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00:00:00Excuse me, it's okay.
00:00:02It's okay. It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:05It's okay.
00:00:07Let me help her back.
00:00:30It's okay, it's okay.
00:00:33Maruzella, Maruzella.
00:00:42Vedi, questo è Napoli.
00:00:44Napoli è pieno divertimento.
00:00:46Ci sono posti per divertirti e posti che ci sono brutti.
00:01:00Alla prossima.
00:01:06I'm looking for the concert.
00:01:07And then you drive right by it.
00:01:09There it is.
00:01:13Very funny.
00:01:23I think it's gonna be good.
00:01:25Must be.
00:01:30The traffic of Napoli.
00:01:32The most of the men's lives, the kids.
00:01:35This is called The First Post.
00:01:43Shit.
00:01:45What?
00:01:46Can't put my wallet.
00:01:51In the C-case?
00:01:52No.
00:01:53No, the C-case.
00:01:55Somewhere.
00:01:57Maybe it's in a club.
00:02:00shhhhhhhh
00:02:02shhhhhhh
00:02:10What did you do?
00:02:12What you think?
00:02:13She just lost her purse, her purse
00:02:16There's nothing, she didn't headline it
00:02:18There's nothing
00:02:20Can you just give her a minute?
00:02:22It's not here, she was sitting there
00:02:24For a moment I don't know, I'll lose my time
00:02:26let's go, let's go
00:02:28Where did you have it last?
00:02:30The train station, I think?
00:02:32The exchange group?
00:02:34Oh, Jamie.
00:02:36I'm sorry.
00:02:38That bastard at the train station started when you dropped all your stuff.
00:02:42This is 170, not 70.
00:02:44Where do we need to go?
00:02:46I don't know.
00:02:48I don't know.
00:02:50I don't know.
00:02:52I don't know.
00:02:54I don't know.
00:02:56Where do we need to go?
00:02:58We need sevens.
00:03:10Here we go.
00:03:20Is this it?
00:03:22I think it's nice.
00:03:26It's nice.
00:03:28Yes, I have a credit card.
00:03:30The number's on file on my computer.
00:03:32Yes, I have them here.
00:03:34Okay.
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00:03:44Yes, I have her credit card numbers on file on my computer.
00:03:49Yes, I have them here.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:52Okay.
00:03:535533 7645 8787 9157.
00:04:045-7.
00:04:06Yeah.
00:04:08Expires 12.15.
00:04:11No, she'll definitely need another card sent out immediately.
00:04:14We're here for two weeks.
00:04:17No, I'm working here.
00:04:21Yes, I'll hold.
00:04:23You love how they ask, as if I have a choice.
00:04:27Do you know what I'm going to try to do while I'm here?
00:04:30Besides knowing Italian.
00:04:32I don't know why you think that's so ridiculous.
00:04:34I don't at all.
00:04:36I admire you.
00:04:37I just think it's too late for me.
00:04:40That's not true.
00:04:41You can't teach an old dog new tricks.
00:04:43Besides, what's the point?
00:04:47The whole bloody world speaks English.
00:04:49Well, I...
00:04:50I'm going to finally transcribe the tapes.
00:04:55Yes.
00:04:57All right.
00:04:59Okay.
00:05:00Well, if you can see it through to the end.
00:05:05I think that's wonderful.
00:05:07What does that mean?
00:05:09Nothing.
00:05:11Nothing?
00:05:13I think it's a fantastic idea, Jen.
00:05:15I always have.
00:05:16You know that?
00:05:16You don't sound very supportive.
00:05:25You have my support.
00:05:27I'm sorry if that came out wrong.
00:05:31I just know how emotional listening to them can be.
00:05:34Has been for you.
00:05:36I think enough time has passed.
00:05:38Well, that's great.
00:05:39Why do you think he killed himself?
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:08Who?
00:06:10David Foster Wallace.
00:06:13I don't know.
00:06:17You can't get a sense by his writing?
00:06:20You have to read it when I'm done, don't I?
00:06:21Do you think he recognized a blank infinity just stretching out?
00:06:34He got to this point maybe where it was just day after day after day.
00:06:39I really don't know, John.
00:06:40Just so tedious.
00:06:44And then, of course, he felt guilty.
00:06:46Most people think life is too short, and there he was, all the talent in the world, and it wasn't enough.
00:06:50Can I, can we not talk about this?
00:06:54Just, just, just a bit more, then.
00:07:12Love you.
00:07:15Love you, too.
00:07:20Do you feel all right?
00:07:37Do you feel okay?
00:07:38Yeah.
00:07:40Are you sure?
00:07:46Mm-hmm.
00:07:50Do you feel okay?
00:08:20Do you feel right?
00:08:24Do you feel right?
00:08:31Do you feel okay?
00:08:38Yeah, I am.
00:08:41Are you sure?
00:08:46Hit.
00:08:47What's going on?
00:09:17What's going on with?
00:09:19You'll be so busy.
00:09:22We get boring all alone.
00:09:24I think someone should be here in case the card is delivered.
00:09:27True.
00:09:32Then I think I might go out, see what the world has to offer.
00:09:37If you do, leave me a message, okay?
00:09:42So I can worry about you.
00:09:44Okay.
00:09:47I've left you some money here.
