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00:00Previously, on the summer I turned pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other.
00:38It feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Belly.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey, Jer.
00:47Look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabos.
00:52Days in Cabos.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:20Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:23I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:32You are no fun.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Hmm.
01:36Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47Uh, I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're gonna be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
01:57And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad.
02:02I just saw him last weekend.
02:04Did something happen with you guys?
02:06You've been kind of moody since then.
02:09Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave?
02:11No.
02:12Hey, okay, that's...
02:14That's not fair.
02:15I just, I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:19Okay, sorry.
02:20Can you just stop riding me?
02:22If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:23No, I don't want to crash your boys' trip.
02:25It's not just boys.
02:26The sororities are going too.
02:27Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends. Cool.
02:31Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest
02:34or whatever it is that you're picturing.
02:36It's not that.
02:37Then what is it?
02:38What is wrong with you right now?
02:39You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:41Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:43When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to.
02:46I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun at spring break,
02:51and I'm sorry that I'm not some straight-A overachiever
02:54going to med school like Conrad.
02:55Oh my God, what?
02:57Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:00I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:06Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:09Fuck it, I won't waste your time.
03:11You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it.
03:15So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes, I'm serious.
03:19Okay, fine, if that's how you feel.
03:21It is.
03:22Great, okay, awesome, bye.
03:23Bye.
03:27I went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked.
03:33I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:49Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:53See?
03:56Okay, I'm heading out.
03:57Bye, Mom.
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You wanna know what's going on?
04:08Why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:13They hide when they've screwed up.
04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is gonna fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:24I really thought Taylor was right.
04:31So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not gonna come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight and walk out the door and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Belly.
04:44I fucked up and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:50No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I've had a shitty week and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Belly.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:01We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:07What does this mean?
05:09Does this mean you wanna get back together?
05:12We never stopped being together.
05:19Belly...
05:20When I was in Cabo...
05:24I thought...
05:25I thought...
05:26I just thought we'd lose.
05:34I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:37You could never lose me.
05:40You could never lose me.
05:47Uh...
05:50Uh...
05:52I got you this.
05:53I was just on the beach and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again, but...
05:58It's really stupid and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:02I love it.
06:06I love you.
06:07You weren't Weilers.
06:08I am running real quick.
06:10I was just making fun of my family when I was going..
06:14No.
06:17N 1997.
06:19Is that right?
06:20I don't pay for a dollar.
06:22I don't pay for it.
06:23You aren't paying for it.
06:24No.
06:25It's more for me you don't need me to come to sleep.
06:26I'm going to come back.
06:28I didn't take care of it.
06:29In this room.
06:30Taylor's here.
06:51I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:54Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:10Just make sure she eats something.
07:12Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:14Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea what you're talking about.
07:20Ellie, I-I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you.
07:26Okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:29Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please, just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking
07:47hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No.
07:52That's bullshit.
07:53You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:54You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What?
08:05You're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:07You heard me.
08:08How are Davis and Mia?
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:18Hey, this is Taylor.
08:19Leave a message.
08:20Adam called you in for this meeting too, huh?
08:25Yep.
08:26Yeah.
08:27Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:28Sitting in the background while the grownups talk.
08:30Did you get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:31Yep.
08:32Yep.
08:33Yep.
08:34Yep.
08:35Yeah.
08:36Yep.
08:37Yep.
08:38Yeah.
08:39Yeah.
08:40Yep.
08:41Yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:43Mm-hm.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grownups talk.
08:46Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:48Yep.
08:49Yep.
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep.
08:52Yeah.
08:53Yep.
08:54Yep.
08:55Starkadex, like, the gaming startup?
08:58Oh, my God. I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no. No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:05Computer engineering at Princeton?
09:07Right. Remember?
09:08Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your e-mail signature.
09:12Mm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend.
09:19Okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um...
09:22I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:24That was, uh, that was my ex.
09:26Well, ex? Ex?
09:28Oh, my God. No, no, no. Stop.
09:29Immediately, no.
09:30I... no personal stuff, all right?
09:32I'm not the co-worker
09:34who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:36I don't care.
09:38Yeah.
09:40All right. Um...
09:42Starkadex.
09:43Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:47Copy. Copy. Got you.
09:54You're on the car, man.
09:56You.
09:57Everything iså¤.
10:02All right.
10:07Let's call his daughter.
10:08Fourth day, you changed the stuff.
10:10fussy.
