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00:00Previously, on the summer I turned pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other.
00:38It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer.
00:47Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabos.
00:52Days in Cabos.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:20Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:23I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:32You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Hmm.
01:36Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47Uh, I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
01:57And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad.
02:02I just saw him last weekend.
02:04Did something happen with you guys?
02:06You've been kind of moody since then.
02:09Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave?
02:11No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's...
02:14That's not fair.
02:15I just, I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry.
02:20Can you just stop riding me?
02:22If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys' trip.
02:25It's not just boys.
02:26The sororities are going too.
02:27Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest
02:34or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that.
02:37Then what is it?
02:38What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to.
02:46I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break,
02:51and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever
02:54going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh my God, what?
02:57Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:06Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:09Fuck it, I won't waste your time.
03:11You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it.
03:15So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes, I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine, if that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great, okay, awesome, bye.
03:23Bye.
03:27I went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked.
03:33I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:53See?
03:56Okay, I'm heading out.
03:57Bye, Mom.
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on?
04:08Why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up.
04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:24I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight and walk out the door and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Belly.
04:44I fucked up and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I've had a shitty week and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Belly.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:01We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Belly...
05:20When I was in Cabo...
05:24I thought...
05:25I thought...
05:26I just thought we'd lose.
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:37You could never lose me.
05:40You could never lose me.
05:47Uh...
05:50Uh...
05:52I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:02I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07I don't care.
06:08I'm sorry.
06:09I'm sorry.
06:10I can't believe it.
06:11But...
06:12what are you doing?
06:13Oh...
06:15No.
06:16This is a matter of time.
06:17No.
06:19You're not good who's...
06:20No.
06:21You're not good.
06:22Worth it.
06:23Worth it.
06:24I'm sorry.
06:29Uh...
06:30Taylor's here.
06:51I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:54Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:10Just make sure she eats something.
07:12Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:14Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea what you're talking about.
07:20Ellie, I-I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:29Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please, just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No.
07:52That's bullshit.
07:53You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:54You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:18Hey, this is Taylor.
08:19Leave a message.
08:20Adam called you in for this meeting too, huh?
08:25Yep.
08:26Yeah.
08:27Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:28Sitting in the background while the grownups talk.
08:30Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:37Yep.
08:38Yep.
08:39Yeah.
08:40Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:41Mm-hmm.
08:42Sitting in the background while the grownups talk.
08:43Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:45while the grown-ups talk did you uh get to the dossier i sent you on friday yep yep yeah yeah
08:53so you saw at starkadex starkadex like like the gaming startup oh my god i knew you were a gamer
09:00jesus be a bigger nerd cliche please no no relax all right i used to program that
09:05shit computer engineering at princeton remember yes how could i forget it is in your email signature
09:12look just do me a favor all right read the dossier and then call your girlfriend okay yeah well i
09:21actually um i actually broke up with my girlfriend that was uh that was my my ex well ex oh my god no
09:29no stop immediately no i'm no personal stuff all right i'm not the co-worker who's gonna be invested
09:35in your little dramas i don't care yeah all right um starkadex every vc shop is going to try to move
09:45on this company all right so we really need to be on the ball with us copy copy got you thank you
10:05you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time
10:35yeah but everything leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job
10:47because obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how
10:54to tell my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of jeremiah so okay one thing at a
11:07time it's not gonna work for you no no nothing's gonna work because everything is oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
11:24i see jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33i'm not really there
11:41Arrange my memories, I try to rewrite my life
11:47But no matter how I try to
11:53And no matter how I want to
12:00And no matter how easy things could be if I did
12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel
12:14Saying it, how much I hated you
12:18Our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22Just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place
12:30Everywhere I go, there's a memory of us
12:33From when we were golden
12:36Everybody, me, John
12:37So, I just need to not be here
12:48Hi
12:59Mom, hi, um, quick question
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate?
13:04Overnight, if possible
13:05Hello to you too, my loving daughter
13:07I'm fine, thanks for asking
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry
13:10How are you, Mom?
