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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25It must be.
00:01:30In the traffic of Napoli.
00:01:32It must be...
00:01:33...the men.
00:01:34Cazzo.
00:01:35This one, in the first place...
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46I can't put my wallet.
00:01:51Are you in the sea-pays?
00:01:53No.
00:01:54It's not missing, it's not missing.
00:01:55It's somewhere?
00:01:57Maybe it's in my car.
00:02:00What did you do? What do you think?
00:02:15There is nothing. Didn't he chase anything.
00:02:20Just give her a minute.
00:02:21One moment, one moment.
00:02:23No, no, no.
00:02:23I don't know.
00:02:24I don't know.
00:02:25I don't know.
00:02:26OK, OK.
00:02:27I don't know.
00:02:28OK, OK.
00:02:29OK, OK.
00:02:30OK, OK.
00:02:31OK, OK.
00:02:32OK.
00:02:33Where did you have it lost?
00:02:36The train station, I think?
00:02:38The exchange group?
00:02:40Oh, Dana.
00:02:41I'm sorry.
00:02:42That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:51This is 170, not 70.
00:02:55Where do we need to go?
00:02:57We need to.
00:02:58We need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:11There we go.
00:03:18Is this it?
00:03:19Thanks.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22Thank you, sir.
00:03:41It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number is on file on my computer.
00:03:48Yes, I have them here.
00:03:51Okay, five, five, three, three.
00:03:55Seven, six, four, five.
00:03:58Eight, seven, eight, seven.
00:04:01Nine, one, five, seven.
00:04:03Five, seven.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:10No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:13We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:19Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:22You love how they ask.
00:04:24As if I have a choice.
00:04:26Do you know what I'm gonna try to do while I'm here?
00:04:29Besides learn Italian.
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:33You don't at all.
00:04:35I admire you.
00:04:36I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:39That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:43And besides, what's the point?
00:04:46The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:48Well, I...
00:04:50Do you want me to finally transcribe the tapes?
00:04:54Yes.
00:04:56All right.
00:04:58Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end,
00:05:04I think that's wonderful.
00:05:06What does that mean?
00:05:08Nothing.
00:05:10Nothing?
00:05:12I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:21You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:35I think enough time has passed.
00:05:37Well, that's great.
00:05:59Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08Who?
00:06:11David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:19You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:22Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know.
00:06:40Do you know?
00:06:41Just so tedious.
00:06:43And of course he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short and there he was,
00:06:48all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just, just, just a bit more than.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you too.
00:07:20Love you too.
00:07:24Love you too.
00:07:36Love you too.
00:07:38Love you too.
00:07:41Yeah.
00:07:42You sure?
00:07:44Mm-hmm.
00:08:14Mm-hmm.
00:08:44Mm-hmm.
00:09:14Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:22I get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:28True.
00:09:33Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:35If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56Have a good day.
00:09:56Yes.
00:09:57I'll see you later.
00:09:59Yes.
00:09:59Yes.
00:10:00Yes.
00:10:00Yes.
00:10:00Yes.
00:10:00Yes.
00:10:00Yes.
00:10:01Yes.
00:10:01Yes.
00:10:02Yes.
00:10:02Yes.
00:10:02Yes.
00:10:03testing testing okay do you have any stories for my book what kind of stories stories are you
00:10:30prepared before i can ask them the list of stories that dad told me about go ahead and ask from your
00:10:35father's list god rest his soul let's start with the war we went into an air raid shelter my mother
00:10:42your great-grandmother she was shaking sirens wailed and and then there was the sound of a bomb
00:10:50and the man next to us he said i was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy
00:10:56and half of it got blown away there was blood in his hair he was all alone that nearly finished my
00:11:04mother you know here we were in this tiny town in england miles from germany from russia from
00:11:12italy from any front lines and this man he had blood in his hair
00:11:19one night cappuccino
00:11:26okay
00:11:30good night today
00:11:33glory of his dad
00:11:38good night today
00:11:46I, um, was terrible.
00:11:50Is it?
00:11:56We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:16Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia.
00:12:24Or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:42Sometimes I think I should have had more children, not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:55I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Grazie.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:29They'd been shot through the neck.
00:13:32The bullet went in one side and came out the other.
00:13:36And there were all these bomb holes filled with water,
00:13:39and he couldn't tell which was the German side and which was the allied side.
00:13:43When he came home after something like that,
00:13:47you couldn't really complain to him about anything, now could you?
00:13:50I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13No.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:26My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:38Mm-mm-mm.
