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00:00Previously, on the summer I turned pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other.
00:38It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer.
00:47Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabos.
00:52Days in Cabos.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:20Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:23I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:32You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Hmm.
01:36Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47Uh, I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
01:57And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad.
02:02I just saw him last weekend.
02:04Did something happen with you guys?
02:06You've been kind of moody since then.
02:09Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave?
02:11No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's...
02:14That's not fair.
02:15I just, I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry.
02:20Can you just stop riding me?
02:22If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys' trip.
02:25It's not just boys.
02:26The sororities are going too.
02:27Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest
02:34or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that.
02:37Then what is it?
02:38What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to.
02:46I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break,
02:51and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever
02:54going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh my God, what?
02:57Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:06Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:09Fuck it, I won't waste your time.
03:11You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it.
03:15So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes, I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine, if that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great, okay, awesome, bye.
03:23Bye.
03:27I went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked.
03:33I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:53See?
03:56Okay, I'm heading out.
03:57Bye, Mom.
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on?
04:08Why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up.
04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:24I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight and walk out the door and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Belly.
04:44I fucked up and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I've had a shitty week and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Belly.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:01We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Belly...
05:20When I was in Cabo...
05:24I thought...
05:25I thought...
05:26I just thought we'd lose.
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:37You could never lose me.
05:40You could never lose me.
05:47Uh...
05:50Uh...
05:52I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:02I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07You could not do it because you've been whine in my brain.
06:10You could never forget your back and beamen.
06:19Fine.
06:20If you were to shoot me, then, you'd be confused.
06:23Paul, you're so nervous and...
06:25Were you at least...
06:27No.
06:30What of necesit games?
06:32In the time.
06:33I'm home, honey.
06:34Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Connor.
06:59She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:29Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:38Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep, yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep, yep, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcadex?
08:57Starrcadex, like the gaming startup?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:08Right.
09:08Remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier,
09:17and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um,
09:23I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God.
09:29No, no, no.
09:29Stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I, no personal stuff.
09:33All right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's gonna be invested
09:35in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right.
09:42Um, Starrcadex?
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company,
09:46all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
10:19you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time
10:35yeah but everything leads to him like i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job
10:47because obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out
10:54how to tell my mom that i can't bring myself to go to suzanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so
11:06okay one thing at a time is not going to work for you no no nothing's going to work because
11:10everything is oh my god
11:13hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't avoid
11:24i see jeremiah everywhere
11:27even when he isn't really there
11:33but no matter how i try to
11:53and no matter how i want to
12:00and no matter how easy things could be if i did
12:09and no matter how guilty i still feel saying
12:15everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:36so i just need to not be here