13:12I had an extremely dull conference
13:14Which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport
13:19I found out I got off the wait list for Paris
13:23That's fantastic
13:26Honey, congratulations
13:28How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud
13:33Yeah
13:34Um, Mom, I gotta go
13:37Okay, love you
13:39Bro, you're tweaking
13:46You need to
13:47Level out
13:49Try some of this new indica I got
13:51May help ease the pain
13:52I just lost the most important person in my life
13:55Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive
13:57Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups
14:00You saw me after Sean
14:01You two were together for two seconds, Redbird
14:04Felt like something to me
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad
14:07Dude, I dig your girl
14:10I really do
14:11And I say this with love
14:12But
14:13You two were broken up, right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit
14:18Bro, it's not an excuse
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back
14:22Yeah
14:23Yeah, probably
14:25Belly's been
14:35The center of my world
14:37Since I lost my mom
14:40She's everything to me
14:44And losing her feels like
14:48It feels like I'm losing
14:53The best part of myself
14:55Well, that's beautiful, man
14:57So fight for her
15:03Stop saying you're sorry
15:05Find a way to show her
15:06Make it sound so easy
15:10I don't think it's supposed to be
15:12I just can't believe it
15:18He acts so devoted
15:20But he's just as shady as the rest
15:21I swear if he comes to our dorm
15:24It's on sight
15:25Don't smile, please
15:26That won't be a problem
15:28It kind of sucks
15:29You're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look
15:34If he really thought you were broken up
15:39Technically, it's not cheating
15:41But to keep it a secret
15:43That tells me he knew what he did was wrong
15:46And he chose to keep it from you
15:47That's the part I can't get over
15:51What Annika didn't know was that
15:54I had a secret too
15:55It was the day after Christmas last year
15:59My mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01Steven was visiting friends
16:03Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad
16:05I figured
16:07Why be home alone
16:08When I could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car
16:12And went to Cousins
16:13Oh shit
16:21Shit, shit, shit
16:23Oh my god
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay
16:29Steven, open up
16:44It's me
16:45Belly?
16:51You okay?
16:52You okay?
16:53Yeah
16:54Yeah, sorry
16:55Just the flash got to me
16:56Okay
16:57Next
16:59Belly
17:11No, please don't leave
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15Please just talk to me
17:17Look, I'll tell you anything
17:19I'll tell you anything
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us
17:23Okay
17:25How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad
17:33I was drunk
17:34She was just there
17:37How many times?
17:43Twice
17:47Cher, how could you do this to me?
17:51Belly, please
17:52I know I don't deserve you
17:53But I love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56And it kills me to see you hurting
17:57And I would do anything to take it back
17:59Stop
18:00You can't undo what you did
18:01Belly, please
18:03I'm sorry
18:04I'm so sorry
18:05I've never loved anyone but you
18:07I love him too
18:09And I want to forgive him
18:11I just
18:12Don't know how
18:14You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:19And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:33Laurel
18:33Elliot
18:35Hey
18:36Hey
18:37Oh
18:38Fancy books you got there
18:39Oh, yeah
18:40You know
18:41Well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so
18:43As one does
18:44Yeah
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48A La Recherche du Temps Perdue
18:49In the original French
18:51Go for it
18:53Live on the edge
18:54You know
18:55You and I
18:57We could start our own book group
18:58If you're interested
19:00Unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college
19:04John
19:05What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you
19:08In private
19:09Professor
19:10Okay
19:12See you later, Elliot
19:14Sure, yeah
19:16Um, I'll be at the Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by
19:20Okay
19:21Sounds great
19:22Okay
19:22What was that?
19:27So, TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct
19:30And maybe I was flirting back
19:32Well, and I was doing him a favor
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover courses
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47Shoot me, Dad
19:48Please make your way in the ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry
19:54Thank you
19:55That sounds
19:59Worrying as shit
20:00Yeah
20:01Okay
20:03New plan
20:06We find somewhere to drink this
20:08Steal a wine opener
20:08I can't do that
20:09Pull your weight
20:10Okay
20:27Welcome to day one
20:29By the end of the summer
20:31I expect half of you will still be here
20:33Don't piss me off
20:34And we'll be fine
20:35Okay
20:38First patient
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy
20:41Came in following a seizure
20:42Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:46I want to start off with our first years
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could
20:50Uh
20:51Could be puberty hormones
20:54He's 15
20:54Uh, could also
20:55He's also recovering from the flu
20:57And fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00Very good
21:00They also gave him nausea meds at the ER
21:02And that does increase risk
21:04Good catch
21:05Sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:07Absolutely
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi
21:10I'll keep that in mind
21:11Okay
21:12Next patient
21:13Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure it's just a myth
21:18It's fine
21:19I'll take that
21:19I'll make it up in the next one
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
21:25Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to
21:28Whatever
21:30Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35Nice!
21:37Give me your phone, mine's dead and I want to call the kids
21:40It's in my room, also, the kids are fine
21:42Also, you're upside down
21:44Yes
21:44Yes, I am
21:45What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest
21:53Oh, why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02Yes, we did
22:03Oh, my God
22:08I just remembered
22:09Belly called me today
22:11To say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14In Paris!