00:14:39The viola.
00:14:40Viola.
00:14:40You any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:56No, it's not funny.
00:14:58Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:01A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07You know, why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:17I can't help it, I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes and I went to this music slash nerd summer camp when I was like 10 and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:25And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married, are you newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Gracias.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:49Can you tell me, please?
00:15:50Yes.
00:15:51Yes.
00:15:51Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06If you can catch it.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:21What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Fairy.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Fairy.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:58In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:22No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:38You know, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights was a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:01Because I stayed on the island, because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:19Sorry, anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:49Oh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:19Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears,
00:19:41to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:47to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:01Oh, the woman who lived here.
00:20:03You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history, and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:33Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:37De lacrime a de faco, nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme, reinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Seña maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White or red?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:10Do you want to listen?
00:22:13Do you want to listen a little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:18And what do you want to listen a little bit from?
00:22:22Do you want to listen?
00:22:22Do you want to listen?
00:22:23Do you want to listen a little bit?
00:22:24That's tangled up.
00:22:35Don't laugh.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh, we had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off, would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:21I mean, the sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:41I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected
00:25:04by this red string to be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight, and I'm talking into the recorder,
00:25:28rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to
00:25:34show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:04All the best.
00:26:07Leano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:09Make a wish.
00:26:15Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Bravo.
00:26:28Bravo.
00:26:28Bravo.
00:26:34What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37What?
00:26:38Grab my hand.
00:26:39Wait!
00:26:40Go, go, go!
00:26:41Oh my god!
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:43Oh my gosh!
00:26:44Oh no!
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:54It's the carabinieri!
00:26:56It's the police!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58No!
00:26:59No!
00:27:00No!
00:27:01No!
00:27:02We can't go back!
00:27:04We can't go back!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:07We can't go back!
00:27:09We can't go back!
00:27:11Oh my god!
00:27:14Oh my god!
00:27:16Oh my god!
00:27:22There I go!
00:27:24There I go!
00:27:26I think it feels better if I should have said that one.
00:27:29Yes, it's true!
00:27:31Is it true?
00:27:33Is it true?
00:27:35I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:39You're horrible.
00:27:41You're horrible.
00:27:43You're really horrible.
00:27:45Come on, let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running?
00:27:53I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:01Oh my gosh.
00:28:07What up my nose?
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe it's not a no.
00:28:29Since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're gonna have to give me your number
00:28:33for cheap thrills
00:28:35and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:50I've gotta go
00:28:52catch a fairy.
00:28:54Hey.
00:29:02Why do violists
00:29:06keep their viola cases
00:29:08on their dashboards?
00:29:10Why?
00:29:22So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:32Happy birthday.
00:29:36Anyway I will see you soon.
00:29:48Why should I see you soon?
00:29:50Oh yes, she is.
00:29:52Utah's
00:29:55Look.
00:29:56She is the only thing.
00:29:58It looks like you will SAS and kotona
00:30:30You're awake.
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:00There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember, and you
00:31:09do, but there are other smaller, picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing
00:31:15the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:25seat.
00:31:27They stay with me, too.
00:31:29Jane.
00:31:30Jane.
00:31:31Jane.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:33Got some pastries.
00:31:37Still asleep?
00:31:38Jane.
00:31:39Jane.
00:31:40Jane.
00:31:41Got some pastries.
00:31:44Still asleep?
00:31:45Jane.
00:31:46Jane.
00:31:47Jane.
00:31:51Jane.
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:56My friends had lots of American boyfriends, and they used to bring us nylon stockings
00:32:24and chocolates and all sorts of things, and we used to go to London, and we saw Glen Miller
00:32:31one time.
00:32:32We used to go all over the place.
00:32:35They were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:44They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mum and dad.
00:32:51I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:53You know, when you were 19, the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility.
00:33:02You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:05You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then.
00:33:11Not at all.
00:33:12Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something for youth.
00:33:15You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:19You just ran out?
00:33:21What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well.
00:33:26It was...
00:33:27It was fun.
00:33:28It was just fun.
00:33:29How was work?
00:33:31The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Legg, which is fascinating.
00:33:36The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:38I'd like that.
00:33:39Jane?
00:33:40Jane?
00:33:40Oh, my God.
00:33:41This is Caleb.
00:33:42Hi.
00:33:43No, no, no.
00:33:44We were just talking about you.
00:33:45We were?
00:33:46That's so weird.
00:33:47That's it, please.
00:33:48Sit down.
