00:00I'm actually really, really okay. It's just that for after one week, I said I don't want to go out.
00:04So, I don't know why I'm crying.
00:06Yeah, I'm okay. I'm okay.
00:14Okay, Gempa, together with Aina Abdul,
00:16for two years, you have been holding the category of the best audio song.
00:21Okay, what can you say?
00:22I think this is a gift for my fans because they are the ones who vote for me day and night.
00:28I don't even deserve this award. I think it's the fans.
00:30So, thank you so much for voting for me non-stop.
00:36It's a reason, right? I don't know why.
00:38Aina, if we talk about...
00:39So, Aina has mentioned the reason, right?
00:40If we look at social media, Aina often gets support from fans who don't stop voting.
00:48People say that if something happens on social media, they will always support Aina.
00:50What can Aina say?
00:52People say that maybe all this time, they have been taking care of Aina Abdul.
00:57I don't know how to say it, but their support reaches my heart
01:02even though I haven't had a chance to meet them since last week.
01:07So, I'm planning something really fun for my fans.
01:10And I just want to say thank you so much for backing me up.
01:13I don't know what I did to deserve you guys,
01:16but you guys really, really speak for me in another level that I would never imagine.
01:23Aina, if we look at social media,
01:24a lot of people have said that Aina has been receiving a lot of hurtful comments
01:28from haters, right?
01:29And fans don't stop, as I said.
01:32People say that they are backing her up, and they are trying to...
01:35And the song that was made during the recent Anugrah,
01:38people say that the lyrics are related to what's happening right now.
01:43So, what can Aina say about that?
01:47Sometimes, when we write, we don't know where God wants to show us the way.
01:53Maybe people can see the intuition behind the songwriting.
01:59But I think I'm just grateful to have a group of fans who support me
02:05and really, really help me to go through this.
02:08So, I just want to say thank you to the fans who made all this possible.
02:12Just know that I'm actually really, really okay.
02:14It's just that after one week, I haven't left the house yet.
02:17So, I don't know why I'm crying.
02:20Are you okay, Aina?
02:21Yeah, I'm okay, I'm okay.
02:23What is it that you feel hurtful about?
02:25If you can share it with us.
02:29I think it's just the overwhelming response and support from the fans.
02:36And I think maybe I kept too much inside together that it's...
02:41Maybe now only, Aina started to break...
02:45Only now, Aina can feel what's happening.
02:48Because I was just sitting at home and just swallowing everything.
02:52So, I don't like to show this side of me.
02:54I don't even want to look at the camera.
02:55This is...
02:56Because to me, this is like a...
02:58It's like I'm giving the tears away for the people who prayed for my downfall.
03:04But I'm okay, I'm good.
03:07Yeah.
03:18Before you start a new career.
03:21Actually, I took a break from the concert not because of depression or anything.
03:25I want to take a break from the concert to give space to my mother.
03:28And also the time for me to really write my songs.
03:33All the songs that I want to release.
03:35You know, create all the content for the upcoming songs.
03:38So, I think I can't be lazy.
03:39You know, I can't go to the concert.
03:41And at the same time, I want to do everything by myself.
03:43Because I'm still...
03:45Until today, I'm self-managed.
03:46You know, I don't own any labels.
03:48So, I have to create everything with my small team from scratch.
03:52So, I think I have to sacrifice another part of me.
03:56And look forward to the song release for this year.
03:58God willing.
03:59You will have a new career.
04:01Yes, God willing.
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