Hollyoaks 5th January 2012
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00:00You've pushed away every single person that loved you just to be rich.
00:05You've got nothing, and you've only got yourself to blame.
00:09I do social personality disorder.
00:11I need case studies for this assignment we're doing.
00:14I have absolutely found the perfect case study.
00:18Brendan Brady.
00:30I have absolutely found the perfect case study.
01:00Psychological case study of Brendan Brady.
01:035th of January 2012.
01:06Did you have a happy childhood?
01:08Oh yeah, yeah.
01:10It's like a Lucky Charms commercial.
01:12Leprechauns everywhere, marshmallow, rainbows, and...
01:15Okay, come on.
01:16I was having a laugh.
01:18Sit down.
01:19Let's do this again, shall we?
01:24Psychological case study of Brendan Brady.
01:27Take two.
01:30No one has a happy childhood.
01:34Anyone who says they did is lying.
01:41How can you be happy when you've got no control of your own life?
01:48And then there's all the politics and status games.
01:51Who's cool and who isn't?
01:54Who's in your gang and who's not?
01:56Like what you do.
01:59And you're strong and strong.
02:02I'm saved.
02:04Just saved.
02:05This is a warning.
02:10Like it matters.
02:12Who's better who's life and who's not?
02:15New friends made.
02:19New friends lost.
02:22Of course.
02:24Most people never grow out of that.
02:26We see it all the time.
02:29People go around.
02:31Scared they won't be included.
02:34Scared they'll be left all on their own.
02:36That's other people.
02:39I want to know about you.
02:41Does the thought of being alone scare you?
02:44No.
02:46Why not?
02:48Look, Ashley.
02:50If you want to get under my skin
02:52and cover the real Brendan Brady,
02:55then I'll tell you.
02:55But you've got to promise me
02:58that this is all confidential.
03:00Of course.
03:00Well, OK then.
03:03She totally just blanked me.
03:05Maybe she just didn't notice you.
03:08What?
03:08So I'm invisible now, am I?
03:12Whatever.
03:13They'll notice me this weekend.
03:15Jack said yes.
03:16Yeah.
03:16Oh, my God.
03:17You're going to have a pub party.
03:18And we'll see he's invisible again.
03:20Won't we?
03:21You're very posh.
03:22I know.
03:23And she didn't even invite us.
03:25Selfish.
03:25Boss Christmas present, that, though.
03:27Yeah, I know.
03:27They go every year.
03:28It's like a family tradition or something.
03:29How the other half live, eh?
03:31All right, Callan.
03:32All right.
03:32This is from Manny.
03:33She'll be back next week.
03:34Yeah, I've got one.
03:35I'll see you lot later.
03:36How about you, Neil?
03:37Do anything exciting?
03:38Yeah, I went to my gran's.
03:39Party at all?
03:40No, man, it was actually good.
03:42I spent most of my time...
03:43Knitting?
03:44Baking?
03:44Teaching each other to suck eggs?
03:45Ah!
03:47No.
03:48You guys aren't funny.
03:49Yeah, we know.
03:50Well, actually, I spent most of my time at the casino.
03:52But when you say the casino,
03:53what do you actually mean?
03:54Voila.
03:55Whoa!
03:56Neil!
03:57Nice one, mate.
03:58I got them all.
03:59Can I?
04:01Oi!
04:06All done with this, ladies.
04:09Horses.
04:11It sounds worse than it is.
04:12No harm done.
04:14No real crime committed, Sam.
04:16Just a crime against decency.
04:18Money troubles, eh?
04:19Can I have a soy chai latte when you're ready?
04:21You sure you can afford it?
04:22Easy come, easy go.
04:24By the end of the year, I'll be back on top.
04:27Where will you lot be?
04:40As a kid, I wasn't very popular in school.
04:45It didn't bother me.
04:46I just pretty much kept myself to myself, you know?
04:53But there was this one lad, Cameron.
04:57He made my life a misery.
04:59In what way?
05:00Just stupid kid stuff at first.