00:33:49Join us.
00:33:50Yeah.
00:33:51Yeah.
00:33:52Yeah.
00:33:53Yeah.
00:33:54Yeah.
00:33:55Yeah.
00:33:56Yeah.
00:33:57Yeah.
00:33:58Yeah.
00:33:59Yeah.
00:34:00Yeah.
00:34:01Yeah.
00:34:02Yeah.
00:34:03I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:22That's okay.
00:34:23I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:31Can I have the check, please?
00:34:37In the cafe, play for play?
00:34:43Oh, no thank you.
00:34:47Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01It's okay?
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food is so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day in this villa owned by this old drunk expat.
00:35:27They had like a private chef and everything.
00:35:29And they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke.
00:35:40Like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:58Come on.
00:35:59I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:04I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:24You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:48Yeah, I've got to get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:47I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:37:58Whiskey, uh...
00:37:59Whiskey...
00:38:00Whiskey...
00:38:02Here you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:08Hey.
00:38:09Ciao.
00:38:10How stoned are you?
00:38:11Come on, man.
00:38:12We're just going to pop.
00:38:13It's not a big deal.
00:38:15So, you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:30Occasionally.
00:38:31Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:36I'm fine from here.
00:38:40Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:39:06Hey.
00:39:07God, you scared me.
00:39:08Are you following me?
00:39:09Maybe.
00:39:10Is that weird?
00:39:11Yeah.
00:39:12Yeah.
00:39:13I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:14You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:15I came looking for you.
00:39:16I came looking for you.
00:39:17And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:22And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:23I can't believe I found you.
00:39:24I can't believe I found you.
00:39:28I can't believe I found you.
00:39:29I can't believe I found you.
00:39:30I can't believe I found you.
00:39:35I can't believe I found you.
00:39:36I can not believe I can't believe I found you.
00:40:19What are we doing?
00:40:30I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy and beautiful.
00:40:49I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:09I can't do this.
00:41:11Why?
00:41:22Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:29Look, you need to be less serious.
00:41:39Don't follow me.
00:41:59Don't follow me.
00:42:29There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:13Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know.
00:43:19You're home early.
00:43:27I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for your husband?
00:43:31Jane, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my bed.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:47Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:56Okay.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59Okay.
00:43:59Okay.
00:44:00Okay.
00:44:00Okay.
00:44:26Don't worry.
00:44:54Leonard, can we talk?
00:45:24Say cheese.
00:45:32You should kind of be in the middle.
00:45:35Hold on a second.
00:45:49That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:54What did you do?
00:46:09Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:10You did?
00:46:11What did you do?
00:46:12Just wave.
00:46:24I'm sorry.
00:46:39I'm sorry.
00:46:41Let's go!
00:48:41Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:04I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:11Yeah.
00:49:13Let me put my pants on.
00:49:14Okay.
00:49:44Oh, my God.
00:49:49Oh.
00:49:49Here you are.
00:52:58You're delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:03You make me feel calm.
00:53:08You make me feel calm.
00:53:09You make me feel calm.
00:53:15You make me feel calm.
00:53:16You make me feel calm.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:29You make me feel calm.
00:53:30You make me feel calm.
00:53:35You want a drink?
00:53:36Want a drink?
00:53:50Is that him?
00:54:12Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:18He must be lonely.
00:54:46He must be lonely.
00:54:52He must be lonely.
00:54:56He must be lonely.
00:55:06He must be lonely.
00:55:16He must be lonely.
00:55:26Again and again and again.
00:55:32Again and again and again.
00:55:36Once I was single, my pocket is a jingle.
00:55:40I wish I was single again.
00:55:44Again and again and again.
00:55:48Again and again and again.
00:55:52Once I was single, my pocket is a jingle.
00:55:56I wish I was single again.
00:56:00I didn't sleep until last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:47People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:50Okay.
00:56:52Okay.
00:57:22If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing.
00:57:35That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm going to make some tea.
00:57:49Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm alright.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:02Don't worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:08I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:22Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:29In the long run?
00:58:35Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:39I tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:58:57I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:11Do we have no idea?
00:59:12Do we have any questions?
00:59:13Are we going to be so or are we?
00:59:14Do we have any questions?
00:59:15Do we have any questions?
00:59:16How do we keep describing things?
00:59:17Do we have any questions?
00:59:18Who are we?
00:59:20Do we have any questions?
00:59:22One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life,
00:59:29I might not be here.
00:59:39Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:43With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:52This is it, you know.
