Virgin Island - Season 1 Episode 2 - video Dailymotion

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00:0012 virgins have traveled to a paradise island to take part in a unique experiment the word

00:14virgin people see it as a joke it's quite upsetting i'm 23 still a virgin i feel like

00:22there's something wrong with me in a world where sex is everywhere my god terrified

00:29absolutely terrifying the truth is surprising there are more adult virgins than ever being a

00:36young adult in this day and age it's difficult social media dating apps influences tv shows

00:44porn is everywhere are you self-conscious about our genitals touching each other now yeah

00:51this radical retreat is offering a very hands-on solution

00:55oh yeah she's a miracle worker woohoo oh god yes overseen by a group of experts yeah

01:03like that i like that ready to do anything to help britain's virgins there's the clitters

01:11check on any questions lose the one thing

01:16don't make you nervous they feel he's holding them back i would love to have sex with you i do feel

01:21like there's a barrier between me and sex i want to lose my virginity it's now or never but

01:29when the moment arrives would you like to move to bed who will be ready i just don't want anyone to

01:36touch with me to go all the way in the first phase of the course the virgins tried to overcome the shame of

01:54sexual failure i didn't handle the rejection too well and started to express their sexual desires

02:02she pushed me down i'd probably do something for her sex i don't know what i'm doing jason arrived on

02:08the island barely able to shake hands oh hello welcome thank you he panicked when things got touchy

02:15feely feels too intimate a little overwhelming yeah yeah but zach leapt ahead i would like to go all the

02:24way i would love to have sex with you and there were early signs of attraction i uh i think you're

02:31really pretty thank you do you think ben likes me now things are set to escalate with the next phase of

02:38the course erotic touch nothing happens if you're not good at touching that's what creates all of the

02:47pleasure and sensation in our body and that's eventually what gets us to orgasm hello hello hello

03:10how's the sunburn it's the morning of day three on virgin island have you guys read your letters no

03:19okay what is this and time for the group to discover what's in store for them over the next two days

03:26oh god the next phase of the course is all about touch great i mean i'm fine with like friendly

03:39touch but as soon as it becomes like an intimate touch i think it'll be more much more difficult for me

03:45i feel sick biggest fear of touch sexual and touching i've never done it like no that's not me

03:58god touch yeah that's really hard for me yeah nervous

04:07god knows what they have planned i have no idea probably just outright sex to start off with

04:15so for this group the idea of intimate touch is terrifying oh here we go here we go but now

04:23it's time to face their fears hello welcome good morning oh my god what are we doing why is there a bed

04:31in this room i imagine all of them will be quite anxious but you can't learn how to give and receive

04:36pleasure by just talking about it you have to practice

04:39so this first exercise today is called touching for your own pleasure one of the problems is if

04:48you touch being worried about the other person and thinking oh are they okay am i doing it right

04:53then you get all performance anxiety in your head until you actually feel the sensation of touching

04:59for your own pleasure you can't get to that next level it's like the first step right who's ready to

05:05touch for your own pleasure in my childhood with my family we were never huggers i hated being

05:23hooked i just never liked it never have i'm not an intimate person at all in my adult life never kissed

05:28anyone but i'd like to be the opposite i'll pop on there okay the end goal is to actually try and

05:35lose my virginity and find a girlfriend be more intimate but can i put it off can i do this see

05:42if you can take a deep breath down into your belly and connect your body with your hands

05:48think of your hands as like i'm gonna get pleasure out of her arms

05:52you know what i mean yeah for yourself i wank off your arm i'm sorry i was like wake up your arm i'm

05:57sorry but you know what i mean like i'm sorry see if you can breathe a little bit while you do it

06:04so that you actually feel the sensations

06:06for jason just a few seconds of touch is all he can handle

06:26but celeste isn't finished with him yet when i'm touching you i just want you to see like

06:32let yourself take it yeah just feel it

06:47that's good yeah good work

06:52good on you mate honestly yeah it's great one cloud nine okay who's next

07:02encouraged by jason's example the others get touchy too just explore the sensations in your hands

07:16see if you can take a deep breath down into your belly and connect your body with your hands

07:21do you feel the difference there yes that was amazing good work

07:32the session seems to be going well so celeste and danielle decide to turn up the heat