00:09:54I'll see you later.
00:09:55Have a good day.
00:09:56Okay.
00:09:57Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:06Okay.
00:10:07Do you have any stories for my book?
00:10:16What kind of stories?
00:10:17Stories that you've prepared?
00:10:18Or I can ask them a list of stories that Dad told me about.
00:10:26Go ahead and ask from your father's list.
00:10:27God rest his soul.
00:10:28Let's start with the war.
00:10:29We went into an air raid shelter.
00:10:31My mother, your great-grandmother, she was shaking.
00:10:37Sirens wailed, and then there was the sound of a bomb, and the man next to us, he said, I was in a shelter last night with my wife and my little boy, and half of it got blown away.
00:10:47There was blood in his hair.
00:11:02He was all alone.
00:11:04He was only finished my mother, you know.
00:11:08Here we were in this tiny town in England, miles from Germany, from Russia, from Italy, from any front lines, and this man, he had blood in his hair.
00:11:20That was so, no.
00:11:23One night cappuccino before?
00:11:26One night cappuccino or for?
00:11:32Good night today.
00:11:46Glory to God is getting here.
00:11:48We were riding our bikes to school when the Germans started firing at us.
00:12:01We jumped into a hedge.
00:12:04We were terrified, but afterwards we couldn't stop laughing.
00:12:09It feels now as if I'm the only one who remembers that.
00:12:13It's as vivid to me as if it happened yesterday.
00:12:18Oh, hi, Leonard. It's Jane.
00:12:21I decided to take an impromptu trip to Iskia, or, um, Iskia, as they pronounce it.
00:12:28See, I'm learning a little bit.
00:12:30Um, anyway, I'll be home later.
00:12:33I hope you have a good day. Bye.
00:12:36Those friends are all dead now.
00:12:39There's no one left.
00:12:41That's one of my regrets, you know.
00:12:44Sometimes I think I should have had more children,
00:12:46not just your father.
00:12:50You're all alone now that your parents are gone.
00:12:54No brothers, no sisters.
00:12:59I'm upsetting you.
00:13:01Let's talk about something else.
00:13:04You want to ask me more boring questions about the war?
00:13:08All right, then.
00:13:08Uh, excuse me.
00:13:12Excuse me.
00:13:13Um, the castle?
00:13:15Castle?
00:13:16Parlato inglese?
00:13:18No, no, no.
00:13:19No?
00:13:19No.
00:13:20Um, castello oreganese?
00:13:23Ah, andare.
00:13:25Andare?
00:13:26Andare?
00:13:26Si.
00:13:26Ah, grazie.
00:13:27I'm actually going there now, to the castle.
00:13:52Do you speak English now?
00:13:54Yeah.
00:13:55Why, do you think I was Italian?
00:13:56Yeah.
00:13:57Yes!
00:13:57That's great.
00:13:58That's cool.
00:13:59Hey, hey, hey.
00:14:01Where are you from?
00:14:03London.
00:14:04No, in America.
00:14:05Come on.
00:14:05Maine.
00:14:06No, shit.
00:14:07I'm from Massachusetts.
00:14:08That's crazy.
00:14:09That's weird.
00:14:10Right?
00:14:11Yeah.
00:14:12Vacation?
00:14:13Oh.
00:14:13Are you?
00:14:14What?
00:14:15Are you here on vacation?
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Oh.
00:14:16Sorry.
00:14:20I thought you were saying you were on vacation.
00:14:22Me?
00:14:23No.
00:14:25So, come on.
00:14:27My husband is working in Naples.
00:14:30What does he do?
00:14:32He is playing in a concert at the end of the month.
00:14:35Cool.
00:14:36What does he play?
00:14:37Viola.
00:14:39Mm, mm, mm.
00:14:40The viola.
00:14:42Any good?
00:14:44Yes.
00:14:45Very.
00:14:46How do you keep your violin from getting stolen?
00:14:53You put it in a viola case.
00:14:55Right?
00:14:58That's not funny.
00:14:59What's the difference between a viola and a coffin?
00:15:02A coffin has a dead person on the inside.
00:15:05Because viola players are dead?
00:15:07No?
00:15:07Why is a viola solo like premature ejaculation?
00:15:12Because even though you know it's coming,
00:15:14there's nothing you can do about it.
00:15:18I can't help it.
00:15:19I've got this weird autistic mind for jokes,
00:15:21and I went to this music-slash-nerd summer camp
00:15:23when I was, like, 10, and I played the triangle.
00:15:25Right.
00:15:26And I'm an only child, so, you know, understand.
00:15:31You look too young to be married.
00:15:33You newlywed?
00:15:33No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:34No.
00:15:36No.
00:15:47Stop making me feel like a stalker.
00:15:48Oh, fuck.
00:15:49Want to give me 10, please?
00:15:50Yes.
00:15:5010.
00:15:5110.
00:15:5110.
00:15:58One?
00:15:59All right.
00:16:02Oh, hey, have you got 50 cents?
00:16:06You can catch it.
00:16:33What brought you out of here today?
00:16:35Barry.
00:16:36Ha!
00:16:37Barry.
00:16:38I like it.
00:16:40They have this device down in the basement.
00:16:42It's like a torture cage.
00:16:44They lock you in there until you turn to bones.
