever happened to you
00:14:19finding out that my ex cheated on me
00:14:22you're 14
00:14:23no i'm
00:14:24no she's a
00:14:25i'm sorry
00:14:25what's the worst thing that's ever happened to you
00:14:29when my mom died
00:14:31when i was 13
00:14:32oh my god i'm so sorry
00:14:33it must have been hard
00:14:34it was
00:14:36and i think it triggered my chronic depression
00:14:39and that's something
00:14:40thanks
00:14:41you're good at other things too
00:14:42we should go back to that restaurant sometime
00:14:46yeah
00:14:47definitely
00:14:48we can
00:14:49find somewhere else
00:14:51like do something new
00:14:53like you know
00:14:54there's a few places i would love to take you
00:14:56like i know there's greek
00:14:57get an interview
00:14:58do you want to come inside
00:15:06uh
00:15:09hey babe
00:15:13do you have any honey
00:15:15somewhere here
00:15:17like that
00:15:21like that
00:15:22shh
00:15:23hi
00:15:26hey
00:15:27i think we should be boyfriend and girlfriend
00:15:31feels right
00:15:36uh
00:15:48i
00:15:49i say something wrong or
00:15:51no i
00:15:53you
00:15:56are great
00:15:58and i
00:15:58i really like you a lot
00:16:00and
00:16:00so what's the problem
00:16:01this isn't a problem right now
00:16:04but if we put that label on it
00:16:06if we make
00:16:06if we become boyfriend and girlfriend
00:16:08like
00:16:08it's
00:16:09it could definitely become a problem
00:16:11and it could blow up in our faces
00:16:13and
00:16:14it's not gonna happen with me
00:16:15that is the most useless promise ever
00:16:19i don't know
00:16:22i mean
00:16:22you shouldn't even say that
00:16:23you don't know
00:16:24you don't know
00:16:25i do know
00:16:26i know how i feel now
00:16:27yeah how you feel now
00:16:29i see so many people unhappy
00:16:31and my dad has never remarried
00:16:33my brother's divorced
00:16:35it just always seems to go bad clark
00:16:38and if we don't
00:16:40put that pressure on
00:16:41if we don't
00:16:42if we can just like stay
00:16:43happy and stay
00:16:45with each other
00:16:46that's
00:16:46i am happy for now
00:16:51like
00:16:52yeah let's just leave it
00:16:53let's just be happy together
00:16:55why do we have to
00:16:55we don't have to
00:16:56we don't have to call ourselves anything
00:16:58we're just
00:16:59ellie and clark
00:17:00and we're having fun
00:17:01and
00:17:02but like
00:17:03i
00:17:03i don't want to hate you
00:17:05i don't want you to hate me
00:17:06i could never hate you
00:17:09yes you could
00:17:11oh my god
00:17:11you will
00:17:12you will
00:17:13i feel like you're just making excuses
00:17:16well maybe i
00:17:17am
00:17:19but it's
00:17:20also how i feel
00:17:21i'm just not
00:17:23i'm not where you are
00:17:25you know what
00:17:27i feel like this is just an excuse for you to fuck other guys
00:17:30come on
00:17:33where are you going
00:17:34i
00:17:34that's not what
00:17:36hey
00:17:37look
00:17:38i'm
00:17:38i'm sorry
00:17:39can you please just stay
00:17:42are you gonna call me a slut again
00:17:46no
00:17:48to be very honest
00:17:57i'm not sure about you
00:17:59i'm not sure about me
00:18:01i'm not sure what i want
00:18:03obviously like
00:18:05i'm a little confused about
00:18:06what kind of relationship i want
00:18:09or if i even
00:18:10want a relationship and
00:18:12i don't know
00:18:14maybe it's just
00:18:16not
00:18:17right
00:18:18all right
00:18:33all right it's over
00:18:37no all right
00:18:38i will
00:18:39we won't call it anything
00:18:41we'll keep it casual
00:18:44and we'll just see where it goes
00:18:46you know i feel like i don't want to lose you so
00:18:49if that's what it takes then that's what it takes you know
00:18:51all right
00:18:55yeah
00:18:59all right
00:19:02all right
00:19:11all right
00:19:15all right
00:19:18all right
00:19:23Do you want to walk?
00:19:51I started woodwork.
00:19:54What?
00:19:55Yeah, I'm learning from YouTube videos.
00:19:58That's so cool.
00:20:00I'll be able to make you something soon.
00:20:02A canoe?
00:20:03You make me a canoe?
00:20:05Yeah, well...
00:20:07How's your week going?
00:20:09Kind of hard, just...
00:20:11My depression is...
00:20:13I don't know, it's really down.
00:20:15But I feel better now.
00:20:17I'm glad I'm with you.
00:20:19Me too.
00:20:20Hmm.
00:20:27We did a good job.
00:20:28Yeah.
00:20:29We know what we're doing.
00:20:31I can follow your directions very well, so...
00:20:37You know, you really look different with Mako.
00:20:40It's a good change for you, yeah.
00:20:43It's a good change?
00:20:46Yeah.
00:20:47You look better with makeup on.
00:20:58What?
00:21:01I look better with makeup on?
00:21:03I thought...
00:21:05Are you joking?
00:21:07Are you joking?
00:21:08No, I'm not joking.
00:21:10You...
00:21:11You just said something, like, really...
00:21:13Not nice.
00:21:15I thought...
00:21:16I was...
00:21:17Acknowledging the fact that you were...
00:21:19Dressed up and we're...
00:21:20Dressed up and we're...
00:21:21You really not understand how...
00:21:22What is wrong with that?
00:21:23What you just said?
00:21:24It's a compliment.
00:21:25Telling me that I look better with makeup is not a compliment.
00:21:29I meant that...
00:21:30I like that you're wearing makeup right now.
00:21:32Okay?
00:21:33And I...
00:21:34No, that's also not what I meant.
00:21:36Okay?
00:21:37Look, I like...
00:21:38Before...
00:21:39I like...
00:21:40I like when you're not wearing makeup.
00:21:42I like when wearing makeup...
00:21:45I like both, okay?
00:21:48Why would you say it if that's not what you meant?
00:21:51I don't know.
00:21:52It's like we were dressing up.
00:21:53I mean, I'm not really dressed up and I...
00:21:56I like how you look.
00:21:57I'm glad that you dressed up for...
00:21:58For this and it makes me feel like that...
00:22:01That you wanted me to notice.
00:22:02So I'm paying attention and...
00:22:04But you...
00:22:05Want...
00:22:06You think...
00:22:07I don't...
00:22:12I don't...
00:22:17I don't...
00:22:18Care what you look like in makeup.
00:22:20I'm...
00:22:21I'm sorry.
00:22:23It was...
00:22:24The night's not ruined.
00:22:27I just look like...
00:22:29I feel like one too.
00:22:32I'm sorry...
00:22:34Too.
00:22:35I've probably overreacted.
00:22:39It's not your fault.
00:22:40No.
00:22:41No, it was your fault.
00:22:42That's...
00:22:43Yeah.
00:22:48So...
00:22:49Do we have makeup stuff now?
00:22:51Ellie.
00:22:52Wake up.
00:22:53My water just broke.
00:23:07I forgot to tell you I'm pregnant.
00:23:10My...
00:23:11My...
00:23:12Stop.
00:23:14Ellie.
00:23:20Wake up.
00:23:21Come with me.
00:23:22Where?
00:23:23Where?
00:23:24We're going on an adventure.
00:23:26Okay.
00:23:29I used to...
00:23:30Always go under the covers.
00:23:32Pretend I was in a separate world.
00:23:35I had a secret to tell.
00:23:38Do you have a secret?
00:23:40You do.
00:23:41You're just dying to tell me.
00:23:43You just can't get the words out.
00:23:45No.
00:23:47But...
00:23:49I love you.
00:23:58I love you too.
00:23:59Okay.
00:24:06Ta-da.