07:38something that helps touch get even better is sexual energy

07:43i want to invite ben and holly to demonstrate oh god 30 year old ben is the oldest in the group

07:51and has had more opportunities to get intimate than any of the others

07:56over the last 10 years i've been on dates of about 40 different women mostly when i've met on on just

08:01dating apps some it's just been one day uh and up to and including an ex-girlfriend of mine who was

08:07probably about you know 15 plus dates we did sort of try making out a couple of times but i wasn't

08:12comfortable doing stuff so it was we hit we hit a brick wall you know what i really needed someone

08:17to teach me this stuff i'm not very um not very good with the energy mumbo jumbo so you have to

08:22you have to guide me through i'll help you okay just remember a moment that you felt kind of excited

08:28about someone or excited about an experience yeah you are holding a lot of tension in your mouth

08:35can you like open your mouth a little bit and then relax it yeah it's okay play with it you need to play

08:43with it it's okay let yourself feel it like oh here you go did you feel the squiver

08:48i don't know no okay i think it's just lack of experience and lack of success at reading

08:57sort of social signals you know there's probably occasions where i probably could have got physical

09:00or just kissed and they'd be they'd be absolutely fine in fact they may have even wanted it but i

09:04didn't because i can't read the signs i don't want a woman to think i'm a creep or that i'm handsy

09:09because that's just not me just let yourself enjoy holly

09:12fantastic you have very sexy energy right feels good okay you did it see if you want to work

09:30so tom taylor last up is taylor who after coming out as bisexual at university has always found the

09:39idea of intimacy with anyone agonizing anytime i've had something near in a sexual experience

09:45it's been so overwhelmingly negative that when it comes to it i freak out and i really don't want to

09:51do it and i get that feeling in the pit in my stomach that makes me stop that's why i'm here is

09:55to like trying to work out what it is that's holding me back and how to move forward with it

10:00because it would be really nice to just be able to have what everyone else has

10:04okay so i'm going to invite you to feel into your desire tom

10:15this is really good keep it steady it's really good really good you keep it steady i'm going to

10:22check what's with her okay if she can receive it great that's great let it let i can touch your

10:28belly okay just to help you out sweetie okay good let it shake it's let it cry you're safe now okay

10:36you know you're safe but your body forgot okay yeah so i'm here despite danielle's reassurance

10:45the exercise still proves too much for taylor yes you're doing great taylor yeah let it cry

10:53that's not i think that's funny okay thank you really proud of you good work we love you taylor

11:09i don't know what's wrong with me for the group the workshop has thrown up very mixed emotions

11:28ted why was looking things so hard for you i think as soon as it becomes a intimate sexual thing

11:34yeah it's shut down it sounds ridiculous because we're only looking at each other but

11:39that's something i clearly need to work on i usually run the opposite way if anyone looks at me like

11:43that but if you're not crying you're not doing it right louise did you catch this blanking comment

11:52i didn't do you know what i mean i didn't think okay i love that you haven't got a filter

11:56i feel absolutely fantastic i understand now why people like touch i'm not just saying that actually

12:04it genuinely does i can't really convey how good it feels now how did you find the whole thing as a

12:09whole um quite intense well i had i had lots of fun yeah when i was doing it i did feel like you'd feel

12:17the connection couldn't you really yeah yeah i asked that new age mumbo jumbo slow nonsense i'm quite a

12:23logical person and it's just a lot of some of that stuff it just doesn't doesn't connect to me

12:28all right do you want me to like try it and see if you can feel me yeah all right despite his

12:32skepticism there are some things ben is open to trying hi see you guys a little bit especially

12:39if it's with charlotte you open to receiving my energy yeah see you can feel it now what does it feel

12:50like to you the witching yeah many of the women here i find attractive i mean physically but there's

13:01something about charlotte i really like her and it's just i i like how we connect i mean i don't know

13:06if it's mutual or not but she's a very confident person and she's just got that thing about her

13:12i feel like i'm doing voyeurism just watching you enjoying that no i'm gonna walk away right

13:23sorry

13:25it's day one of the touch phase of the course and after an intense morning a chance for the group to

13:50unwind who's your celebrity crush i like quite a lot of like female celebrities i like charlie

13:56theron she's just stunning i like henry cavill but not as superman i like him as the witcher