12:49hi mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:05hello to you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:09sorry how are you mom
13:12i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16what do you need it for anyway a passport i found out i got off the wait list for pairs
13:23that's fantastic honey congratulations
13:28how's jr taking it i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah um mom i gotta go
13:37okay love you
13:39bro you're tweaking you need to
13:47level out
13:49try some of the indica i got may help ease the pain
13:52i just lost the most important person in my life
13:55sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think i know about breakups
13:59i know about breakups you saw me after sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds redbird
14:04felt like something to me
14:05i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:07dude i i i dig your girl i really do and i say this with love but
14:13you two were broken up
14:15right and you were wasted as hell and lacy was all over your shit
14:18bro it's not an excuse
14:20i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:22well yeah
14:23yeah yeah probably
14:25belly's been the center of my world since i lost my mom
14:40she's everything to me
14:44and losing her feels like
14:48it feels like i'm i'm losing
14:53the best part of myself
14:55that's a beautiful man
14:58so fight for her
15:03stop saying you're sorry
15:05find a way to show her
15:06make it sound so easy
15:10i don't think it's supposed to be
15:12i just can't believe it
15:18he acts so devoted but he's just as shady as the rest
15:21i swear if he comes to our dorm
15:24it's on site
15:25don't smile please
15:26that won't be a problem
15:28it kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow
15:30do you think i'm being too hard on him
15:34look
15:34if you really thought you were broken up
15:39technically it's not cheating
15:41but to keep it a secret
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong
15:46and he chose to keep it from you
15:47that's the part i can't get over
15:51what annika didn't know
15:53was that i had a secret too
15:55it was the day after christmas last year
15:59my mom was at a writer's retreat
16:01steven was visiting friends
16:03jair was going skiing with his dad and conrad
16:05i figured why be home alone
16:08when i could be at my favorite place in the world
16:10so i borrowed steven's car and went to cousins
16:13oh shit
16:21shit shit shit
16:23oh my god
16:24okay what would kevin do
16:26what would kevin do
16:27okay
16:29steven open up it's me
16:45belly
16:51you okay
16:52yeah yeah sorry
16:55just the flash got to me
16:56okay
16:57next
16:59belly
17:11no please don't leave
17:13i made the biggest mistake of my life
17:15please just talk to me
17:17i'll tell you anything
17:19i'll tell you anything
17:20i just don't want any more secrets between us
17:22okay
17:25how did it happen
17:30look i was really sad
17:33i was drunk
17:34she was just there
17:37how many times
17:41twice
17:47jair how could you do this to me
17:51belly please
17:52i know i don't deserve you
17:53but i love you more than anyone else in the world
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting
17:57and i would do anything to take it back
17:59stop
18:00you can't undo what you did
18:01belly
18:02please
18:03i'm sorry
18:04i'm so sorry
18:05i've never loved anyone but you
18:07i love him too
18:09and i want to forgive him
18:11i just
18:12don't know how
18:14you were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me
18:19and are you the person who hurt me the most
18:23laura
18:33laura
18:34elliot
18:35hey
18:36hey
18:37oh
18:38fancy books you got there
18:40oh yeah
18:40i've you know
18:41well i've already read the moncrief translation twice so
18:43as one does
18:44yeah
18:45yeah i've decided it's the year that i finally read a la recherche du temps perdu
18:49in the original french
18:51go for it
18:53live on the edge
18:54you know um
18:56you and i we could start our own book group if uh
18:59if you're interested
19:00unfortunately professor park dropped out of french her first year of college
19:04john
19:05what are you doing here
19:07open up a word with you
19:08in private
19:09professor
19:10okay
19:12see you later elliot
19:14uh
19:15sure
19:16yeah
19:16um
19:16i'll be at the uh
19:18flabert symposium if you want to drop by
19:20okay
19:21sounds great
19:22okay
19:22what was that
19:26so
19:27tas are allowed to flirt with professors now
19:29he's an adjunct
19:30and maybe i was flirting back
19:32well then i was doing him a favor
19:33you'd have eaten him alive and well
19:35five minutes
19:35what's a history professor doing at a lit conference anyway
19:38researching potential crossover courses
19:40our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again
19:44and a lit conference is definitely the way to do that
19:47shoot me dad
19:48please make your way in the ballroom b for tropes of old english epic poetry
19:54thank you
19:55that sounds
19:59boring as shit
20:00yeah
20:01okay
20:03new plan
20:06we find somewhere to drink this
20:08steal a wine opener
20:08i can't do that
20:09oh you're right
20:10okay
20:27welcome to day one
20:29by the end of the summer i expect half of you will still be here
20:33don't piss me off and we'll be fine
20:35okay
20:38first patient
20:39we have a 15 year old boy
20:41came in following a seizure
20:42any thoughts on what might be going on
20:44i want to start off with our first years