10:11He called her.
10:15you just have to make it to the library one thing at a time yeah but everything
10:38leads to him like i i can't just study i also have to call and quit my summer job because
10:48obviously i'm not going to be in cousins because jeremiah and then i have to figure out how to tell
10:55my mom that i can't bring myself to go to susanna's memorial because again jeremiah
11:00and i might never even go to the summer house again because of fucking jeremiah so okay one
11:06thing at a time is not going to work for you no no nothing's going to work because everything
11:10is oh my god hey you're gonna be okay i'll meet you after study group it's not just lacy i can't
11:24avoid i see jeremiah everywhere even when he isn't really there
11:33boxes i send them your way hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39i rearrange my memories i try to rewrite my life but no matter how i try to
11:53and no matter how i want to and no matter how easy things could be if i did and no matter
12:11how guilty i still feel saying
12:15how much i hated you
12:18our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22just two different endings you learn to repair
12:26and i learn to keep me in one place
12:30everywhere i go there's a memory of us from when we were golden
12:35golden
12:45so i just need to not be here
12:57hi mom hi um quick question can you send me my birth certificate overnight if possible
13:05hello to you too my loving daughter i'm fine thanks for asking how are you
13:09sorry how are you mom i had an extremely dull conference which means i am nowhere near your birth certificate
13:16what do you need it for anyway a passport i found out i got off the waitlist repairs
13:23that's fantastic honey congratulations
13:29how's jr taking it i know he'll miss you but he must be so proud
13:33yeah um mom i gotta go
13:37okay love you
13:44bro you're tweaking you need to
13:48level out
13:49try something that i got may help ease the pain
13:52i just lost the most important person in my life
13:55sorry if i don't have the energy to be alive
13:57oh you don't think i know about breakups i know about breakups you saw me after sean
14:01you two were together for two seconds red bird felt like something to me
14:04i can't believe i fucked it up this bad
14:07dude i i i dig your girl i really do and i say this with love but
14:13you two were broken up right and you were wasted as hell
14:17and lacy was all over your shit
14:18bro it's not an excuse i should have told her as soon as i got back
14:22well yeah yeah probably
14:25you know it's very bad
14:30belle's been the centre of my world since i lost my mom
14:40she's everything to me
14:42and losing her feels like
14:47Losing her feels like...
14:51It feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:56That's beautiful, man.
15:02So fight for her. Stop saying you're sorry.
15:05Find a way to show her.
15:09Make it sound so easy.
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:17I just can't believe it.
15:19He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:27That won't be a problem.
15:28It kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:32Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look...
15:36If he really thought you were broken up,
15:39technically it's not cheating,
15:41but to keep it a secret,
15:43that tells me he knew what he did was wrong,
15:45and he chose to keep it from you.
15:48That's the part I can't get over.
15:51What Annika didn't know was that...
15:54I had a secret, too.
15:57It was the day after Christmas last year.
15:59My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:01Steven was visiting friends.
16:02Jer was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:05I figured, why be home alone when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:10So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:20Ah, shit.
16:21Shit, shit, shit, shit.
16:23Oh, my God.
16:24Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:25What would Kevin do?
16:27Okay.
16:29Steven, open up. It's me.
16:50Billy?
16:51You okay?
16:52Yeah, yeah. Sorry. Just the flash got to me.
16:56Okay.
16:58Next.
17:11Billy.
17:12No, please, don't leave.
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:15Please, just talk to me.
17:17Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:19I'll tell you anything.
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:23Okay.
17:25How did it happen?
17:30Look, I was really sad.
17:33I was drunk.
17:34She was just there.
17:40How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:49Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:51Billy, please.
17:52I know I don't deserve you, but I love you more than anyone else in the world.
17:56And it kills me to see you hurting, and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Just stop.
18:00You can't undo what you did.
18:02Billy, please.
18:04I'm sorry.
18:05I'm so sorry.
18:06I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him too.
18:09And I want to forgive him.
18:11I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person who would never hurt me.
18:21And are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:23Laurel.
18:24Elliot.
18:25Hey.
18:26Hey.
18:27Oh.
18:28Fancy books you got there.
18:29Oh, yeah.
18:30You know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:32As one does.
18:33Yeah.
18:34Yeah.
18:35Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read A La Recherche du Ton Perdue in the original French.
18:39Go for it.
18:40Live on the edge.
18:41You know, um, you and I, we could start our own book group if, uh, if you're interested.
