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The Summer I Turned Pretty Season 3 Episode 2
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00:00Previously, on the summer I turned pretty, I told everyone that I applied to Finch because it was a good school.
00:17The truest of all was that I just wanted to be near him.
00:21Now here we are.
00:22We are gonna do this for the rest of our lives.
00:24I got off the waitlist for study abroad.
00:26Paris.
00:27Have you and Conrad started your speech for the dedication ceremony?
00:30Half of Cousins is coming to see Susanna's memorial garden.
00:33I want to get my cap and gown and my name wasn't on the list.
00:35I'm not graduating.
00:36We keep coming back to each other, it feels like it's never really over.
00:39I got that summer clinic job.
00:41Have you ever been in love?
00:42Once.
00:43So what was her name?
00:44Ellie.
00:45Wait, like your brother's girlfriend?
00:46Hey Jer, look, I am not gonna be able to make the dedication.
00:51Oh, it happens in Cabo State in Cabo.
00:54Did you hook up with Lacey Barone during spring break?
00:56Shit.
00:57It happened when we were on a break.
00:58It didn't mean anything to me.
00:59It means something to me!
01:00I swear to you!
01:01You ruined everything!
01:02Bells, can we go on a coffee run?
01:03I thought you said you had to get at least a B on your media ethics midterm or you were
01:29so screwed.
01:30Fine.
01:31You are no fun.
01:32Hmm.
01:33Hmm.
01:34Hmm.
01:35Wait, what's this important flight update for Cabo?
01:42Since when are you going to Cabo?
01:44Yeah, I told you about the last minute flight of boats.
01:47Uh, I think I would have remembered you going to Mexico.
01:50Oh, well, Bells, this is my last spring break and you're going to be in Philly, so...
01:54Yeah, but we said we might meet up in Cousins.
01:57And I thought you were trying to spend more time with your dad.
01:59Okay, don't try to guilt trip me about my dad.
02:02I just saw him last weekend.
02:03Did something happen with you guys?
02:06You've been kinda moody since then.
02:08Something worse than visiting my dead mom's grave?
02:11No.
02:12Hey, okay.
02:13That's...
02:14That's not fair.
02:15I just...
02:16I think you're being a little bit selfish.
02:18Okay, sorry.
02:20Can you just stop riding me?
02:22If you want to come to Cabo, then just come.
02:24No, I don't want to crash your boys trip.
02:26It's not just boys.
02:27The sororities are going too.
02:28Oh, so girls were invited, just not girlfriends.
02:31Cool.
02:32Look, I promise I'm not interested in whatever wet t-shirt contest or whatever it is that
02:36you're picturing.
02:37It's not that.
02:38Then what is it?
02:39I'm not kidding with you right now.
02:40You're the one who didn't even tell me that you're leaving the country.
02:42Yeah, because you hate anything having to do with frats.
02:44When did I ever say that?
02:45You don't have to.
02:46I can feel you judging us.
02:47Sorry if I'm a dumbass who's probably gonna bomb his midterm.
02:50Sorry if I want to have a little fun in spring break.
02:52And I'm sorry that I'm not some straight A overachiever going to med school like Conrad.
02:56Oh my god!
02:57What?
02:58Please, please don't put your inferiority complex on me.
03:01I wonder where that came from.
03:02Well, it didn't start with me, so maybe look at your dad.
03:05Wow.
03:06Well, if you think I'm so stupid and selfish, then why are you even with me?
03:10Fuck it.
03:11I won't waste your time.
03:12You're being ridiculous right now.
03:13You think everything I do is ridiculous and I'm sick of it.
03:16So let's just end it.
03:17Are you serious?
03:18Yes.
03:19I'm serious.
03:20Okay, fine.
03:21If that's how you feel.
03:22It is.
03:23Great.
03:24Okay, awesome.
03:25Bye.
03:26I went home for spring break and we still hadn't talked.
03:31I can't believe it's been five days and he still hasn't texted me.
03:36Haven't you also not texted him?
03:39Yeah, but he's the one who picked the fight out of nowhere.
03:42Why don't you just come with me to New York for a couple of days?
03:45We can, like, run around the city after I crushed my interview.
03:48I'm too depressed.
03:50Stop looking at Instagram.
03:51I just still don't even know what the hell happened.
03:54It's like...
03:56Okay, I'm heading out!
03:57Bye, Mom!
03:59Well, the good news is he looks emotionally destroyed.
04:02I mean, I knew he was down about his grades, but I...
04:05Just stop obsessing.
04:06You want to know what's going on, why don't you ask him?
04:09Yeah, but he's the one who...
04:10Just talk to him when he gets back.
04:12Guys are like dogs.
04:14They hide when they've screwed up.
04:15And even the world's best boyfriend is going to fuck up sometimes.
04:18You know, he feels bad about it.
04:20Like, it's Jer.
04:21You're his oxygen.
04:22He can't breathe without you.
04:29I really thought Taylor was right.
04:32So when we got back to school, I went to see him.
04:36Are you really not going to come find me?
04:38I mean, you pick a fight and walk out the door and I don't hear from you for a week?
04:42I'm a total asshole, Billy.
04:44I fucked up and I fucked up really bad.
04:46Hey, no, it's okay.
04:51No.
04:52No, it's not.
04:53I had a shitty week and I took it out on you.
04:57I'm just sorry.
04:58I'm sorry, Billy.
04:59Look, I mean...
05:01We had a fight.
05:03It's not the end of the world.
05:05What does this mean?
05:08Does this mean you want to get back together?