22:15Oh!
22:16Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch
22:21Please never tell that joke again
22:24You used to love my jokes
22:26You used to laugh so hard, beer would come out your nose
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along
22:35You did?
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:42Uh, no, it's all yours
22:43No, we're done here
22:44Appreciate it
22:44Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my text all day
23:03It's finals
23:05It's a stressful time
23:06Tay, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:08I'm hungry
23:11Okay, then let's just grab some food
23:14Come on, get in
23:16Okay
23:20So, uh...
23:37Uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know
23:43What?
23:54Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me
24:03What?
24:04Uh, sorry
24:09I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you
24:13Even after the other night, sleeping over
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong
24:18And I've told you before
24:19I just want this to be casual
24:20Okay, it's never casual with you and me
24:23Taylor, you know that
24:24Let's just stop fucking around
24:26You know, and do it for real
24:27So we don't keep hurting other people
24:28They don't even know about us
24:29That doesn't matter
24:29It's still messed up
24:30Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start
24:34You know, free
24:34And clear and clean
24:36Steven, we've tried before
24:38We've tried a million times
24:39We were kids then
24:39We don't work
24:40It never works
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with
24:43What?
24:44I'm telling you
24:45I think I love you
24:46Stop, stop
24:46No, don't
24:47I can't do this
24:48What are you talking?
24:49Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no
24:51Taylor, I need you to listen to me
24:53Please
24:53That's all I'm asking for
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor
24:56I don't care
24:57I want to leave
24:58Pull over
24:58And let me out of the fucking car
25:01Fine, fine, fine
25:02Fuck
25:03Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:28Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:30Oh my god
25:32Taylor
25:36Hi
25:37I'm really sorry
25:41What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:48I wasn't in the car
25:49Okay
25:50We were arguing
25:51And I jumped out
25:55And he was trying to come after me
25:56Okay
25:57What?
26:07It's just my fault
26:09No, no, no, it's not your fault
26:11Yes, it is
26:13You're with Steven Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah
26:16Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19And a cerebral contusion
26:21Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain
26:24We won't know how serious it is
26:26Until the swelling goes down
26:27Until then
26:27We'll keep him sedated
26:29So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:32There's some paperwork to fill out
26:33And someone will need to make decisions
26:35On his behalf
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister
26:37Sister works
26:39Okay
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I
26:42Uh, it's
26:43It's in the paperwork there
26:44Uh, I need to
26:48I need to try my parents again
26:50I couldn't
26:50Okay, I'll
26:51I will try them
26:52I will do it
26:53I don't know Steven's fucking insurance
26:56If he's on our parents' insurance
26:57Or his job
26:58How am I supposed to know
26:59His fucking blood type?
27:01I think
27:01I think I remember Steven
27:02Bragging about being
27:04A universal donor
27:05Of course
27:06Steven bragged about anything
27:07Okay
27:10He
27:11O-negative
27:12He's O-negative
27:13Okay
27:14I'm gonna try your parents again
27:16Okay
27:16I don't
27:17I think I should, uh
27:19Let a few other people know
27:20Do you want me to call Jer?
27:26I don't know
27:27An hour ago
27:27I wanted to throw up
27:29Thinking about him
27:29But now I just
27:30I just wish he was here
27:34I don't even know what to say
27:36You're gonna make me feel bad
27:37I'm gonna be your Jer today
27:43Okay, we'll track down your parents
27:45I will call Jer's dumbass too
27:47Okay
27:48Just
27:49Just fill out the paperwork
27:51And leave the rest to me
27:52I'm gonna do it
27:53Thank you
27:53Thank you
27:53Um
27:54Can you call, uh, Conrad too
27:56Because he just might
27:57Understand what
27:59All this means
28:00Yeah
28:00I got you
28:00I'm gonna call Conrad
28:01Well, I'll hop on the next flight
28:07No, it's fine
28:08Laurel and John
28:09Will probably be here by then
28:10Okay
28:11Well
28:12Tell me what the doctor said exactly
28:14Uh, he's kind of a dick
28:16He basically blew us off
28:17We're trying to get updates
28:18But
28:18Well, maybe I can help
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um, Providence General
28:23But
28:24How?
28:25I will figure it out
28:26I just want to do something
28:29Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay
28:36Yeah
28:37Yeah, great
28:37Okay
28:38Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do
28:42All right
28:43Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me
28:47What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident
28:51Uh, very close friend
28:53More like family
28:54And
28:55He's at Providence General
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin
29:03Do you think there's any possible way that
29:06You could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do
29:11Thank you
29:12Do you think you need to take the day?