14:02i really like henry cavill because he's really nerdy as well

14:08what do you think when you hear virgin because for me shame failure undesirable

14:17weird yeah it's definitely mostly negative connotations yeah a lot of people call me a virgin

14:25and it does feel like an insult i know it's not it's it's a matter of it's a matter of fact but

14:31it does feel like an insult when someone says it to you it makes me feel weird i'm like a lot of people

14:37younger than me know more about sex than i do but um i'm hoping to change that

14:42jason's feelings about his lack of sexual experience haven't gone unnoticed by the experts

14:51anytime there was an increase in intensity he would resort to humor so that he could distract

14:57himself from what he was feeling we're going to work on that today actually staying with the breath

15:02as sensations rise yeah receiving is a huge thing for him

15:05now the experts want to build jason's confidence and joy has a plan to help him with his horror of hugging

15:18hello again hey come on in thank you and have a seat oh excellent

15:24oh what is it that happens when you're in a hug what do you just goes weird like alien to me when

15:33i see people hugging it just freaks me out yeah i don't know why so we want to work towards a hug

15:39that feels really good yeah so let's let's stand here because it's a little more even

15:45and i'm going to touch your arm first okay you want it yeah go ahead

15:55and you feel me and you can put your hand on my arm yeah if you'd like yeah

16:05i feel sick no no no bad way i feel like in a good way like british language

16:09oh yeah yeah as usual jason tries to mask his awkwardness with humor yeah i'm quite robotic i feel

16:17like you're moving at your hands but at first yeah i just want you to receive okay so i can get a sense

16:24of what it feels like to be in this moment but joy perseveres yeah it's really nice

16:32before escalating intimacy can i come even closer if you want to yeah like like that yeah you can move

16:43like that by just staying connected with your breath so you don't lose that sense of the moment

16:51yeah can i come even closer still okay i can get closer yeah okay i can touch your neck

17:15feels good

17:22would you like to do a hug why not let's do it yeah let's do it

17:36how is this yeah awesome yeah cool yeah

17:42thank you thank you yeah that was great after the session jason's confidence is sky high

17:58and that's not the only thing that's up what happened so i was standing like this because

18:05i had much of height i was like that i had a bonus i was like

18:10that's really good dude i'm getting there i'm getting there

18:15i'm in a really great mood i feel like i'm glowing i didn't think i'd do this i'm really proud of

18:19myself from this page i'll be a sex god i mean yeah yeah we're going to leave here absolutely

18:25professionally trained sex demon while jason's conquering new heights i haven't really gotten

18:33much out of mind yet i just feel like i'm letting the team down taylor's still struggling

18:39after crying in this morning's workshop the experts feel there may be more to taylor's tears than meets

18:44the eye even though she was being emotional she wasn't actually letting go and going into her

18:51emotion i feel like she's hiding and that's probably been a survival tactic that has worked really well

18:57for her yeah she is so scared danielle wants to discover what makes taylor so anxious about intimacy

19:08so how do you feel with guys as opposed to women or girls they're a lot scarier do you ever see

19:19someone very chiseled and you're like i just want to touch the muscle i don't know i don't know i don't

19:24think i like hair like i'm always like i want to touch people's hair like that interests me because

19:30it's soft but i'm not like i don't want to touch muscle i don't i don't prefer it when i was in secondary

19:36school i felt the shift into realizing that maybe i wasn't exactly the same as all the girls but being

19:43gay was like the worst thing so while i'm still in the process of like working out what i want all of

19:50these opportunities are passing me by it just makes me feel a bit a bit rubbish

19:58do you have women lovers or i had one really negative experience she got annoyed at me that i

20:05wasn't enjoying myself she did stop but she seemed really disappointed and she was like upset with me

20:09and it kind of ruined that friendship yeah i don't see myself as desirable

20:18right because i am a lot what are you oh now we're getting there my love okay so there's a part of you

20:27that feels that people wouldn't want to be with you yeah yeah i get told a lot the time that i'm loud

20:38and i'm tall and i'm i take up a lot of space and yeah

20:42oh yeah and that's what makes you so special and beautiful

20:50oh baby

20:57your feelings are so great sweetheart

21:04just talking about my experiences always makes me upset

21:08but i've had quite a few negative experiences and of course those are the ones i need to talk about for