05:11We never stopped being together.
05:15Billy, when I was in Cabo, I thought we should have a room.
05:26I just can't believe I almost lost you over something so stupid.
05:39You could never lose me.
05:41I got you this.
05:52I was just on the beach and I was just thinking about you.
05:55I didn't even know if you would ever talk again.
05:57But it's really stupid and you don't have to wear it.
06:00No.
06:01I love it.
06:02I love you.
06:06I love you.
06:07I love you, Billy.
06:23It's not worth it.
06:25Taylor's here.
06:52I'm asleep.
06:53Got it.
06:55She's asleep.
07:00Okay, I just want to talk to her.
07:02I think she should rest right now.
07:04Okay, fine.
07:06This is a breakfast burrito, extra crispy bacon, the way she likes it.
07:09Just make sure she eats something.
07:11Okay.
07:13Bye.
07:20Ellie, I swear, I obviously had no idea about Lacey.
07:24You know I would have killed them both for you, okay?
07:27Please just call me back.
07:28Like, just call me back.
07:31Oh, no, I wouldn't get any closer unless you want your balls cut off.
07:34Please just tell me how she is.
07:35I don't know.
07:36She won't talk to me either.
07:37Your side chick is in my sorority, so now I'm just, like, guilty by association.
07:41Taylor, please hear me out.
07:42No, I have always been on your side.
07:44I was the freaking CEO of Team Jeremiah now to find out that you're the scummy little fucking hot tub cheater.
07:48It's insane.
07:49I didn't cheat.
07:50We were on a break.
07:51No, that's bullshit.
07:52You're not getting off on this, like, technicality.
07:55You were broken up for all of two seconds, Jeremiah.
07:58And then you got her this, like, cheap-ass puka shell bracelet to make it up to her.
08:02Like, what are you doing?
08:03What are you thinking?
08:04What, you're the expert on cheating now, huh?
08:06Excuse me?
08:06You heard me.
08:08Howard Davis and Mia.
08:10Don't turn it around on me.
08:12You were supposed to be the ideal.
08:14You were supposed to deserve her.
08:16But you don't, and you probably never did.
08:21Can you get out of here?
08:33Hey, this is Taylor.
08:34Leave a message.
08:36Adam called you in for this meeting, too, huh?
08:41Yep, yeah.
08:42Fine way to spend a Sunday.
08:44Sitting in the background while the grown-ups talk.
08:47Did you, uh, get to the dossier I sent you on Friday?
08:50Yep.
08:51Yep, yep, yeah, yeah.
08:53So you saw it at Starrcadex?
08:57Starrcadex, like the gaming started?
08:59Oh, my God.
08:59I knew you were a gamer.
09:00Jesus, be a bigger nerd cliche, please.
09:02Wait, no.
09:03No, relax.
09:04All right, I used to program that shit.
09:06Computer Engineering at Princeton, remember?
09:09Yes, how could I forget?
09:10It is in your email signature.
09:12Mm-hmm.
09:13Look, just do me a favor, all right?
09:15Read the dossier, and then call your girlfriend, okay?
09:20Yeah, well, I actually, um, I actually broke up with my girlfriend.
09:25That was, uh, that was my, my ex.
09:27Well, ex?
09:28Ex?
09:28Oh, my God, no, no, no, stop.
09:30Immediately, no.
09:31I, no personal stuff, all right?
09:33I'm not the co-worker who's gonna be invested in your little dramas.
09:37I don't care.
09:39Yeah.
09:41All right, um, Starcadex.
09:44Every VC shop is gonna try to move on this company, all right?
09:46So we really need to be on the ball with us.
09:48Copy.
09:49Copy.
09:50Got you.
10:20You just have to make it to the library, one thing at a time.
10:37Yeah, but everything leads to him.
10:41Like, I, I can't just study.
10:44I also have to call and quit my summer job,
10:47because, obviously, I'm not gonna be in Cousins because Jeremiah.
10:53And then I have to figure out how to tell my mom
10:55that I can't bring myself to go to Susanna's memorial
10:58because, again, Jeremiah.
11:02And I might never even go to the summer house again
11:04because of fucking Jeremiah.
11:05So, okay, one thing at a time's not gonna work for you.
11:08No, no, nothing's gonna work because everything is...
11:11Oh, my God.
11:13Hey, you're gonna be okay.
11:20I'll meet you after a study group.
11:22It's not just Lacey I can't avoid.
11:25I see Jeremiah everywhere.
11:27Hung all my clothes in the closet you made
11:31Even when he isn't really there.
11:33She's in the boxes, I send him your way
11:35Hoping life brings you no new pain
11:39I rearrange my memories
11:44I try to rewrite our life
11:47But no matter how I try to
11:53And no matter how I want to
12:00And no matter how easy things could be
12:07If I did
12:09And no matter how guilty I still feel
12:14I was just saying
12:15I wish I hated you
12:18Our shadows dance in a parallel plane
12:22Just two different endings
12:25You learn to repair
12:26And I learn to keep me in one place
12:30Everywhere I go
12:31There's a memory of us
12:33From when we were golden
12:36Everybody
12:36Stop
12:37Stop
12:38Stop
12:38Stop
12:39You never thought
12:40That was a very key
12:41I couldn't believe it
12:42That was a very strong
12:42So, I just need to not be here.
12:59Hi.
13:00Mom, hi.
13:01Um, quick question.
13:02Can you send me my birth certificate overnight, if possible?
13:06Hello to you too, my loving daughter.
13:08I'm fine, thanks for asking.