29:17Uh, no
29:18I'm good
29:20Okay
29:21Jared's in the line
29:51Bobby
29:51Yeah, I know, babe
29:53He just wants to be nearby if we need him
29:56He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything
29:58That's so sweet
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:05Isabel Conklin?
30:12I'm Dr. Joon Kwon
30:13I head up the neurology team
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:18No
30:18It means someone well-connected is looking out for you
30:20I got a call from a colleague at Stanford
30:24Stephen is sedated and sleeping
30:26He's stable
30:27And I've ordered a CT scan
30:28Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there
30:32We allow two visitors
30:34Immediate family only
30:35So I'll presume this is Stephen's other sister
30:38Follow me
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:49No
30:49You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet
30:55Plus, we barely talked over the last few years
30:58No cell phones
31:01Yeah
31:02How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good
31:06Great
31:06This is mislabeled
31:13Oh, that's, uh, that's mine
31:15That's my mistake
31:16A mistake that put your patient at risk
31:19I'll fix it right now
31:19You should have gone home when I gave you the chance
31:21It won't happen again
31:22No, it won't
31:23You're done here
31:24You're not ready for this
31:26You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't
31:32You may see this as one mistake
31:33But this is about you not knowing your limits
31:36Which makes you a walking liability
31:38My liability
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41No
31:41You can always apply again next year
31:56Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone like I love you
32:12Do you know how scary that is?
32:18I know I act like I don't care
32:25But I just, I care so, so much
32:29You know, I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35Before you come to me and you tell me that I'm not worth it
32:37You're just gonna be like
32:40Actually, you're not worth it
32:42So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57And pretend that you don't mean anything to me
33:00Then you can't hurt me
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that
33:06You know, the first time we got together
33:18You remember you told me that you were like
33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you
33:36I have good news
33:49The CT scan is clear
33:50The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55And we can start weaning him off the sedatives
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors
34:01Thank you
34:02It's okay
34:06He's gonna be okay
34:07I've just been scared
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I should get back together
34:21No, I never should have judged you
34:24You're right
34:24I've been all over the place
34:27Not wanting to let go of Steven
34:30But still keeping Davis around
34:31Is this emotional buffer
34:33It's shitty
34:34And selfish
34:36And Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39And I'm just freaked
34:40But all this
34:42I think
34:48I think that it made me realize that
34:51Even though I'm so scared
34:52I'm so scared to lose Steven again
34:55I'm more scared not to try
34:58I'm gonna break up with Davis
35:04Whatever you want to do
35:08I support you
35:10How rough do I look right now
35:21I look hot
35:22I'm not gonna lie to you
35:24I look that bad
35:25Just go back to the house
35:30Eat something
35:31Chower
35:32You heard the doctor
35:35He's not gonna be up for a little while
35:37Thanks babe
35:38Hey
35:43If you want to get back with Jeremiah
35:49Just do it
35:50I never said that
35:52Make him beg
35:52Obviously
35:53But
35:54Don't just throw away
35:56Everything you guys have had
35:57For the past four years
35:58Like not if it's still what you want
36:03Lar
36:19We gotta get up
36:24Shut up
36:27Still not a morning person
36:30now. My eyes are crispy. Can you bring me some of your contact solution? Yeah.
36:49Oh my god. John, get in here. Oh my god, mom. Where were you? Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on? Steven was in an accident. Is he okay? He's gonna be fine. I've been trying
37:06to keep it together, but I was so scared. I can't imagine how terrified you must have
37:15been. I'm so, so sorry. Have you been there all alone? No, no. Taylor's here and she's
37:24been amazing. And Jared's here. He stayed all night. Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart. I'll be there as soon as I can and I'll track down your dad and let
37:38him know. I love you so much, Belly. I love you, mommy. Steve, was it a car accident?
37:47He's okay. He's gonna be fine. But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay. It's okay. Just meet me in the lobby in five.
38:08We hadn't seen each other much over the years and we hadn't been alone together since
38:21that day at the motel. Hey. Hey.
38:25Why are you holding a poker? Oh, um, I thought you were a burglar. Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jared? He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right. Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight got delayed because of the weather. They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:04My mom is on a retreat in the mountains and Steven's in New York. I was all alone at home. So...
39:25You have chocolate all over your face.
39:35No, I don't. What did you do? You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:38Shut it. No, you don't. You called? I could start a fire.
39:50So I think it's maybe a little late for a fire. I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:54Merry Christmas, Belly. It's really good to see you.
40:00You too.
40:15The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:20You're okay?