20:48what do you say
20:49uh could be puberty hormones he's 15
20:54uh could also
20:55he's also recovering from the flu and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his age
21:00very good
21:00they also gave him nausea meds at the er and that does increase risk
21:04good catch
21:05sometimes it's just the obvious answer
21:08absolutely thank you dr namazi i'll keep that in mind
21:11okay
21:12next patient
21:13are you trying to make me a med student that gets cut on day one
21:17i'm sure it's just a myth
21:18it's fine i'll take that
21:19i'll make it up in the next one
21:21look i know that climbing up namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming love for your brother's girlfriend
21:25why did i tell you that
21:27because you were like yearning to
21:28whatever
21:30safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym
21:35nice
21:37give me your phone mine's dead and i want to call the kids
21:40it's in my room also the kids are fine also you're upside down
21:44yes yes i am
21:45what are you doing
21:50getting some things off my chest
21:53why did i ask
21:54you know even though our marriage went to shit
21:58we ended up being pretty good co-parents
22:02yes we did
22:03oh my god
22:08i just remembered
22:09belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying abroad next semester
22:14in paris
22:15oh
22:16do you know
22:17how the parisian police found quasimodo
22:19they followed a hunch
22:21please never tell that joke again
22:24used to love my jokes
22:26used to laugh so hard
22:28beer would come out your nose
22:29in fact
22:30wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date
22:31i was fake laughing and i planned to sleep with you all along
22:35you did
22:38mind if i work in
22:40uh no it's all yours we're done here
22:44appreciate it
22:45why are you here
22:56why are you here
23:00what do you you haven't responded to my text all day
23:03it's finals it's a stressful time
23:06hey are you okay what's wrong
23:08i'm i'm hungry
23:11okay then let's let's just grab some food
23:14come on get it
23:16okay
23:17okay
23:19okay
23:20okay
23:23so uh
23:37uh where do you wanna go eat
23:41go eat
23:42i don't know
23:43go eat
23:44i don't know
23:48what
23:49uh
23:50i broke up with mia
23:54i broke up with mia
24:01i hope you didn't do that for me
24:03what
24:05what
24:06uh
24:07sorry
24:08i just i thought you'd be happy that i just wanted to be with you
24:13after after the other night sleeping over
24:15steven i
24:16you're wrong
24:17and i've told you before i just want this to be casual
24:19okay
24:20it's never casual with you and me taylor you know that
24:22let's just stop fucking around you know and do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people
24:26they don't even know about us
24:27it doesn't matter it's still messed up
24:29taylor i want you and me to have a fresh start you know free and clear and clean
24:36steven we've tried before we've tried a million times
24:38we were kids
24:39we don't work
24:40it never works
24:41taylor you are the only girl i want to be with
24:43what
24:44i'm telling you i i think i love you
24:46stop stop no don't i i can't do this
24:48what are you talking
24:49can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car
24:51taylor no taylor i need you to listen to me please
24:53that's all i'm asking for
24:54please just let me out of the car
24:55we're in the middle of the road taylor
24:56i don't care i want to leave pull over and let me out of the fucking car
25:01fine fine fine fuck
25:03here i'm pulling over okay
25:11taylor what the fuck
25:26taylor i told you i don't want
25:29oh my god
25:32taylor
25:36hi
25:37i'm really sorry
25:41what happened
25:42were you with him or you hurt
25:44what happened
25:46i wasn't in the car
25:48i wasn't in the car
25:49okay
25:50we were arguing
25:51and i jumped out
25:54and he was trying to come after me
25:55okay
25:56okay
25:57what
25:59what
26:01it's just my fault
26:03no no no no it's not your fault
26:10yes it is
26:13you're with steven conklin
26:14yeah yeah is he okay
26:16initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion
26:20cerebral contusion
26:22it's a bruise on the brain we won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down until then we'll keep him sedated
26:26so we just wait and see is that it
26:27so we just wait and see is that it
26:29there's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf
26:32can that be one of you
26:33i'm his sister
26:35his sister works
26:36okay
26:37um what kind of decisions do i
26:39it's it's in the paperwork there
26:42i need to i need to try my parents again i couldn't
26:45okay i i will try them i will do it
26:47i don't know steven's fucking insurance
26:48okay i'll i will try them i will do it
26:51i don't know steven's fucking insurance
26:53i don't know steven's fucking insurance
26:54i don't know steven's fucking insurance
26:56if he's on our parents insurance or his job
26:58how am i supposed to know his fucking blood type
27:00i think i think i remember steven bragging about being your universal donor
27:05of course you bragged about anything
27:07okay
27:10he o negative
27:12he's o negative
27:13okay
27:14i'm gonna try your parents again
27:16okay
27:17i think i should uh
27:19let a few other people know too
27:21do you want me to call jer
27:23okay
27:26i don't know an hour ago
27:27i wanted to throw up thinking about him
27:29but now i just
