00:00You, for example, know all of us, we know as a manunood, and even in the house of my wife, you were the most loved.
00:13Or one of the most loved. I mean, to be fair to everybody.
00:16But you were, you know why? You were never nominated.
00:20Yes, po.
00:21Tama?
00:22Apo.
00:23Tama yung aking memory, oo.
00:25Pero, pagdating nung pilian ng kaduo, walang pumili sa'yo.
00:29Oh, usapang bubog pala to dito.
00:31Oo, diba? Usapang bubog, konti lang, hindi na katulad noon.
00:35Why?
00:36Did you feel, you know, disappointed?
00:40Tito, boy, to be honest talaga, it hurts. Like, it hurt me talaga.
00:45And I think it's okay, because it is human to feel hurt talaga.
00:49Lalo na po yung hindi ma-meet yung expectations mo.
00:52Kasi po, siguro hindi siya by pride, pero out of this housemates po na naging kasama ko.
00:59At nakashare ako ng mga meaningful moments together po talaga.
01:03At yun po, narealize ko lang po that time na feeling ko hindi ako worthy,
01:10na kulang pa ba yung pagpapasaya ko sa bahay.
01:13At it left me questioning my place po talaga dito, boy.
01:16Pero yung moment na po na yun is feeling ko redirection po yun sa akin.
01:21At na-lead po ako sa tamang tao talaga sa tamang panalo po namin.
01:25Tamang tao!
01:26Ang gandang attitude.
01:27I felt, well, not just that I feel you, pero I was disappointed for you.
01:33I mean, maybe because it's a special connection.
01:35Because we belong to the LGBT community.
01:37It's like, mahal na mahal naman si STU.
01:41Did you expect Shuvi to choose you?
01:44Oo!
01:45Kasi vocal, nalala mo, vocal na vocal si Shuvi.
01:48Okay.
01:49Kasi same din with Shuvi na same po kami ng, may common ground kami.
01:53Same kami na Bisaya.
01:54At tsaka, nagiging close na din po kami sa bahay.
01:57Of course, nasad po ako, pero feeling ko...
01:59Nagpaliwanag siya sa'yo.
02:00Opo.
02:01Ano ang paliwanag niya?
02:02Sorry po talaga siya.
02:03At lalo na po sa mga letter na sa sorry siya.
02:06Sabi ko sa kanya, hindi mo naman kailangan mag sorry ate.
02:08Kasi pag ako din yung nasa posisyon mo,
02:10mahihirapan din po talaga ako kung sino yung pipili ko.
02:12Correct.
02:13Pero ayun po, okay naman po kami talaga ni Shuvi nao.
02:15In fact, super besti nga po kami.
02:17Nagkakal kami, nagte-text kami at ayun po.
02:20Wonderful girl.
02:21Opo.
02:22She's my student.
02:23Opo.
02:24She is a nice, nice girl.
02:25Napakaganda ng puso.
02:26Ah, if you had the choice,
02:28if you had the choice,
02:30si Esnir pa rin ba ang pipiliin mo?
02:32Yes po.
02:33I would say time and time again po,
02:34siya po talaga yung first choice.
02:35Opo.
02:36The moment I left the house,
02:37kasi I got evicted already, right?
02:38I know.
02:39About a month, no?
02:40Yes po.
02:41Was that an advantage?
02:42Honestly, it wasn't.
02:43Because it was hard to adjust
02:44when we get back inside the house again.
02:46When you're outside of the house,
02:47when you're evicted for a month,
02:48you get to feel that free will,
02:49you get to feel that freedom
02:51that you have outside of the house.
02:52And when you come back inside the house,
02:53you can't bring that free will inside anymore.
02:55You can't see certain things.
02:56But I'm never getting perspective
02:57because you already know,
02:58you didn't carry that with you.
03:00I did know a lot of things,
03:02but I didn't carry it with me.
03:04Because I knew that inside the house,
03:05it's a totally different world.
03:07Can you imagine?
03:08She's just what?
03:09How old are you?
03:10Sixteen.
03:11I'm walking out.
03:12I'll walk with you.
03:13I'll walk with you.
03:14Look at the wisdom.
03:16I mean, you know.
03:17Wow.
03:19You were about to say something
03:20that when I asked you
03:21if Esnir was going to pick you up
03:23before I went to the one month
03:25he had to break.
03:26You would have chosen Esnir,
03:28you were saying,
03:29because you've always been vocal about it.
03:31Yes.
03:32Before you actually left the house,
03:33before I got evicted,
03:34Esnir told me that
03:35he wanted me as his final duo.
03:36And even if it could have been
03:37just my thing or anything,
03:39but it was something
03:40that I held on to.
03:41Because I know that we had
03:42a common ground already.
03:43We had that common ground
03:44that we're breadwinner.
03:45We're family.
03:46We come from the province.
03:47And we're both Bisaya.
03:48So if I had to fight with someone,
03:49I'd fight it with Esnir.
04:15He's so happy with us.
04:17We'll be back to the two days.
04:18We'll be back to the next week.
04:19If we could have a couple of years
04:21where we had to die.
04:22Let's get rid of it.
04:26We would have a couple of years
04:28before we get to know
04:29that we were managed to do it.
04:31We could have a couple of years
04:33and we thank you,
04:34before we get it,
04:35we'll be back to the next day.
04:36Let's get started.
04:37Now that we're done.
04:38Now that we're going to go
04:39to the next time.
04:40I'll talk to you through
04:41the next week.
04:42From the end of the week
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