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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30Not sell the traffic of Napoli,
00:01:33I think you're gonna get mad.
00:01:35And this one is called the first place of...
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45Whoa.
00:01:46I can't put my wallet.
00:01:51Where's the seat place?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53Only the seat.
00:01:54Somewhere.
00:01:56It's in my car.
00:02:00What is that? What do you think?
00:02:13She's lost for bus, for bus
00:02:15He didn't catch much from here
00:02:19Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:22One, one moment, one moment.
00:02:25Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:27Okay, okay, okay.
00:02:33Where did you have it last?
00:02:35Oh, no.
00:02:37The train station, I think? The exchange cruise?
00:02:42Oh, Dana, I'm sorry.
00:02:45That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all this stuff.
00:02:54This is 170, not 70.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need 70.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:15Is this it?
00:03:17Thanks, lad.
00:03:18It's nice.
00:03:19It's nice.
00:03:20Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:21The number's on parlor of my computer.
00:03:22Yes, I have one.
00:03:23Is this it?
00:03:24Is this it?
00:03:25Thanks, lad.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:27Yes.
00:03:28I have a credit card.
00:03:29The number's on parlor of my computer.
00:03:34It's nice.
00:03:43Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:45The number is on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:52Okay.
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00:04:05Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12-15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:16No, I'm working here.
00:04:20Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask.
00:04:25As if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides learn Italian.
00:04:31I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:45And besides,
00:04:46what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I
00:04:50want to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:53Yes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:02Well, if you can see it through to the end, I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:11I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that.
00:05:21You shouldn't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:29I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been
00:05:35for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:08No.
00:06:09David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:28Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:38I really don't know, do you know?
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't
00:06:50I.
00:06:50Jane, can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:53Just, just, just a bit more, then.
00:06:56I love you.
00:06:57I love you.
00:06:58I love you, too.
00:07:12I love you.
00:07:13I love you, too.
00:07:16Do you feel all right?
00:07:37You feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40You sure?
00:07:45Mm-hmm.
00:08:06Mm-hmm.
00:08:36Mm-hmm.
00:08:48You're getting married?
00:08:52You sure?
00:08:54You're selling it?
00:08:56No, no, no.
00:09:00Yeah, we're selling it.
00:09:02No, no, no.
00:09:04Are you sure you won't come with?
00:09:18You'll be so busy.
00:09:21We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:28Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:49I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:58Testing, testing.
00:10:22Okay.
00:10:25Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:26What kind of stories?
00:10:30Stories that you've prepared.
00:10:32Or I can ask them the list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:34Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:36God rest his soul.
00:10:37Let's start with the war.
00:10:40We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:42My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:46Sirens wailed and...
00:10:48And then there was the sound of a bomb.
00:10:50And the man next to us, he said,
00:10:52I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy.
00:10:56And half of it got blown away.
00:10:59There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:03That nearly finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England,
00:11:10miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines.
00:11:14And this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:19Good night, cappuccino, okay?
00:11:45Good night today.
00:11:46I, um, was terrible.
00:11:49Is it?
00:11:52We were riding our bikes to school
00:11:59when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:12It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:16Oh, hi, Leonard.
00:12:20It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia,
00:12:24or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day.
00:12:35Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:43Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:47not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:03You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:06All right, then.
00:13:10Uh, scusi.
00:13:12Scusi.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato anglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oregonese?
00:13:24Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:53You speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:20Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:26My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the night.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:43Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:49How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:51You put it in a viola case, right?
00:14:56No, it's not funny.
00:14:59Um, what's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming, there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes, and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, ten, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:25And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:46That's it.
00:15:47Gracias.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Fuck.
00:15:55Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06You can catch it.
00:16:10Grazie.
00:16:11Grazie.
00:16:25What brought you out of here today?
00:16:36Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:38Barry.
00:16:39I like it.
00:16:41They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:43It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn up bones.
00:16:48But can you imagine dying by just sitting there?
00:16:51That would suck.
00:16:55In, like, the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:03It doesn't smell pretty bad.
00:17:05All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:10Wow.
00:17:12I know.
00:17:13I've been coming here every day, and it still gets me.
00:17:17If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:20You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:24I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:28dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:35I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:36I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:40No, I just didn't want to go to college, and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:43Four connecting flights, a 72-hour plane ride, but, you know, it was worth it.
00:17:47My first time out of the U.S.
00:17:49How old are you?
00:17:49I'm 19.
00:17:50It's my birthday today.
00:17:52Is it really?
00:17:53Uh-huh.
00:17:54Happy birthday.
00:17:55Thank you very much.