27:30i just wish he was here
27:33i don't even know what to say to make me feel better
27:37i'm gonna be your jer today
27:42i will track down your parents
27:44i will call jer's dumbass too
27:47okay
27:48just
27:49just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me
27:51i'm gonna do it
27:52thank you
27:53um
27:54can you call uh conrad too
27:56cause he just might
27:57understand what all this means
27:59yeah i got you
28:00i'm gonna call conrad
28:01well i'll hop on the next flight
28:07no it's fine laurel and john will probably be here by then
28:10okay
28:11well
28:12tell me what the doctor said exactly
28:14uh
28:15he's kind of a dick
28:16he basically blew us off
28:17we're trying to get updates but
28:18well maybe i can help
28:19where's he admitted
28:20we're at um providence
28:22providence general
28:23but
28:24how
28:25will you
28:26i will figure it out
28:27i just want to do something
28:32hey how's belly
28:33she's fine
28:34yeah
28:35okay
28:36yeah
28:37yeah great
28:38okay
28:39well just keep me updated
28:40okay
28:41yep
28:42will do
28:43all right
28:44dr namazi
28:46excuse me
28:47what's up
28:48a friend of mine was
28:50in a car accident
28:51uh
28:52very close friend
28:53more like family
28:54and
28:55he's at providence general
28:57is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there
29:00the head of neurology is a friend of a friend
29:02well his name is steven conklin do you think there's any possible way that
29:06you could make a call
29:09i'll see what i can do
29:11thank you
29:12do you think you need to take the day
29:16uh
29:17no
29:18i'm good
29:20okay
29:32jerry's in the lobby
29:47yeah i know babe
29:49he just wants to be nearby if we need him he's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything
29:58that's so sweet
30:00why does he have to be so sweet
30:02should i text him
30:04isabel conklin
30:05i'm dr jun kwan i head up the neurology team i'm taking over your brother's case
30:15does that mean he's gotten worse
30:17no it means someone well connected is looking out for you
30:21i got a call from a colleague at stanford steven is sedated and sleeping he's stable and i've ordered a ct scan
30:28have you seen him yet
30:30well let's get you back there we allow two visitors immediate family only so i'll presume this is steven's other sister
30:37follow me
30:39any news on your friend
30:48no
30:49you sure you shouldn't just go out there
30:52i don't even know what i'd do if i did
30:54it's not like i'm a doctor yet
30:56plus we barely talked over the last few years
30:59no cell phones
31:02yeah
31:03how did everything go with those blood draws
31:05good
31:06great
31:07this is mislabeled
31:12oh that's uh that's mine
31:15that's my mistake
31:16a mistake that put your patient at risk
31:18i'll fix it right now
31:19you should have gone home when i gave you the chance
31:21it won't happen again
31:22no it won't
31:23you're done here
31:24you're not ready for this
31:27you're firing me for one mistake
31:30dr namazi please i didn't
31:32you may see this as one mistake
31:33but this is about you not knowing your limits
31:36which makes you a walking liability
31:38my liability
31:39dr namazi i
31:40no
31:41you can always apply again next year
31:43scrum nurse to a lot more
31:45scrum nurse to a lot more
31:46scrum nurse to a lot more
31:47scrum nurse to a lot more
31:48he starts taking
31:50over
31:52yeah
31:57around
32:08steven can i tell you a secret
32:10i've never loved anyone like i love you
32:12do you know how scary that is
32:18i know i act like i don't care but i just i care so so much
32:29and i'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time before you come to me and you tell me
32:36that i'm not worth it you're just gonna be like actually you're not worth it
32:42so i figured if i just keep pushing you away and pretend that you don't mean anything to me
33:00then you can't hurt me and i don't know how to stop doing that
33:07you know the first time we got together you remember you told me that you were like
33:21you told me that you wouldn't give up on us
33:24you have no idea how badly i wanted to believe you
33:31i have good news the ct scan is clear the ct scan is clear what does that mean
33:53the swelling on stephen's brain has gone down and we can start weaning him off the sedatives
33:57it'll be a while until he wakes up we'll let you know when he's ready for visitors
34:01thank you
34:02it's okay he's gonna be okay
34:07i've just been scared
34:09i'm really sorry to dump this on you i know i know you don't think that stephen and i should get back
34:21together no i never should have judged you
34:24but you're right
34:24i've been all over the place
34:27like not wanting to let go of stephen but still keeping davis around is this like emotional buffer
34:33it's shitty and selfish and stephen was trying to do the right thing and i'm just freaked
34:40but all this
34:42i think i think that if he realized that even though i'm so scared i'm so scared to lose stephen again
34:55i'm more scared not to try
34:58i'm gonna i'm gonna break up with davis
35:04whatever you want to do i support you
35:10how rough do i look right now do i look hot
35:22i'm not gonna lie to you i look that bad
35:25just go back to the house
35:30eat something
35:31shower
35:32you heard the doctor he's not gonna be up for a little while
35:37okay thanks babe
35:38okay
35:41hey
35:43if you want to get back with jeremiah just do it
35:50i never said that