00:59:56It ends with me.
01:00:03In the harvest time we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:15The horses.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:23The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:36He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:52Every night when he finished working.
01:00:54They were lovely days really.
01:01:00They were lovely days really.
01:01:08They're gone. For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways it's more disjointed.
01:01:27You've got to make your own life.
01:01:32One that you love and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:51There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:54That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:17Ah!
01:02:19You all right?
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:22Ah!
01:02:23You okay?
01:02:24Yeah, I stung my toe.
01:02:26Ah!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:29It's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:32It's fine.
01:02:33It's fine.
01:02:34You losing it?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:38I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa. She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:00I want you to come with me.
01:03:01I want you to come with me.
01:03:02I want you to come with me.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:07Hi.
01:04:08How are you?
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:13God, why didn't they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:24How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:48Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:04:58Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:03Oh, Jane.
01:05:04Have you?
01:05:05Can we not?
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:07Absolutely not.
01:05:08Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:13Because I'm sick.
01:05:14Of what, Leonard?
01:05:15Of it being so hard?
01:05:16Yes.
01:05:17Tedious?
01:05:18Tedious?
01:05:19I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:20Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:21Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:23And we don't...
01:05:24There's just huge, vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:30Like what?
01:05:31Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:32Why?
01:05:33Why?
01:05:34Why?
01:05:35Why?
01:05:36Why?
01:05:37Why?
01:05:38Why?
01:05:39Why?
01:05:40Why?
01:05:41Why?
01:05:42Why?
01:05:43Why?
01:05:44Why?
01:05:45Why?
01:05:46Why?
01:05:47Why?
01:05:48Why?
01:05:49Why?
01:05:50Why?
01:05:51Why?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:54Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:59So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:17It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No.
01:06:27That's not what I'm saying.
01:06:28You're just...
01:06:29Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did.
01:06:31Not did.
01:06:32Do you want to have children?
01:06:35So did you.
01:06:36But...
01:06:40Say it.
01:06:41Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:45I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:49I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:53Please, Jane.
01:06:54Jane, please.
01:06:55And again.
01:06:56And again.
01:06:57Jane, please.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:15Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:41What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:42I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:04I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:09Someone that I've never been.
01:08:13I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See him.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:29Yes.
01:08:31That kid.
01:08:32That child.
01:08:33That kid you've known for two days.
01:08:34It's been longer than that.
01:08:35Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:37Time is shiftable.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it.
01:08:57To smell it.
01:08:58To sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry.
01:09:04For what?
01:09:05I'm sorry.
01:09:06For what?
01:09:07I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:08No.
01:09:09For losing my temper.
01:09:10I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:11You had every right to lose your temper.
01:09:12No, no, no, no.
01:09:13If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better then you should go.
01:09:16You should go.
01:09:17You should go.
01:09:18Go.
01:09:19Go.
01:09:20Go.
01:09:21Go.
01:09:22Go.
01:09:23Go.
01:09:24Go.
01:09:25Go.
01:09:26Go.
01:09:27Go.
01:09:28Go.
01:09:29Go.
01:09:30Go.
01:09:31Go.
01:09:32Go.
01:09:33Go.
01:09:34Go.
01:09:35Go.
01:09:36Go.
01:09:37il7-ly-ly-ly-ly-ly- 예뻐.
01:09:38Good.
01:09:39Oh.
01:09:40Let me tell you.
01:09:41Better, then you should go.
01:09:42You should go with him.
01:09:44You've been through terrible, terrible thing Jane.
01:09:47No.
01:09:48That is not what this is about.
01:09:49Of course it is.
01:09:50You don't love me anymore Leonard.
01:09:51You don't love me.
01:09:53This is your ticket.
01:09:55The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:01Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:17No questions asked, no guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:11:16I...
01:11:46Hi
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:02Oh, thanks
01:12:16Bring it outside
01:12:21Frank, I'm coming over in a couple of hours.
01:12:49Frank bought a car so we're going to...
01:12:51We're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:13:00I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:19We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:22We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:28We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:33We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:37We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:41We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:47We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:52We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:13:56We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:08We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:11We're going to head out in a couple of weeks.
01:14:23We're going to head out in a couple of weeks...
01:14:24I don't know.
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side, the train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:24It's four in the morning, the end of December. I'm riding you now just to see if you're there. New York is cold, but I like where I live.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening. I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:01Are you living for nothing now? Hope you're keeping some kind of record. Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair. She said that you gave it to her. That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100. Why not? I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:38Now shut that thing off.
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