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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25It must be.
00:01:30It's okay.
00:01:32The traffic from Napoli.
00:01:33Contraverte, nuove, non cazzo.
00:01:35And this one is in the first place.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46I can't buy my wallet.
00:01:51Are you in the seat case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53It's not missing, it's not missing.
00:01:54It's not missing, it's not missing.
00:01:55Somewhere?
00:01:56Maybe it's in my club.
00:02:00She's lost her purse.
00:02:13She's lost her purse.
00:02:14She's lost her purse.
00:02:15You just give her a minute?
00:02:20One, one moment, one moment.
00:02:23Where did you have it last?
00:02:36The train station, I think? The exchange cruise?
00:02:42Oh, Danny, I'm sorry.
00:02:45That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all this stuff.
00:02:52This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need to, we need, we need 70.
00:03:09Here we go.
00:03:15This is it?
00:03:17Thanks, mate.
00:03:21Thanks, Ash.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay, five, five, three, three.
00:03:55Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:58Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:04:01Nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:03Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:18Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask.
00:04:24As if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:29Besides learn Italian.
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:33I don't at all.
00:04:35I admire you.
00:04:36I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:44And besides, what's the point?
00:04:46The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:51You're going to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end.
00:05:04I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:20You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:06:03Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:08Who?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19You have to read it when I'm done, darling.
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point, maybe, where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know.
00:06:40Do you know?
00:06:41Just so tedious.
00:06:43And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't...
00:06:49Jane, can I... can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just... just... just a bit more than that.
00:07:04Just a bit more like the same thing.
00:07:05Love you.
00:07:07Love you.
00:07:08Love you too.
00:07:10Love you too.
00:07:12Love you too.
00:07:14Love you too.
00:07:18Love you too.
00:07:23Do you feel all right?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:07:53Mm-hmm.
00:08:23Mm-hmm.
00:08:53Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:44I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56I'll see you later.
00:10:05Okay.
00:10:06testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared or i can ask them a list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from
00:10:35your father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my
00:10:42mother your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound
00:10:49of a bomb and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from
00:11:12italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19buon night cappuccino okay
00:11:27now
00:11:37We were riding our bikes to school
00:11:59when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards
00:12:06we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels nice if I'm the only one
00:12:11who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me
00:12:14as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip
00:12:23to Ischia, or, um,
00:12:26Ischia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway,
00:12:32I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:47not just your father.
00:12:48You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions
00:13:05about the war?
00:13:06You want to ask me more?
00:13:07All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side
00:13:34and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes
00:13:38filled with water
00:13:39and he couldn't tell
00:13:40which was the German side
00:13:41and which was the allied side.
00:13:43When he came home
00:13:45after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him
00:13:49about anything,
00:13:50now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now
00:13:51to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying
00:14:21you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert
00:14:34at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin
00:14:50from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59Um, what's the difference
00:15:00between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person
00:15:03on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo
00:15:09like premature ejaculation?
00:15:10Because even though you know
00:15:13it's coming
00:15:14there's nothing you can do
00:15:16about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird
00:15:20autistic mind for jokes
00:15:21and I went to this music
00:15:22slash nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was like 10
00:15:24and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child
00:15:26so, you know,
00:15:28understand.
00:15:31You look too young
00:15:32to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Stop making me feel
00:15:48like a stalker.
00:15:49Fuck.
00:15:58Uno?
00:15:58All right.
00:16:00Oh, hey,
00:16:03have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:30What brought you
00:16:34out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device
00:16:42down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there
00:16:46until you turn up bones.
00:16:48Can you imagine
00:16:49dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:52In, like, the 1300s,
00:17:00thousands of families
00:17:01lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people
00:17:05crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here
00:17:14every day
00:17:15and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could
00:17:17kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here
00:17:25a few months ago
00:17:26with this volunteer
00:17:27organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying
00:17:30the relic populations
00:17:31of dolphins and whales
00:17:32in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell
00:17:35if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't
00:17:41want to go to college
00:17:41and they paid for me
00:17:42to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights
00:17:44is a 72-hour plane ride,
00:17:45but, you know,
00:17:46it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program
00:17:57after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I'll just say it on the other
00:18:03because I have this
00:18:03awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have
00:18:08ancestors in Ischia,
00:18:09so when I come over,
00:18:10I Facebook this
00:18:11second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed,
00:18:13in case you didn't know,
00:18:14is when one person's
00:18:15great-grandparent
00:18:16is another person's
00:18:17great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear
00:18:19the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway,
00:18:21so this relative
00:18:22gave me the name
00:18:23of this great-uncle
00:18:24who lives on the island,
00:18:25so I show up,
00:18:27he answers the door,
00:18:28and he's, like,
00:18:29the oldest fucker
00:18:29I've ever seen,
00:18:30easily pushing 100.