05:04Tripped me over in the corridor or whatever.
05:05There was this five-a-side match for Charity.
05:19He was the captain of one team.
05:22I was the captain of another team.
05:25Football?
05:26Yeah.
05:27Yeah.
05:27Why?
05:29Nothing.
05:31Carry on.
05:31Well, before the game, we were in the locker room on our own.
05:38And he accused me of looking at him while he was getting undressed.
05:41I wasn't that.
05:43I don't know, I hadn't.
05:44But he just went on and on.
05:48I tried to ignore it.
05:49But all the while he was, he was eating this banana.
05:54And the sound of it was just, I can't stand the sound of somebody eating a banana.
06:00So, in the end.
06:06What?
06:06I didn't mean to hurt him as much as I did.
06:12Sworn on the staff.
06:16Next thing I know is...
06:18I heard he was in hospital.
06:22Six months.
06:23Were you expelled?
06:25No, it was much worse than that.
06:29They gave me to him.
06:32Gave you to who?
06:33The devil himself.
06:34Can you believe her?
06:40Well, she kind of has a point.
06:42What?
06:43None of us are on top of her game at the moment, Darby.
06:46Her life went down the pan yesterday and already she's planning what she's going to do with it.
06:49What are we doing?
06:50Are you saying, then, that we should be more like Cindy?
06:53No, I'm saying that we should grab life by the jangly bits and stop waiting for her.
06:59Lindsay's right, you know.
07:00It's a good idea.
07:01We should start setting goals, making plans for the future.
07:04Good suggestion, babe.
07:06Cranky.
07:06Not like a New Year's resolution thing.
07:09No.
07:09Jangly bits.
07:10Yeah, can we go back to the jangly bits?
07:11I was thinking about the jangly bits.
07:13What did you want me to say?
07:14They took me to a place called Apex House.
07:21Youth offenders.
07:22I'd been better off in prison.
07:24And the devil?
07:25Samuel Taylor.
07:26He ran the place.
07:29He used to match with us, you know.
07:30Maze with our heads.
07:32Make us choose who go without food.
07:33Stuff like that.
07:35I used to think he did it for the sport.
07:37But I realized it was to turn us against each other.
07:41So we wouldn't turn against him.
07:43Divide and rule.
07:45Exactly.
07:46But I saw through him.
07:48So did this other fella.
07:50Paul.
07:50Over the time, we became close.
07:56Best friends.
07:58We used to talk about breaking out.
08:00Running away from Apex House, from Ireland, from everything.
08:04Finding somewhere new.
08:05Somewhere where nobody knew who we were or what we'd done.
08:11So over the next couple of days, we gathered as much food as we could.
08:14And that was it.
08:18We decided to go.
08:19I'm just saying, it's easier to get on a plane than it is inside a proper casino.
08:26Don't you have to practically give them a DNA sample?
08:28Come on, what's up all the questions?
08:30Come on, George, give it a rest.
08:32The important thing is, Neil, they've raised me by the drinks tonight, aren't you?
08:34Yes.
08:35And pizzas.
08:36Pizzas.
08:38Yeah, yeah, yeah, all right.
08:39And wedges?
08:40And chicken.
08:41Yeah, anything you want, go for it, yeah?
08:42Let's just have a good night tonight, yeah?
08:44Woo-hoo!
08:44Hey, how's the karma?
08:50Sorry, did I say karma?
08:51I meant cuppa.
08:53Oh, come on, so you lost a spa, so what, hmm?
08:56Coming to the best of us, only a spa.
08:58No, it's not.
08:59What?
09:00It's everything.
09:01Look, there's nothing left, okay?
09:03There's no businesses, no property, and no money.
09:07It's all gone.
09:08And you know when I said that I could pay for this drink?
09:11Well, I was lying.
09:12What?
09:15Hang on.
09:16Can we just save it till later, because I'm really not in the mood?
09:20Everything.
09:23Well, you've spoken to Holly.
09:26How long is that tuition paid?