00:24:08This is...
00:24:09It's nice.
00:24:10Yeah.
00:24:11I mean...
00:24:12Well, no.
00:24:13I mean...
00:24:14This is...
00:24:15It's a great view of the city.
00:24:16Yeah.
00:24:17Maybe I talked it up too much.
00:24:19I used to come here when I first moved here and...
00:24:22I'd like ride my bike and...
00:24:24Then at sunset I would take pictures.
00:24:26It's crazy.
00:24:28It's really pretty at sunset.
00:24:29I...
00:24:30I...
00:24:31I could imagine.
00:24:32Yeah.
00:24:56I can't get this stuff out of your way.
00:24:57Hi!
00:24:58How are you?
00:24:59Oh my God.
00:25:00Thanks for coming.
00:25:01Hi!
00:25:02Hello.
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00:25:27Great to meet you.
00:25:28So nice to meet you finally.
00:25:29Yeah.
00:25:30I have heard many things.
00:25:31Oh, I...
00:25:32Good things.
00:25:33Okay.
00:25:34Good.
00:25:35Good things.
00:25:36Yay!
00:25:37Happy Thanksgiving.
00:25:38See ya.
00:25:39Well, we said I love you to each other.
00:25:42Oh, gross.
00:25:44I'm excited for you.
00:25:46How did that happen?
00:25:47It was just one morning.
00:25:48It wasn't like a big deal.
00:25:50Did you brush your teeth yet?
00:25:51No.
00:25:52Mmm.
00:25:53Oh, I love you.
00:25:54He meant it.
00:25:55He meant it.
00:25:56Beer and board games is like kind of my thing.
00:25:58It's like my...
00:25:59Yeah, but it's my chair.
00:26:00I don't know if you could tell that, yeah, I play a few board games here and there.
00:26:04Maybe a few, yeah.
00:26:05Oh, just a couple.
00:26:06What?
00:26:07Did you guys game?
00:26:08Uh...
00:26:09You know.
00:26:10He's really hit over heels for you two.
00:26:13Really?
00:26:14Yeah, don't tell him I said.
00:26:16So how long have you known, um, uh, Audra?
00:26:19Is it?
00:26:20Yes, it is.
00:26:21So, I mean, I know Ellie's side of the story, but what's going on?
00:26:24How do you feel about her?
00:26:25We laugh together a lot.
00:26:26Yeah?
00:26:27We're really silly.
00:26:28Are you funny?
00:26:29You've got good jokes?
00:26:30Um, I, I not, I try to be.
00:26:33You're not funny.
00:26:34I wouldn't consider myself funny, I didn't...
00:26:37Yeah, I haven't laughed once yet.
00:26:39You haven't, like, said anything funny.
00:26:40Yeah.
00:26:41Am I making you feel awkward?
00:26:43No, it's, this is good.
00:26:44I feel like this is, it's a great conversation, like...
00:26:47Oh, man.
00:26:48Oh, you guys had a good holiday so far?
00:26:50Yeah.
00:26:51Yeah.
00:26:52I hate that, like, when you grow up, like, holidays aren't like they were.
00:26:57Like, you used to anticipate the week of Thanksgiving.
00:26:59Or movies, or, like, the shows that would come on, like, the specials, the Thanksgiving specials.
00:27:04Oh, yeah.
00:27:05I still get excited about those.
00:27:06Fucking Louie's not coming back, though.
00:27:09That's a bummer.
00:27:10Oh, poor guy.
00:27:11I'm so funny.
00:27:12Man, like, he just, he said things that I, who thinks like that, you know?
00:27:17Like, just the original shit, you know?
00:27:18Yeah, the thing that I did was, like, off in front of women with less power than him.
00:27:22He, yeah, you can blame him, but he didn't know, you know?
00:27:26That it was a bad idea to off in front of someone.
00:27:29Well, he asked.
00:27:30Apparently, he asked.
00:27:31Oh, he was like, do you mind if I, like, off right here?
00:27:34No, no.
00:27:35Seriously, he did.
00:27:36He did.
00:27:37At a point, you're an adult, and she could have left the room.
00:27:40I think.
00:27:41At a point, the woman could have fought harder, and maybe she wouldn't have been.
00:27:46Like, that's so crazy to me.
00:27:47Is that what I said?
00:27:49I didn't say that.
00:27:50But you're defending it.
00:27:51You're defending it.
00:27:52No, I'm defending it.
00:27:53You guys want pine?
00:27:54But is it not a little strange that society, regardless, kind of, determines whether or
00:27:59not something is good or bad?
00:28:00At one point in society, a young, a grown man loving a young boy was a very okay thing.
00:28:06Absolutely.
00:28:07But now it's not.
00:28:08You guys are literally talking insanity.
00:28:10I'm not excusing it.
00:28:11I'm not excusing it.
00:28:12You're not even empathizing with, like, what it is to be a woman.
00:28:17We haven't even been able to vote for a hundred years yet.
00:28:21I mean, you don't even think I can drive, Clark, so...
00:28:27We just want a little bit more equality.
00:28:30We just want a voice and just be seen and heard without men having a goddamn problem with it.
00:28:35No, you do not want equality.
00:28:37You do not want...
00:28:38You want to have a monopoly on struggling.
00:28:41Have you ever been in a position where you've been personally victimized or silenced?
00:28:45Absolutely.
00:28:46What was it?
00:28:47Any time I've met a police officer.
00:28:51Great.
00:28:52Any time I've been in a room with a man and they belittle me by saying...
00:28:55I'm trying to have a nice dinner here, okay?
00:28:58I want to have a good conversation and a good time.
00:29:02I don't need...
00:29:04Anyways, I just want us to get along, is what I'm trying to say.
00:29:11Maybe we can all play a board game or something?
00:29:20I think that was fun, all in all.
00:29:23Yeah.
00:29:24Discussion.
00:29:25Blast.
00:29:26What?
00:29:28What?
00:29:31Oh my God!
00:29:32What?
00:29:33That's Marlon and Audrey!
00:29:35What?
00:29:36Yeah, that's them!
00:29:37Oh my God...
00:29:40Oh..
00:29:41Wow!
00:29:43I was like nervous walking away!
00:29:46I've never...
00:29:47What?
00:29:49They were literally just, like, attacking each other, like, an hour ago.
00:29:55Yeah.
00:29:56This is so cute.
00:30:04I mean, this is great, but I feel like we need snow.
00:30:08We should go somewhere.
00:30:10We should go somewhere in the snow, like...
00:30:13You know, like, two hours away from here, there's, like, a small town in the mountains
00:30:18that has a lot of snow around this time.
00:30:21Two hours?
00:30:22Two hours away.
00:30:23No, it's not that close.
00:30:24Yes, it's very close.
00:30:25Well, you're serious?
00:30:26Yeah.
00:30:27Like, you wanna go?
00:30:28Yeah, we can...
00:30:29Yeah.
00:30:30Get s'mores and...
00:30:31Oh, my God, yes, let's go.
00:30:33Oh, my God, I'm so excited.
00:30:34Yeah.
00:30:35I'm gonna give you some snow.
00:30:36Okay.
00:30:37Yes.
00:30:38Okay.
00:30:39Yes, okay.
00:30:43It's really beautiful.
00:30:45There's no snow.
00:30:47I mean, there's some...
00:30:48There is.
00:30:49Look, look.
00:30:50Up there.
00:30:51It's...
00:30:52It's on...
00:30:53It's on the top of a mountain.
00:30:54It's not any snow.
00:30:55It's okay, baby.
00:30:56It's okay.
00:30:57We're supposed to play in the snow.
00:30:58We're supposed to come up here, and I was gonna show you the snow, and we were gonna
00:31:01make snow angels, and...
00:31:02I know.
00:31:03Come on, we'll find stuff to do.
00:31:05We'll go on a hike.
00:31:07We can have...
00:31:09Loudly.
00:31:10No one will hear us.