18:42Ah, unfortunately, Professor Park dropped out of French her first year of college.
18:43John?
18:44What are you doing here?
18:45Open up a word with you.
18:46In private.
18:47Professor.
18:48Oh, no.
18:49Oh, no.
18:50Oh, no.
18:51Oh, no.
18:52Oh, no.
18:53Oh, no.
18:54Oh, no.
18:55Oh, no.
18:56Oh, no.
18:57Oh, no.
18:58Oh, no.
18:59Oh, no.
19:00Oh, no.
19:01Oh, no.
19:02Oh, no.
19:03Oh, no.
19:04Oh, no.
19:05Oh, no.
19:06Oh, no.
19:07Oh, no.
19:08Oh, no.
19:09Oh, no.
19:10Okay.
19:11See you later, Elliot.
19:14Uh, sure.
19:15Yeah.
19:16Um, I'll be at the, uh, Flaubert Symposium if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:25What was that?
19:26So, TA's are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct, and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:33You'd have eaten him alive in, well, five minutes.
19:35What's a history professor doing at a lit conference, anyway?
19:38Researching potential crossover courses.
19:40Our provost is looking for ways to make history sexy again.
19:44And a lit conference is definitely the way to do that.
19:47Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way into Ballroom B for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:01Okay.
20:02New plan.
20:03We find somewhere to drink this.
20:04Steal a wine opener.
20:05I can't do that.
20:06Pull your weight.
20:07Okay.
20:08Welcome to day one.
20:09By the end of the summer, I expect half of you will still be here.
20:14Don't piss me off.
20:15Mm-hmm.
20:16And we'll be fine.
20:17Okay.
20:18First patient.
20:19We have a 15-year-old boy.
20:20Came in following a seizure.
20:21Any thoughts on what might be going to happen?
20:22Okay.
20:23Okay.
20:24We have a 15-year-old boy.
20:25Came in following a seizure.
20:26Any thoughts on what might be going to happen?
20:27Okay.
20:28Okay, first patient.
20:29We have a 15-year-old boy.
20:30Came in following a seizure.
20:31Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:32Uh-huh.
20:33I want to start off with our first years.
20:34What do you say?
20:35Well, it could...
20:36Uh...
20:37Could be puberty hormones.
20:38He's 15.
20:39Uh, could also...
20:40He's also recovering from the flu, and fevers are the most common cause of seizures at his
20:45age.
20:46Very good.
20:47They also have a seizure.
20:48I expect half of you will still be here.
20:49Don't piss me off, and we'll be fine.
20:50Okay.
20:51First patient.
20:52We have a 15-year-old boy.
20:53Came in following a seizure.
20:54Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:55Uh...
20:56I want to start off with our first years.
20:57What do you say?
20:58Well, it could...
20:59Uh...
21:00Could be puberty hormones.
21:01I also gave him nausea meds at the ER, and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:13Are you trying to make me the med student that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure it's just a myth.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:20I'll make it up in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that climbing up Namazi's ass is just a coping mechanism for your all-consuming
21:24love for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like, yearning to.
21:29Whatever.
21:30Safest place to hang out at an academic conference is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead, and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:45Yes, I am.
21:46Oh.
21:47What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things off my chest.
21:53Oh, why did I ask?
21:55You know, even though our marriage went to shit, we ended up being pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:03Been there one time.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:09Belle called me today to say she is studying abroad next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh!
22:16Do you know how the Parisian police found Quasimodo?
22:19They followed a hunch.
22:21Please never tell that joke again.
22:24You used to love my jokes.
22:26You used to laugh so hard, beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact, wasn't that why you slept with me on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing, and I planned to sleep with you all along.
22:36You did?
22:38Mind if I work in?
22:41Uh, no.
22:42It's all yours.
22:43No, we're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:59Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded to my texts all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Tay, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:09I'm hungry.
23:11Okay, then let's just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:34So, uh, where do you want to go eat?
23:41I don't know.
23:49What?
23:53Uh, I broke up with Mia.
23:55I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:02What?
24:04Uh, sorry.
24:05I just...
24:06I thought you'd be happy that I just wanted to be with you.
24:09After the other night, sleeping over...
24:10Steven, I...
24:11You're wrong.
24:12And I've told you before, I just want this to be casual.
24:14Okay, it's never casual with you and me, Taylor.
24:15You know that.
24:16Oh, my God.