21:12this to work thank you yeah but i've had i've had a breakthrough i think thank you very much bye

21:21i left happier than i went in and forward is always good isn't it so as long as i'm going forward i'm happy

21:31you're nervous no no i mean other than falling off the cliff yes

21:42it's late afternoon on virgin island

21:45jesus yeah this is quite steep and celeste and danielle have hatched a plan to push the group further

21:52all right let's get a mat down we want them to start just getting comfortable with any kind of touch

21:56massage is something that a lot of people have experienced i'm hoping maybe they'll take off a

22:01piece of clothing to start to feel more relaxed around touch and maybe you know eventually nudity

22:09go on i'll like lift it up for you through massage the experts can assess how comfortable the group

22:15power with exposing their bodies a little bit yeah and touching each other for pleasure

22:24you're very good at this thank you they have my skills all of them end with a z

22:32what did you learn it my family does them

22:34we grew up giving each other massages you're shaking a bit you sure it's all right no no i'm fine

22:39okay i think i'm gonna actually you're like this relax relax yeah i need to be more loosey-goosey

22:46while uptight ben struggles to relax i'll rack this off the experts are keen for jason to build on

22:52his growing confidence around touch with the island's most outspoken virgin charlotte

22:59how's this it's fine yeah it just feels i don't know weird but in a nice way why do you use these

23:06horrible stretch marks i don't know all right you're saying hold it yeah well it's just it looks

23:11painful it looks like you just see my ass it's more on my ass okay i'm bored now yeah i'm bored now

23:22all right which arm first this one this one yes okay okay why are you focused in one area you need

23:30to go see okay do you want me to show you on you no no no let's go i'll put more oil on

23:38for jason intimacy with another member of the group is proving tougher than with an expert

23:44more thumb more movement you need to be doing the whole like like that how about that

23:50like that i think it's all of it jesus christ what are you doing it's like wanking up your arm like that

23:55like that's how you do it but slower okay now i definitely want you to stop

24:06how was the monsieur oh

24:10so did you not like it that was a disaster i looked off my shirt and everything

24:19oh girl stretch mark all right looking like man

24:27maybe not being berated a lot would have felt nice

24:31i've always hated my body my especially my back and the stretch marks i know it's a little thing but

24:36it's for me it's quite big although jason's suffering from overexposure to charlotte

24:45is yours yes

24:47basically you've already tried them on ben can't get enough of her

24:54i always find i end up getting very steep in the summer because of the hay fever tablets i take

24:59i'm sorry i always get very steep in the summer it's called the hay fever tablets

25:02how good because they're drowsy ones the big question now is is the feeling mutual

25:10how many songs you can get there anyway oh i have like a i have a thousand and seventy

25:14pretty good yeah

25:19i mean it's so great that we've like gotten to know each other and that we can

25:24you know we feel comfortable around each other but i'm not interested

25:28and so it's going to be tricky you know this is my friend this is someone i'm going to have breakfast

25:36with tomorrow and i'm going to have to be cruel to be kind and tell him that i'm not interested

25:58it's day two of the touch phase and the sessions are about to intensify

26:15really in order to have amazing sex you need to touch you won't be able to make any moves you won't

26:21be able to seduce someone if you're feeling anxious and worried that everything that you're doing is

26:25wrong a lot of people they're holding back all of those animal instincts they just need to open up

26:33i think it's one of those things where you've got to just keep on going and try and get yourself to

26:38the next step ideally without crying but we'll see i'm dreading the group activity it's just

26:45getting more intimate with touch i feel nervous after yesterday's massage catastrophe

26:51yeah i'm not sure what would happen next for me um just being desired that's the key thing for me

26:56that's one of my sort of issues is you know being wanted and desired and i don't think i've had that

27:00a lot but um just you know see what happens and uh go with it i guess

27:08let's get in first on the back row yes my plan exactly

27:13hello welcome back hello hi hi oh god here's our therapist

27:21so today we're going to go much deeper into touch and work on disinhibition and that means letting

27:34out a little bit more of your wildness a little bit more of your inner animal oh god we are wired for

27:41sex right we're wired to go after it and yet society says shame shame shame and it was you know and we

27:47shut down and the animal game helps people feel the passion and desire in their body

27:54so i know tom that you've taken some acting classes so i'm wondering if you would be willing