00:16:47Can you imagine?
00:16:48Dying by just sitting there?
00:16:49That would suck.
00:16:57In like the 1300s, thousands of families lived in this castle.
00:17:02It must have smelled pretty bad.
00:17:04All those people crammed onto this rock.
00:17:09Wow.
00:17:11I know.
00:17:12I've been coming here every day and it still gets me.
00:17:15If only we could kill off all the tourists.
00:17:19You're a tourist.
00:17:21No, I'm not.
00:17:23I came out here a few months ago with this volunteer organization
00:17:27dedicated to studying the relic populations of dolphins and whales in the Gulf of Naples.
00:17:32I can't tell if you're joking.
00:17:33I'm dead fucking serious.
00:17:34I just didn't want to go to college and they paid for me to come over.
00:17:35Before connecting flights, a 72 hour plane ride.
00:17:36But you know, it was worth it.
00:17:37My first time out of the US.
00:17:38How old are you?
00:17:39I'm 19.
00:17:40It's my birthday today.
00:17:41Is it really?
00:17:42Uh huh.
00:17:43Happy birthday.
00:17:44Thank you very much.
00:17:45Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:17:46Fuck the relic dolphins.
00:17:47I stayed on the island because I have this awesome living situation.
00:17:51I'll tell you the short version.
00:17:52Basically, I used to have ancestors in Ischia.
00:17:54When I come over, I Facebook this second cousin twice removed.
00:17:55The second cousin twice removed, in case you didn't know,
00:17:58is when one person's great-grandparent is another person's great, great, great-grandparent.
00:17:59I'd love to hear the long version.
00:18:02Sorry, anyway.
00:18:03So this relative gave me a little time for me just to try in my kingdom.
00:18:04No more.
00:18:05No more.
00:18:06No more.
00:18:07You're my sister.
00:18:08No more.
00:18:09You're my sister.
00:18:10I'm really?
00:18:11Okay?
00:18:12You're right.
00:18:13Really?
00:18:14Uh huh.
00:18:15Happy birthday.
00:18:16Thank you very much.
00:18:17Yeah, so I left the program after like a month.
00:18:19Fuck the relic dolphins.
00:18:20Anyway, so this relative gave me the name of this great uncle who lives on the island, so I show up, he answers the door, and he's like the oldest fucker I've ever seen, easily pushing a hundred.
00:18:32A hundred?
00:18:33Yeah, if not older, he's like deaf and blind and about four feet tall, and he mumbles a couple of things to me in some crazy dialect, ushers me inside, pours me a glass of wine, and leads me to this basement apartment, and, uh, yeah, I never left.
00:18:50I never left.
00:19:20Love teaches me to feed on flames and tears, to turn withered hope green through desire,
00:19:47to re-enslave my heart each time love frees his noble face from that heavy disdain.
00:19:57Who is that?
00:19:59Vittoria Colonna.
00:20:00Oh, the woman who lived here.
00:20:05You read that in your guidebook this morning, didn't you, Jane?
00:20:09Sneaky.
00:20:09Yeah, I've decided to learn Italian by committing to memory all the sonnets she wrote to Michelangelo in English and Italian.
00:20:17I thought Michelangelo was gay.
00:20:19Ah, according to history and the muscular thighs of his sculptures, yes, but that didn't stop her from loving him.
00:20:27Let's hear it, then.
00:20:29Let's hear it, then.
00:20:31In Italian.
00:20:33Let's hear the poem.
00:20:35Come on.
00:20:36Okay.
00:20:36De lacrime ade faco nutria l'alma.
00:20:44Con secca speme rinvedia la voglia.
00:20:50Lega de nuovo il cuor quando de scioglia.
00:20:55Segna maggiore la vista tierra ed alma.
00:20:59I'm impressed.
00:21:08You hungry?
00:21:10Why, you gonna take me out?
00:21:13Yeah.
00:21:18All right, then.
00:21:19Okay.
00:21:24Two pastas with the house sauce, please.
00:21:28Red.
00:21:28White or red?
00:21:29Red.
00:21:29Red.
00:21:30Uh-huh.
00:21:31Grazie.
00:21:33So you're really not going to tell me what you do?
00:21:40I write freelance articles about parties and fashion trends in town and country UK.
00:21:46There's something else.
00:21:47I'm writing a book about my grandmother's experiences in rural England, living through two world wars.
00:22:00I recorded her for hours and hours.
00:22:03But now, I don't know.
00:22:09What don't you know?
00:22:10Do you want to listen?
00:22:13A little?
00:22:15Yeah.
00:22:16Yeah?
00:22:17Yeah, no.
00:22:17I love to listen.
00:22:18What do you know?
00:22:20I love you.
00:22:20I love you.
00:22:21I love you.
00:22:22Well, it's tangled up.
00:22:35Not loud.
00:22:36Okay.
00:22:42Awful as it was, it made you stronger.
00:22:45These days, people whine about all sorts of things.
00:22:49I'm not one of those old people who think my time had the only joy
00:22:52and the only problems.
00:22:54We all have our own private wars every era,
00:22:57but it was nothing like it.
00:23:00It really brought people together, the war.
00:23:02We helped each other during that time.
00:23:05We had to laugh.
00:23:06We had to smile.