00:17:56Yeah, so I left the program after, like, a month.
00:17:59Fuck the relic dolphins!
00:18:02I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:18:05I'll tell you the short version.
00:18:07Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia, so when I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:18:12The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know, is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great-great-great-grandparent.
00:18:18I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:20Sorry.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great-uncle who lives on the island, so I show up.
00:18:27He answers the door, and he's, like, the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:32Yeah, if not older.
00:18:34He's, like, deaf and blind and about four feet tall.
00:18:37He mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment.
00:18:44Yeah, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:19:14Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears.
00:19:41To turn withered hope green through desire.
00:19:49To re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Victoria Colonna.
00:20:01Ah, the woman who lived here.
00:20:03You read that in your guy book this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:11Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes.
00:20:24But that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:32Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36I'm impressed.
00:21:07You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White?
00:21:29Red, please.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not gonna tell me what you do?
00:21:36I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country U.K.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours, but now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:12You want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, I know it.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:34That's tangled up.
00:22:35Oh, God.
00:22:36Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy and the only problems.
00:22:52We all have our own private wars, every era, but it was nothing like it really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:15That is like, it's like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44Buongiorno.
00:23:44I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:14I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected by this red string.
00:25:05It can be tangled or stretched, but it can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape, I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight, and I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:37I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:46I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:47That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:51Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:56Maybe.
00:25:59Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:02Everything is nothing.
00:26:04All the best.
00:26:06Compliano.
00:26:07Grazie.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:11Make a wish, huh?
00:26:13Make it great.
00:26:15Make it great.
00:26:20Okay.
00:26:24Bravo.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Hey.
00:26:36What do you mean I'm ready to go?
00:26:37Ready?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Wait.
00:26:41Go, go, go.
00:26:42Go!
00:26:43Oh no!
00:26:44Oh no!
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:50Stronzo!
00:26:52Hey!
00:26:53Hey!
00:26:54Hey!
00:26:55It's the carabinerie!
00:26:56It's the police!
00:26:57No!
00:26:58No!
00:26:59No!
00:27:00No!
00:27:01No!
00:27:02No!
00:27:03No!
00:27:04No!
00:27:05No!
00:27:06No!
00:27:07No!
00:27:08No!
00:27:10No!
00:27:11No!
00:27:24Oh no!
00:27:25Oh no!
00:27:26Oh no!
00:27:27That's construed at all day up.
00:27:28Yes, it's true.
00:27:29It's true!
00:27:31I made the check when I went to the bathroom.
00:27:35You're horrible.
00:27:39You're horrible. You're really horrible.
00:27:43Come on, let's go. Come on.
00:27:47Quick. Let's go.
00:27:51Why are we still running? I don't know why we're still running.
00:28:01Oh, my gosh.
00:28:13It went up my nose.
00:28:17We come back?
00:28:21Maybe.
00:28:25Maybe it's not a no.
00:28:29I don't have a phone.
00:28:31You're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:33For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:39Fair enough.
00:28:49I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:53Hey.
00:28:57Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:11So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:23Happy birthday.
00:29:27Happy birthday.
00:29:31Happy birthday.
00:29:35Happy birthday to the church.
00:29:47Like he's a Natalie-Sugar.
00:29:49Happy birthday.
00:29:53Happy birthday.
00:29:55Happy birthday.
00:30:27You're awake.
00:30:50Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:54Mm-hmm.
00:30:56Nice.
00:30:58There are the great big events.
00:31:05The things you think you'll always remember, and you do, but there are other smaller.
00:31:11Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun, or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't
00:31:15know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:19Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash, so she had to sit on a bicycle
00:31:25seat.
00:31:26They stay with me too.
00:31:31Jane.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:33Janey.
00:31:34Got some pastries.
00:31:38You're still asleep?
00:31:52Janey.
00:31:53Janey.
00:31:54Janey.
00:31:55Janey.
00:31:56Janey.
00:31:57Janey.
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00:32:35Janey.
00:32:36Janey.
00:32:37Janey.
00:32:38Janey.
00:32:39had an American boyfriend. I liked some of them. They were nice boys but I didn't want to leave
00:32:50my mom and dad. I wish I had sometimes. You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open
00:32:57and carefree and full of possibility? You reminded me of that at that time. You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah. I wouldn't have described it as carefree back then. Not at all. Well I felt nostalgia or something for youth. You're not old Jane. We ran out on the bill. You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill? Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was it was fun. It was just fun.
00:33:37How was work? The conductor is actually a descendant of Walter Lake which is fascinating. The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:56Oh my god. This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi. No no. We were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were. That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit please. Sit down. Join us.
