#GempakVideoNews : Terkenang Suasana Beraya Bersama Arwah Ibu & Bapa, Alya Iman Akui Rindu Mereka

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Pelakon, Alya Iman mengakui rindu akan suasana beraya bersama arwah ibu dan bapanya.

Menurut Alya atau nama sebenarnya, Nur Alya Iman Azmil, 24, suasana rayanya suram selepas kehilangan dua insan tersayang itu pada 2018 dan 2020.

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00:00Oh my god, sadly, like me when I was young, I always told my dad

00:04Okay dad, I want this on the first day, I want this on the second day, I want this on the third day

00:06I always wanted to plan, but since both of my parents are gone, I didn't even buy any Eid clothes

00:16So actually, I really miss the times when we used to go shopping for Eid

00:20Back in the days, we used to go back to our hometowns, here and there

00:23But now, it's rare for us to do all of that

00:26We kind of lost the Kampung vibe, our Eid tradition, we lost it

00:56Oh my god, sadly, like me when I was young, I always told my dad

00:59Okay dad, I want this on the first day, I want this on the second day, I want this on the third day

01:01I always wanted to plan, but since both of my parents are gone, I didn't even buy any Eid clothes

01:06So actually, I really miss the times when we used to go back to our hometowns, here and there

01:11Back in the days, we used to go back to our hometowns, here and there

01:15Actually, I'm the saddest when I heard that there's no Eid

01:17When I first heard it, I cried because I lost the Eid vibe

01:22But I miss it, I miss having a family

01:26My dad passed away in 2018, and my mom passed away in 2021

01:32Mostly, when my mom was still alive, we used to go back to our hometowns on the first day

01:35When my dad was still alive, we used to go visit our relatives in Melaka and Sembilan

01:40Sometimes, we even went to Penang

01:42We used to go to Melaka

01:43Actually, when my dad was gone, the Eid vibe was totally gone

01:46Yes, because he was the one who forced us to go back to our hometowns on the first day and the second day

01:50But when my dad was gone, no one wanted to plan the trip

01:57We were the youngest, so when we planned the trip, everyone was busy

02:02During the first and second year, I was like, we have to do this, we have to do that

02:06Let's just follow the tradition

02:07But when everyone was busy, we gave up

02:09Because I'm a family person, I'm a very family person

02:12So I wanted to have that Eid vibe

02:15But so far, this is how it is

02:17Life is young, right?

02:18Of course, crying

02:20Not during Eid, but I will cry whenever I hear Eid al-Fitr

02:24Because Eid al-Fitr, for me, I really don't like it

02:29Until like 2-3 years after my dad passed away, I didn't want to celebrate Eid

02:33I didn't want to celebrate Eid, I just wanted to travel

02:35Because when we look at our friends, they went back to their hometowns, they have families

02:38So we feel like, why don't we have that?

02:40It's hard, very hard

02:42But I don't regret what I've been through in my life

02:45Because what I'm going through now, it's all because of the hardship that I went through

02:49True

02:49Well, we didn't ask to be an LGBT, right?

02:52But I believe that everything that I've been through makes me strong now

02:57I miss when my parents forced me, okay, we have to go back to Melaka, we have to do this

03:01Sometimes when we were young, it was like, no, it's okay, why?

03:03We have to go, right?

03:04It's fun, right? It's like going at night, right?

03:06But when it's gone, I feel like, Allah, I miss it

03:08I miss going to this house, going to this house

03:10And he won't be tired, he will want to visit too

03:13As long as he can visit, any relatives he can visit, he will visit too

#GempakVideoNews : Terkenang Suasana Beraya Bersama Arwah Ibu & Bapa, Alya Iman Akui Rindu Mereka

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