00:01I haven't been able to talk to you all night.
00:03I know.
00:05Do you want a blanket?
00:07Yeah.
00:09I feel so strong in John and I's connection,
00:12but I came into this saying,
00:15if he did not meet my needs and he was not what I needed,
00:18I would have no hesitation leaving.
00:22And it's been a lot harder than I thought it was going to be
00:25because we hit it off instantly.
00:30I am so overwhelmed right now.
00:37I had no idea where this was going to go.
00:43And I honestly came in here thinking this is going to be extremely easy.
00:47And then I met you.
00:50And the spark flew instantly.
00:54And I need to tell you right now,
00:57you are one of the most amazing guys that I've ever met in my life.
01:02You are probably one of the most fiercely loyal people I've ever met.
01:07God-fearing, family-oriented, and everything that I've ever looked for in a man.
01:12But.
01:13There are just little things that are keeping me from believing that I am what you need from a partner.
01:32I think I'm what you want, but you are very much someone that likes to be in the driver's seat, and so am I.
01:47I think you need someone that's going to let you lead.
02:02That's okay. I appreciate your honesty.
02:12I really actually did enjoy having you around, because it was fun. It felt like, you know, I had somebody that was, like, in this exact same headspace as me.
02:27It's going to be interesting not having that anymore, but there's a possibility that I may find it with somebody else.
02:35I'm going to miss you, cowboy.
02:38All right, princess. It's been real.
02:43Need a hug?
02:45Do you need one?
02:46Of course. Always.
02:48How do you guys think everything's going?
02:58They kissed, for sure.
03:03Hey.
03:04How'd it go?
03:05Um, I am going home.
03:07Wait, what? Was this a you decision?
03:09Yeah.
03:10Oh, she's crying.
03:12Is that the girl that John mice a lot?
03:15Yeah.
03:16Really?
03:19Wait, she went home?
03:21I did not see that coming at all.
03:23We both obviously know the chemistry that we have, and we know where it was going, but I'm not at a place where I can honestly say that I'm going to be with John in the future.
03:34I have absolutely zero doubt in my mind that he will be finding his wife on this farm. It's just not me right now.
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