00:23:08Well, if not for ourselves, then for the people we'd lost.
00:23:12I shut that thing off.
00:23:13Would you get it out of my face?
00:23:18That is like a window in time.
00:23:23The sort of thing you wish you always did before someone died, you know?
00:23:27My husband thinks I'm never going to finish it.
00:23:30I shouldn't care what anyone thinks.
00:23:32We met while I was recording her.
00:23:35Bonding over Granny, huh?
00:23:38Make it sound perverse.
00:23:40That's what it was, right?
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:43Buongiorno.
00:23:44I got pregnant, so we got married.
00:24:01I lost the baby.
00:24:05I'm sorry.
00:24:06I didn't go back after that to the States.
00:24:31Did you, uh, did you ever hear that story about the Red Strain?
00:24:43I think I might have.
00:24:44Tell me.
00:24:45It's like this Asian proverb says that anyone you're destined to meet, like your soulmate
00:24:56or your family or, you know, someone you bump into on the street, we're all connected
00:25:04by this Red Strain.
00:25:08It can be tangled or stretched, but it can never be broken.
00:25:12There's this moment in the tape.
00:25:21I'm sitting, waiting in the airport bar for my flight.
00:25:26And I'm talking into the recorder, rambling on about how I'm about to embark on this amazing
00:25:32adventure and how I'm going to show World War II from a totally different perspective.
00:25:41But...
00:25:41I don't know if it's that interesting.
00:25:50That's the whole point, isn't it?
00:25:53Keeping it interesting for yourself.
00:25:57Maybe.
00:26:00Maybe I just want to write about nothing.
00:26:03Everything is nothing.
00:26:06All the best.
00:26:07Compliano.
00:26:08Grazie.
00:26:09Grazie.
00:26:11Make a wish.
00:26:14Oh, yeah.
00:26:16Make it great.
00:26:21Okay.
00:26:25Bravo.
00:26:26Bravo.
00:26:27Hey.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:28Come on.
00:26:29What do you mean am I right now?
00:26:38What?
00:26:39Grab my hand.
00:26:40Wait, go, go, go!
00:26:41Oh my God!
00:26:42Oh my gosh!
00:26:43Oh my gosh!
00:26:44Oh no!
00:26:45What?
00:26:46What do you mean?
00:26:55It's the carabinieri!
00:26:57Please!
00:26:58Please!
00:26:59Yeah!
00:27:00Yeah!
00:27:01Yeah!
00:27:02Yeah!
00:27:03Yeah!
00:27:04We can't go back!
00:27:05We can't go back!
00:27:06We can't go back!
00:27:07We can't go back!
00:27:08We can't make me!
00:27:10I'm not going to make me!
00:27:12Oh my God!
00:27:14Oh my God!
00:27:15Come here!
00:27:16Come here!
00:27:17Oh my God!
00:27:24Look out!
00:27:25Yeah!
00:27:26It would make you feel better if I said I said no one day off!
00:27:30Yes!
00:27:31It's true!
00:27:32Yes!
00:27:33It's true!
00:27:34I made the check when I went to the bathroom!
00:27:36You're horrible!
00:27:37You're horrible!
00:27:38You're horrible!
00:27:39You're horrible!
00:27:40You're horrible!
00:27:41You're horrible!
00:27:42You're really horrible!
00:27:43Come on!
00:27:44Let's go!
00:27:45Come on!
00:27:46Quick!
00:27:47Let's go!
00:27:48Let's go!
00:27:49Why are we still running?
00:27:50I don't know why we're still running!
00:27:51I don't know why we're still running!
00:27:52I don't know why we're still running!
00:27:53Oh my gosh!
00:27:54You're horrible!
00:27:55You're horrible!
00:27:56You're horrible!
00:27:57You're horrible!
00:27:58You're horrible!
00:27:59Oh my gosh!
00:28:00Oh my gosh!
00:28:01I got it!
00:28:02What happened?
00:28:03It went up my nose!
00:28:04Oh, my gosh.
00:28:14What about my nose?
00:28:21We come back?
00:28:23Maybe.
00:28:26Maybe it's not a no.
00:28:29And since I don't have a phone,
00:28:31you're going to have to give me your number.
00:28:34For cheap thrills and future crimes committed.
00:28:37No.
00:28:41Fair enough.
00:28:50I've got to go catch a fairy.
00:28:57Hey.
00:28:58Why do violists keep their viola cases on their dashboards?
00:29:09Why?
00:29:10So they can park in handicapped spots.
00:29:25Happy birthday.
00:29:29Happy birthday.
00:29:35Happy birthday.
00:29:48I'll be right back.
00:30:18I'll be right back.
00:30:48I'll be right back.
00:30:50Are you awake?
00:30:52Yeah, I've got so much of this stuff to get through.
00:30:56Got through.
00:30:58Nice.
00:31:00There are the great big events, the things you think you'll always remember and you do, but there are other smaller. Picking a blackberry that's been in the sun or brushing the fingertip of someone you didn't know you loved until you touched them.
00:31:18Nellie was this little collie who wouldn't go on a leash so she had to sit on a bicycle seat. They stay with me too.
00:31:28Jane.
00:31:30Tony.
00:31:32Jane.
00:31:36Tony.