28:00to demo with me yeah sure yes

28:05so let's get on our hands and knees why don't you just start to feel your senses we close our eyes

28:12and we start to feel this animal inside of us and we let that animal go after the other person

28:18actually letting it move letting it out in our body

28:27so tom may be finding his wild side

28:44but for the rest of the group

28:45it's too much to bear

28:59it was very jungle book and i was feeling very downton abbey

29:24and i was like it's lovely like they're really enjoying it but also

29:31so someone want to try it

29:40someone wants maybe 80 to try it

29:44the whole role planning thing just really like freaks me out

29:47yeah yeah yeah yeah yay

29:55okay does someone want to try it with charlotte

30:03yeah i'll do it amazing

30:05you can change your mind yeah i wouldn't yeah i wouldn't do it yeah okay

30:15do you want to do it do you want me to do it okay

30:20okay yeah

30:24i've just always felt like i'm ugly and repulsive in some way and i know that objectively i'm not but

30:29i was bullied in school and i think the dating experience sort of just saying reinforce that

30:34i'm just not that good looking why would any girl be interested in me

30:38so i struggle to to sort of initiate uh you know contact or intimacy

30:45find a place on the rug

30:48your life is awkward unfortunately and you simply you know you just move on you know that's that's how

30:53that's how it goes and i'm just not very good at that it's hard to notice that there's another animal here with you

31:13that's how it goes

31:23oh

31:26men are expected to make that first move and i think for guys like me who just struggle with that

31:31making the move and reading the signs it's very hard

31:39ah

31:43that's my happy life

31:50this is so hot

31:55did you feel any arousal i'm curious yeah i think some yeah yes

31:59actually like a zoo animal that was not for me oh god that was just

32:10it was a bit rough and that was cringe

32:13i found interesting then spring that's saying oh you've done drama so you've done this sort of stuff

32:18like i'm not sure i've gone quite that far in drama to be fair

32:22how did you feel a bit at all i flipped our instructor

32:27i noticed like i could hear people like talking and giggling that's oh you know and i had to kind

32:32of try to block that out yeah it was like watching a porno i felt like a proper pervert

32:37were you getting turned on no i was like i thought you'd be one of the first ones up jason

32:41you know i absolutely hated that in the back of my head i had a bit of trepidation about a bit of fear

32:48about it so i didn't want to do that jason's massage experience has set him back and the experts have

32:55sensed that something's changed jason he's been so gung-ho and i thought he would be gung-ho today but he was

33:02way more reserved we did in our session uh have very close body on body but he wasn't able to then

33:10move the energy into something more sexual okay so maybe i can build on that yeah

33:17celeste decides jason needs to put his massage fiasco behind him in a one-on-one session to boost

33:23his sexual self-belief the only person if i had sexual experience with was my right hand

33:28i'd love to have more confidence i'd love to be able to be intimate yeah that's my goal

33:34to reach his goal celeste wants to try a different approach

33:38to unleash his inner animal so we had the animal game and the touching we did

33:46seemed like the animal game was not doing my cup of tea no so i was thinking maybe trying some

33:50different connection positions to build confidence yeah maybe you like lying down and us like

33:56touching each other i'm here to try new things right yeah well let's try it so you can lie down

34:02like here on my back or yeah lie down on your back like with your head down there i'm gonna like

34:07move in here maybe i'll take off my glasses see if you can like just connect with your sexy energy

34:15and then you if you feel an urge to touch back feel free okay and there's like a little bit of intensity

34:23that we're gonna kind of try to build between us

34:26and you can touch i can't touch you back you can

34:52that we're gonna be able to do that yeah yeah as his confidence builds

35:02oh he's like i'm doing good

35:07celeste makes things harder now i want you to see if you can take your energy seriously now and look

35:13at me like i'm looking at me like i want to you kind of

35:27oh

35:49oh

35:51It was so good.

35:56Do you need a little break for your two?

35:58I feel a little bit.

35:58Do you need a little break?

35:59OK.

36:03That's amazing.

36:08A lot different than hugging.

36:09A lot different than hugging.

36:11I know.

36:17That is your inner animal.

36:19When you take your desire seriously, it's very compelling.

36:26Whoa.

36:27Whoa.

36:28OK.

36:29I'll see you soon.

