00:00But you're missing, and that's the, that's the...
00:02I haven't even, his bed is exactly the same as it were when he's left.
00:06His pyjamas, well, it's what he wears at night, it's on the floor.
00:11His plate, he made himself a sausage sandwich at night, that's still there.
00:15His glass of cordial's still there, I haven't, I can't do that yet.
00:20Are you able to, can you go in or do you, are you just, you can't, you can't bring yourself together?
00:24He'll go in, but then he'll eat his door open, and then, and then when I come out of my room
00:29and his door's open, I have to shut it.
00:33I go in there because I just feel close to him.
00:38Do you talk to him when you're in there, Mark, or do you, do you just spend time?
00:42Just, just spend time, just move things about, don't really do, I won't just, just pick clothes
00:50up, put them back down, just stare out at the window, and then just go.
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