00:34:12You had the chance of a ride.
00:34:14I know mate.
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay. I already ate so I'll just grab a coffee.
00:34:25Can I have the check, please?
00:34:38In a cafe, play for play?
00:34:43Oh, no thank you.
00:34:48Jane, you don't smoke.
00:34:51Yes, I do.
00:34:54Do you know that?
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Grazie.
00:35:04Grazie.
00:35:08Italian food is so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day,
00:35:23in this villa owned by this old drunk ex-pat.
00:35:27They had like a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And they were serving this loaf of meat,
00:35:33covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No.
00:35:40No joke.
00:35:41Like a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:43That is disgusting.
00:35:45True story.
00:35:47Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:55I don't know.
00:35:56I'm so mad.
00:35:57Come on.
00:35:58I'm selling my ant.
00:35:59Come on.
00:36:00Let's hear one.
00:36:01Um...
00:36:02I have one.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:20When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:30You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What, time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah, I'm going to get back to work.
00:37:00So what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:03Um, I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet, really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17So pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:23Oh, all right then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:34Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:42I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:53I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:57I need Regina.
00:38:00This, we, uh...
00:38:02There you go.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08No problem.
00:38:10Okay.
00:38:12Ciao.
00:38:21How stoned are you?
00:38:23Come on, man.
00:38:24We should tell him to pop.
00:38:24It's not a big deal.
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her?
00:38:31Occasionally.
00:38:32Hey, can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure.
00:38:38I'm fine from here.
00:38:41Okay.
00:38:41See you after work.
00:38:42Yep.
00:38:43I'll be waiting.
00:39:14Hey.
00:39:15God, you scared me.
00:39:17Are you following me?
00:39:19Maybe.
00:39:20Is that weird?
00:39:22Yeah.
00:39:31I couldn't sleep last night.
00:39:36You told me you were staying near the port, so I got the first ferry this morning.
00:39:41I came looking for you.
00:39:43And I can't believe I found you.
00:39:46I can't believe I found you.
00:39:48I can't believe I found you on my personal hotel.
00:39:53Amen.
00:39:54Amen.
00:39:56Amen.
00:39:57Amen.
00:39:58Amen.
00:39:59Amen.
00:40:03Amen.
00:40:06Amen.
00:40:08Amen.
00:40:08Amen.
00:40:09Amen.
00:40:09Amen.
00:40:10What are we doing?
00:40:29I think we'll make it out.
00:40:33So sexy.
00:40:35And beautiful.
00:40:40I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10Do you do this a lot?
00:41:24What?
00:41:24Do you do this a lot?
00:41:26What?
00:41:27Do you seduce women?
00:41:28Is this what you do?
00:41:31You need to be less serious.
00:41:32Do you feel me?
00:41:40Do you feel me?
00:41:40Do you feel me?
00:41:44Do you feel me?
00:42:25There was one boy from Belgium.
00:42:48He was lovely.
00:42:50He had a moustache.
00:42:52My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:54But he was shipped off.
00:42:58I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:09Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight?
00:43:14Stop that thing.
00:43:15I do deserve that.
00:43:29Can I just move for a husband?
00:43:36Jenny, I'm sorry.
00:43:37Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my bed.
00:43:40I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:44Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner.
00:43:51I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:53The two of us.
00:43:53I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57Okay.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:45:34You should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:37Hold on a second.
00:45:39Hold on a second.
00:45:51That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:52What did you do?
00:46:09What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:15What did you do?
00:46:16What did you do?
00:46:17I'm so happy.
00:46:18I'm so happy.
00:46:19I'm so happy.
00:46:20I'm so happy.
00:46:21I'm so happy.
00:46:23I'm so happy.
00:46:24I'm so happy.
00:46:25I'm so happy.
00:46:26I'm so happy.
00:46:28I'm so happy.
00:46:29I'm so happy.
00:46:30I'm so happy.
00:46:31I'm so happy.
00:46:32I'm so happy.
00:46:33I'm so happy.
00:46:34I'm so happy.
00:46:35I'm so happy.
00:46:36You please.
00:46:37I was happy God.
00:46:52I didn't die!
00:47:22I didn't die!
00:47:52I didn't die!
00:48:22I didn't die!
00:48:52Oh!
00:48:54Hi!
00:48:56Did I wake you?
00:48:58No.
00:49:00I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:04Yeah.
00:49:06I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:08Okay.
00:49:10Yeah.
00:49:12I'm gonna put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:40I have to put my pants on.
00:49:42Yeah.
00:49:44I can't wait for her in the water.