00:31:11Look at that view.
00:31:12We can't be mad at that.
00:31:13It's a great view.
00:31:18Well, if you're gonna murder me, this is your chance.
00:31:23Yes.
00:31:24Finally.
00:31:25After months of trying.
00:31:27It says, don't go in.
00:31:28Death.
00:31:29Oh.
00:31:30Yeah.
00:31:31Sounds good.
00:31:32Oh, my God.
00:31:33That's crazy.
00:31:35I feel like we're on the edge of the earth.
00:31:40Yeah.
00:31:41My mom really liked hiking.
00:31:44You don't really talk about her a lot.
00:31:47Yeah, I think I don't really like opening up about it.
00:31:53I mean, she was sick for like three years.
00:32:00I think a lot of people that should have been there for me weren't.
00:32:07But I'm trying to trust you.
00:32:13I'm here.
00:32:14I'm not going anywhere.
00:32:16All right.
00:32:17I'm gonna hold you to that.
00:32:27Hey sleepyhead.
00:32:32Are you feeling okay?
00:32:38Babe, it's 10 a.m.
00:32:40I know.
00:32:41Yeah, I know.
00:32:42I know.
00:32:43This is because of yesterday.
00:32:44Like, it didn't go the way we planned.
00:32:47No.
00:32:48It's no.
00:32:49It's not because of that.
00:32:50Babe.
00:32:51It's not.
00:32:52It's just, I'm just having a bad day.
00:32:55That's all.
00:32:57I took my medication.
00:32:58It's not that.
00:32:59You know, I think if we go out and laugh together and have fun and-
00:33:03I know I should get out and exercise and be in the sunlight and vitamin D and all of
00:33:10that.
00:33:11I just-
00:33:12It's not today.
00:33:13Okay?
00:33:14I can't today.
00:33:15You know, I think what helps depression is not giving in to it.
00:33:26You know?
00:33:27This is just something you have to accept about me.
00:33:30Okay?
00:33:31I'm not always going to be cheery and like, if you could just be with me and not-
00:33:37Are you not happy?
00:33:39Are you not happy in this relationship?
00:33:41Is that like-
00:33:42Oh, God.
00:33:43No.
00:33:44No.
00:33:45I've been really happy.
00:33:46These last few months have been amazing.
00:33:47Well, then I feel like I don't make you happy if this is going on right now.
00:33:51It's not about you, babe.
00:33:52I'm the only one here.
00:33:53It's not about you.
00:33:54Okay?
00:33:55Come on.
00:33:56You can.
00:33:57Come on.
00:33:58Come on.
00:33:59Come on.
00:34:00I can't.
00:34:01Okay?
00:34:02Don't do it for me.
00:34:03Do it for you.
00:34:05You know?
00:34:07It's like you don't need to be stuck in this.
00:34:11It's not-
00:34:12You're not sick.
00:34:13You don't have a fever.
00:34:15It's just like, it's all in your head.
00:34:17Why is it different today?
00:34:19Like, why-
00:34:20Why can't you do it today?
00:34:22I just can't.
00:34:24Well, no.
00:34:25I mean, that's selfish.
00:34:26It's like some sort of excuse.
00:34:28You want to be like this.
00:34:29No.
00:34:30I don't want to be like this.
00:34:31Are you kidding me?
00:34:32I hate myself.
00:34:33I hate myself.
00:34:34Oh, come on.
00:34:35No.
00:34:36You don't have to hate yourself.
00:34:37Just like, notice that there's two people here.
00:34:38Stop it.
00:34:39Stop.
00:34:40Please.
00:34:41Just go away.
00:34:42Go away.
00:34:43Be like this.
00:34:44Please.
00:34:45I can't.
00:34:46I'm sorry.
00:34:47I'm so sorry.
00:34:48But please.
00:34:49You can't just lie in bed all day and-
00:34:50I have to stop.
00:34:51You have to stop.
00:34:52Please.
00:34:53Just stop.
00:34:54Okay?
00:34:55Come on.
00:34:56Come on.
00:34:57Come on.
00:34:58I'm with you.
00:34:59I mean, what is wrong with me?
00:35:00We're in a- we're on vacation in a cabin.
00:35:02That's what's wrong with me.
00:35:03Come on.
00:35:04Do you want me to just go outside by myself?
00:35:07That'll really help our relationship.
00:35:09Yes.
00:35:10Go outside by yourself.
00:35:11Please.
00:35:12At this point, please.
00:35:14Go outside by yourself.
00:35:16Phew.
00:35:17Duh.
00:35:18Duh.
00:35:19Duh.
00:35:20Duh.
00:35:21Duh.
00:35:22Duh.
00:35:23Duh.
00:35:24Duh.
00:35:25Duh.
00:35:26Duh.
00:35:27Oh, my God.
00:35:57God, just leave.
00:36:00Clark.
00:36:05I want to be here with you.
00:36:07You don't want to stay, and I know you don't.
00:36:10You should just go, Clark.
00:36:13I know you think I'm just some crazy f***er.
00:36:17And I am.
00:36:18So you should just leave.
00:36:20That's too bad, because you're stuck with me.
00:36:23Just go.
00:36:24I know you want to.
00:36:26Come, just go.
00:36:28Just go.
00:36:30Just go.
00:36:31I don't love you.
00:36:33I don't love you.
00:36:38I don't love you.
00:36:39No, you don't.
00:36:40You hate me.
00:36:42Of course you hate me.
00:36:44Of course you hate me.
00:36:47I hate me.
00:36:49I hate me, too.
00:36:50Look, look, look, it's now.
00:37:15It's, it's abstract.
00:37:19Just wait a week.
00:37:21Okay.
00:37:23Is it working?
00:37:25Kind of.
00:37:25Yeah.
00:37:34Get punctured.
00:37:36Perfect time to move in.
00:37:50Are you, are you glad we're doing this?
00:37:53What, putting pictures of it?
00:37:54No, I'm moving in together.
00:37:56Are you, are you happy about it?
00:37:58Absolutely.
00:37:59Okay.
00:38:01Are you happy about it?
00:38:04Yeah.
00:38:04Yes.
00:38:07Good.
00:38:08Cookies for breakfast is my favorite breakfast.
00:38:11I saw you.
00:38:12Camera, please.
00:38:17Ellie, would you be able to get the bottle of water followed up?
00:38:19Sure.
00:38:20Whatever you want.
00:38:21Ellie, give me the camera, please.
00:38:22Give me the camera, please.
00:38:23Faster, faster.
00:38:23Sorry, sorry.
00:38:24Come on, guys.
00:38:25Right there.
00:38:26Nice, nice.
00:38:27Here we go.
00:38:31And I was, like, dropping him off at the airport.
00:38:33And then we pulled, we, like, pulled over.
00:38:37And had before he left in the car.
00:38:39Which was just, like, so exciting.
00:38:41And, like, yeah.
00:38:42That's great.
00:38:43That's great.
00:38:44Yeah.
00:38:44I liked it.
00:38:46What about you?
00:38:47It's, no, we still have a lot.
00:38:50But it's just not, I mean, not, I guess it's not as much as we used to.
00:38:54Yeah.
00:38:55And it kind of feels like we've plateaued.
00:38:58I mean, are you getting off?
00:38:59Like.
00:39:00I haven't the last few times.
00:39:04You guys spice it up.
00:39:05No, no, I think that's what I'm going to do.
00:39:06Yeah.
00:39:06I'm going to buy some lingerie.
00:39:09I don't know.
00:39:09It seems so, like, cliche.
00:39:11But it's not.
00:39:12It's like, everything's a cliche for a reason.
00:39:16True.
00:39:16Maybe that would be good.
00:39:17Maybe it'll give me some more confidence.
00:39:18I've been, like, feeling kind of self-conscious just about my body with him.
00:39:22Maybe you need to do something for yourself to make yourself feel sexy.
00:39:25Because it's, like.