24:17Let's just stop fucking around, you know?
24:18And do it for real so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:19They don't even know about us.
24:20That doesn't matter.
24:21It's still messed up.
24:22Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start.
24:23You know, free and clear and clean.
24:24Steven, we've tried before.
24:25We've tried a million times.
24:26We don't work.
24:27It never works.
24:28Taylor, you are the only girl I want to be with.
24:29What?
24:30I'm telling you.
24:31I think I love you.
24:32Stop.
24:33No, don't.
24:34I can't do this.
24:35What are you talking...
24:36Can you pull over and let me out of the fucking car?
24:38Taylor, no.
24:39Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:40Please.
24:41That's all I'm asking for.
24:42Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:43We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:44I'm not doing that.
24:45I don't care.
24:46I want to leave.
24:47Pull over.
24:48I don't care.
24:49I don't care.
24:50I want to leave.
24:51Pull over.
24:52I don't care.
24:53It doesn't matter.
24:54It doesn't matter.
24:55It's still messed up.
24:56Taylor, I want you and me to have a fresh start.
24:57Taylor, I want to leave.
24:58Pull over and let me out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine.
25:02Fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:11Taylor, what the fuck?
25:27Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:28Oh, my God.
25:29Taylor.
25:30Hi.
25:31I'm really sorry.
25:32What happened?
25:33Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:34What happened?
25:35I wasn't in the car.
25:36Okay.
25:37We were arguing.
25:38I jumped out and he was trying to come after me.
25:39Okay.
25:40What?
25:41What?
25:42What?
25:43What?
25:44What?
25:45What?
25:46What?
25:47What?
25:48What?
25:49What?
25:50It's just my fault.
25:52No, no, no, it's not your fault.
25:56Yes, it is.
25:57You're with Stephen Conklin?
25:58Yeah, yeah.
25:59Is he okay?
26:00Initial scans show a cracker.
26:01You're with Stephen Conklin?
26:02Yeah, yeah.
26:03Is he okay?
26:04Initial scans show a cracked rib and a cerebral contusion.
26:07Cerebral contusion?
26:08What?
26:09It's a bruise on the brain.
26:10We won't know how serious it is until the swelling goes down. Until then, we'll keep
26:15him sedated.
26:16So we just wait and see?
26:17Is that it?
26:18No, no.
26:19No, no.
26:20No, no.
26:21No, no.
26:22No, no.
26:23No, no.
26:24No, it's not your fault.
26:25No, no, no.
26:26No, it's not your fault.
26:27Yes, it is.
26:28You're with Stephen Conklin?
26:29Yeah, yeah.
26:30Is he okay?
26:31Is that it?
26:32There's some paperwork to fill out and someone will need to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:36I'm his sister.
26:37His sister works.
26:38Okay.
26:39Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:42Uh, it's...
26:43It's in the paperwork there.
26:46Uh-huh.
26:47I need to...
26:48I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:51Okay, I'll...
26:52I will try them.
26:53I will do it.
26:54I don't know Stephen's fucking insurance!
26:56If he's on our parents' insurance or his job!
26:58How am I supposed to know his fucking blood type?
27:00I think...
27:01I think I remember Stephen bragging about being a universal donor.
27:05Of course, Stephen bragged about anything.
27:10Okay.
27:11He...
27:12O negative.
27:13He's O negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:16Okay.
27:17I don't...
27:18I think I should, uh...
27:19Let a few other people know too.
27:21Do you want me to call Jer?
27:22I don't know an hour ago.
27:23I wanted to throw up thinking about him, but now I just...
27:28I just wish he was here.
27:29Do you know what to say to make me feel better?
27:30I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:31I will track down your parents.
27:32I will call Jer's dumbass too.
27:33Okay.
27:34Just...
27:35Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:36I'm gonna do it.
27:37Okay.
27:38Okay.
27:40Um...
27:41Can you call, uh, Conrad too?
27:42Because he just might understand what all this means.
27:43Yeah.
27:44I got you.
27:45I'm gonna call Conrad.
27:46I'm gonna call Conrad.
27:47Come on.
27:48We'll call him.
27:49We'll call Jer's dumbass too.
27:50Okay.
27:51Just...
27:52Just fill out the paperwork and leave the rest to me.
27:54I'm gonna do it.
27:56Um...
27:57Can you call, uh, Conrad too?
27:58Conrad?
27:59Because he just might understand what all this means.
28:00Yeah.