00:49:50No, I'm gonna put my pants on!
00:49:52I love you.
00:49:54I love you.
00:49:58I love you.
00:50:04I love you!
00:50:06I love you!
00:52:48Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:56Were you?
00:52:58They were delicious.
00:52:59You made me feel nervous.
00:53:19You made me feel calm.
00:53:20You make me feel calm.
00:53:24You want a drink?
00:53:45Want a drink?
00:54:10Is that him?
00:54:11Yeah, he just shuffled around all night.
00:54:15Must be lonely.
00:54:45I love you.
00:54:47I love you.
00:54:48I love you.
00:54:50I love you.
00:54:52I love you.
00:54:53I love you.
00:54:55I love you.
00:54:57I love you.
00:54:58I love you.
00:55:00I love you.
00:55:01I love you.
00:55:02I love you.
00:55:03I love you.
00:55:05I love you.
00:55:06I love you.
00:55:07I love you.
00:55:08I love you.
00:55:09I love you.
00:55:10I love you.
00:55:11I love you.
00:55:12I love you.
00:55:13I love you.
00:55:14I love you.
00:55:15I love you.
00:55:16I love you.
00:55:17I love you.
00:55:18I love you.
00:55:19I love you.
00:55:20I love you.
00:55:21I love you.
00:55:22I love you.
00:55:23I love you.
00:55:24I love you.
00:55:25I love you.
00:55:26I love you.
00:55:27I love you.
00:55:28I love you.
00:55:29worshipped.
00:55:30I love you.
00:55:38I love you.
00:55:39I love you.
00:55:41I love you.
00:55:43you
00:55:44Again, and again, and again, again, and again, again, and again, once I was single, my poverty, single, I wish I was single, again, once I was single, again.
00:56:00I didn't sleep at all last night.
00:56:14Where have you been?
00:56:17Just walking.
00:56:19All night.
00:56:21I've been thinking.
00:56:23You left your phone here.
00:56:24I had to plug it in.
00:56:27We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:30Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:52Okay.
00:56:52I have to go to work.
00:56:53I have to go to work.
00:56:54I have to go to work.
00:56:54I have to go to work.
00:56:55I have to go to work.
00:56:56I have to go to work.
00:56:56I have to go to work.
00:56:57I have to go to work.
00:56:57I have to go to work.
00:56:58I have to go to work.
00:56:58I have to go to work.
00:56:59I have to go to work.
00:56:59I have to go to work.
00:57:00I have to go to work.
00:57:00I have to go to work.
00:57:01I have to go to work.
00:57:02I have to go to work.
00:57:02I have to go to work.
00:57:03I have to go to work.
00:57:04I have to go to work.
00:57:04I have to go to work.
00:57:05If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:33Well, that's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:48I'm gonna make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:51I'm all right.
00:57:53If you go out like that again, just tell me. Don't worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:07I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:12Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good in the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:43I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:57I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:12One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:31Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:54This is it, you know.
00:59:57It ends with me.
00:59:59In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:10Everyone was chasing rabbits and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:20The horses.
01:00:21The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:31Dad used to dress them all up, brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:37He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:45There was one.
01:00:47Duke.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone. For me.
01:01:10Jane.
01:01:13But not for you.
01:01:14Jane.
01:01:16You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love and you can't be afraid of the...
01:01:36...of the time.
01:01:37Time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:51There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:55That's the truth.
01:01:57You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:09Oh, sorry.
01:02:11Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:14Ah!
01:02:16Ah!
01:02:18Ah!
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:22Ah!
01:02:23You okay?
01:02:24Yeah, stomachache.
01:02:26Ah!
01:02:27It's bleeding.
01:02:29Ah, it's fine.
01:02:30It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine.
01:02:33It's fine.
01:02:34It's fine.
01:02:35You losing it?
01:02:36Yes.
01:02:37I met these backpackers last night, Frank and Elsa.
01:02:50She's French, he's German.
01:02:52They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:07Oh!
01:03:08Yes!
01:03:09Oh!
01:03:10Oh my god.
01:03:11That's right.
01:03:12Oh!
01:03:13That's beautiful.
01:03:14Oh God!
01:03:15Oh my god!
01:03:16Oh!
01:03:17Oh!
01:03:18Oh!
01:03:19Oh!
01:03:21Oh!
01:03:22Oh!
01:03:26Oh!
01:03:27Oh!
01:03:29Oh!
01:03:30Oh my gosh!
01:03:33Oh!
01:03:34Oh!
01:03:35Oh!
01:03:36Hi.
01:04:04Hi.
01:04:05Hi.
01:04:06How are you?