00:39:26Yeah.
00:39:26I mean, maybe that's, maybe the lingerie can do that.
00:39:29Yeah.
00:39:29Hello?
00:39:39What?
00:39:45Yeah.
00:39:46Okay.
00:39:46Okay.
00:39:46Okay.
00:39:46Hi. I'm here for detention.
00:40:06Wow.
00:40:09Hey babe, good morning. You sleep okay?
00:40:14Yeah.
00:40:15Yeah?
00:40:16I'm gonna try to be back around seven, if you...
00:40:26That's amazing how many people did not say anything on Patrick's page.
00:40:36Oh my gosh.
00:40:37Patrick's been a lot of places.
00:40:39Okay, I'll see you later. Love you.
00:40:42Love you.
00:40:48Ellie, can I have the other camera?
00:40:50Oh yeah, sure.
00:40:54Yeah.
00:40:55How are you feeling today? You good?
00:40:56Mm-hmm.
00:40:57Yeah? You wanna shoot a little bit soon?
00:40:59Really?
00:41:00Yeah.
00:41:01Hey.
00:41:02Can we get in the shot?
00:41:03Here you go.
00:41:04Nice.
00:41:05Good job.
00:41:06Thanks.
00:41:08I'm so ready for bed.
00:41:09Oh my gosh.
00:41:10But today, today at work, I got to shoot.
00:41:13Greg just handed me the camera and it was like my shoot.
00:41:18Hey.
00:41:20Are you okay?
00:41:21Yeah, I'm fine.
00:41:23I was just thinking about Patrick and what happened.
00:41:30Oh yeah.
00:41:31It's so sad.
00:41:36That's, you know, that's how it goes.
00:41:43I'm so tired, baby.
00:41:45I'm gonna go to bed, okay?
00:41:47Yeah.
00:41:48Yeah, that's fine.
00:41:49I'm tired, too.
00:41:50Okay.
00:41:51Okay.
00:42:20Bye.
00:42:21Bye.
00:42:22Bye.
00:42:50I don't know, the slapping thing kind of threw me off.
00:42:58Do you like that sort of thing?
00:43:05Because...
00:43:05No, I guess I've just never done it before, so...
00:43:10Okay.
00:43:11What are you into?
00:43:12Like, you haven't really talked about this.
00:43:16Do you have any fantasies?
00:43:19I don't know.
00:43:20It's okay.
00:43:21It's okay.
00:43:23I'm not going to judge you if that's what you're afraid of.
00:43:26I don't know.
00:43:27I just always wanted to try...
00:43:29I could do that.
00:43:32Yeah?
00:43:33Yeah.
00:43:34Okay.
00:43:35I'm kind of into, like...
00:43:38Not, like, super...
00:43:40But, like, sort of kinky, like...
00:43:42Spanking and...
00:43:45Like, maybe, like...
00:43:46Like, a little...
00:43:48Like, like...
00:43:49Yeah.
00:43:51Um...
00:43:52Yeah.
00:43:53Oh, uh...
00:43:55Yeah, I guess.
00:43:57Yeah, um...
00:43:58I mean, we don't have to.
00:44:00Like, it's not going to, like...
00:44:02Like, it's not going to be destroyed or anything.
00:44:05No, that's fine, you know.
00:44:06Just so you can try it.
00:44:07No, no, if you're into it, it's...
00:44:08It's all right, man.
00:44:10Yeah.
00:44:14Oh, s***.
00:44:14I gotta go.
00:44:16I gotta go get you.
00:44:17Yeah?
00:44:18Yeah, I'll see you later.
00:44:19Okay.
00:44:19Hey.
00:44:30Hey.
00:44:30How are you?
00:44:31How are you?
00:44:32Good.
00:44:32Good to see you.
00:44:33Yeah, good to see you, too.
00:44:34I'm guessing you're here for Clark?
00:44:36Yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:44:36Just grabbing.
00:44:38Just grabbing.
00:44:38How are you doing?
00:44:40I'm great.
00:44:41I'm fine.
00:44:41Yeah, just work is good.
00:44:44Yeah, yeah, feeling okay.
00:44:47Just with everything that's been, you know.
00:44:50Uh, yeah, I mean, yeah.
00:44:53Yeah.
00:44:54Everything's good.
00:44:56Okay, I'm just going to go grab him real quick.
00:44:59Yeah.
00:44:59All right.
00:45:00Let's go see.
00:45:02Good.
00:45:02Good.
00:45:04So do you.
00:45:05Come on, man, let's get a drink.
00:45:06Yeah.
00:45:07Do you remember that time?
00:45:09Patrick, where he brought beers to the beach.
00:45:11And he had five cases of Zima in his trunk in the hot sun.
00:45:18So he had just...
00:45:1890 degree weather.
00:45:19For days, he had just had them.
00:45:21Yeah.
00:45:21I remember him being like...
00:45:22He was like, I saved the day.
00:45:24I saved the day on this one.
00:45:26Got the Zims.
00:45:26Got the Zims, guys.
00:45:27Got the Zims.
00:45:27We're saved.
00:45:28I was going to bring that up to him.
00:45:32Yeah.
00:45:35Yeah, thank you.
00:45:36Like, I needed this.
00:45:38Of course, bro.
00:45:39I needed to get out.
00:45:42You got any more of these things?
00:45:44I got a few more for you, man.
00:45:46I got a few more for you.
00:45:47Good.
00:45:48Don't take them.
00:45:54Hey, babe.
00:45:55You're out late.
00:45:58Did you have a good time with Marlon?
00:46:00Yeah.
00:46:00Yeah.
00:46:02I had a great time.
00:46:04Are you okay?
00:46:06Yeah.
00:46:06You seem kind of drunk.
00:46:08Get off!
00:46:09Get the f*** off!
00:46:10What?
00:46:10Jesus Christ!
00:46:15Ellie!
00:46:16Hi!
00:46:20Jesus Christ.
00:46:26I need to drink this.
00:46:30I had some already at home.
00:46:33Do you remember last night?
00:46:42Yeah, I'm sorry.
00:46:44I was telling you to stop, and you didn't listen to me.
00:46:48There's a huge difference between you being aggressive with me and, like, not listening when
00:46:54they asked you to stop, and they asked you to stop.
00:46:56I know.
00:46:57You're right.
00:46:58I'm sorry.
00:46:58I'm sorry.
00:47:07Do you want breakfast?
00:47:08Do you want to talk?
00:47:09Do you want to talk?
00:47:14I don't know.
00:47:14Do you want to talk?
00:47:14Do you want to talk to me?
00:47:15Hello, stranger.
00:47:16Hey.
00:47:17Hey.
00:47:18How are you?
00:47:19Good.
00:47:20Good to see you.
00:47:21Good to see you too.
00:47:22Patrick, you know, he's, that was hard for me and-
00:47:27Do you need anything?
00:47:29I mean, I was, I didn't know how to acknowledge it or if I should reach out or, but I'm, I'm
00:47:40glad that we're talking about it now.
00:47:43Thanks.
00:47:44Yeah.
00:47:45No, it's, it's funny, you know, like you're the first person that actually looked at me
00:47:50and asked me if I was okay.
00:47:52Like, really asked me if I was alright.
00:47:55Have you talked to Ellie about it?
00:47:58No, I mean, I feel like I, I tried to put myself out there, but she, you know, she asked
00:48:10me if I was okay, but it's like, it's, it wasn't genuine.
00:48:17He just feels like the one I've sort of been like waiting for in a way.
00:48:22Gross.
00:48:23Yeah.
00:48:24Yeah.
00:48:25So that's real, that part's really good.
00:48:27Good.
00:48:28This, not so much.
00:48:35I'm starting to really worry that we're like not compatible and like, if that's true.
00:48:43Maybe forgive her for whatever it is that you think she's not asking you or, or isn't reading
00:48:53from you.
00:48:54She's not a mind reader.
00:48:55Like maybe talk to her about it.