00:31:38Got some pastries.
00:31:42You're still asleep?
00:31:52Jane.
00:31:54Jane.
00:31:56Jane.
00:31:58Jane.
00:32:00Jane.
00:32:02Jane.
00:32:03Jane.
00:32:04Jane.
00:32:05Jane.
00:32:06Jane.
00:32:07Jane.
00:32:08Jane.
00:32:09Jane.
00:32:10Jane.
00:32:11Jane.
00:32:12Jane.
00:32:13Jane.
00:32:14Jane.
00:32:15Jane.
00:32:16Jane.
00:32:17Jane.
00:32:18Jane.
00:32:19My friends had lots of American boyfriends, and they used to bring us nylon stockings and chocolates and all sorts of things.
00:32:27And we used to go to London, and we saw Glenn Miller one time.
00:32:33We used to go all over the place.
00:32:36They were wonderful times.
00:32:39I never had an American boyfriend.
00:32:42I liked some of them.
00:32:43They were nice boys, but I didn't want to leave my mom and dad.
00:32:52I wish I had sometimes.
00:32:54You know when you were 19 and the world just felt so open and carefree and full of possibility?
00:33:01You reminded me of that.
00:33:04At that time.
00:33:06You were 19 when we met?
00:33:07Yeah.
00:33:08I wouldn't have described you as carefree back then. Not at all.
00:33:11Well, I felt nostalgia.
00:33:14Or something. For youth.
00:33:16You're not old, Jane.
00:33:18We ran out on the bill.
00:33:21You just ran out? What do you mean you ran out on the bill?
00:33:24Perhaps I'm not explaining it well. It was...
00:33:26It was fun.
00:33:29It was just fun.
00:33:30How was work?
00:33:43The conductor's actually a descendant of Walter Lake, which is fascinating.
00:33:48The three of us should plan a dinner before we leave.
00:33:51I'd like that.
00:33:56Jane?
00:33:56Oh, my God.
00:34:00This is Caleb.
00:34:03Hi.
00:34:04No, no, we were just talking about you.
00:34:05We were?
00:34:06That's so weird.
00:34:07Sit, please.
00:34:08Sit down.
00:34:09Join us.
00:34:10What?
00:34:11Oh.
00:34:12I don't know the chances of that.
00:34:14I know, right?
00:34:19I'm obviously going to get back pretty soon.
00:34:21That's okay.
00:34:22I already ate, so I'll just grab a coffee or something.
00:34:34Grab the check, please.
00:34:37In a cafe, put the play?
00:34:43Oh, no, thank you.
00:34:44Okay.
00:34:47Jane?
00:34:48You don't smoke.
00:34:50Yes, I do.
00:34:53Sometimes, at parties.
00:34:56You didn't know that.
00:34:58Well, I don't do it a lot.
00:35:01Okay?
00:35:02Grazie.
00:35:04You're good?
00:35:05Grazie.
00:35:06Okay.
00:35:08Italian food's so overrated.
00:35:11I love it.
00:35:13There's no variety.
00:35:14English food, on the other hand.
00:35:16Say what you like about it.
00:35:18There's nothing like a good steak and kidney pie.
00:35:21I went to this party the other day, in this villa, owned by this old, drunk expat.
00:35:27They had, like, a private chef and everything.
00:35:30And, uh, they were serving this, like, loaf of meat covered in sauce with all these other loaves.
00:35:36And this girl came over to me and said it was cat.
00:35:38No.
00:35:39No joke, like, a roasted mommy cat and her kittens.
00:35:44That is disgusting.
00:35:46True story.
00:35:51Why don't you tell Leonard one of your viola jokes?
00:35:55Oh, my God.
00:35:56Oh, my God.
00:35:56Oh, my God.
00:35:57Oh, my God.
00:35:58Oh, my God.
00:35:58Go on.
00:36:00I'm selling my ant.
00:36:02Come on.
00:36:03Let's hear one.
00:36:08Um...
00:36:09I have one.
00:36:12What is the definition of perfect pitch?
00:36:17What?
00:36:17When you throw a viola into the dumpster without hitting the rim.
00:36:26You didn't just make that up.
00:36:27I did.
00:36:28It's too good.
00:36:28I did.
00:36:29Well, I'm impressed and I'm stealing it.
00:36:32You can pretty much make that joke about any instrument.
00:36:38Did you play anything, Caleb?
00:36:40This and that, you know.
00:36:44Shall we?
00:36:46What time to go?
00:36:47Already?
00:36:49Yeah.
00:36:49I'm going to get back to work.
00:37:00So, what's next on your agenda, Caleb?
00:37:04I'm thinking Tibet.
00:37:06Oh, Tibet.
00:37:07Really?
00:37:07Yeah, there's this thing called the Shantan Festival at the end of the summer.
00:37:10Yeah, I've heard about that.
00:37:11That's where the Buddhist monks unroll all the tapestries on the hill, right?
00:37:16The monks, the monks, the monks.
00:37:17It's so pretty.
00:37:20How do you support yourself?
00:37:21You know, a bit of this, a bit of that.
00:37:28All right, then.
00:37:30I'll walk you.
00:37:32Does anybody have a pen?
00:37:33You got a pen?
00:37:33Yeah, I have a pen.
