00:00Oh my god, the director himself is talking to me
00:02What is this?
00:03This is so fat
00:10So this year, a lot of people are criticizing me because I gained weight
00:13Everyone is like, yeah babe, it's true babe
00:16It's true
00:17Everyone is like, why did you gain weight?
00:20For me, as an artist, we have to take care of our appearance
00:23Because we portray, we are an art that we want to show people, right?
00:26But at the same time, I always tell people
00:28We are also human
00:29So for me, I need to take care of my mental health first
00:31Before I take care of anything else
00:33That's why I'm happy now
00:34I just healed
00:37Because when we want to lose weight, we have to go to the gym, we have to diet
00:40When we diet, we will be stressed, you know?
00:42So for me, I don't want to add up any stress into my life
00:45Like these days, like before
00:47Any stress that comes to me, I will be like
00:49Okay, what can I help?
00:50What is it? What is the story?
00:52So for me right now, anything that comes to me, that bothers me
00:56I will be like, I don't know
00:58It's weird
00:59I will be like, any drama that comes to me
01:01You will run away
01:02I will be like, I don't want to know, I don't want to know, I don't want drama
01:04I will be restless
01:05Even if it's about me, if it's about yourself, I don't want to know
01:08For me, your problem, my problem, my problem
01:10Maybe I sound selfish
01:11But I learned, like in the middle of my 20s
01:15I learned that mental health is super super important
01:17It doesn't matter if people ask us to be thin or beautiful
01:20Me being happy is what beauty I can show to the world
01:23Oh my God
01:24The director himself told me
01:26What is this?
01:27It's so fat
01:28But you didn't take it seriously
01:30No, I didn't take it seriously
01:31Because it's true, what he said is true
01:33It's true, as an artist, we as netizens
01:36We have to look at the artist and say, wow, she's beautiful, she can act
01:38It's perfect
01:39Yes, it looks perfect
01:40It's true, that's our job
01:42But right now, I prioritize my matter
01:44I don't want it
01:45I used to be overweight
01:46I used to maintain my weight before 60s
01:48But I'm tall now
01:49Now I'm almost 70
01:50I'm almost 70, I'm 66kg now
01:53But in the past, it bothers me
01:55I'll be like, I can't lose weight, I'll take it
01:57Drink, detox, go to the gym
01:59Because I want to be beautiful
02:00Okay, I succeed, but my brain doesn't
02:02Because we're pressured, forced
02:05So it doesn't feel good
02:06Body positive and I follow what my body wants
02:09Whatever my body wants, that's it
02:11If it was Alia in the past, maybe because she wasn't mature
02:13I'll be like, she said she's fat, she can't eat
02:16Trauma
02:16Now people say I'm fat, I can't eat
02:18Because that's what makes me happy
02:19Oh yeah, okay
02:21Okay, it's okay
02:22My body, not yours
02:23Like that
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