00:48:58Forgive, forget, talk to her, move on.
00:49:02Right?
00:49:03Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
00:49:07What does he want?
00:49:08He wants to try a .
00:49:10Men and .
00:49:11What is it about?
00:49:12I'm like, I don't want to do that.
00:49:13That's too adventurous.
00:49:14And I'm like, oh, you want to stick your at my ass though?
00:49:16That's a little adventurous for me.
00:49:17I'm fine to try it.
00:49:19Like, you have to put yourself first.
00:49:21And you have to communicate what your wants are.
00:49:23That's .
00:49:24I'm afraid, like, I'm afraid if I tell him exactly what I want, he's going to tell me
00:49:31no, and then like, that'll be it.
00:49:35Then what do you have to lose?
00:49:36You have everything to gain.
00:49:38Including a few .
00:49:49Hi.
00:49:50Hi.
00:49:51I just wanted to tell you that all that stuff I was saying about, you know, the kinky stuff
00:50:01and like, I really like that stuff.
00:50:06And I kind of need it to be in my life.
00:50:10I want to do it with you.
00:50:12I want you to do these things to me.
00:50:15Because I love you.
00:50:16And I...
00:50:17I want to f*** with you.
00:50:20I hope that is okay.
00:50:25You know, I...
00:50:27I feel like you have a filthy, filthy mind.
00:50:42And...
00:50:44And you need to be punished.
00:50:48It's not funny.
00:50:52No, sir.
00:50:53It's not.
00:50:55Get down on the floor.
00:50:57On all fours.
00:51:03That's really nice.
00:51:05I'm surprised at myself.
00:51:07I was surprised too.
00:51:09I didn't even ask you.
00:51:11You just...
00:51:12You just slap me.
00:51:13The face.
00:51:15I guess I keep learning more and more about myself.
00:51:22Hey, do you, um...
00:51:26Do you ever think about us getting married?
00:51:32I mean, to each other?
00:51:42Yeah.
00:51:43Yeah.
00:51:45Yeah, I've thought about it.
00:51:58Man, you're gonna be away for a while.
00:52:01Yeah, but I mean, I'll call you.
00:52:03I'll call you every day.
00:52:05And we can Skype.
00:52:07Well, I mean, you could come back on, like...
00:52:11Any time that you have a lot of.
00:52:12No, I don't think we're gonna have time.
00:52:14I would love to.
00:52:15I could come and visit, you know?
00:52:18Yeah.
00:52:19Kind of a romantic fling in the desert by a cactus or something.
00:52:24That, as nice as that sounds, I don't...
00:52:27I don't think we have any money.
00:52:29Nice, and he play with me a little bit.
00:52:30Come on, come on.
00:52:31Nice.
00:52:32Nice.
00:52:33They have, like, a very limited crew, but it's still, like, very, like, intense and, like...
00:52:48We're, like, working together.
00:52:49Like, he's not even treating me like his employee anymore.
00:52:52Like, he's treating me like a fellow photographer, which is amazing.
00:52:56I feel like I'm there.
00:52:57I feel like, you know, I am your biggest fan.
00:53:00I am gonna cheerlead from 100 miles away.
00:53:08He loves you.
00:53:09He loves you enough?
00:53:10He's just...
00:53:11He's a jerk.
00:53:14Hey, it's me.
00:53:15I thought I'd try and catch you before you went to bed, but I guess I didn't.
00:53:19Sorry, work's been so crazy.
00:53:21I'll try you tomorrow.
00:53:23We're turning your call.
00:53:25Let me know when is a good time for you to talk.
00:53:27I miss you.
00:53:33Oh, my God.
00:53:36And I get back to work.
00:53:37Sorry.
00:53:43Hey, just had a free minute and seeing if you were around.
00:53:46Ellie, you coming?
00:53:47Miss hearing your voice.
00:53:48Call me when you can.
00:53:49I love you.
00:53:50Ellie, hurry up.
00:53:51You're gonna miss the midnight train to Georgia.
00:53:57I mean, to only have been playing five years, you're not bad, man.
00:54:01Well, yeah, I mean, I don't always get a chance to come out, so it's...
00:54:06What little...
00:54:07What is this?
00:54:08It was a Valentine's Day thing, but I feel I...
00:54:11Know what month it is, bro?
00:54:13Yeah.
00:54:14I'm gonna give it to her when she comes back, okay?
00:54:16She's away.
00:54:17She's away, so I have plenty of time.
00:54:19Well, that's great, man.
00:54:20How are things with Ellie?
00:54:23You know, it's good.
00:54:25It's good.
00:54:26We talk on the phone as much as she can.
00:54:28You know, it's like she doesn't always respond, which...
00:54:30I understand she's working.
00:54:32She's got a lot on her plate, and I'm trying to get things done
00:54:37and, you know, not focus on her, but I can't help it.
00:54:40It's like, man, I'm in love with this girl, so it's...
00:54:43Do you feel like she's being a good partner to you right now?
00:54:46He...
00:54:48I mean, I'm just sensing...
00:54:49I don't know.
00:54:50I'm sensing the hesitation.
00:54:51I don't know.
00:54:52It just feels lonely a little bit, you know?
00:54:55I don't know.
00:54:56You should tell her this, man.
00:54:57I don't know.
00:54:58No, you should tell her this, man, because I'm sure if she felt you were neglecting her,
00:55:02you would hear about it.
00:55:03You know what I mean?
00:55:04Yeah.
00:55:05I will.
00:55:06I'll say something to her.
00:55:09Oh, that's...
00:55:10That's nice.
00:55:11Well...
00:55:12Oh, shoot.
00:55:13Babe, I gotta go.
00:55:14That's great going.
00:55:15Oh, okay.
00:55:16Yeah, yeah.
00:55:17It's...
00:55:18I have stuff I gotta do, too, anyway, so...
00:55:20That's nice.
00:55:21That's nice, that's nice.
00:55:22I like that.
00:55:23I like that.
00:55:24I'm a little bit of a little bit of a surprise after the day, so we're gonna go to the pool.
00:55:27Oh, that's...
00:55:28That's nice.
00:55:29Well, oh, shoot.
00:55:30Babe, I gotta go.
00:55:31It's great going.
00:55:32Oh, okay.
00:55:33Yeah, yeah, it's...
00:55:34I have stuff I gotta do, too, anyway, so...
00:55:39That's nice, that's nice.
00:55:45I like that.
00:55:48Oh, God, stop.
00:55:51Not you, sorry.
00:55:53What happened?
00:55:55Just my boyfriend.
00:55:57You okay?
00:55:58Yeah, he's just being irritating.
00:56:00He's like...
00:56:01Wait, he needs to be babysitting?
00:56:03What's going on?
00:56:04I don't know, maybe.
00:56:05I should have left him with a sitter.
00:56:07You should have.
00:56:15Hey, Santa Mama.
00:56:18Hi, babe.
00:56:19Can't wait to see you in a few days.
00:56:24Uh, is something wrong?
00:56:26No, no.
00:56:28Um...
00:56:30So the trick got extended two weeks.
00:56:34I'm really excited, actually.
00:56:37Like, it's really good.
00:56:39The client really likes us.
00:56:40It's fucking amazing.
00:56:41I can't believe it.
00:56:43But I do miss you.
00:56:45I would like to see you.
00:56:46I don't know.
00:56:47Did you have, like, a choice to do this?
00:56:49Like, why?
00:56:50I mean, do you want to stay away?
00:56:52What's going on?
00:56:54Um...
00:56:55I don't know.
00:56:56It just feels kind of selfish to me, in a way.
00:56:58You know?
00:57:01You think I'm being selfish for doing my job?
00:57:05I mean, you can find another job.
00:57:07It's just, it's a photography job.
00:57:09You're a freelancer, so other jobs pop up.
00:57:11This is, like, everything I've been working for.
00:57:15Of course I'm gonna...