09:27Well, I don't know.
09:28Will you just leave me alone?
09:29Oh, Cindy, you can't just sit here and bury your head in the sand.
09:31I know.
09:34What, have you got somewhere to stay tonight?
09:38All right, well, I suppose you can stay with me until you get yourself sorted out.
09:42I'll do you a deal, then.
09:43No, I...
09:43Come on, Cindy, don't be like that.
09:44I'm not going to see you put in the gutter now, am I?
09:46You've got nowhere else to go.
09:47No, I mean, I can't afford rent.
09:49I can't even afford...
09:50All right.
09:53All right, the rent's slide.
09:55On condition.
09:57What?
09:58Well, you're going to need a job, aren't you?
10:01So, I waited for him in the dark.
10:07I was so excited.
10:08I could almost taste the freedom.
10:10More freedom than I'd ever tasted before in my life.
10:13And then I heard his footsteps in the hallway.
10:16I turned around, held out my hand, and...
10:21Boom.
10:24Came over.
10:24You got caught?
10:28They put me in solitary confinement.
10:30Down in the basement.
10:32Just me.
10:33The rats.
10:36And my thoughts...
10:38Going over and over in my head.
10:40Wondering why...
10:42Why he did it.
10:45Who?
10:46Paul.
10:48He betrayed you.
10:49It hurts.
10:50When you think you've found someone that you can really trust.
10:55Who sees you, I mean, who really sees you.
10:57Who sees something in you that isn't bad.
11:00And just when you need them the most.
11:02They turn their back on you.
11:05Really hurts.
11:08So, that's why you shouldn't trust anyone.
11:11Only yourself.
11:12And other people make you weak.
11:14Then what happened?
11:20And then I lived happily ever after.
11:22End of.
11:23We've had enough.
11:26Better get through some stuff.
11:30I'll see you back here for your shift tonight.
11:32Yep.
11:33There was this one man I think of Cameron.
11:47I know he meant my life in history.
11:49That's me.
11:50There was this five-sided match for a Cherokee.
11:53I tried to ignore him, but all the while he was eating this banana in the sand.
11:58They took me to a place called Fairbeck's House.
12:00So I'm in all town.
12:04You're around the place.
12:05He used to match with us.
12:07I saw our heads.
12:09Put on his own throne.
12:11Put on his own throne.
12:13So I saw his own.
12:15Paul.
12:16Paul.
12:19Clever boy.
12:20And then I put the whole lot on Red 7.
12:35All of it?
12:36Yeah, all of it.
12:37And I spun a thing.
12:38I thought the man spun the thing.
12:39Yeah, well, he let me do it because I was at a winning streak at this point, wasn't I?
12:42So I was getting all the special treatment.
12:45No, no, no, hang on, hang on.
12:46There is no way they'd let you spin the thing.
12:48What if you cheated?
12:48How would I cheat?
12:50Did I even finish the story?
12:51Yeah, George.
12:52So go on, you spun the thing.
12:54And it was like...
12:54Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom, boom.
12:58Seven, and I was like, yeah!
13:00And my grand, she was like, woo-hoo!
13:02My back!
13:02My back!
13:03Your grand was there.
13:04Huh?
13:05Your grand.
13:06He said you went with a load of women.
13:08Neil!
13:08Neil!
13:08Neil!
13:08Neil!
13:10Neil!
13:10Neil!
13:11Neil!
13:11Neil!
13:12Neil!
13:13Neil!
13:14Neil!
13:15Neil!
13:16All right, all right, we'll compromise.
13:19We'll cordon this area of the pub off the party and leave that side open to the public.
13:23Jack, I don't think you appreciate just how many people are going to be at this party.
13:26It's just one day.
13:28Please, please, come on, please, please, please, please.
13:30Right, we'll shut the pub.
13:32But only until seven.
13:34After that, it's open to the paying public.
13:37Yes, yes, I'm still here.
13:39A daytime party?
13:40How lame is that?
13:41Is that all sorted now?
