00:00Anything you need to say, like?
00:01Yeah, I do feel such a pressure on this situation.
00:09And I'm not in a position where I can give you everything you need right now.
00:16Because you're at a different place than I am.
00:19Because I'm not fully over other situations.
00:24And it's like, hurt people, hurt people.
00:28And I don't want to do that to you.
00:31So wait, what are you saying?
00:33I don't know.
00:34I honestly don't know.
00:37But like...
00:38I'm trying to stick this out.
00:40Like, I'm only...
00:41Again, I'm not...
00:42I'm only trying to put two and two together.
00:44You're trying to stick this out.
00:45So, waiting for someone else to come in.
00:47No.
00:47I just feel like I don't want to be with anyone.
00:50Like, I think I'm getting over it.
00:52And then something happens.
00:54And I'm just like, for fuck's sake.
00:56I basically just got, unfortunately, dragged along.
01:01In it.
01:05And then left.
01:08When we started speaking, I wasn't feeling that way out.
01:13But I could feel it.
01:15From very early.
01:17But I just...
01:18I ignored it.
01:19Just because I was just trusting what you were saying.
01:21And then, like, you were saying that was what the truth was.
01:24Like, I don't still...
01:25Like, want to pursue things with him.
01:29Like, I don't.
01:30He's not what I'm looking for in a partner.
01:32It's just hard.
01:34But like, for me, if it was that hard with someone,
01:36like, I would try and keep my distance.
01:37Like...
01:38Like...
01:39And you haven't.
01:41Obviously, you came at a really bad time today when we saw you inside.
01:46Even at that, though, like, we've been speaking all day.
01:49And, like, for me to walk out and see that, obviously, is shit for me.
01:54Like, to be honest, I just feel like a fool, to be honest,
01:56because, like, I could see this and I could feel it.
01:59Yeah, I don't know.
01:59I actually don't even know what to say, to be honest.
02:01I do like you, and I do fancy you.
02:10I just can't give you what you want from me right now.
02:13All the things I was saying and stuff like that,
02:16that I wouldn't say to anyone really, like...
02:19When I kind of knew the case, like...
02:21I didn't know.
02:23Well, I didn't.
02:24Well, like, I didn't know for sure, but I had strong feelings.
02:26I've really been trying.
02:33It's not your fault.
02:39But look, I don't want to make you feel any worse.
02:43How did that go?
02:44Not good.
02:52Not good at all.
02:56I'm not ready to give myself to someone.
03:23Like, I'm not.
03:24I'm not.
03:29I'm not.
03:48I'm not.
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