36:30Yeah.

36:30See you soon.

36:31Have a lovely day.

36:32You too.

36:32Bye.

36:39I'm feeling incredible.

36:41Absolutely incredible.

36:42She's a miracle worker.

36:44I was a virgin.

36:44Well, I am a virgin still.

36:45But I'm like a different virgin now.

36:47I'm closer to losing it.

36:49Ben, how did it go?

36:52A kiss there.

36:53On the cheeks.

36:55You're a Cloud Nine, are you?

36:56I'm lying down, yeah.

36:57And I'm there, cupping the breast, squeezing on.

37:00Oh.

37:02How did that feel?

37:03Great.

37:04I felt like I'm glowing, like, woo-hoo.

37:05Woo-hoo.

37:07I feel like Jason is a superstar.

37:08I cannot believe how much he has blossomed today.

37:13It is insane.

37:15He brought his sexual energy, eye contact.

37:19He really got what sex is all about.

37:22We dance him.

37:28We like the top part, I said, Greg.

37:30Oh, yeah.

37:31Oh, I saw a banana.

37:38The touch phase of the course is drawing to a close.

37:42Ooh, whipped cream, chocolate.

37:44Oh, that's strawberry laces. Do you like strawberry laces?

37:46I do like strawberry laces, yeah.

37:48And the group have been served up a tasty exercise.

37:51A smallish bite, I'm not going to put it in too much.

37:53There's something very sensual about feeding each other.

37:57You know, the experience of putting food into someone's mouth,

38:00especially if you do it with, like, a little bit of flirtatiousness.

38:05When you laugh, I know where your face is and I can slap it.

38:09Technically, this will be the first act of penetration,

38:12so I'm very curious how they put objects inside one another.

38:18Put the whole strawberry in.

38:21Open wide.

38:22I'm not opening my mouth wide.

38:24You can trust me, you can trust me.

38:26Many of the group are throwing themselves in.

38:29You've dropped it, man.

38:30Have you ever fed someone before?

38:32No.

38:33No.

38:34You're the first person.

38:35But not everyone is feeling fruity.

38:38I feel like this is probably not the most romantic.

38:42No.

38:43No.

38:44No.

38:48So far on the course, it's Ben and Taylor who are holding back the most.

38:52So the experts want to see if they can help, starting with Ben.

38:57The animal game was really hard for Ben.

38:59When he volunteered to help out Charlotte and she said no,

39:04that she didn't want that, he was very sad.

39:06Yeah.

39:07He needs to understand rejection and how you survive that as a man dating women.

39:12After Celeste's breakthrough with Jason, she wants to help Ben find his sexy side.

39:18But spontaneity is not his strong point.

39:21I'm quite a logical person.

39:22I like to think of things.

39:23I like to plan for things.

39:24Probably the best example, and this is going to sound quite sad, but it's true.

39:27I've got a spreadsheet on my PC at home of just like every date I've been on.

39:31I see dating in the same way a football manager would see their team.

39:35I like to analyse things and see what I can do better.

39:38So can Ben Ditchie's spreadsheet approach to sex with some hands-on practice?

39:45I think if you learn how to hold a little bit more flirtatious energy, like...

39:53Yeah.

39:54I'm going to do it now with you for a second, okay?

39:56And show you what I mean, like...

39:59I'm really enjoying being here with you.

40:01That's what I would do to them.

40:03Yeah.

40:04So as you talk to me, just at some point when you're talking,

40:08give me a touch while you're talking.

40:10I mean, this is quite crude, but you are sort of my type, so it's sort of like...

40:13That's not crude, that's a compliment.

40:16I mean, you're quite attractive, so I mean...

40:18I usually go for the hair, actually, sometimes.

40:20Yeah?

40:21Yeah, so I sort of do that, and yeah, it's...

40:24That's actually my total weakness.

40:26Oh, really?

40:27Yeah, but I like it really, really slow, like...

40:34And I feel, like, very precious.

40:39Yeah.

40:40Yeah.

40:41So, like...

40:50And I think even if you go a little bit slower, so then it feels more, like, sensual...

40:55Mm-hmm.

40:57Mm-hmm.

40:58I do feel tingly when you do that.

41:02Yeah.

41:03Well, maybe I'm better than I thought I was, but...

41:05Mm-hmm.