00:57:17They could extend it for a year, and I'd say yes.
00:57:20See how you sound?
00:57:21Twenty-something.
00:57:22I...
00:57:23I don't know what to tell you.
00:57:24You're being less mature than I could have even imagined you to be.
00:57:28So I'm gonna hang up right now.
00:57:30If you can't handle me being away, doing my job, doing what I love,
00:57:34maybe that's, this is just not gonna work.
00:57:37Okay.
00:57:39Okay.
00:57:40Okay.
00:57:41Okay.
00:57:42Okay.
00:57:43Okay.
00:57:44Mm-hmm.
00:57:45So, let's get started.
00:58:15I'm a very peaceful guy.
00:58:44What?
00:58:45Yeah.
00:58:46Come on.
00:58:47Come on.
00:58:48You've been working us so hard, man.
00:58:49How old are you?
00:58:50Please, no.
00:58:51I would like for you to home.
00:58:53Okay.
00:58:54All right.
00:58:55I never do this, so.
00:58:59So how is Clark?
00:59:01Oh, wow.
00:59:02He's fine.
00:59:03He's fine.
00:59:04Okay.
00:59:05It's almost like he doesn't know what to do without me, which kind of, like, is romantic,
00:59:10I guess, but, like, not really.
00:59:12Yeah.
00:59:13Not at our age, you know?
00:59:15He seems to have his own life.
00:59:17You all right?
00:59:18Yes.
00:59:19I'm fine.
00:59:20So how's Ellie?
00:59:21Not currently around.
00:59:23Oh.
00:59:24Oh.
00:59:25Well, no, she, uh, she's doing a job and, you know.
00:59:40But, currently around.
00:59:43Yeah.
00:59:44Yeah.
00:59:45You know, I mean.
00:59:46Like, in your life.
00:59:47Yeah.
00:59:48Still, still there, but it's just, like, it's more, she's into what she's going, like,
00:59:53what's going on with her.
00:59:54She's, like, it's more about work than it is about, you know, the relationship.
00:59:59That's hard.
01:00:00Yeah, it is.
01:00:01I would like to see more.
01:00:02What, more, more, like, more of your personality and not being, like, so serious about it and
01:00:15so, you know, I'm very focused on this because I feel like you are this photographer that has
01:00:22been shooting for Vogue and all of those things.
01:00:25That's what, that's what you're doing.
01:00:26That's how I feel.
01:00:27That's how I feel.
01:00:28Somebody like you that just looks gorgeous.
01:00:32Um, I don't, listen, don't, take a compliment.
01:00:34Why?
01:00:35Why?
01:00:36It's, that's the truth.
01:00:38You are.
01:00:39I like your place.
01:00:41Yeah.
01:00:42And, um, it's my bedroom.
01:00:45I see.
01:00:46Yeah.
01:00:47And I force you to make vodka right now.
01:00:51No.
01:00:52And, no.
01:00:53You didn't force me to try.
01:00:54What?
01:00:55You didn't.
01:00:56I didn't.
01:00:57No.
01:00:58No.
01:01:04That's nice to see your place.
01:01:06Um, yeah, I'm glad you came by, so.
01:01:09Yeah.
01:01:12Oh, my God.
01:01:16Oh, my God, you surprised me.
01:01:18Hi.
01:01:19I missed you.
01:01:20I missed you too.
01:01:25Oh, my God.
01:01:26Um.
01:01:27Yeah.
01:01:28Um.
01:01:29It's good to see.
01:01:30You too.
01:01:31Let's get out of here.
01:01:32Um, I want to get out of this place for a little bit.
01:01:36This apartment?
01:01:37Yeah.
01:01:38Okay.
01:01:39Nice.
01:01:40Hi.
01:01:41Hi.
01:01:42Hi.
01:01:45Yeah, that's it.
01:01:52How's your day?
01:01:54Amazing.
01:01:56Yeah.
01:01:57Busking our driver.
01:01:58Oh, never mind.
01:01:59Yeah.
01:02:00How's your day?
01:02:01Good.
01:02:02I just got started.
01:02:03Really?
01:02:04I'm late.
01:02:05Five minutes at five.
01:02:06Good to see you.
01:02:07Wonderful to see you again.
01:02:08I've got so much to talk about.
01:02:09Tell me you're someplace now.
01:02:10Oh, no.
01:02:11I'm in a hurry.
01:02:12But I have so much to say.
01:02:13Well, call me up sometime.
01:02:14You can't do that either, can't you?
01:02:15Well, I'm going to be back.
01:02:16Oh, then you are going to be back.
01:02:17Yes, Ken, I'm late.
01:02:18What time did you say it was?
01:02:19I have to tell you something.
01:02:40When I was away, we were drinking one night in Greg's room.
01:02:45It was just me and Greg, and we were just talking, and I was kind of irritated with you, and I thought about kissing him, but I didn't.
01:03:02Well, I just thought of you for the whole rest of the trip, and how much I love you, and how much I want to make this work.
01:03:08Please don't be mad at me.
01:03:11I mean, I know I should have told you sooner.
01:03:14I just, I didn't want to ruin anything, and I love you so much, Cork.
01:03:19I love you so much.
01:03:21Please don't hate me.
01:03:22I guess.
01:03:25What?
01:03:26What did you say?
01:03:29I guess, seriously?
01:03:30Are you, uh, when, when did you do, when did you do that?
01:03:44Uh, when you were away.
01:03:47Why did you, what, where did you, where did, where? Like, where, did you see her somewhere, and you just?
01:03:54I don't know, you know, she contacted me, and, and I don't know, things were, things felt weird between us, and I just needed a friend to talk to, and I don't know, we were hanging out, and then it just, it happened.
01:04:10You, you, you made it happen, though. You let it happen. You did that.
01:04:22Who are you? Like, I did this, like, I'm here because of, like, because of you. Like, I, I didn't even want to be in a monogamous relationship, and I, I did that for you because.
01:04:39Ellie.
01:04:40Because you wanted to, and then I was really happy. I've been really happy, and, like, I went away, and you just, I went away, and that's what you do when I go away.
01:04:52No, I.
01:04:53You just, I don't, I don't, I don't, I don't know.
01:04:57Ellie.
01:04:58No, just, I.
01:04:59Ellie, look, I'm sorry.
01:05:00Don't, please, I don't.
01:05:02I'm sorry, you know? I made a mistake. It won't happen again.
01:05:08Okay?
01:05:09So, what, what am I supposed to say to that? You made a mistake, and I should forgive you.
01:05:19I, I don't know, can we just start over and pretend like this never happened? Like.
01:05:25No, we def, no, we can't, no, we can't do that.
01:05:28I was confused.
01:05:29So, what were you confused about? You didn't know if you love me anymore?
01:05:34I'm not, I do love you, I just, I don't know, sometimes you make me feel like you don't care, and it's, I, I felt like from the beginning, I was walking on, walking on eggshells around you, and I, I feel like I'm not getting the love from you, and I, and I don't know.
01:05:52I, I don't know, I, you know.
01:05:53I'm not giving you enough love.
01:05:54You know, I, I felt like I had to go and search for it, I, I, I don't know, I, I.
01:05:58This is my fault? Are you f***ing kidding me right now? This was my fault because I don't love you enough?
01:06:06I have opened my heart to you. I was there for you when your friend died, even though you were, you were, you were, you were there for me when my friend died?
01:06:13Yes, I was. You were there for me when my friend died when I couldn't even talk to you. Every time I tried to bring it up, you had something else to do.
01:06:20You didn't want to because you're a f***ing coward. That's all.
01:06:23Why don't you just admit that you're a f***ing coward and that's why this happened?
01:06:26So the second I'm gone, the second I'm gone, you turn to the closest thing that you can find to give you comfort.
01:06:32Now you're trying to pin this on me, the shitty thing that you did, you're trying to put it on me and say, I don't love you enough.
01:06:38Well, guess what? I was in the same situation and I thought of you.