35:52and make him beg obviously but
35:54don't just throw away everything you guys have had for the past four years
35:58like not if it's still what you want
36:03it's still not a morning person huh
36:31oh my eyes are crispy
36:35can you bring me some of your contact solution
36:38yeah
36:39oh my god
36:50john get in here
36:54oh my god mom where are you
36:58belly i just got your messages
36:59what's going on steven was in an accident is he okay
37:03he's gonna be fine
37:04i've been trying to keep it together but i was so scared
37:10i can't imagine how terrified you must have been
37:15i'm so so sorry
37:17have you been there all alone
37:20no no um taylor's here and she's been amazing
37:24and jared's here
37:28he stayed all night
37:29mom
37:31things have been so crazy
37:32listen sweetheart i'll be there as soon as i can
37:35and um
37:36i'll i'll track down your dad and let him know
37:39i love you so much belly
37:41i love you mommy
37:43steve was in a car accident
37:47he's okay
37:48okay
37:48he's gonna be fine
37:49he's fine
37:50but belly couldn't reach either of us
37:51it's okay
37:52just meet me in the lobby in five
37:54we hadn't seen each other much over the years
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since
38:21hey
38:21that day at the motel
38:23hey
38:24hey
38:25why are you holding a poker
38:34oh
38:35um
38:36i thought you were a burglar
38:38of course you did
38:40where's jared
38:45he and your dad are on their way to chamonix
38:48right
38:51aren't you supposed to be meeting them there
38:55yeah my flight got delayed because of the weather
38:57they were trying to rebook me for the 28th
39:00what are you doing here
39:02my mom is on a retreat in the mountains
39:05and steven's in new york
39:06i was all alone at home
39:08so
39:10you have chocolate all over your face
39:35no i don't
39:36what did you do
39:37you just stick your whole head in to save time
39:38shut it
39:40i don't know
39:42you called i can start a fire
39:44so i think it's maybe a little late for a fire
39:52i think i'm just gonna crash
39:54merry christmas belly
39:57it's really good to see you
40:01you too
40:06the next morning right when i woke up i had this funny feeling that he had already left
40:20you're okay
40:33oh no
40:35leave me alone
40:37you're hurt can you move
40:38i thought you were gone
40:40nope
40:41still here
40:43let me help you out
40:48no no no
40:49ow
40:49just
40:50just
40:50give me a minute
40:52okay
40:52how bad
41:03how bad does it hurt
41:03on a scale from one to ten
41:05eleven
41:06you're such a baby when it comes to pain
41:08no i'm not
41:09i mean that fall you took was no joke
41:13seriously it was like when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels
41:20are you calling me an animal
41:22i'm gonna pick you up and i'm gonna carry you to the couch
41:33no no no no
41:34just just just
41:35no just i'm too heavy for you
41:37just
41:37okay
41:37leave me here
41:38i know i can't bench press my body weight like jared but i can pick you up belly
41:42ready
41:45okay come on
41:48okay
41:48ow
41:49you're okay
41:51ready
41:52watch your legs
41:58you're okay
42:03yeah
42:04that's when i had this sudden thought
42:12a part of me will always love you
42:19we spent the day together but not together
42:30entertainingly expressive
42:45h blank blank blank blank blank y
42:47you're super
42:51hammy
42:54hammy
42:56she's better off with lazlo
43:05you're insane
43:07rick and ilsa are obviously meant for each other
43:09their little love story is nothing
43:12compared to the work that lazlo was doing for the resistance
43:14Oh, my God, dude.
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20You know, you are way too young to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:24It's true.
43:30Hey.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry, my receipts now here is terrible.
43:34I'm on the mountain freezing my balls off.
43:36What are you up to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely, so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Conrad's flight got mad stuff because of the weather,
43:50so I'm stuck here with my dad.
43:52Yeah, he, um...
43:54What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly, can you hear me?
43:58Yeah, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll be true tomorrow.
44:06Okay, bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins,
44:22because there was nothing to tell.
44:25Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:28The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:44He left just like I thought he would.
44:46No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
45:03Conrad Fisher.
45:06The ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder
45:11And what difference does it make
45:15When this love is over
45:20Shall I sleep within your bed
45:23River of unhappiness
45:29Hold your hands upon my head
45:32Till I breathe my last breath
45:38All the woe will always be
45:41The last time that you taught me
45:47All will wonders ever cease
45:50The last time being the mystery of love
45:57Come in
46:17Hey
46:24Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:27I was just on my way in and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face
46:30Did I get fired on day one?
46:32No, jerk
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay
46:35Thanks
46:36Good
46:37All right, this is for you
46:39Thank you
46:40You're welcome
46:41Um...
46:45So look, um...