01:04:09I'm lacking.
01:04:11Long day.
01:04:13God, when are they not?
01:04:17I don't think I'd jump to doing another stint like this.
01:04:23How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired.
01:04:32It's fantastic.
01:04:34I think I've figured out the key to finishing the project.
01:04:42Are you listening?
01:04:44You found the key to finishing this project?
01:04:54Well, the water here tastes so funny.
01:05:02Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:04Oh, Jane.
01:05:05Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:08Have you?
01:05:10Absolutely not.
01:05:12Why did you take such a long time to answer that?
01:05:22Of what, Leonard?
01:05:23Of it being so hard?
01:05:24Yes.
01:05:25Tedious?
01:05:34I hate talking about sex with you.
01:05:36Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:38Normal people talk about sex, Leonard.
01:05:40And we don't?
01:05:42There's just huge vacant lots that we don't discuss.
01:05:48Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:52Why?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:54Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect.
01:05:57So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:00Do you?
01:06:04I love you.
01:06:13I get it, Leonard.
01:06:15I get it.
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us.
01:06:20Sex has consequences.
01:06:21Life and death.
01:06:22Mostly death.
01:06:23Jane, please.
01:06:24Let me guess.
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying.
01:06:27You're just...
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:29Of course I did.
01:06:30Not did.
01:06:31Do you want to have children?
01:06:34So did you.
01:06:36But...
01:06:39Say it.
01:06:41Jane.
01:06:42Say it.
01:06:44I can't have children, Leonard.
01:06:48I never will.
01:06:50And if we keep trying, they keep dying.
01:06:52Please, Jane.
01:06:53Again and again and again.
01:06:54Please.
01:06:55Jane.
01:06:58How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault.
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:09You will never be a father.
01:07:13We can adopt.
01:07:14That's not what you want.
01:07:15That's not what you want.
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:19Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time.
01:07:27That the one thing you always wanted, I will never be able to give you.
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:42I just want to know that there's a reason for it all.
01:07:45You're not curious about me, Leonard.
01:07:59Not really.
01:08:01What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask.
01:08:03I feel as if you want me to be someone I'm not.
01:08:08Someone that I've never been.
01:08:14I'm leaving you.
01:08:17I've been seeing someone else.
01:08:24See you.
01:08:26Caleb.
01:08:28That kid.
01:08:30That kid.
01:08:31That child.
01:08:32That kid you've known for two days.
01:08:33It's been longer than that.
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking.
01:08:36Time is shiftable.
01:08:38I don't get it.
01:08:39Leonard.
01:08:41I don't get it.
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him.
01:08:44Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it, to smell it, to sense it.
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:01You don't see me!
01:09:19I'm sorry.
01:09:23I'm sorry.
01:09:24For what?
01:09:26I'm sorry.
01:09:27For what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:29No.
01:09:30Losing my temper.
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that.
01:09:32You had every right to lose your temper!
01:09:33No, no, no, no.
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better, then you should go.
01:09:38You should go with him.
01:09:40You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane.
01:09:43No.
01:09:44That is not what this is about.
01:09:45Of course it is.
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard.
01:09:48You don't love me!
01:09:49That's rubbish.
01:09:52This is your ticket.
01:09:54The day after my performance, meet me at the train station.
01:10:00Our training's at 4.30.
01:10:03We'll go home together.
01:10:07I want you to do what you need to do.
01:10:13And then come back to me.
01:10:16No questions asked.
01:10:18No guilt.
01:10:22This is good.
01:10:23No guilt.
01:10:29No guilt.
01:10:33No guilt.
01:10:38To do what you do...
01:10:39It's just a problem.
01:10:42To do what you do.
01:10:43Do you have any questions?
01:10:44I'd like to ask.
01:10:45I think we'd be German.
01:10:46You're not afraid.
01:10:47I'm sorry.
01:10:48You're not afraid to ask.
01:10:49I'm sorry.
01:11:50You want some?
01:12:00Oh, thanks.
01:12:30Frank and Elsa coming over in a couple hours.
01:12:48Frank bought a car, so we're going to head out in a couple of weeks or so, you know.
01:12:55I'm thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through
01:13:10Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet.
01:13:14Yeah.
01:13:16Yeah.
01:13:20Yeah.
01:13:22Yeah.
01:14:54You've got to come over to this side.
01:15:00Train's going to be here in a minute.
01:15:24It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:38New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:43There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:00Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:06Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:11Yes.
01:16:13And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:22She said that you gave it to her.
01:16:27That night when you planned to go clear.
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:41Now shut that thing off.
01:16:44Oh, the last...
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