00:37:42Okay.
00:37:49I have a piece of paper.
00:37:50You guys should definitely come over to the island.
00:37:52I'll take you somewhere fun, you know.
00:37:55Don't knock on the front door.
00:37:56Come around the side.
00:37:56You know.
00:37:57Don't need Regina.
00:37:59This...
00:38:00Yeah.
00:38:06And thanks again for yesterday.
00:38:08Oh, no problem.
00:38:11Hey.
00:38:13Ciao.
00:38:13I'm stoned. Are you mom? It's not a big deal
00:38:27So you're saying you smoke back at her occasionally you can we do something fun tonight?
00:38:35Sure
00:38:38I'm fine from here
00:38:40Okay, see you after work. I'll be waiting
00:39:10Hey
00:39:14God you scared me
00:39:16Are you following me?
00:39:18Maybe? Is that weird?
00:39:20Yeah
00:39:22I couldn't sleep last night
00:39:32You told me you were staying near the port so I got the first ferry this morning
00:39:38I came looking for you and I can't believe I found you
00:40:08What are we doing?
00:40:10I think we'll make it out
00:40:12So sexy
00:40:14And beautiful
00:40:16What are we doing?
00:40:28I think we'll make it out
00:40:30I think we'll make it out
00:40:32So sexy
00:40:34And beautiful
00:40:36Yeah
00:40:38No
00:40:42I think we'll do something
00:40:44There's nothing
00:40:46I think we'll be doing the very best
00:40:48You know
00:40:50You can act on me
00:40:52I think I'm good
00:40:54And I'm good
00:40:56I think I'm good
00:40:59I can't do this.
00:41:09What?
00:41:10What?
00:41:11I can't do this.
00:41:12Why?
00:41:13Do you do this a lot?
00:41:14What?
00:41:15Do you do this a lot?
00:41:16What?
00:41:17Do you seduce women?
00:41:18Is this what you do?
00:41:29You need to be less serious.
00:41:32Don't hate me.
00:41:37Don't hate me.
00:41:40You need to be less serious.
00:42:48He was lovely. He had a moustache. My mother hated moustaches.
00:42:56But he was shipped off. I never saw him again.
00:43:04Anyways, I met your grandfather not long after, and we got married.
00:43:08Was it love at first sight with Grandpa?
00:43:12Love at first sight? Stop that thing.
00:43:16I know. You're home early.
00:43:19I do deserve that.
00:43:29You know, it doesn't work for your husband.
00:43:31OK.
00:43:36Jane, I'm sorry. Just give me a minute.
00:43:38I have a hell of a rest of my day. I've got so much stuff to do.
00:43:45Sorry, darling.
00:43:46Hey, do you still want to do something fun tonight?
00:43:49Yeah, absolutely.
00:43:50I've got some dinner. I thought we'd just stay in here.
00:43:52The two of us.
00:43:55I've just got to work this thing out for tomorrow.
00:43:57OK.
00:43:57OK.
00:43:58I'm sorry.
00:43:59I'm sorry.
00:44:29Leonard.
00:44:50Leonard.
00:44:56Can we talk?
00:44:58Let's go.
00:45:28Say cheese.
00:45:33No, you should kind of be in the middle of mine.
00:45:38Hold on a second.
00:45:50That's what our living room is missing.
00:45:58What did you do?
00:46:10Put my hand over my mouth.
00:46:11You did?
00:46:12What did you do?
00:46:13Just wave.
00:46:14How did you do this?
00:46:15Let's go.
00:46:23Let's go.
00:46:28Oh, my God.
00:46:58Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh!
00:47:28Oh, oh, oh!
00:47:58Oh, oh, oh, oh!
00:48:28Oh, oh, oh, oh!
00:48:58Oh, hi.
00:49:01Did I wake you?
00:49:03No.
00:49:06I think I need to be less serious.
00:49:08Yeah.
00:49:13I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:16Okay.
00:49:17I'm going to sit here.
00:49:22I'm going to put my pants on.
00:49:27I'm going to put my pants on.
00:52:30Leonard thought you were lying about those cats.
00:52:51You said that?
00:52:53Were you?
00:52:57They were delicious.
00:52:59You make me feel nervous.
00:53:05You make me feel calm.
00:53:07You make me feel calm.
00:53:17You make me feel calm.
00:53:23You make me feel calm.
00:53:33You make me feel calm.
00:53:43You want a drink?
00:53:45You make me feel calm.
00:53:55You want a drink?
00:53:57You make me feel calm.
00:54:09I don't think so.
00:54:11I just shuffled around all night.
00:54:13All night
00:54:17Must be lonely
00:54:43He has PT
00:54:51He has PT
00:54:53He has PT
00:54:57He has PT
00:55:00Heaten
00:55:06He has PT
00:55:12Again and again and again, again and again and again, once I was single, my pocket is
00:55:39single, I wish I was single again, again and again and again, once I was single, my pocket
00:55:56is single, I wish I was single again.
00:56:09I didn't sleep at all last night, where have you been?
00:56:16Just walking.
00:56:18All night.
00:56:20I've been thinking.
00:56:22You left your phone here, I had to plug it in.
00:56:26We need to talk, Leonard.
00:56:28I have to go to work.
00:56:31Can you be late?