00:18:32100?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older,
00:18:34he's, like, deaf
00:18:35and blind
00:18:36and about four feet tall,
00:18:37he mumbles a couple
00:18:38of things to me
00:18:38in some crazy dialect,
00:18:40ushers me inside,
00:18:41pours me a glass of wine
00:18:42and leads me
00:18:42to this basement apartment,
00:18:44and, uh, yeah,
00:18:45I never left.
00:18:46I never left.
00:19:16Love teaches me
00:19:39to feed on flames
00:19:40and tears,
00:19:41to turn withered hope
00:19:45green through desire,
00:19:49to re-enslave my heart
00:19:50each time
00:19:51love frees
00:19:52his noble face
00:19:53from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman
00:20:03who lived here.
00:20:05You read that
00:20:06in your guidebook
00:20:06this morning,
00:20:07didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided
00:20:11to learn Italian
00:20:12by committing to memory
00:20:13all the sonnets
00:20:14she wrote to Michelangelo
00:20:15in English
00:20:15and Italian.
00:20:18I thought Michelangelo
00:20:19was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history
00:20:21and the muscular thighs
00:20:23of his sculptures,
00:20:24yes,
00:20:24but that didn't stop her
00:20:26from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:33Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas
00:21:25with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really
00:21:34not gonna tell me
00:21:34what you do?
00:21:35I write freelance articles
00:21:42about parties
00:21:42and fashion trends
00:21:43in town and country U.K.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:54I'm writing a book
00:21:55about my grandmother's
00:21:57experiences
00:21:57in rural England
00:21:58living through
00:21:59two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her
00:22:02for hours and hours.
00:22:04But now,
00:22:06I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You wanna listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no,
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:18That's hangled up.
00:22:35I don't love.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:36Awful as it was,
00:22:43it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days,
00:22:46people whine
00:22:47about all sorts
00:22:47of things.
00:22:49I'm not one
00:22:49of those old people
00:22:50who think my time
00:22:51had the only joy
00:22:52and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have
00:22:55our own private wars
00:22:56every era,
00:22:57but it was nothing like
00:22:59it really brought
00:23:01people together,
00:23:01the war.
00:23:02We helped each other
00:23:04during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh,
00:23:06we had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves,
00:23:10then for the people
00:23:11we'd lost.
00:23:12I'll shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it
00:23:14out of my face?
00:23:18That is like,
00:23:20it's like a window
00:23:20in time.
00:23:23This sort of thing
00:23:23which you always did
00:23:25before someone died,
00:23:26you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks
00:23:28I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care
00:23:31what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while
00:23:33I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny,
00:23:37huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was,
00:23:41right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Signori?
00:23:53I got pregnant
00:23:54so we got married.
00:23:55I lost the baby.
00:24:02I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14Excuse me.
00:24:15It was your regret.
00:24:17Yes, thank you.
00:24:19You can take it away.
00:24:20Yes, thank you.
00:24:25I didn't go back
00:24:30after that
00:24:30to the States.
00:24:37Did you, uh,
00:24:38did you ever
00:24:39hear that story
00:24:40about the red strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this
00:24:50Asian proverb
00:24:51says that
00:24:53anyone you're destined
00:24:54to meet,
00:24:54like, uh,
00:24:56your soulmate
00:24:56or
00:24:57your family
00:24:58or,
00:24:59you know,
00:25:01someone you bump
00:25:02into on the street,
00:25:02we're all connected
00:25:04by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled
00:25:10or stretched,
00:25:11but it can never
00:25:12be broken.
00:25:12there's this moment
00:25:19in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting,
00:25:22waiting in the airport
00:25:23bar for my flight,
00:25:25and I'm talking
00:25:27into the recorder,
00:25:28rambling on
00:25:29about how I'm about
00:25:30to embark
00:25:31on this amazing adventure
00:25:32and how I'm going
00:25:34to show World War II
00:25:35from a totally
00:25:36different perspective.
00:25:37I don't know
00:25:47if it's that
00:25:47interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point,
00:25:51isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting
00:25:54for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want
00:26:01to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Leandro.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09That's it.