40:33Oh, no. Leave me alone.
40:36You're hurt? Can you move?
40:38I thought you were gone.
40:40Nope. Still here.
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no. Ow. Just, just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
40:52How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:11I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20Are you calling me an animal?
41:30I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no. Just, just, just, no. Just, I'm too heavy for you. Just leave me here.
41:38I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Belly.
41:44Ready?
41:47Okay, come on.
41:47Okay. Ow!
41:50You're okay.
41:52Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow.
41:57Watch your legs.
42:01Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:10That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:12A part of me will always love you.
42:23We spent the day together.
42:28But not together.
42:29But not together.
42:43Entertainingly expressive.
42:45H-blank-blank-blank-y.
42:47You're so happy.
42:48No.
42:48Yeah.
42:49Why?
42:50What's that?
42:51That's what?
42:51Hammy.
42:53Hammy.
42:54Hammy?
42:54Lois.
42:54I think this is the beginning of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:08Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story is nothing
43:12compared to the work that Laszlo was doing for the Resistance.
43:15Oh, my God.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:24It's true.
43:31Hey.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry, my reception now here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather,
43:50so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:53Yeah, he...
43:54What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly. Can you hear me?
43:58Yeah, I...
43:59I can hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll be true tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:06Bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:18I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins,
44:22because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:49No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
44:53Conrad Fisher.
45:06The ghost of Christmas past.
45:07It's blackbird on my shoulder.
45:11And what difference does it make?
45:16When this love is over,
45:20shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness,
45:29Hold your hands upon my head
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38Oh, oh, oh, oh, is me
45:41The last time that you taught me
45:47All will once ever cease
45:50Come in.
46:20Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face
46:30that I got fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk.
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38All right, this is for you.
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um...
46:43So look, um...
46:46About yesterday...
46:49I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool.
46:55Uh, that's...
46:55Actually, I was gonna say
46:58that she kind of has a point.
47:02Oh.
47:03Look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that
47:07you're smart as hell, obviously,
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:12Excuse me?
47:13Well, you can...
47:15Deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:20And...
47:21As long as you're afraid to face them,
47:23they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:30Hello.
47:30Would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:36Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow.
47:41Ow, ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:44No, no.
47:44Break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:58Hi.
48:00I'm gonna give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:03You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:16I was in a coma.
48:17So...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:19medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:26Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you, too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, you know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35You too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York,
48:51we would have just gone about our lives and been fine.
48:54So let's just pretend we didn't.
48:55I've never been able to think earlier when it comes to you, Ty.
49:06I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:15It is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:23Hmm.
49:25Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:42First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:53But they're not as important as last.
50:10Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:13Do you want to get some air?
50:23Yeah.
50:23Yeah, I would love that.
50:30I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you,
50:38and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you
50:45to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:04I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:27No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:31I didn't even feel like I was there
51:32when Lacey and I...
51:34when we had sex.
51:37After I...
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for I don't...
51:41I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking,
51:44how could I deserve you
51:45after that?
51:50Maybe we...
51:52shouldn't let one mistake
51:54erase all these years.
51:57I mean...
51:59if we both believe
52:01that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes,
52:05then...
52:06maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that, Bells.
52:12I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:24I promise.
52:27I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:44After Stephen,
52:45I get it now.
52:47Life's too short
52:48not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:51I want to be with you always,
52:54no matter what.
52:57I just can't imagine
52:58my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Belly has always been our story,
53:03yours
53:04and mine.
53:06Nobody else's.
53:10What are you thinking?
53:14The future is just crazy.
53:16I don't know what.
53:17Say it.
53:17Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know
53:24what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:33Isabel Conklin,
53:35will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41Yes.
53:42I love you.
53:53I love you too.
53:55I love you.
53:55I love you.
53:55I love you.
53:55A day.
53:57A day.
54:00Forever and day.
54:05Forever and a day.
54:08A day.
54:10Forever and a day.
54:18I bet we already knew our names
54:22before we met each other.
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way,
54:28walked on the sun together.
54:30How could I forget
54:33those emerald eyes?
54:38They took me by surprise,
54:41but suddenly I missed your face.
54:44I knew that smile
54:45from miles away.
54:48I knew that I have loved you
54:51forever and a day.
54:56Forever and a day.
55:00A day.
55:03In all my lives,
55:05I've waited every time
55:08to hear you say
55:10I'm yours
55:13forever and a day.
55:15I don't believe in destiny,
55:33but I might have to say
55:38you're
55:40your melodies
55:43they're changing me
55:46are yours
55:47forever.
55:48We'll see you next time.
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