00:00Comment est-ce que tu as puissé en mental ?
00:06Je dirais plus mental.
00:11C'est funny, je suis très alone en temps.
00:15Je me suis difficile.
00:18Je me suis dit que j'ai puissé depuis l'Australie.
00:22Je ne sais pas.
00:25Je ne sais pas.
00:26Je me suis toujours en train de trouver des ways de sortir.
00:33Mais je me suis toujours en train de trouver des choses.
00:37Je me suis toujours en train de trouver des choses.
00:40Je me suis, en train de trouver des choses qui sont en train de trouver.
00:44C'est un sentiment que je ne suis pas très bon.
00:48Bien.
00:50Merci d'avoir été très éloigné et candid.
00:52Two things.
00:55What do you feel or what do you say to yourself out on that court when you're alone?
01:02And also, how are you going to address these feelings?
01:06I don't know whether you talk therapy or not or whatever.
01:10Maybe.
01:11Maybe.
01:12Maybe for the first time in my life I probably need it.
01:16I've been through a lot of difficulties.
01:17I've been through a lot of difficulties in the media.
01:21I've been through a lot of difficulties in life, generally.
01:24I've never felt this empty before.
01:29Just lacking joy.
01:31Just lacking joy in everything that I do.
01:34And it's not necessarily about tennis.
01:35Just lacking joy outside of tennis as well.
01:38Even when I'm winning, you know.
01:40Even when I'm winning matches like in Stuttgart or Halle.
01:43It's not necessarily like a feeling that I used to get.
01:47Where I was happy over the moon.
01:50I felt motivated to keep going.
01:52It's just, it's not there right now for me.
01:56Which again, is the first time in my life which I'm feeling.
01:59that I have a feeling.
02:00That I'm feeling.