46:47About yesterday
46:48I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass
46:52I'm fine
46:52Cool
46:54Uh, that's
46:55Actually, I was gonna say
46:58That she kinda has a point
47:00Oh
47:02I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that
47:07You're smart as hell
47:08Obviously
47:09But you need to pay more attention to your feelings
47:11Excuse me?
47:14Well, you can
47:14Deny your emotions all you want
47:17They're not going anywhere
47:18And
47:20As long as you're afraid to face them
47:23They'll run you
47:23Not the other way around
47:24Hello
47:30Would've been nice
47:31Hello
47:33Steven?
47:37You ready for a visitor?
47:38Oh, yeah
47:39Oh, you're awake
47:40Ow
47:41Ow
47:42Ow
47:42Careful of his ribs
47:43No, no
47:44Break another one
47:45Why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked
47:47You baby
47:47How's the...
47:48How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way
47:52Hey
47:53Uh, hi
47:58I'm gonna give you two a minute
48:01I'm glad you're alive
48:03You scared the shit out of everyone
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen
48:14Obviously
48:15I was in a coma
48:17So
48:18Yeah, but
48:19Medically induced
48:21Huh
48:22Steven, I'm joking
48:27I was worried about you too
48:29Obviously
48:30Yeah, you know
48:31I've been thinking a lot about what you said
48:32Since I woke up
48:33You know, before the crash
48:35Me too
48:35And you were right
48:36You and me, we don't work
48:40What?
48:47If we
48:48Never ran into each other that day in New York
48:51We would have just gone about our lives and been fine
48:53So let's just pretend we didn't
48:56I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Ty
49:03I couldn't let you go
49:07You know I love a challenge
49:11But
49:11It is a wake-up call
49:16You were right
49:19You and me, we don't work
49:21Hmm
49:23Good
49:26Then we're on the same page
49:28Yeah, yeah, finally
49:30I'm gonna go find belly
49:31First loves are important
49:44Conrad was mine
49:46For the rest of my life
49:48I would think of him fondly
49:49The way you do your first pet
49:51The first car you drove
49:53But they're not as important as last
49:57Steven's gonna be okay
50:11Thank God
50:13Do you wanna get some air?
50:23Yeah
50:23Yeah, I would love that
50:24I was
50:30I am so mad at you
50:33And you have every right to be
50:35I'm sorry for what I did to you
50:37And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner
50:39I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible
50:42I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you to even begin to trust me again
50:47But I am willing to do whatever it takes if you let me
50:50I'm sorry, too
50:55Sorry for what?
51:01Sorry for everything leading up to that fight
51:04And to Cabo
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up
51:13You can?
51:17Yeah, but I
51:18I don't understand how you could just
51:20Move on to somebody else so easily
51:22I mean, I could barely function
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly
51:28I was completely numb that whole week
51:30I didn't even feel like I was there when Lacey and I
51:33When we had sex
51:35After I
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39And cried for I don't
51:41I don't even know how long
51:42I was just thinking
51:44How could I deserve you
51:45After that?
51:50Maybe we
51:51Shouldn't let one mistake
51:54Erase all these years
51:56I mean
51:58If we both believe that what we have
52:02Is bigger than our mistakes
52:04Then
52:05Maybe we can just start over
52:09I want that
52:11Bells, I want that so much
52:13You can't ever hurt me like that again
52:17I promise
52:19I promise
52:24I don't want to mess this up again
52:39We won't
52:42After Stephen
52:44I get it now
52:46Life's too short
52:48Not to spend it with the person that you love
52:51I want to be with you always
52:54No matter what
52:55I just can't imagine my life without you
52:59Me either
53:01Belly has always been our story
53:03Yours
53:04And mine
53:05Nobody else's
53:06What are you thinking?
53:14The future
53:15Is just crazy
53:16I don't know what
53:17Say it
53:18Would you
53:22Yes
53:22You don't even know what I'm about to say
53:25Try me
53:28Isabel Conklin
53:34Will you marry me?
53:39Yes
53:39Yeah, I'll marry you
53:41I love you
53:52I love you too
53:54I love you
53:55I bet we already knew our names
54:22Before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way
54:27Walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget
54:33Those emerald eyes
54:37They took me by surprise
54:41But suddenly I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile from miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you
54:51Forever and a day
54:57Forever and a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lives
55:05I've waited
55:06Every time to hear you say
55:10I'm yours
55:13Forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:29I don't believe in destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies
55:42They're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
55:48I don't believe in joy
56:13I don't believe in destiny
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