00:00At the peak, Kuki, and let's just go back a little bit.
00:09Kimabang ka?
00:10Yes.
00:11Tell us more.
00:13Ay, naku, Tito Boy, for a long time, talagang it got into my head.
00:18Delusionally, I thought that.
00:20Akala ko para bang I was just fighting for my rights.
00:23Ako isang pained artist and I was fighting the system.
00:27Pero hindi, let's call a spade a spade.
00:29Talagang it just all, it got into this head.
00:31And that is all the deceit of the enemy, Tito Boy.
00:35But I praise God that He put me in my place.
00:39Ang daming nangyari sa akin na hanggang ngayon na nilalagay ako ng Panginoon sa lugar ko.
00:44That anytime, anytime, He can just take it all away.
00:47The oxygen in my lungs, everything around me, it's all temporal.
00:53Temporary, temporal.
00:54So I have nothing to boast about.
00:55But ang maganda, after contemplation, di ba, yung nababalikan mo at yes, I embrace the fact na nadala ako, imabang ako.
01:03And that was wrong, di ba?
01:05Ungrateful.
01:06Ungrateful na buo ka ngayon.
01:08Amen.
01:09That's right, Tito Boy.
01:10I'm very, very grateful that after all the things, the crap that I put myself through, it's not anyone's fault.
01:19It's my fault.
01:20It's my own doing, Tito Boy.
01:21Wala akong sinisisi kundi ang sarili ko.
01:24Buo pa din ako.
01:25Somehow, nandito pa din ako, Tito Boy.
01:26I'm still standing.
01:27I'm still talking to you, Tito Boy.
01:29And it's all in God's good grace.
01:31You said something kanina that you realized that you are your mother's daughter.
01:39Kasi kasikatan mo, pag sinabi yung Snook yung Serna, nandun ang iyong ina.
01:43Si Mami Mila Ocampo.
01:44Of course.
01:45And when you look back, what does your heart say about your mother?
01:50You know, it was not all the best times for us ni Mami.
01:53But then again, Tito Boy, ngayon binabalik, nagpabalik tanaw ako, ako talaga yung ano eh.
01:59It was all my fault.
02:00I became a very rebellious daughter.
02:03But all my mom wanted for me is the best.
02:06Una sa lahat, Tito Boy, hindi naman niya ako pinilit mag-artista.
02:10Gusto kong mag-artista.
02:12Ayaw nga niya.
02:13Hindi ka panipaniwala because I started at three years old.
02:17But the truth of the matter is, yung tita ko na si Eden, siya yung naging accomplice ko
02:21para ako mag-pumunta sa LBN Studios at mag-audition.
02:27Audition.
02:28And then, nung teenager na tinatano naman ako ni Mami ni Dad,
02:34gusto mo na bang mag-relax, go back to school,
02:36I wanted to act.
02:40I love acting.
02:41I'm not the best, but I really love the process.
02:44You're one of the best.
02:45Thank you, Tito Boy.
02:46I love coming from you.
02:47I'm humbled and grateful.
02:48You are one of the best.
02:49Thanks, Tito Boy.
02:50You're a powerful actor.
02:52Kailan ka dinurog ng industriya?
02:55At kailan ka, o paano?
02:57Depends on how you wanna take it.
02:59Paano ka dinurog at paano ka binuo ng industriya?
03:02Oh, that's a loaded question, Tito Boy.
03:05Parang hirap sagutin.
03:06Ako, Tito Boy, siguro, I'll have to humble myself and be honest na hindi naman ako,
03:14well, everything happened inadvertently as I always say, as we, I love saying.
03:19It was not a conscious effort to destroy me.
03:23If there, if any, ako ang sumira sa sarili ko ng mga panahon na ako'y naging durog at basag
03:29at talagang hindi na malaman kung saan pupulutin, Tito Boy.
03:35But siguro kung naging medyo, may konting kasalanan din ng industry at that point,
03:44kung siguro naging instrumental sila somehow,
03:46siguro was the fact that there was one point in time na parang tinignan ako as a commodity
03:54and not as a human being.
03:56So parang even if I was hurting inside, parang takatalikod lang.
04:02And I was exploited.
04:05Paano ka binuo?
04:07Tito Boy, thank you for giving me this floor, Tito Boy.
04:12And I would like to take the opportunity to give a living testimony that God,
04:18only God, made me whole again.
04:21Hindi, not anyone, not even, not the industry,
04:26but it was all in God's good grace and still is in God's good grace
04:30that I am being made whole again.
04:33Um.
04:34Um.
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