00:26:13Make a wish.
00:26:14Make a wish.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:37What do you mean?
00:26:38What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait.
00:26:40Here go, go.
00:26:41Oh my god.
00:26:41Oh my gosh.
00:26:43Oh my gosh.
00:26:43Oh my god.
00:26:43Oh my god.
00:26:44Oh no.
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:46What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:47Stronzo!
00:26:53Hey! Hey!
00:26:55It's the carabinieri!
00:26:56It's the police!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58Hey!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:00Yeah!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:07We can't go back!
00:27:10We can't back!
00:27:11No way!
00:27:14Oh God!
00:27:15We can't go back!
00:27:17Oh God!
00:27:24Yeah!
00:27:25Yeah!
00:27:26Yeah!
00:27:27Did it make you feel better if I said I said no one day off?
00:27:30Yes, it's true.
00:27:32Yes, it's true.
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:40You're horrible.
00:27:42You're horrible.
00:27:43You're horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:46Come on.
00:27:47Quick.
00:27:48Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running.
00:27:53no, no, no.
00:27:54Oh my gosh!
00:27:55Oh my gosh.
00:28:14Went off my nose.
00:28:15Do we come back?
00:28:22Maybe.
00:28:24Maybe is not a no.
00:28:28And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:30you're gonna have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:36No.
00:28:38Fair enough.
00:28:42I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:11Why?
00:29:21So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:26Oh.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:36Happy birthday.
00:29:46Oh, yes.
00:29:49God bless you.
00:30:19God bless you.
00:30:50You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, there's so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:03There are the great big events.
00:31:06The things you think you'll always remember, and you do,
00:31:09but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun,
00:31:13or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved
00:31:17until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash,
00:31:24so she had to sit on a bicycle seat.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:41Jane.
00:31:42Janey.
00:31:43Got some pastries.
00:31:46You're still asleep?
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:05my friends had lots of american boyfriends and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates
00:32:25and all sorts of things and we used to go to london and we saw glenn miller one time
00:32:32we used to go all over the place there were wonderful times i never had an american boyfriend
00:32:42i liked some of them they were nice boys but i i didn't i didn't want to leave my mom and dad
00:32:52i wish i had sometimes you know when you were 19 the world just felt so open and carefree and full
00:32:59of possibility you reminded me of that at that time you were 19 when we met yeah i wouldn't have
00:33:09described this carefree back then not at all well i felt nostalgia or something for youth you're not
00:33:16old jane we ran out on the bill you just ran what do you mean you ran out on the bill perhaps i'm not
00:33:24explaining it well it was it was fun it was just fun
00:33:41how's work the conductor's actually a descendant of water leg which is fascinating
00:33:48the three of us were planning dinner before we leave i'd like that
00:33:56jane
00:33:59oh my god this is caleb hi no no we were just talking about you we were that's so weird sit please
00:34:08join us
00:34:19i'm obviously gonna get back pretty soon that's okay i already ate so i'll just grab a coffee
00:34:25i'll have the check please in a cafe play for play
00:34:43oh no thank you
00:34:44okay jane you don't smoke yes i do sometimes at parties you know that well i don't do it a lot
00:34:59but i don't do it i don't do it i love it it's no variety english food on the other hand
00:35:16say what you like about it there's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie i went to this party the
00:35:22other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat they had like a private chef and everything
00:35:30and uh they were serving this like loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other
00:35:35loaves this girl came over to me and said it was cat no no joke like a roasted mommy cat and her
00:35:43kittens it's disgusting true story why don't you tell leonard one of your viola jokes
00:35:58come on
00:35:59selling my aunt come on let's hear one
00:36:07um i have one
00:36:09what is the definition of perfect pitch what
00:36:20when you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim
00:36:26you didn't just make that up it's too good i did well i'm impressed and i'm stealing it
00:36:32you can pretty much make that joke about any instrument
00:36:35you play anything this and that you know
00:36:44shall we what time to go already yeah i'm gonna get back to work
00:36:50so what's next new agenda caleb um i'm thinking tibet oh tibet really yeah there's just
00:37:08i think on the shopping festival at the end of the summer yeah i've heard about that that's where
00:37:11the the buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill right the monks the monks the monks
00:37:18so pretty how do you support yourself you know bit of this bit of that
00:37:28oh all right then i'll walk you does anybody have a pen you got a pen yeah i have a pen
00:37:35i have a piece of paper you guys should definitely come over to the island i'll take you somewhere
00:37:53fun you know don't knock on the front door come around the side i need regina
00:38:04thank you and thanks again for yesterday