01:06:42I wanted it. It's the same thing that happened to me. I stopped it too. I made that mistake.
01:06:46No, you didn't because you kissed her. No, you didn't because you kissed her. I didn't. I didn't.
01:07:03F*** you.
01:07:05Come on, there's no reason to be out of here tonight. You shouldn't be out of here.
01:07:14Ellie, why don't we just...
01:07:15Stop! Stop! Stop!
01:07:16Ellie, please, please.
01:07:17Stop! Stop!
01:07:18Get away from me. I don't want to touch you right now.
01:07:20Okay, well, why...
01:07:21Get away from me! Get away from me!
01:07:23I do not want you to touch me! I don't want to be near you!
01:07:26Why can't...
01:07:28Back up!
01:07:29Ellie, please...
01:07:30Do you want to talk to me?
01:07:32Yes.
01:07:33Then back up.
01:07:39More.
01:07:46Ellie, I'm sorry.
01:07:47There's no excuse. I know that.
01:07:49I don't expect you to forgive me quickly. I don't.
01:07:52I don't expect you to forgive me at all.
01:07:54I just want us to come back from this and talk to each other and...
01:07:58And...
01:07:59You think it's easy just to...
01:08:01To imagine...
01:08:04This ending and...
01:08:07Just not having you in my life anymore?
01:08:11Look, everything's gonna be okay.
01:08:13No, it's not.
01:08:15Things are gonna be better.
01:08:17How...
01:08:19How...
01:08:20How are they gonna be better?
01:08:23We're gonna talk...
01:08:26About everything.
01:08:28We're not gonna hold secrets from each other.
01:08:31We're not gonna push you away in ways anymore.
01:08:40I think it's too late.
01:08:42What's wrong?
01:08:44It's not too late, you know?
01:08:48It's not too late, you know?
01:08:52Reach out, babe.
01:08:53And talk to each other.
01:08:54Back up, back up.
01:08:57I want to forgive you.
01:08:58I want it just to be okay.
01:09:01I would love that.
01:09:03I would love that.
01:09:09Why can't we?
01:09:10We...
01:09:13We will be okay.
01:09:14We're gonna be fine.
01:09:15No.
01:09:17I don't...
01:09:18I don't know how.
01:09:22We will, please.
01:09:23We will, please.
01:09:24We will.
01:09:29We will.
01:09:41Hey, it's you guys' anniversary.
01:09:43Are you excited?
01:09:44We're excited.
01:09:45I...
01:09:46I can't believe it's been this long.
01:09:47Woo!
01:09:48Vegas!
01:09:49Vegas!
01:09:50Viva!
01:09:51Viva!
01:09:52Viva Las Vegas!
01:09:53We're gonna get into my anniversary celebration.
01:09:55Yes!
01:09:56Wow, you guys.
01:09:57We're gonna...
01:09:58We're gonna go on a hike.
01:09:59Yeah.
01:10:00In Red Rock.
01:10:01I know, it's crazy.
01:10:02We're gonna go to Vegas for our anniversary to go on a hike in Red Rock.
01:10:05Yeah!
01:10:06We're gonna go to Red Rock.
01:10:07It's beautiful.
01:10:08It's beautiful.
01:10:09It's beautiful.
01:10:10Yeah, it's a little nice.
01:10:11Seeing nature, it's...
01:10:12Oh, s***.
01:10:13I missed that term.
01:10:15That's why we have the TBS, babe.
01:10:17I just missed the term, so I'm back to the room.
01:10:19I mean...
01:10:20I...
01:10:21I just...
01:10:22I know you like to figure it out for yourself and...
01:10:24What?
01:10:25I'm not figuring anything out for myself.
01:10:26I...
01:10:27You...
01:10:28I just missed a turn.
01:10:29I'm using the GPS.
01:10:30What are you talking about?
01:10:31Where the f*** are we?
01:10:32What are you talking about, 18?
01:10:33Why are you yelling at me?
01:10:34Because it's more than just you in the car.
01:10:35It's people in the car.
01:10:36Maybe we shouldn't be blowing up like this.
01:10:37Like a f***ing psychopath.
01:10:38I'm not trying to be a psychopath.
01:10:39I just wish you...
01:10:40Well, then...
01:10:41The key...
01:10:42The key...
01:10:43The key...
01:10:44The key...
01:10:45The key...
01:10:46The key...
01:10:47To stop being a psychopath...
01:10:48I just wish...
01:10:49You would follow the rules.
01:10:50The key to stop being a psychopath...
01:10:51Is stop being a psychopath.
01:10:52Just follow the f***ing map!
01:10:53What are you f***ing talking about?
01:10:54How can you do the ass?
01:10:55That's where we're going!
01:10:56Just because you've been there...
01:10:57And you think that you can remember how to go!
01:10:58Shut up!
01:10:59Okay, I can't drive like this!
01:11:00You have this f***ing ego!
01:11:02I should probably go to the bathroom...
01:11:04Okay, I'm turning...
01:11:06What the f***?
01:11:07What are we doing?
01:11:08You can't just get it!
01:11:09This is not...
01:11:10This is not the time!
01:11:11One of your f***ing episodes!
01:11:12Now what?
01:11:13I don't...
01:11:14Leave me here!
01:11:15Please!
01:11:16Okay...
01:11:19Oh!
01:11:20I didn't know you were actually panned...
01:11:21Okay...
01:11:22Two things accomplished...
01:11:24Two parts with one step...
01:11:25He's so f***ing...
01:11:27All right...
01:11:29We don't fight like this, do we?
01:11:30No...
01:11:31I mean, they make up real quick...
01:11:32It was a pretty bad one last month, I guess...
01:11:35Now you want to be mother superior, right?
01:11:36What are you talking about?
01:11:37I just wanted to make up real quick...
01:11:38We'll have fun...
01:11:39We'll have fun...
01:11:40We'll have fun...
01:11:41We'll have fun...
01:11:42We'll have fun...
01:11:43We'll have fun...
01:11:44We'll have fun this weekend...
01:11:45Okay...
01:11:46It's Vegas...
01:11:47It's Vegas!
01:11:48It's Vegas baby!
01:11:49Uh, forget about it and try to have a little fun.
01:11:54We'll have fun. We'll have fun this weekend.
01:11:56Okay. It's Vegas.
01:11:58It's Vegas. It's Vegas, baby.
01:12:01What are we going to do when we get there?
01:12:03I don't know. I... everything?
01:12:05I'm going to go on the roller coaster.
01:12:06Yes. Yes, I will go on the roller coaster with you.
01:12:09I might throw up, though.
01:12:10Okay. That was a good little break, guys.
01:12:19I'm going to go on the roller coaster.
01:12:49Okay. I've called you here to tell you some top secret information.
01:13:05Really?
01:13:05Yeah.
01:13:09I love you.
01:13:14Oh. Well, I love you, too.
01:13:19I love you.
01:13:20Okay.
01:13:21Okay.
01:13:22Where is this?
01:13:26Hi. Good morning.
01:13:27Hi.
01:13:28Good morning.
01:13:31I thought you were rude.
01:13:32The Queen is here.
01:13:33The Queen has arrived.
01:13:35You guys have a good night?
01:13:37Yeah, how was the rest of your guys' evening?
01:13:39Good. It was good.
01:13:40I mean, it's Vegas, man, you know.
01:13:41We did have a drink this morning.
01:13:42Celebratory drink.
01:13:43Right.
01:13:44You know when you accomplish something, you want to...
01:13:45What did you accomplish?
01:13:47We got married.
01:13:48Yeah.
01:13:49Are you joking?
01:13:50No.
01:13:51No.
01:13:52You're joking.
01:13:53No.
01:13:54No.
01:13:55We really got married.
01:13:56We went to the chapel.
01:13:57Well, we were talking.
01:13:58We were walking by the chapel.
01:13:59Walking and talking.
01:14:00And I just looked at her.