13:43Jack?
13:44It's you.
13:45I'm sorry, I really am.
13:46No!
13:46No, what did I tell you?
13:47The bank have just made a mistake.
13:49Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
13:50Here, Jack, I'll get that, okay?
13:53Not your cover.
13:58What was that?
13:59Oh, I...
14:00Oh, my God.
14:04Warren.
14:07It is name on the account.
14:09It was very frozen.
14:10Don't you have any of your own money, babe?
14:16Don't tell the others about this, will you?
14:17Don't tell Nancy.
14:19He'll kick me out the flat.
14:21Oh, God.
14:22You don't think he'll tell it here?
14:24Well, you know what you're going to have to do before he does, don't you?
14:29No, what?
14:31Get a job.
14:37Jack, hiya.
14:38You all right?
14:38Hi, Steve, I'm fine, son.
14:40How are you?
14:40Good, thanks.
14:41Yeah, listen, I was wondering, are you looking for any staff?
14:44Well, not at the moment, son, no, I'm sorry.
14:46Right.
14:47Well, can I leave the CV anyway, and if anything changes, just give us a rink?
14:51Of course you can, no problem.
14:52I'm sorry.
14:53I'm sorry.
14:54You're a plaster.
14:54You're a plaster.
14:55The thing is, you're with your grand.
14:56No, like, wait.
14:57I'm not going to say that.
14:58I'm going to say that.
14:59I'm going to say that.
15:00How in a sec, Neil, were you even at a casino?
15:00Tell the truth, Neil.
15:01Yeah, sort of.
15:02Grand's casino night at a social club.
15:03It's the same thing.
15:04Same thing.
15:05All right, fine.
15:06I guess you lot are not interested in sharing my grand's winnings after all.
15:08Your grand's winnings, I know even you're winning.
15:09Classic.
15:10Classic, Neil, classic.
15:11This is your big exciting Christmas, Neil.
15:12What did you do that was so exciting, eh?
15:13I lit that.
15:14All right, you can have that back when you told us what you did that was so much better.
15:32Go on.
15:33Hey, come on, mate.
15:34We're only mucking about.
15:35No, mate.
15:36If he's going to talk down my holiday, I want to know what you did.
15:40Honestly, I didn't do anything.
15:42I read my book, mostly.
15:43It was lame.
15:44All holiday?
15:45Yeah.
15:46You must have done more than that.
15:47Or you don't want to tell us because you're too embarrassed.
15:52Well, I bet it wasn't as embarrassing as Jono's grandma getting to do ballroom dancing.
16:05No.
16:06Oi, I told you that in confidence.
16:08I'm sorry.
16:09Whatever.
16:10Well, Bart's auntie Moira made him wax her bikini line.
16:14Hey, man.
16:15It's the back of her leg's all right.
16:18I told you.
16:19I told you.
16:20I told you.
16:21I told you about it as a ball.
16:22I told you about it as a ball.
16:23Shut up, shut up, man.
16:24Shut up.
16:25Shut up.
16:26Shut up.
16:27You think you didn't tell me anything personal before, but I can actually work out quite a
16:41lot from how you behave.
16:42Are you still talking?
16:43The reason you find it so difficult to open up and talk honestly about yourself is because
16:51you're more afraid of rejection than anyone.
16:55Is that right?
16:56I think at some point you've been in love.
16:57Why?
16:58Like really madly in love.
16:59And it wasn't equal or it ended badly.
17:00Or something happened that made you feel totally vulnerable.
17:01And now the barriers are up.
17:02Not just with potential new loves, but with everyone.
17:04I don't think you're afraid of falling for someone.
17:05I think you're afraid they won't fall for you back.
17:06I'm sorry.
17:07It couldn't be more around.
17:08Really?
17:09Yeah.
17:10Really.
17:11Do you know how rare, Luke?
17:12It's like, it's like really madly enough.
17:13It's like really madly enough.
17:14And it wasn't equal or it ended badly.
17:15Or something happened that made you feel totally vulnerable.