00:56:34No, I can't be late.
00:56:39Leonard.
00:56:40Jay, whatever you have to say to me, I want to hear it.
00:56:44I've committed myself.
00:56:46People are depending on me.
00:56:48I have to go to work.
00:56:53You're fine.
00:57:00I didn't get any of you.
00:57:03You're fine.
00:57:04All right.
00:57:05I'm sorry I don't get any of you.
00:57:06I don't get any of you.
00:57:07Why did you come out?
00:57:08I'm sorry.
00:57:09It's too late to win.
00:57:10I'm sorry.
00:57:11You're fine.
00:57:12I'm sorry.
00:57:13I'm sorry.
00:57:14I'm sorry.
00:57:15I'm sorry.
00:57:16I'm sorry.
00:57:17I'm sorry.
00:57:18I'm sorry.
00:57:20If it wasn't the war, it would have been something else.
00:57:31There's always something else, isn't there?
00:57:34That's the thing. That's the thing about struggle.
00:57:37I'm going to make some tea. Do you want some?
00:57:52I'm all right.
00:57:59If you go out like that again, just tell me.
00:58:03No worry.
00:58:05Okay.
00:58:07I can't seem to figure out what's going on in your head.
00:58:25Do you think everything we've been through actually does us any good?
00:58:30In the long run?
00:58:31Or do we just make out struggle to be something meaningful because that's all most of us have?
00:58:40I'll tell you, next time we come to Italy, to get a proper kitchen.
00:58:56I don't know what you want me to say, Jane.
00:59:07One little thing had changed in my grandmother's life, I might not be here.
00:59:32Sometimes I worry I'm not honoring her.
00:59:44With the book?
00:59:48No, with my life.
00:59:50This is it, you know.
00:59:58It ends with me.
01:00:04In the harvest time, we all went to the field where they were cutting the corn.
01:00:08Everyone was chasing rabbits, and then we had our tea in the harvest fields.
01:00:21The horses.
01:00:21The horses back then, they were kept beautifully.
01:00:32Dad used to dress them all up.
01:00:34Brass things and little horseshoes.
01:00:38He put braids on them.
01:00:40They used to be gorgeous.
01:00:42What are your plans for tomorrow?
01:00:46There was one.
01:00:48Duke.
01:00:49He was a Clydesdale I used to ride down to the marshes.
01:00:53Every night when he finished working.
01:01:00They were lovely days, really.
01:01:08They're gone.
01:01:09For me.
01:01:11Jane.
01:01:12You know, it's different for you.
01:01:18In some ways, it's easier.
01:01:20You haven't got the war.
01:01:21People don't die as much as they did back then.
01:01:24But in some ways, it's more disjointed.
01:01:30You've got to make your own life.
01:01:33One that you love, and you can't be afraid of the time.
01:01:40Time is shiftable.
01:01:42There are moments in my life that I would trade 60 years to have back again.
01:01:56That's the truth.
01:01:58You'll know the truth when you find it.
01:02:00It'll come to you like something you've known before, rather than something you're learning for the first time.
01:02:06Oh, sorry.
01:02:07It's okay.
01:02:11It's okay.
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:12Ah!
01:02:13What is it?
01:02:15Ah!
01:02:17Oh, you...
01:02:19Ah!
01:02:20You all right?
01:02:21Ah!
01:02:22You okay?
01:02:23Yeah.
01:02:24I stung my toe.
01:02:25It's bleeding.
01:02:27It's fine.
01:02:29It's fine. It's fine. It's fine.
01:02:31It's fine. It's fine.
01:02:33Are you finishing that?
01:02:35Yes.
01:02:37Fuck.
01:02:47I met these backpackers last night.
01:02:49Frank and Elsa.
01:02:51She's French. He's German.
01:02:53They're going to Tibet.
01:02:55And I'm going with them.
01:02:59I want you to come with me.
01:03:23My name is Nara Peter.
01:03:29But I want you to come with me.
01:03:33ORGAN PLAYS
01:04:03How's the writing going?
01:04:27I'm feeling inspired
01:04:28It's fantastic
01:04:33I think I've figured out the key
01:04:36To finishing the project
01:04:38Are you listening?
01:04:45You found the key
01:04:47To finishing this project
01:04:48But the water here tastes so funny
01:04:58Have you ever cheated on me?
01:05:05Oh, Jane
01:05:06Have you?
01:05:06Can we not?
01:05:09Have you?
01:05:09Absolutely not
01:05:17Why did you take such a long time
01:05:18To answer that?
01:05:20Because I'm sick
01:05:21Of what, Leonard?
01:05:24Of it being so hard?
01:05:27Yes
01:05:27Tedious?
01:05:28I hate talking about sex with you
01:05:36Is that what we're talking about?
01:05:39Normal people talk about sex, Leonard
01:05:41And we don't?
01:05:43There's just huge, vacant lots
01:05:46That we don't discuss
01:05:48Like what?
01:05:50Is there anything you want to ask me?
01:05:53Why?
01:05:53Is there anything you want to tell me?
01:05:55I just want to connect
01:05:56So you don't feel that we're connected?
01:06:01Do you?
