00:00Look at my darling baby, is there anybody more beautiful?
00:05What's wrong with me?
00:06I just didn't feel beautiful.
00:07Panic attacks.
00:08It's really overwhelming.
00:09Who am I?
00:10I felt so alone.
00:13There's stuff about growing up that's universal.
00:15I was putting all of this pressure on myself.
00:17I was a mistake.
00:19Unlovable.
00:20Crazy.
00:21Gross. Just a burden.
00:23I thought I was the only one who ever felt that way.
00:26There's so many things out in the world that are obstacles.
00:31But you're your first obstacle.
00:34What would it be like if we lived in a world where kids didn't learn to hate themselves first?
00:38But we just stayed with that love.
00:42There's so much beauty in blackness.
00:44It makes me cry.
00:45I spent so many of my years not seeing that.
00:48My identity as a disabled woman is completely whole and beautiful.
00:53Being out and loud, I hope I am for someone what I needed.
01:00Growing up was tumultuous.
01:01Cringing.
01:02Confusing.
01:03Unpredictable.
01:04Growing up was...
01:07But following your joy will lead you to the community that celebrates you and loves you as you should be.
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