00:38:08oh no problem hey ciao
00:38:21how stoned are you come on then it's just home pop it's not a big deal
00:38:28so you're saying you smoke back at her occasionally can we do something fun tonight sure
00:38:39i'm fine from here okay i'll see you after work yep i'll be waiting
00:38:53hey god you scared me are you following me maybe is that weird yeah
00:39:23i couldn't sleep last night
00:39:37you told me you're staying near the port so i got the first ferry this morning
00:39:40i came looking for you and i came looking for you and i can't believe i found you
00:39:57i had a post to worry about you and i wanted to go down that way but i couldn't sleep
00:40:00take you through it they were in the future i found you were playing out
00:40:02in my place i'll be taking care of you and i just wanted to sleep
00:40:04and i was like oh no i was waiting i was waiting for you to go in the morning
00:40:06but there was some time we survived the next morning
00:40:08and i clicked the most recently i'm stepping down
00:40:10i was waiting for you to find out that more of me
00:40:12and i was waiting for you to have to get your friends
00:40:14i was waiting for you to have to be able to come back
00:40:16you know that's your friends on your family
00:40:16i was waiting for you to be nice you're definitely going to be nice
00:40:18to meet you guys
00:40:19i'm watching you i'm staying from the car
00:40:21imet my sister
00:40:22i was waiting for you to keep you
00:40:24What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:54I can't do this.
00:41:09What? Why?
00:41:10I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:13Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:25Do you do this a lot?
00:41:27What?
00:41:28Do you seduce women? Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:43Stop!
00:41:45Stop!
00:41:47I am...
00:41:49I am...
00:41:50That is...
00:41:52I am...
00:41:54I am...
00:41:57I am...
00:41:58You are...
00:42:00And...
00:42:01You are...
00:42:03I am...
00:42:05You are...
00:42:06Yeah.
00:42:08I am...
00:42:40There was one boy from Belgium. He was lovely. He had a moustache. My mother hated moustaches. But he was shipped off. I never saw him again.
00:43:00Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with grandpa?
00:43:11Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:15I know. You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I do some off for your husband?
00:43:35Jane, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute. I have a hell of a rest of my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:48Yeah, absolutely. Lots of dinner. I thought we were just staying here. The two of us. I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58Okay.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:00Okay.
00:44:01Okay.
00:44:02Okay.
00:44:03Okay.
00:44:04Okay, okay.
00:44:05Let's process something.
00:44:06Get ready.
00:44:25Okay, come here.
00:44:27I don't know.
00:44:55Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:26Say cheese.
00:45:33You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:36Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:55What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:25What was your name?
00:46:48Let's go, let's go!
00:48:48Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:50:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:51:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:08I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:38I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53You said that?
00:52:53Wait.
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:05You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You made me feel calm.
00:53:24You made me feel calm.
00:53:26You made me feel calm.
00:53:28You made me feel calm.
00:53:32I'm going to put my pants on.
00:53:34You made me feel calm.
00:53:36You made me feel calm.
00:53:38You made me feel calm.
00:53:40You made me feel calm.
00:53:50You made me feel calm.
00:53:52You made me feel calm.
00:53:55Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:15Must be lonely.
00:54:25Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:33Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:41Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:47Just shuffled around all night.
00:55:05Again and again and again
00:55:30Again and again and again
00:55:34Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle
00:55:39I wish I was single again
00:55:43Again and again and again
00:55:47Once I was single, my pocket is in jingle
00:55:57I wish I was single again
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night. Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here. I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me. I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52Good morning.
00:56:55Good morning.
00:57:05If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33Well, that's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:53If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:04Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:11Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:30Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:06If one little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:27Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:28With the book?
00:59:29No, with my life.
00:59:34This is it, you know.
00:59:35It ends with me.
00:59:36In the harvest time we all went to the front and she gave you a tree to延aj.
00:59:43I'm sorry.
00:59:44I could not ever forget you.
00:59:45I couldn't trust her.
00:59:47I couldn't trust her, but.
00:59:49Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:51With the book.
00:59:53No, with my life.
00:59:57This is it, you know.
00:59:59It ends with me.