13:09How are you?
13:10Sorry.
13:11How are you, Mom?
13:12I had an extremely dull conference, which means I am nowhere near your birth certificate.
13:17What do you need it for, anyway?
13:19A passport.
13:20I found out I got off the wait list for Paris.
13:25That's fantastic.
13:26Honey, congratulations.
13:30How's JR taking it?
13:31I know he'll miss you, but he must be so proud.
13:34Yeah.
13:35Um, Mom, I gotta go.
13:38Okay.
13:39Love you.
13:39Come on.
13:44Bro.
13:46You're tweaking.
13:47You need to...
13:47I've allowed.
13:50Try something with the guy I got.
13:51May help ease the pain.
13:53I just lost the most important person in my life.
13:56Sorry if I don't have the energy to be alive.
13:58Oh, you don't think I know about breakups?
13:59I know about breakups.
14:00You saw me after Sean.
14:02You two were together for two seconds, Redbird.
14:04Felt like something to me.
14:05I can't believe I fucked it up this bad.
14:08Dude, I dig your girl.
14:10I really do.
14:11And I say this with love, but...
14:13You two were broken up.
14:15Right?
14:15And you were wasted as hell.
14:17And Lacey was all over your shit.
14:19Bro, if it's not an excuse.
14:20I should have told her as soon as I got back.
14:23Yeah.
14:24Yeah, probably.
14:24Probably.
14:34Belly's been the center of my world since I lost my mom.
14:40She's everything to me.
14:46And losing her feels like...
14:51It feels like I'm losing the best part of myself.
14:56That's beautiful, man.
15:02So fight for her.
15:04Stop saying you're sorry.
15:05Find a way to show her.
15:06Make it sound so easy.
15:11I don't think it's supposed to be.
15:17I just can't believe it.
15:18He acts so devoted, but he's just as shady as the rest.
15:22I swear, if he comes to our dorm, it's on sight.
15:25Don't smile, please.
15:27That won't be a problem.
15:28It kind of sucks you're not leaving for Paris tomorrow.
15:32Do you think I'm being too hard on him?
15:34Look.
15:36If he really thought you were broken up, technically, it's not cheating.
15:41But to keep it a secret, that tells me he knew what he did was wrong, and he chose to keep it from you.
15:49That's the part I can't get over.
15:52What Annika didn't know was that I had a secret, too.
15:55It was the day after Christmas last year.
16:00My mom was at a writer's retreat.
16:02Steven was visiting friends.
16:03J.R. was going skiing with his dad and Conrad.
16:06I figured, why be home alone when I could be at my favorite place in the world?
16:11So I borrowed Steven's car and went to Cousins.
16:13Oh, shit.
16:20Oh, shit.
16:22Shit, shit, shit.
16:24Oh, my God.
16:25Okay, what would Kevin do?
16:26What would Kevin do?
16:28Okay.
16:30Oh, my God.
16:31Oh, my God.
16:34Oh, my God.
16:35Steven, open up.
16:44It's me.
16:50Billy.
16:51You okay?
16:53Yeah.
16:54Yeah.
16:54Sorry.
16:55Just the flash got to me.
16:57Okay.
16:58Next.
17:05Billy.
17:12No, please, don't leave.
17:13I made the biggest mistake of my life.
17:15Please, just talk to me.
17:18Look, I'll tell you anything.
17:20I'll tell you anything.
17:20I just don't want any more secrets between us.
17:25Okay.
17:29How did it happen?
17:32Look, I was really sad.
17:33I was drunk.
17:36She was just there.
17:40How many times?
17:46Twice.
17:49Jer, how could you do this to me?
17:51Billy, please.
17:52I know I don't deserve you,
17:54but I love you more than anyone else in the world,
17:56and it kills me to see you hurting,
17:58and I would do anything to take it back.
17:59Stop.
18:00You can't undo what you did.
18:02Billy, please.
18:04I'm sorry.
18:04I'm so sorry.
18:05I've never loved anyone but you.
18:08I love him, too,
18:09and I want to forgive him.
18:12I just don't know how.
18:16You were supposed to be the one person
18:18who would never hurt me,
18:20and are you the person who hurt me the most?
18:23Laurel.
18:35Elliot.
18:36Hey.
18:36Hey.
18:38Oh, fancy books you got there.
18:40Oh, yeah.
18:40You know, well, I've already read the Moncrief translation twice, so...
18:43As one does.
18:44Yeah.
18:45Yeah, I've decided it's the year that I finally read
18:48A La Recherche du Temps Perdue
18:49in the original French.
18:52Go for it.
18:53Live on the edge.
18:55You know, um,
18:56you and I,
18:57we could start our own book group
18:58if, uh,
18:59if you're interested.
19:01Ah, unfortunately,
19:01Professor Park dropped out of French
19:03her first year of college.
19:05John?
19:06What are you doing here?
19:07Open up a word with you.
19:09In private.
19:10Professor.
19:10Professor.
19:11Okay.
19:13See you later, Elliot.
19:14Uh, sure.
19:16Yeah.
19:16Um,
19:17I'll be at the, uh,
19:18Flaubert Symposium
19:19if you want to drop by.
19:20Okay.
19:21Sounds great.
19:22Okay.
19:26What was that?
19:27So,
19:27TAs are allowed to flirt with professors now?
19:29He's an adjunct,
19:30and maybe I was flirting back.
19:32Well, then I was doing him a favor.
19:34You'd have eaten him alive
19:35in, well, five minutes.