01:14:01And she looked at me.
01:14:02And she just knew he was right.
01:14:03And we knew.
01:14:04Like, we knew, you know.
01:14:05I know it sounds so crazy, but like...
01:14:06Wow.
01:14:07Congratulations.
01:14:08Thank you, bro.
01:14:09Congratulations.
01:14:10Fucking thank you, man.
01:14:11We couldn't have done this without you guys.
01:14:12Wow.
01:14:13Amazing.
01:14:14We would not have met without you guys.
01:14:15I mean, we wouldn't have met.
01:14:16We wouldn't have met.
01:14:17Thank you, yes.
01:14:18I mean...
01:14:19So, uh, we want to...
01:14:20We want to celebrate.
01:14:21Oh, my God.
01:14:22Oh, my God.
01:14:23Oh, my God.
01:14:24Oh, my God.
01:14:25Oh, my God.
01:14:26Oh, my God.
01:14:27Oh, my God.
01:14:28So, uh, we want to celebrate.
01:14:30Yeah, we want to take it out.
01:14:31Yeah, we want to take you two and fucking celebrate with us, man.
01:14:33Yeah, of course.
01:14:34Absolutely.
01:14:35Yes.
01:14:36Let's celebrate.
01:14:37Meet us in the lobby.
01:14:38We're gonna let you guys celebrate.
01:14:39Yes.
01:14:40Celebrate it.
01:14:41Oh, this works, too.
01:14:42Wow.
01:14:53I can't...
01:14:55I can't believe they got married.
01:15:00Do you know how irresponsible that is?
01:15:02They seem like they're in love.
01:15:04In love?
01:15:06I mean, to be truthful, like, I've never seen Audrey this happy with anyone.
01:15:11Yeah, and they're gonna be angry when it doesn't last a month later, and...
01:15:15Mm-hmm.
01:15:16I'm gonna have to, like, talk to Marlon, coax him out of, like, an angry, sad, drunken stupor,
01:15:25you know?
01:15:26Well, like, why have they known each other for six months, and we've known each other for
01:15:31a year, and we think it's so crazy that two people in love would get married?
01:15:38It's better to just hold off and wait, and wait till you're ready.
01:15:49I'm really, really happy for you guys, and, uh, congratulations.
01:15:53Congratulations.
01:15:54To Audrey and Marlon.
01:15:55Seriously.
01:15:56Audrey and Marlon.
01:15:57Cheers.
01:15:58What a girl.
01:15:59What a girl.
01:16:00What a girl.
01:16:01Do you feel like it was, like, the right thing to do?
01:16:07Yeah.
01:16:08Yeah.
01:16:09I do, which is crazy to me, but it was just about us, and it was our moment.
01:16:19Yeah.
01:16:20But it's like I've been with people for three years, and not felt a shred of the, like,
01:16:25connection that I do actually feel.
01:16:28I mean, how do you feel about everything?
01:16:31I'm still kind of mad at him, but I still really love him.
01:16:38Yeah.
01:16:39And I don't want, like, part of me doesn't want to, like, a part of me is like, oh, I want
01:16:44to hate him.
01:16:45Yeah.
01:16:46But I can't, I can't, like, yeah, I love him.
01:16:56Well, I think that's a great place to be.
01:17:00It is.
01:17:01Right?
01:17:02Yeah.
01:17:03I mean, especially after all you guys have been through, like, fights are going to happen.
01:17:08Like, we used to definitely fight.
01:17:10Wait, wait, what's going on?
01:17:12The last few months and weeks with him, they've just been indescribable, man.
01:17:19And it was just all right, man.
01:17:21It was all right.
01:17:22And even if it wasn't, I just had to make the choice, man, you know?
01:17:26I don't know.
01:17:27I just feel like maybe I'm not sure about anything, you know?
01:17:32Man, just, we're young.
01:17:33Love has changed you.
01:17:34We're young.
01:17:35We're, we're, we've got, we've got our whole lives ahead of us, man.
01:17:38Let's just make a mistake.
01:17:39Make a mistake.
01:17:40You've got time.
01:17:41If it's a mistake, make it.
01:17:43Man, I wish I was, I wish I was like you, man.
01:17:48I mean, what scares you more?
01:17:50Having it forever, or losing it forever?
01:18:06Wow.
01:18:07Yeah.
01:18:09Those are some red rocks.
01:18:18I'm, I'm too high.
01:18:19Let's walk up, please.
01:18:20I can't.
01:18:21I can't.
01:18:22Oh, God.
01:18:23Okay.
01:18:24Oh.
01:18:25Okay.
01:18:27You're almost a goner.
01:18:31I know.
01:18:32So are you taking me up here to murder me?
01:18:36Oh.
01:18:37Absolutely.
01:18:38I knew it.
01:18:39I knew it.
01:18:40The long con.
01:18:41That's my plan from the beginning.
01:18:42Is it good?
01:18:43Is it good?
01:18:44Is it good?
01:18:45Is it good one?
01:18:46Trick you into thinking I'm not gonna do it.
01:18:48Do it.
01:18:49Wow.
01:18:50Okay.
01:18:51It's worth it.
01:18:52Okay.
01:18:53Carver names up here like these people.
01:18:59You know, Clark and Ellie forever.
01:19:02Yeah.
01:19:03Happy anniversary.
01:19:05Happy anniversary.
01:19:06Happy anniversary.
01:19:07It's been a year.
01:19:12That's crazy.
01:19:13That's so, that's so crazy.
01:19:17Isn't it crazy?
01:19:18Yeah.
01:19:19This reminds me of going with you a big possible life.
01:19:24Hi.
01:19:25That's so crazy.
01:19:27I don't know.
01:19:28I'm sorry.
01:19:29Ooh.
01:19:30I don't know.
01:19:31I'm sorry.
01:19:32I don't know.
01:19:33You know, this reminds me of going with you up to that swing.
01:19:44I've been thinking about us a lot.
01:19:55I think we should get married.
01:20:03I love you. Like, I would have run away so long ago, like, with anyone else.
01:20:14And it's not that you're perfect. I mean, neither of us are perfect, and we've got shit to work on, like a whole bunch.
01:20:21But I want to do that, and I want to, like, commit to it, which I don't think I've ever said in my life.
01:20:29I do. I love you. I think you're a good guy. I think you're my person.
01:20:33I want to do it. I want to do it with you. I want to build a life with you.
01:20:39Isn't that crazy?
01:20:53I think we should end this.
01:20:54Like, now?
01:21:07Oh, fuck me, then.
01:21:09I'm sorry. It's not working.
01:21:14You know, it's not working.
01:21:15It's just too, it's too easy to just give up, or, like, feel like I've really changed, and you have too, and, like, we'll never know if this is just a rough patch unless we keep going.
01:21:31And I, I love you, and I know you love me. Like, we have to just try. Like, like, don't you want to just, don't you want to try?
01:21:42You just can't. You know, it's, it doesn't feel good.
01:21:50You just want to, like, give up on us?
01:21:56Like, we've worked so hard. We've, like, like, we came.
01:22:04I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
01:22:18I'm sorry. It's, it's over.
01:22:34Like, like, we've been around for a long time.
01:23:20Hey Ellie.
01:23:22Hi!
01:23:24Good to see you.
01:23:36The view's pretty damn good.
01:23:38Yeah?
01:23:39It's, yeah, it's more than good.
01:23:41I like it.
01:23:42It's like amazing, actually.
01:23:50One, two, three.
01:23:58One, two, three.
01:24:00Glider!
01:24:02It's too good.
01:24:04Your wife said to her.
01:24:06This was prettyício in the corner.
01:24:08Yeah?
01:24:09There was nothing, you know.
01:24:10Maybe we could have more.
01:24:11And, I will let you know.
01:24:12He said to her earlier.
01:24:13He said to her.
01:24:14It's just in my house like십시안.
01:24:15I hated books that I played this game.
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