17:17And now the barriers are up.
17:18Not just with potential new loves, but with everyone.
17:19I don't think you're afraid of falling for someone.
17:21I think you're afraid they won't fall for you back.
17:24I'm sorry.
17:27It's...
17:28It couldn't be more around.
17:29Really?
17:30Yeah.
17:31Really.
17:32Do you know how rare love is?
17:35I mean, real love.
17:36Hardly anyone experiences it.
17:37To love somebody?
17:38I mean, to really love somebody?
17:40You'd do anything for them.
17:41Whether they wanted you or not.
17:42Whether they were in your life or not.
17:44People don't feel that.
17:46People confuse love with being needed.
17:48For needing to be needed.
17:50Pick me.
17:51Want me.
17:52Need me.
17:53Love me.
17:54Make me feel special.
17:55It's pathetic.
17:57Have you ever been in love?
17:59Real love?
18:00No.
18:01Have you ever needed anyone?
18:02No.
18:03Not even.
18:04Look, I don't need anyone.
18:05Nobody needs me.
18:06Sort out the flow and stop asking us different questions, okay?
18:07Sure what, girls?
18:08I'm not gonna spend the rest of my life cleaning toilets because of Silas.
18:11So, I resolve to do whatever it takes to get my nursing career back on track.
18:18Wow.
18:19Let's go.
18:20Let's go.
18:21Let's go.
18:22Let's go.
18:23Alright, so you want your job back.
18:24I want to go in a different direction.
18:25So, I resolve to change my career strategy and...
18:27Get a proper job.
18:28I am.
18:29Alright, okay.
18:30I resolve to...
18:31Get a proper job.
18:32Alright, okay, fine.
18:33I resolve to...
18:34Get a proper job, whatever.
18:35I resolve to have more fun.
18:37Because last night was the first time I have had fun in New York.
18:39I've had fun in New York.
18:40so I resolve to change my career strategy and get a proper job all right
18:47okay fine I resolve to I resolve to have more fun because last night was the
18:57first time I've had fun in I actually don't remember I don't remember a lot
19:01of last night but I remember I had fun
19:05okay I resolve to put last year behind me and move on and be nice to race because
19:17it's lovely and he deserves it oh I resolve to go back to school well
19:29university actually I've enrolled to do a course in business and business
19:34management at here to see see in all for all that let's see I know it's have you
19:41never heard of a mature student math is this something you really want to do you
19:46don't believe I can do it do you come on just stick out at this office you right
19:50well do you know what I am gonna go back to school and I'm gonna study hard and I'm
19:54gonna pass the flying colors and you can all put that in your head and smoke it
19:56I know what his thing is Brendan's he pushes people away because he needs to be in complete control at all times
20:23other people are just too unpredictable for it we would like to believe we're in control of our own lives
20:30that when things aren't quite working out the way we planned we can intervene and send ourselves back in
20:39the right direction but it's just an illusion we're all making it up as we go
20:52long
20:59are you all right George yeah
21:04of course I'm always fine and done to me
21:08yeah no we can't do it alone
21:11human beings are social creatures we take strength from each other if we try and
21:16pretend otherwise if we try and go it alone we're not just lying to the people around us
21:23it's no good always telling other people the truth
21:41when we can't stop lying to ourselves
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22:24everybody
22:30I'm sorry
22:31it's not a mess
22:33it's not a mess
22:35it's not a mess
22:36it's not a mess
22:37it's not a mess
22:38it's not a mess
22:39what's wrong with us any though
22:40he's just got flashes
22:41shhhhhh
22:42no more drink for that
22:45all right whatever
22:46all right ladies
22:47All right, ladies, our last night on the tiles before we turn over again, ladies.
22:52All right? So, another toast.
22:54OK. To New Year's and new friendships.
22:58Ah, new friendships.
23:00Friendships.
23:01Come on, mister.
23:05Who's up for a shop?
23:06Yes?
23:07No.
23:07Shake?
23:08No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
23:17All right.