28:01I got you.
28:02I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll...
28:07I'll hop on the next flight.
28:08No.
28:09It's fine.
28:10Laurel and John will probably be here by then.
28:11Okay.
28:12Well,
28:13tell me what the doctor said exactly.
28:15He's kind of a dick. He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates, but...
28:19Well, maybe I can help. Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at Providence General, but how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:28I just want to do something.
28:32Hey, how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah? Okay.
28:36Yeah.
28:37Yeah, great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated, okay?
28:41Yep, will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi? Excuse me.
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine was in a car accident.
28:52A very close friend, more like family.
28:54And he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance you know anyone in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is Stephen Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's any possible way that you could make a call?
29:09I'll see what I can do.
29:12Do you think you need to take the day?
29:15Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:21Okay.
29:21I'm good.
29:27Okay.
29:27Bye.
29:29Bye.
29:31Bye.
29:31Bye.
29:33Bye.
29:37Bye.
29:40Bye.
29:40Jayra's in the lobby.
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby if we need him.
29:56He's not gonna come try and talk to you or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah.
30:12I'm Dr. Jun Kwan.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean he's gotten worse?
30:17No, it means someone well-connected is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call from a colleague at Stanford.
30:25Steven is sedated and sleeping.
30:26He's stable, and I've ordered a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you back there.
30:32We allow two visitors, immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume this is Steven's other sister.
30:38Follow me.
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:51You sure you shouldn't just go out there?
30:52I don't even know what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked over the last few years.
30:58Dr. Lin, you report to outpatient...
31:00No cell phones.
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:06This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh, that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home when I gave you the chance.
31:21It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:26You're firing me for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Namazi, please, I didn't...
31:32You may see this as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you a walking liability,
31:38my liability.
31:39Dr. Namazi, I...
31:41I know.
31:42You can always apply again next year.
31:43You can always apply again next year.
31:46Steven, can I tell you a secret?
32:09I've never loved anyone like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary that is?
32:23I know I act like I don't care,
32:26but I just, I care so, so much.
32:33And I'm always afraid that it's just a matter of time
32:35before you come to me and you tell me
32:36that I'm not worth it.
32:37And you're just going to be like,
32:40actually, you're not worth it.
32:55So I figured if I just keep pushing you away
32:57and pretend that you don't mean anything to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:01And I don't know how to stop doing that.
33:17You know, the first time we got together,
33:19you remember you told me that you were like...
33:21You told me that you wouldn't give up on us.
33:24You have no idea how badly I wanted to believe you.
33:30I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:50The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Steven's brain has gone down
33:55and we can start weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's going to be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:09I'm really sorry to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think that Steven and I
34:20should get back together.
34:21No, I never should have judged you.
34:24But you're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like, not wanting to let go of Steven,
34:30but still keeping Davis around
34:31is this, like, emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty.
34:34It's just selfish.
34:37And Steven was trying to do the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:41But all this...
34:43It's like...
34:45I think...
34:48I think that it made me realize that
34:51even though I'm so scared...
34:53I'm so scared to lose Steven again.
34:55I'm more scared not to try.
35:02I'm going to...
35:03I'm going to break up with Davis.
35:07Whatever you want to do,
35:08I support you.
35:19All right, how rough do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not going to lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:28Just go back to the house.
35:30Eat something.
35:31Chower.
35:34You heard the doctor.
35:35He's not going to be up for a little while.
35:37Okay.
35:37Thanks, babe.
35:43Hey.
35:43Hey.
35:47If you want to get back with Jeremiah,
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52Make him beg, obviously, but...
35:54don't just throw away everything you guys have had
35:57for the past four years.
36:02Like, not if it's still what you want.
36:03I don't know.
36:08Okay.
36:10Okay.
36:13Okay.
36:18Lara.
36:20Come on.
36:21We gotta get out.
36:24Shut up.
36:27Still not a morning person, huh?
36:31My eyes are crispy.
36:35Can you bring me some of your contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:49Oh, my God.
36:52John, get in here!
36:55Oh, my God. Mom, where were you?
36:58Belly, I just got your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident. Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:05I've been trying to keep it together,
37:07but I was so scared.
37:11Oh, man, shut up.
37:13I can't imagine how terrified you must have been.
37:15I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:22Um, Taylor's here, and she's been amazing.
37:25And Jer's here.
37:28He stayed all night.