19:36What's a history professor
19:37doing at a lit conference anyway?
19:39Researching potential crossover.
19:40Courses.
19:41Our provost is looking for ways
19:42to make history sexy again.
19:45And a lit conference
19:46is definitely the way to do that.
19:48Shoot me, Dad.
19:49Please make your way
19:50in the ballroom B
19:51for tropes of old English epic poetry.
19:58That sounds...
19:59Worrying as shit.
20:00Yeah.
20:03Okay.
20:06New plan.
20:07We find somewhere to drink this.
20:08Steal a wine opener.
20:09I can't do that.
20:09while you're white.
20:10All right.
20:26Okay.
20:27Welcome to day one.
20:29By the end of the summer,
20:31I expect half of you
20:32will still be here.
20:33Don't piss me off,
20:34and we'll be fine.
20:37Okay.
20:38First patient.
20:39We have a 15-year-old boy
20:41came in following a seizure.
20:43Any thoughts on what might be going on?
20:46I want to start off
20:47with our first years.
20:48What do you say?
20:49Well, it could...
20:50Uh...
20:52It could be puberty hormones.
20:54He's 15.
20:55Uh, could also...
20:55He's also recovering from the flu,
20:57and fevers are the most common
20:58cause of seizures at his age.
21:00Very good.
21:01They also gave him nausea meds
21:02at the ER,
21:03and that does increase risk.
21:04Good catch.
21:06Sometimes it's just
21:07the obvious answer.
21:08Absolutely.
21:09Thank you, Dr. Namazi.
21:10I'll keep that in mind.
21:11Okay.
21:12Next patient.
21:14Are you trying to make me
21:15the med student
21:16that gets cut on day one?
21:17I'm sure it's just a myth.
21:18It's fine.
21:19I'll take that.
21:19I'll make it up
21:20in the next one.
21:21Look, I know that
21:22climbing up Namazi's ass
21:23is just a coping mechanism
21:24for your all-consuming love
21:25for your brother's girlfriend.
21:26Why did I tell you that?
21:27Because you were, like,
21:28yearning to.
21:30Whatever.
21:31Safest place to hang out
21:33at an academic conference
21:34is in the hotel gym.
21:36Nice!
21:37Give me your phone.
21:38Mine's dead,
21:39and I want to call the kids.
21:40It's in my room.
21:41Also, the kids are fine.
21:42Also, you're upside down.
21:44Yes.
21:45Yes, I am.
21:47Ugh.
21:49What are you doing?
21:51Getting some things
21:52off my chest.
21:53Oh, why did I ask?
21:55You know,
21:56even though our marriage
21:57went to shit,
21:59we ended up being
21:59pretty good co-parents.
22:02Yes, we did.
22:07Oh, my God.
22:08I just remembered.
22:10Belly called me today
22:11to say she is studying abroad
22:13next semester in Paris.
22:15Oh!
22:16Do you know
22:17how the Parisian police
22:18found Quasimodo?
22:20They followed a hunch.
22:21Please never tell that joke again.
22:25You used to love my jokes.
22:27You used to laugh so hard
22:28beer would come out your nose.
22:29In fact,
22:30wasn't that why you slept with me
22:31on our first date?
22:32I was fake laughing,
22:34and I planned to sleep
22:34with you all along.
22:37You did?
22:40Mind if I work in?
22:40No, it's all yours.
22:43No, we're done here.
22:44Appreciate it.
22:44Why are you here?
23:01What are you...
23:02You haven't responded
23:02to my text all day.
23:04It's finals.
23:05It's a stressful time.
23:07Hey, are you okay?
23:08What's wrong?
23:08I'm hungry.
23:12Okay, then let's
23:13just grab some food.
23:15Come on, get in.
23:20Okay.
23:20So, uh...
23:38Where do you want to go eat?
23:42I don't know.
23:43What?
23:54Uh...
23:54I broke up with Mia.
24:01I hope you didn't do that for me.
24:04What?
24:07What?
24:08Uh...
24:08Sorry.
24:10I just...
24:11I thought you'd be happy
24:12that I just wanted to be with you.
24:14After the other night,
24:15sleeping over...
24:16Steven, I...
24:17You're wrong.
24:18And I've told you before,
24:19I just want this to be casual.
24:20Okay, it's never casual
24:22with you and me.
24:23Taylor, you know that.
24:24Oh, my God.
24:25Let's just stop fucking around,
24:26you know, and do it for real
24:27so we don't keep hurting other people.
24:28They don't even know about us.
24:29That doesn't matter.
24:29It's still messed up.
24:32Taylor, I want you and me
24:33to have a fresh start,
24:34you know, free
24:35and clear and clean.
24:36Steven, we've tried before.
24:38We've tried a million times.
24:39We were kids, then.
24:39We don't work.
24:40It never works.
24:41Taylor, you are the only girl
24:42I want to be with.
24:44I'm telling you.
24:45I think I love you.
24:46Stop, stop.
24:46No, don't.
24:47I can't do this.
24:48What are you talking...
24:49Can you pull over
24:50and let me out of the fucking car?
24:51Taylor, no.
24:52Taylor, I need you to listen to me.
24:53Please.
24:53That's all I'm asking for.
24:54Steven, please just let me out of the car.
24:55We're in the middle of the road, Taylor.
24:56I don't care.
24:57I want to leave.
24:58Pull over
24:59and let me
25:00out of the fucking car.
25:01Fine, fine, fine.
25:03Fuck.
25:04Here, I'm pulling over, okay?
25:06Taylor, what the fuck?