41:06Uh, you know, it's not something I have sort of conscious control over.

41:10Just sort of, you know...

41:11That's what's good about it, is I feel like you're touching me just because you desire me,

41:15and you want to touch me, not like you're thinking about it, and that's hot.

41:19Yeah.

41:20By losing himself in the moment, Ben's gaining a flair for the physical.

41:26If you just want to, like, come in and, like, kiss me on the cheek, you don't have to.

41:30Mm-hmm.

41:31But you can.

41:34Yeah.

41:38Oh, my goodness.

41:39What?

41:40Look at you.

41:44Mm-hmm.

41:45Makes me want to touch you back.

41:47Mm-hmm.

41:48Mm-hmm.

41:57Wow.

42:00You don't realize how much of a confidence booster this is.

42:03So now I'm doing it good.

42:05It's really great.

42:07You're getting better every time.

42:10Mm-hmm.

42:17It's baby steps, but Ben's session has been a success.

42:22Now the experts want to get to the bottom of what's troubling Taylor.

42:27The furthest I've ever gone with a boy is met a nice guy.

42:33He was very attractive and very lovely.

42:35Invited him back, and I was like, right, you can do this.

42:38I had convinced myself I was going to lose my virginity.

42:42But I freaked out, hit that invisible barrier, and I was just like,

42:46nope, I can't do it, that's it, I can, and he left.

42:50And then I just felt so bad and disappointed in myself

42:53and, like, I'd let him down, cos I couldn't follow through.

42:57To clarify her thinking, the experts want to pair her

43:01with male surrogate partner therapist Andre.

43:03So my role in this is to basically stand in as what could be

43:11a potential partner or a potential lover.

43:15And I'm here to support you through the emotion,

43:18the communication, transparency.

43:20Surrogate partners help by forming a therapeutic relationship

43:24supported by a clinical therapist.

43:26I will leave the two of you to enjoy your time together.

43:29Thank you. All right.

43:31Thank you very much. I'll see you soon.

43:32Take care.

43:42I'm scared.

43:44You're sorry.

43:46It's okay.

43:48I've got a lot of emotions about this whole thing,

43:50and they're kind of trickling into everything.

43:52There's nothing to be sorry about in displaying emotion.

43:57So, what could potentially be, like, a desired, like,

44:01a desired, like, goal or outcome?

44:03Less of this.

44:04Okay.

44:06Then we're on the right track.

44:08Step on less of this.

44:09And just feeling more comfortable, like, in a situation

44:11where I feel like any time it comes to a situation, sorry,

44:16where, like, sex is on the table, I freeze up and I panic.

44:20Mm-hmm.

44:21I just don't want anyone to touch me or anything like that

44:24because I just feel wrong.

44:27Mm-hmm. Okay.

44:29Well, that is exactly why I'm here, and we can practice with one another.

44:35We can explore the things that you came here to explore.

44:44Oh, God.

44:50Just want to see how you're feeling.

44:54It feels like there's, like, a knot in my throat.

44:58So, it's generally, like, uncomfortable kind of a feeling.

45:01Okay.

45:03Is there anything I can provide for you?

45:05Do you like a hug?

45:07No, thank you.

45:08Okay.

45:13The therapy that was explained to me terrifies me

45:15down to the very depths of my cot.

45:17Well, if you'd like, you're welcome to head on out whenever you're...

45:22..whenever you're ready.

45:23Okay, thank you very much.

45:24You're very welcome.

45:26I don't know if I've made any actual progress

45:28because I just kind of get a bit weepy.

45:32I really liked Andre and he was really lovely

45:34and I'd love to be his friend,

45:35but I'm trying to work out why I'm so panicked.

45:39I think it scares me, the fact that he's a man.

45:47Sorry.

45:50I just have one minute.

45:54I think I'm upset about more things than I got on.

46:00Next time...

46:02Jason gets back in the groove.

46:05Just feel the pleasure.

46:08Taylor tries a fresh approach.

46:11I just feel such a relief to not feel scared at all.

46:14This is my body.

46:15And Emma reveals a secret.

46:18Because you're so stronger than you think

46:20and wiser than you know.

46:22As Ireland dates...

46:24Does that make you nervous?

46:25A little bit.

46:27Hotter.

46:28I would take it.

46:30l

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