37:30Mom, things have been so crazy.
37:33Listen, sweetheart, I'll be there as soon as I can,
37:35and, um, I'll track down your dad and let him know.
37:39Yeah.
37:40I love you so much, Belly.
37:42I love you, Mommy.
37:45What is that?
37:46Steven was in a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:49He's gonna be fine.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:53We'll just meet me in the lobby in five.
38:16We hadn't seen each other much over the years,
38:18and we hadn't been alone together since...
38:20Hey.
38:21...that day at the motel.
38:23Hey.
38:24Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:32Why are you holding a poker?
38:34Oh.
38:35Um, I thought you were a burglar.
38:38Of course you did.
38:40Hey.
38:45Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad are on their way to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:52Aren't you supposed to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah, my flight caught delayed because of the weather.
38:58They were trying to rebook me for the 28th.
39:00Hmm.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:03My mom is on a retreat in the mountains,
39:05and Steven's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So...
39:34You have chocolate all over your face.
39:35No, I don't.
39:36What do you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head in to save time?
39:39Shut it!
39:42No, I don't.
39:43You cold, I could start a fire.
39:50See, I think it's maybe a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just gonna crash.
39:55Merry Christmas, Belly.
39:56It's really good to see you.
39:57You too.
40:02The next morning, right when I woke up, I had this funny feeling that he had already left.
40:20You're okay?
40:21Oh, no.
40:22Leave me alone.
40:23Are you hurt?
40:24Can you move?
40:25I thought you were gone.
40:26Nope.
40:27Still here.
40:28Let me help you out.
40:29No, no, no.
40:30Ow.
40:31Just give me a minute.
40:32Okay.
40:33How bad does it feel?
40:34Okay.
40:35How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
40:42How bad does it hurt on a scale from one to ten?
40:47Eleven.
40:48You're such a baby when it comes to pain.
40:50No, I'm not.
40:52I mean, that fall you took was no joke.
40:55Seriously, it was like...
40:58I'm not.
40:59I'm not.
41:00I'm not.
41:01You're not.
41:02I'm not.
41:03I'm not.
41:04I'm not.
41:05I'm not.
41:06I'm not.
41:07I'm not.
41:08I'm not.
41:09I'm not.
41:10I'm not.
41:11I'm not.
41:12I'm not.
41:13I'm not.
41:14I'm not.
41:15Seriously, it was like...
41:17when animals slip and fall in cartoons on banana peels.
41:20What?
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:23Ow.
41:26Ow.
41:27I'm gonna pick you up and I'm gonna carry you to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just, just, just, no.
41:36Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38Okay.
41:39I know I can't bench press my body weight like Jer, but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Okay.
41:45Ready?
41:46Okay, come on.
41:47Okay.
41:48Ow.
41:49You're okay.
41:50Ready?
41:51What?
41:52Ow.
41:53Watch your legs.
41:57Ow.
41:58You're okay.
41:59Yeah.
42:00Ow.
42:01That's when I had this sudden thought.
42:03A part of me will always love you.
42:18We spent the day together, but not together.
42:31Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:34Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:35The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:40Boundless by the time I rise.
42:43Entertainingly expressive.
42:45H blank blank blank Y.
42:47Why?
42:48Hmm.
42:50That's...
42:51Hemmy.
42:53Hemmy?
42:58Lois.
42:59I think this is the beginning of a beautiful brunch.
43:04She's better off with Laszlo.
43:06You're insane.
43:08Rick and Ilsa are obviously meant for each other.