25:27Taylor, I told you I don't want...
25:30Oh, my God.
25:36Taylor.
25:37Hi.
25:40I'm really sorry.
25:42What happened?
25:43Were you with him or you were hurt?
25:46What happened?
25:48I wasn't in the car.
25:49Okay.
25:50You were arguing
25:51and I jumped out
25:55and he was trying to come after me.
25:57Okay.
25:59What?
26:07It's just my fault.
26:09No, no.
26:10No, it's not your fault.
26:12Yes, it is.
26:14You were with Steven Conklin?
26:15Yeah, yeah.
26:16Is he okay?
26:18Initial scans show a cracked rib
26:19and a cerebral contusion.
26:22Cerebral contusion?
26:23It's a bruise on the brain.
26:25We won't know how serious it is
26:26until the swelling goes down.
26:27Until then,
26:28we'll keep him sedated.
26:30So we just wait and see?
26:31Is that it?
26:32There's some paperwork to fill out
26:33and someone will need
26:34to make decisions on his behalf.
26:35Can that be one of you?
26:37I'm his sister.
26:38His sister works.
26:39Okay.
26:40Um, what kind of decisions do I...
26:42Uh, it's...
26:43It's in the paperwork there.
26:46Uh, I need to...
26:48I need to try my parents.
26:49I need to try my parents again.
26:50I couldn't...
26:50Okay, I will try them.
26:52I will do it.
26:54I don't know Steven's fucking insurance
26:56if he's on our parents' insurance
26:57or his job.
26:58How am I supposed to know
26:59his fucking blood type?
27:01I think...
27:01I think I remember Steven
27:02bragging about being
27:04a universal donor.
27:05Of course,
27:06you can brag about anything.
27:10Okay.
27:11He...
27:11O negative.
27:12He's O negative.
27:14Okay.
27:15I'm gonna try your parents again.
27:16I think I should, uh,
27:19let a few other people know
27:20what to...
27:22You want me to call Jer?
27:23I don't know.
27:27Now we're going.
27:28I wanted to throw up
27:29thinking about him,
27:29but now I just...
27:31I just wish he was here.
27:35He would know what to say
27:36to make me feel bad.
27:41I'm gonna be your Jer today.
27:44Okay, we'll track down your parents.
27:46I will call Jer's dumbass, too.
27:48Okay.
27:49Just...
27:49Just fill out the paperwork
27:51and leave the rest to me.
27:52I'm gonna do it.
27:54Um,
27:54can you call, uh,
27:56Conrad, too?
27:56Because he just might
27:57understand what
27:59all this means.
28:00Yeah, I got you.
28:01I'm gonna call Conrad.
28:06Well, I'll hop on the next flight.
28:08No, it's fine.
28:09Laurel and John
28:09will probably be here by then.
28:10Okay.
28:12Well,
28:13tell me what the doctor
28:14said exactly.
28:15Uh, he's kind of a dick.
28:16He basically blew us off.
28:17We're trying to get updates.
28:18But...
28:19Well, maybe I can help.
28:19Where's he admitted?
28:21We're at, um,
28:21Providence...
28:22Providence General?
28:23But how?
28:25I will figure it out.
28:28I just want to do something.
28:32Hey,
28:33how's Belly?
28:34She's fine.
28:35Yeah?
28:35Okay.
28:36Yeah.
28:37Yeah, great.
28:38Okay.
28:40Well, just keep me updated,
28:41okay?
28:41Yep, will do.
28:42All right.
28:45Dr. Namazi?
28:47Excuse me.
28:48What's up?
28:49A friend of mine
28:50was in a car accident.
28:52Very close friend,
28:53more like family,
28:54and he's at Providence General.
28:57Is there any chance
28:58you know anyone
28:59in neurology there?
29:00The head of neurology
29:01is a friend of a friend.
29:02Well, his name is
29:03Stephen Conklin.
29:04Do you think there's
29:04any possible way
29:06that you could make a call?
29:10I'll see what I can do.
29:12Do you think you need
29:13to take the date?
29:17Uh, no.
29:19I'm good.
29:20Okay.
29:21Jared's in the line.
29:51Bobby?
29:52Yeah, I know, babe.
29:54He just wants to be nearby
29:55if we need him.
29:56He's not gonna come
29:57try and talk to you
29:57or anything.
29:59That's so sweet.
30:01Why does he have
30:02to be so sweet?
30:04Should I text him?
30:09Isabel Conklin?
30:11Yeah.
30:12I'm Dr. Joon Kwon.
30:13I head up the neurology team.
30:14I'm taking over
30:15your brother's case.
30:16Does that mean
30:17he's gotten worse?
30:18No.
30:18It means someone
30:19well-connected
30:19is looking out for you.
30:21I got a call
30:22from a colleague
30:23at Stanford.
30:25Stephen is sedated
30:26and sleeping.
30:26He's stable
30:27and I've ordered
30:28a CT scan.
30:29Have you seen him yet?
30:31Well, let's get you
30:32back there.
30:32We allow two visitors,
30:34immediate family only,
30:35so I'll presume
30:36this is Stephen's
30:37other sister.
30:39Follow me.
30:39Any news on your friend?
30:49No.
30:50You sure you shouldn't
30:51just go out there?
30:52I don't even know
30:53what I'd do if I did.
30:54It's not like I'm a doctor yet.
30:56Plus, we barely talked
30:57over the last few years.
31:00No cell phones?
31:02Yeah.
31:03How did everything go
31:04with those blood draws?
31:05Good.