01:00:00in the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn
01:00:08everyone was chasing rapids and then we had our tea in the harvest fields
01:00:16the horses
01:00:21the horses back then they were kept beautiful
01:00:30dad used to dress them all up brass things and little horseshoes he put braids on them
01:00:39they used to be gorgeous what are your plans for tomorrow there was one duke he was a clydesdale
01:00:51i used to ride down to the marshes every night when he finished working
01:00:55they were lovely days really
01:01:02they're gone for me
01:01:10jane
01:01:11but not for you jane
01:01:15you know it's different for you in some ways it's easier
01:01:19you haven't got the war people don't die as much as they did back then
01:01:24but in some ways it's more disjointed
01:01:27you've got to make your own life
01:01:32one that you love and you can't be afraid of the
01:01:36the time
01:01:38time is shiftable
01:01:41there are moments in my life that i would trade 60 years to have back again
01:01:55that's the truth
01:01:57you know the truth when you find it
01:02:00it'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time
01:02:07what is it
01:02:14what is it
01:02:16oh
01:02:17oh you
01:02:20are you alright
01:02:22are you ok
01:02:24yeah I stung my toe
01:02:26oh
01:02:27it's bleeding
01:02:29it's fine
01:02:30it's fine
01:02:31it's fine
01:02:32it's fine
01:02:33are you finishing that
01:02:35yes
01:02:36oh
01:02:37fuck
01:02:38oh
01:02:47i met these backpackers last night frank and elsa she's french he's german
01:02:52they're going to tibet
01:02:54and i'm going with them
01:02:56i want you to come with me
01:03:00i want you to come with me
01:03:09oh
01:04:22How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:39Are you listening?
01:04:43You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:47But the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:59Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:03Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:07Have you?
01:05:09Absolutely not.
01:05:12Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:19Because I'm sick.
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:25Yes.
01:05:26Yes.
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:36Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:48Like what?
01:05:49Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:51Why?
01:05:52Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:54I just want to connect.
01:05:55So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No.
01:06:27That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:37But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:42Jane...
01:06:43Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:49I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Please.
01:06:55Again and again and again.
01:06:56Please.
01:06:57Jane, please.
01:06:58Please.
01:06:59Jane, please.
01:07:00How does that make you feel?
01:07:02It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel Leonard? How does it make you feel you will never be a father?
01:07:13We can adopt. That's not what you want, is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time
01:07:27The one thing you always wanted I will never be able to give you
01:07:35What are you trying to do? I just want to know that there's a reason for it all
01:07:56You're not curious about me Leonard not really
01:08:00What do you want me to know? You shouldn't have to ask
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not
01:08:09Someone that I've never been
01:08:14I'm leaving you
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else
01:08:24Steve
01:08:26Caleb
01:08:27That kid?
01:08:29Yes
01:08:31That kid? That child? That kid you've known for two days?
01:08:34It's been longer than that
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking
01:08:37Time is shiftable
01:08:39I don't get it
01:08:39Leonard
01:08:41I don't get it
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it
01:08:57To smell it
01:08:58To sense it
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry
01:09:23I'm sorry
01:09:24For what?
01:09:27I'm sorry
01:09:27For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that
01:09:29No
01:09:29Losing my temper
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that
01:09:31You had every right to lose your temper
01:09:32No no no no no no no
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better then you should go
01:09:38You should go with him
01:09:39You've been through a terrible, terrible thing Jane
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about
01:09:46Of course it is
01:09:46You don't love me anymore Leonard
01:09:49You don't love me
01:09:50That's rubbish
01:09:53This is your ticket
01:09:55The day after my performance
01:09:57Meet me at the train station
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30
01:10:03We'll go home together
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do
01:10:13And then come back to me
01:10:17No questions asked
01:10:19No guilt
01:10:22This is good
01:10:35Folks!
01:10:44Mum
01:10:45I want you to see
01:10:45I want you to do
01:10:46Know what you need to do
01:10:47The bio
01:10:48I want you to read
01:10:49From the book
01:10:50I want you to read
01:10:52I want you to read
01:10:52This is a prison
01:10:52Life
01:10:57Terrible
01:10:59The
01:11:03Because
01:11:04ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:34ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:44Hi.
01:11:46Hi.
01:11:48Want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks.
01:12:44Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so.
01:12:56We're thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:52Ciao, buona fortuna.
01:14:10Ciao.
01:14:12Ciao.
01:14:42Jase, you've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00The train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:10It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:13Yes.
01:16:14And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:23She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:29That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:35Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45No.
01:16:46No.
01:16:47No.
01:16:48No.
01:16:49No.
01:16:51No.
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