01:06:04I love you
01:06:05I get it, Leonard
01:06:14I get it
01:06:16It's always been this big, serious, grave thing for us
01:06:20Sex has consequences
01:06:21Life and death
01:06:22Mostly death
01:06:23Jane, please
01:06:24Let me guess
01:06:25You don't want to talk about it?
01:06:26No, that's not what I'm saying
01:06:28You're just
01:06:28Do you want to have children, Leonard?
01:06:30Of course I did
01:06:31Not did
01:06:32Do you
01:06:33Want to have children?
01:06:35So did you
01:06:36But
01:06:37Say it
01:06:41Jane
01:06:42Say it
01:06:43I can't have children, Leonard
01:06:46I never will
01:06:49And if we keep trying
01:06:52And if we keep trying
01:06:52They keep dying
01:06:53Again
01:06:53And again
01:06:54And again
01:06:55Please
01:06:55Please
01:06:55How does that make you feel?
01:07:04It's not your fault
01:07:05How does it make you feel, Leonard?
01:07:07How does it make you feel?
01:07:10You will never be a father
01:07:11We can adopt
01:07:14That's not what you want
01:07:16Is it?
01:07:18Is that what you want?
01:07:20Hmm?
01:07:22Because I think about it all the time
01:07:24That the one thing
01:07:28You always wanted
01:07:29I will never be able to give you
01:07:30What are you trying to do, Jane?
01:07:43I just want to know
01:07:43That there's a reason
01:07:44For it all
01:07:56You're not curious about me, Leonard
01:07:58Not really
01:08:00What do you want me to know?
01:08:02You shouldn't have to ask
01:08:03I feel as if
01:08:05You want me to be
01:08:06Someone I'm not
01:08:08Someone that I've never been
01:08:11I'm leaving you
01:08:15I've been seeing someone else
01:08:19See you
01:08:25Caleb
01:08:27That kid
01:08:29Yes
01:08:29That kid
01:08:31That child
01:08:32That kid
01:08:33You've known for two days
01:08:34It's been longer than that
01:08:34Please tell me you're joking
01:08:36Time
01:08:37Is shiftable
01:08:39I don't get it
01:08:39Leonard
01:08:40I don't get it
01:08:42He's asked me to travel with him
01:08:43Are you sleeping with him?
01:08:48What do you think?
01:08:49I kept waiting for you to see it
01:08:57To smell it
01:08:58To sense it
01:08:59So what?
01:09:00I failed your test?
01:09:02You don't see me!
01:09:03I'm sorry for what?
01:09:15I'm sorry for what?
01:09:16I shouldn't have done that
01:09:17I'm sorry for what?
01:09:28I shouldn't have done that
01:09:29No
01:09:29For losing my temper
01:09:31I shouldn't have done that
01:09:32Right
01:09:32To lose your temper
01:09:33No, no, no, no
01:09:34If you think that this is what's going to make you feel better
01:09:37Then you should go
01:09:38You should go with him
01:09:39You've been through a terrible, terrible thing, Jane
01:09:44No, that is not what this is about
01:09:46Of course it is
01:09:46You don't love me anymore, Leonard
01:09:49You don't love me!
01:09:50That's rubbish
01:09:50This is your ticket
01:09:54The day after my performance
01:09:56Meet me at the train station
01:09:59Our training's at 4.30
01:10:02We'll go home together
01:10:05I want you to do what you need to do
01:10:09And then come back to me
01:10:15No questions asked
01:10:18No guilt
01:10:19This is good
01:10:45No?
01:10:49I want you to do what you need to do
01:10:58I want you to do what you need to do
01:11:00You'll go home first
01:11:02ORGAN PLAYS
01:11:32Hi
01:11:46Hi
01:11:49You want some?
01:12:02Oh thanks
01:12:04Oh thanks
01:12:06Oh thanks
01:12:08Oh thanks
01:12:12Oh thanks
01:12:14Oh thanks
01:12:16Oh thanks
01:12:18Oh thanks
01:12:22Oh thanks
01:12:24Oh thanks
01:12:28Oh thanks
01:12:30Oh thanks
01:12:32Oh thanks
01:12:34Oh thanks
01:12:36Oh thanks
01:12:38Oh thanks
01:12:44Frank and Elsa
01:12:46Coming over in a couple of hours
01:12:48Frank bought a car so we're gonna head out in a couple of weeks or so you know
01:12:56We're thinking of driving through Romania and then Ukraine and down through Russia and through Kazakhstan and then straight to Tibet
01:13:12Oh
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01:15:00Oh
01:15:02Oh
01:15:04Oh
01:15:06Oh
01:15:08Oh
01:15:12It's four in the morning, the end of December.
01:15:31I'm riding you now just to see if you're there.
01:15:37New York is cold, but I like where I'm living.
01:15:44There's music on Clinton Street all through the evening.
01:15:51I hear that you're building your house deep in the desert.
01:16:03Are you living for nothing now?
01:16:07Hope you're keeping some kind of record.
01:16:12Yes.
01:16:14And Jane came by with a lock of your hair.
01:16:23She said that you gave it to her
01:16:29That night when you planned to go clear
01:16:33I wouldn't want to live to be 100.
01:16:36Why not?
01:16:37I'm not telling you why not.
01:16:39Did you ever go clear?
01:16:43Now shut that thing off.
01:16:45To be the last
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