31:06Great.
31:09This is mislabeled.
31:14Oh, that's, uh,
31:15that's mine.
31:16That's my mistake.
31:17A mistake that put
31:18your patient at risk.
31:19I'll fix it right now.
31:20You should have gone home
31:20when I gave you the chance.
31:22It won't happen again.
31:22No, it won't.
31:24You're done here.
31:25You're not ready for this.
31:28You're firing me
31:29for one mistake?
31:30Dr. Damazi, please,
31:32I didn't...
31:32You may see this
31:32as one mistake,
31:34but this is about you
31:35not knowing your limits,
31:36which makes you
31:37a walking liability,
31:38my liability.
31:39Dr. Damazi, I...
31:41No.
31:42You can always
31:42apply again next year.
31:44Scruggers to OR4.
31:46Scruggers to OR4.
31:48It starts taking...
31:50Steven, can I tell you
32:08a secret?
32:10I've never loved anyone
32:11like I love you.
32:16Do you know how scary
32:17that is?
32:23I know I act like
32:24I don't care,
32:26but I just...
32:26I care so,
32:27so much.
32:29and I'm always afraid
32:34that it's just
32:35a matter of time
32:35before you come to me
32:36and you tell me
32:36that I'm not worth it.
32:38You're just gonna be like,
32:40actually,
32:41you're not worth it.
32:42So I figured if I just keep
32:56pushing you away
32:57and pretend like
32:58you don't mean anything
32:59to me,
33:00then you can't hurt me.
33:04And I don't know
33:04how to stop doing that.
33:06You know,
33:17the first time
33:18we got together,
33:19you remember
33:20you told me that you were like,
33:21you told me that
33:22you wouldn't give up on us.
33:27You have no idea
33:28how badly
33:29I wanted to believe you.
33:48I have good news.
33:49The CT scan is clear.
33:51The CT scan is clear?
33:52What does that mean?
33:53The swelling on Stephen's brain
33:54has gone down
33:55and we can start
33:56weaning him off the sedatives.
33:57It'll be a while
33:58until he wakes up.
33:59We'll let you know
34:00when he's ready for visitors.
34:05It's okay.
34:06He's gonna be okay.
34:08I've just been scared.
34:17I'm really sorry
34:18to dump this on you.
34:19I know you don't think
34:20that Stephen and I
34:20should get back together.
34:21No, I never
34:23should have judged you.
34:24You're right.
34:25I've been all over the place.
34:28Like not wanting
34:29to let go of Stephen
34:30but still keeping
34:30Davis around
34:31as this like
34:32emotional buffer.
34:33It's shitty
34:34and selfish.
34:37And Stephen
34:38was trying to do
34:38the right thing
34:39and I'm just freaked.
34:40but all this
34:42I think
34:48I think
34:49I think
34:49that it made me
34:50realize that
34:51even though
34:51I'm so scared
34:52I'm so scared
34:54to lose Stephen
34:55again
34:55I'm more scared
34:56not to try.
35:02I'm gonna
35:02I'm gonna break up
35:04with Davis.
35:04whatever you want
35:08to do
35:08I support you.
35:19How rough
35:20do I look right now?
35:21Do I look hot?
35:23I'm not gonna lie to you.
35:24I look that bad.
35:25Just go back to the house
35:30eat something
35:31shower
35:32You heard the doctor
35:35he's not gonna be up
35:36for a little while
35:37I don't have any
35:37Thanks babe.
35:43Hey
35:43if you want to get back
35:48with Jeremiah
35:49just do it.
35:51I never said that.
35:52And make him beg
35:52obviously
35:53but
35:54don't just throw away
35:56everything you guys
35:56have had for the past
35:57four years.
36:02Like not if it's
36:03still what you want.
36:07still not a morning
36:30person, huh?
36:33My eyes are crispy.
36:35Can you bring me
36:37some of your
36:37contact solution?
36:38Yeah.
36:47Oh my god.
36:53John, get in here.
36:55Oh my god.
36:56Mom, where are you?
36:58Belly, I just got
36:59your messages.
36:59What's going on?
37:01Steven was in an accident.
37:02Is he okay?
37:03He's gonna be fine.
37:05I've been trying to
37:07keep it together
37:07but I was so scared.
37:11I can't imagine how
37:14terrified you must have been.
37:16I'm so, so sorry.
37:18Have you been there
37:19all alone?
37:20No, no.
37:23Taylor's here
37:23and she's been amazing
37:24and
37:25Jer's here.
37:29He stayed all night.
37:30Mom,
37:31things have been so crazy.
37:32Listen, sweetheart,
37:34I'll be there
37:34as soon as I can
37:35and I'll track down
37:38your dad
37:38and let him know.
37:40I love you so much,
37:41Belly.
37:42I love you,
37:43mommy.
37:45Listen.
37:46Steven,
37:46was it a car accident?
37:47He's okay.
37:48Okay.
37:48He's gonna be fine.
37:49He's fine.
37:50But Belly couldn't reach
37:51either of us last night.
37:52It's okay.
37:52Just leave me
37:53in the lobby
37:54and fine.
37:54We hadn't seen each other
38:17much over the years
38:18and we hadn't been alone
38:20together since
38:21that day at the motel.
38:23Hey.
38:25Hey.
38:32Why are you holding
38:33a poker?
38:35Oh.
38:36Um,
38:37I thought you were
38:38a burglar.
38:39Of course you did.
38:45Where's Jer?
38:46He and your dad
38:47are on their way
38:48to Chamonix.