43:10little love story is nothing compared to the work that laszlo was doing for the resistance
43:17i'm gonna get more firewood you know you are way too young to be this cynical yeah
43:31hey belly hey sorry my steps now here is terrible i'm on the mountain freezing my balls off what
43:36are you up to i'm actually in cousins i i got super lonely so i i drove up oh nice uh did you bring
43:43taylor no i came by myself well i wish you were here with me comments fly got mad stuff because
43:50of the weather so i'm stuck here with my dad yeah he um hello hello can you hear me dear i can't
43:59hear what you're saying uh never mind what wait uh i'll show you tomorrow okay bye okay love you
44:14hey i i would have told jared that you're here too don't worry about it i never told jeremiah that
44:20conrad was with me at cousins because there was nothing to tell nothing happened with conrad
44:27nothing was ever gonna happen
44:39the next morning conrad was gone
44:44he left just like i thought he would
44:46no goodbye just gone like a ghost
45:04conrad fisher the ghost of christmas past
45:08he left
45:13and what difference does it make
45:16when this love is over
45:21shall i sleep within your bed
45:25river of unhappiness
45:29hold your hands upon my head
45:32till i breathe
45:43till i breathe
45:45my last breath
45:47oh
45:49is
45:53me
45:55come in
46:17hey can you take your shoes off i'm gonna be here for like a sec
46:28i was just on my way in and came to rub it in my face that i got fired on day one no jerk i wanted
46:33to see how your friend's doing yeah he's gonna be okay thanks good all right this is for you thank
46:40you you're welcome um so look um about yesterday i mean we all know namazi's a hard ass i'm fine
46:54cool uh that's
46:57actually i was gonna say that she kind of has a point
47:02oh
47:02look you know i always tell you the truth right and the truth is that you're smart as hell
47:08obviously but you need to pay more attention to your feelings excuse me
47:13well you can deny your emotions all you want they're not going anywhere
47:19and as long as you're afraid to face them they'll run you not the other way around
47:24hello would have been nice hello
47:36steven you ready for a visitor oh yeah oh you're awake
47:40ow ow ow careful of this fridge no no break another one why don't you it's barely cracked you
47:47baby how's uh us mom and dad where are they they're on their way hey
47:54uh hi i'm gonna give you two a minute i'm glad you're alive
48:08you scared the shit out of everyone you know that belly was worried to death i knew you were just
48:13being a drama queen obviously i was in a coma so yeah but medically induced
48:21huh
48:26steven i'm joking i was worried about you too obviously yeah yeah you know i've been thinking
48:31a lot about what you said since i woke up you know before the crash me too and you were right
48:36you and me we don't work what
48:47if we never ran into each other that day in new york we would have just gone about our lives and been
48:53fine so let's just pretend we didn't
49:00i've never been able to think earlier when it comes to you tai
49:06i couldn't let you go
49:07you know you know i love a challenge but
49:15this is a wake-up call you were right you and me we don't work
49:21good then we're on the same page yeah yeah finally i'm gonna go find belly
49:42you and me and me and me and my first loves are important conrad was mine for the rest of my life
49:48i would think of him fondly the way you do your first pet the first car you drove
49:55but they're not as important as lasts
49:57steven's gonna be okay thank god
50:19do you want to get some air
50:23yeah yeah i would love that
50:27i was i am so mad at you and you have every right to be
50:36i'm sorry for what i did to you and i'm sorry i didn't tell you sooner
50:39i'm sorry you found out the worst way possible i know it's it's gonna take a lot of work for
50:45you to even begin to trust me again but i'm willing to do whatever it takes if you let me
50:54i'm sorry too
50:58sorry for what
51:01i'm sorry for everything leading up to that fight
51:06and to cabo
51:10i can see how you thought we were broken up
51:15you can't
51:15yeah but i i don't understand how you could just move on to somebody else so easily and i could barely
51:24function how were you okay enough to have sex with someone no belly i was completely numb that whole
51:30week i didn't even feel like i was there when lacy and i when we had sex after i i just sat in the
51:39shower and cried for i don't i don't even know how long i was just thinking how could i deserve you after that
51:46maybe we shouldn't let one mistake erase all these years
51:55i mean if we both believe that what we have is bigger than our mistakes then
52:05maybe we can just start over i want that bells i want that so much
52:13you can't ever hurt me like that again i promise
52:28i don't want to mess this up again
52:39we won't after stephen i get it now life's too short not to spend it with the person that you love
52:51i want to be with you always no matter what
52:57i just can't imagine my life without you me either elliot's always been our story yours
53:04and mine nobody else's
53:11what are you thinking
53:14the future is just crazy i don't know what say it
53:21would you yes you don't even know what i'm about to say
53:27try me
53:33isabel conklin will you marry me
53:39yes yeah i'll marry you
53:51i love you
53:55i love you
53:55i love you
53:57I bet we already knew our names before we met each other
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way, walked on the sun together
54:30How could I forget those emerald eyes?
54:38They took me by surprise, but suddenly I missed your face
54:44I knew that smile from miles away
54:47I knew that I have loved you forever and a day
54:58A day
55:01In all my lives I've waited every time to hear you say
55:10I'm yours forever and a day
55:15I don't believe in destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies
55:42They're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
56:03I love you
56:04I love you
56:05You
56:06You
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