38:51Right.
38:51Aren't you supposed
38:54to be meeting them there?
38:55Yeah,
38:55my flight got delayed
38:57because of the weather.
38:58They were trying
38:58to rebook me
38:59for the 28th.
39:01What are you doing here?
39:04My mom is on a retreat
39:05in the mountains
39:05and Steven's in New York.
39:07I was all alone at home.
39:09So.
39:10You have chocolate
39:34all over your face.
39:36No, I don't.
39:36What did you do?
39:37You just stick your whole head
39:38in to save time.
39:39Shut it.
39:41No, you don't.
39:43You cold?
39:43I could start a fire.
39:50So I think it's maybe
39:51a little late for a fire.
39:53I think I'm just
39:53going to crash.
39:57Merry Christmas,
39:57Belly.
39:59It's really good
40:00to see you.
40:00you too.
40:06You too.
40:15The next morning,
40:16right when I woke up,
40:18I had this funny feeling
40:19that he had already left.
40:23Help!
40:24You okay?
40:33Oh, no, leave me alone.
40:37You hurt?
40:37Can you move?
40:39I thought you were gone.
40:41Nope.
40:42Still here.
40:44Ow.
40:47Let me help you out.
40:48No, no, no.
40:49Ow.
40:50Just, just give me a minute.
40:52Okay.
41:02How bad does it hurt
41:03on a scale from one to ten?
41:05Eleven.
41:06You're such a baby
41:08when it comes to pain.
41:08No, I'm not.
41:09I mean, that fall you took
41:12was no joke.
41:15Seriously, it was like
41:16when animals slip and fall
41:18in cartoons on banana peels.
41:21You calling me an animal?
41:27Ow.
41:30I'm going to pick you up
41:32and I'm going to carry you
41:33to the couch.
41:33No, no, no, no.
41:34Just, just, just, no.
41:36Just, I'm too heavy for you.
41:37Just leave me here.
41:38I know I can't
41:39bench press my body weight
41:40like Jare,
41:41but I can pick you up, Ellie.
41:44Ready?
41:47Okay, come on.
41:48Okay.
41:49Ow.
41:50You're okay.
41:52Ready?
41:52What?
41:53Ow.
41:57Watch your legs.
42:01Ow.
42:02You're okay.
42:03Yeah.
42:04Ow.
42:07Ow.
42:08That's when I had
42:11this sudden thought.
42:13A part of me
42:13will always love you.
42:15We spent the day together,
42:28but not together.
42:30Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:35Oh, to see without my eyes.
42:36The first time that you'll kiss me.
42:41Boundless by the time I...
42:43Entertainingly expressive.
42:45H blank, blank, blank, blank, Y.
42:48Hmm.
42:51Hemi.
42:53Hemi?
42:54Hemi.
42:58Loey.
42:59I think this is the beginning
43:00of a beautiful friendship.
43:04She's better off for Blaslow.
43:06You're insane.
43:07Rick and Ilsa are obviously
43:09meant for each other.
43:10Their little love story
43:11is nothing compared to the work
43:13that Laszlo was doing
43:14for the Resistance.
43:15Oh, my God, dude.
43:16What?
43:17I'm gonna get more firewood.
43:20I know you are way too young
43:21to be this cynical.
43:22Yeah, yeah.
43:24Strong.
43:31Belly.
43:31Hey.
43:32Belly.
43:32Hey, sorry.
43:33My reception now here is terrible.
43:34I'm on a mountain
43:35freezing my balls off.
43:36What do you have to?
43:37I'm actually in Cousins.
43:39I got super lonely,
43:41so I drove up.
43:42Oh, nice.
43:43Did you bring Taylor?
43:44No, I came by myself.
43:47Well, I wish you were here with me.
43:48Conrad's flight.
43:49I got mad stuff because of the weather,
43:51so I'm just talking with my dad.
43:53Yeah, he, um...
43:54What?
43:56Hello?
43:56Belly.
43:57Can you hear me?
43:58Jer, I...
43:59I can't hear what you're saying.
44:00Uh, never mind.
44:02What?
44:04Wait, uh, I'll be sure you tomorrow.
44:06Okay.
44:06Bye, Bells.
44:07Okay.
44:08Okay, love you.
44:14Hey, I...
44:15I would have told Jer that you're here, too.
44:18Don't worry about it.
44:19I never told Jeremiah that Conrad was with me at Cousins,
44:22because there was nothing to tell.
44:24Nothing happened with Conrad.
44:27Nothing was ever gonna happen.
44:38The next morning, Conrad was gone.
44:41He left just like I thought he would.
44:50No goodbye.
44:51Just gone like a ghost.
44:53Conrad Fisher.
45:05The ghost of Christmas past.
45:07Blackbird on my shoulder, and what difference does it make?
45:15When this love is over, shall I sleep within your bed?
45:25River of unhappiness, hold your hands upon my head, till I breathe my last breath.
45:38Oh, the wall will always be, the last time that you touch me.
45:47Oh, the wonders ever cease.
45:50You blasted me the mystery of love.
45:57Come in.
46:17Hey.
46:25Can you take your shoes off?
46:26I'm gonna be here for like a sec.
46:28I was just on my way in, and...
46:29Came to rub it in my face that I got fired on day one?
46:31No, jerk.
46:32I wanted to see how your friend's doing.
46:34Yeah, he's gonna be okay.
46:36Thanks.
46:37Good.
46:38All right, this is for you.
46:41You're welcome.
46:43Um...
46:44So look, um...
46:47About yesterday...
46:50I mean, we all know Namazi's a hard ass.
46:52I'm fine.
46:54Cool.
46:55Uh, that's...
46:56Actually, I was gonna say...
46:58That she kinda has a point.
47:01Uh-oh.
47:03I mean, look, you know I always tell you the truth, right?
47:05And the truth is that you're smart as hell, obviously,
47:09but you need to pay more attention to your feelings.
47:12Excuse me?
47:13Well, you can deny your emotions all you want.
47:17They're not going anywhere.
47:20And...
47:21As long as you're afraid to face them,
47:23they'll run you, not the other way around.
47:30Hello would have been nice.
47:32Hello.
47:36Steven, you ready for a visitor?
47:38Uh, yeah.
47:39Oh, you're awake.
47:40Ow, ow, ow.
47:42Careful of his ribs.
47:44No, no, break another one, why don't you?
47:46It's barely cracked, you baby.
47:48How's, uh...
47:50How's mom and dad?
47:51Where are they?
47:52They're on their way.
47:53Hey.
47:53Uh, hi.
48:00I'm gonna give you two a minute.
48:02I'm glad you're alive.
48:03You scared the shit out of everyone.
48:10You know that?
48:12Belly was worried to death.
48:13I knew you were just being a drama queen, obviously.
48:16I was in a coma.
48:17So...
48:18Yeah, but...
48:19Medically induced.
48:22Huh.
48:26Steven, I'm joking.
48:28I was worried about you, too, obviously.
48:30Yeah, yeah.
48:30You know, I've been thinking a lot about what you said since I woke up.
48:34You know, before the crash.
48:35Me, too.
48:35And you were right.
48:39You and me, we don't work.
48:43What?
48:47If we never ran into each other that day in New York,
48:51we would have just gone about our lives and been fine,
48:54so let's just pretend we didn't.
49:00I've never been able to think clearly when it comes to you, Tay.
49:05I couldn't let you go.
49:09You know I love a challenge, but...
49:15It is a wake-up call.
49:18You were right.
49:20You and me, we don't work.
49:23Hmm.
49:26Good.
49:27Then we're on the same page.
49:29Yeah, yeah, finally.
49:30I'm gonna go find Belly.
49:35First loves are important.
49:45Conrad was mine.
49:47For the rest of my life, I would think of him fondly.
49:50The way you do your first pet.
49:52The first car you drove.
49:55But they're not as important as last.
49:57Stephen's gonna be okay.
50:12Thank God.
50:19Do you wanna get some air?
50:23Yeah.
50:24Yeah, I would love that.
50:24I was...
50:31I am so mad at you.
50:34And you have every right to be.
50:36I'm sorry for what I did to you,
50:38and I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.
50:40I'm sorry you found out the worst way possible.
50:43I know it's gonna take a lot of work for you
50:45to even begin to trust me again,
50:47but I am willing to do whatever it takes
50:50if you let me.
50:54I'm sorry, too.
50:58Sorry for what?
51:01Sorry for everything leading up to that fight.
51:06And to Cabo.
51:07I can see how you thought we were broken up.
51:15You can?
51:17Yeah, but I...
51:18I don't understand how you could just
51:20move on to somebody else so easily.
51:23I mean, I could barely function.
51:25How were you okay enough to have sex with someone?
51:28No, Belly, I was completely numb that whole week.
51:30Like, I didn't even feel like I was there
51:32when Lacey and I...
51:34when we had sex.
51:37After I...
51:38I just sat in the shower
51:39and cried for I don't...
51:41I don't even know how long.
51:43I was just thinking,
51:44how could I deserve you
51:45after that?
51:51Maybe we...
51:53shouldn't let one mistake
51:54erase all these years.
51:58I mean...
52:00if we both believe
52:01that what we have
52:02is bigger than our mistakes,
52:05then...
52:06maybe we can just start over.
52:10I want that,
52:12Bells.
52:12I-I want that so much.
52:15You can't ever hurt me like that again.
52:18I promise.
52:23I promise.
52:30I don't want to mess this up again.
52:41We won't.
52:44After Stephen,
52:45I-I get it now.
52:47Life's too short
52:48not to spend it with the person that you love.
52:53I want to be with you always,
52:55no matter what.
52:55I-I just can't imagine my life without you.
53:00Me either.
53:02Ellie has always been our story,
53:03yours
53:04and mine.
53:05Nobody else's.
53:06What are you thinking?
53:14It's...
53:14the future.
53:15It's just crazy.
53:16I don't know what.
53:17Say it.
53:21Would you...
53:22Yes.
53:24You don't even know
53:24what I'm about to say.
53:27Try me.
53:28Isabel Conklin.
53:36Will you marry me?
53:39Yes.
53:40Yeah, I'll marry you.
53:41Please.
53:47I love you.
53:53I love you too.
53:55I love you.
53:55I bet we already knew our names before we met each other.
54:24I bet we've sailed the Milky Way,
54:28walked on the sun together.
54:30How could I forget
54:33those emerald eyes?
54:38They took me by surprise,
54:41but suddenly
54:42I missed your face.
54:44I knew that smile
54:45from miles away.
54:48I knew that I have loved you
54:50forever and a day.
54:56Forever and a day.
54:58A day.
55:02In all my lives,
55:05I've waited every time
55:08to hear you say
55:10I'm yours forever and in me
55:26I don't believe in destiny
55:33But I might have to say
55:38Your melodies
55:42They're changing me
55:46I'm yours forever
56:00I don't believe in destiny
56:08Thank you
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