00:00In the past two years especially, I have gone through so much and not everyone knows that, not everyone sees that.
00:16How do I put this? It was especially last year, it was the year that I would describe that it was all about mental and spiritual growth.
00:29I had to realize and accept a lot of things about myself, about the world and I was hurt so many times.
00:39There were a lot of struggles that were hard to put into detail. Nobody knew but Ruru and maybe three of them and Ruru is one of them.
00:55Family members, it wasn't easy but as the year ended last year, I mean going through all of that I always thought,
01:10I don't want this anymore, I don't want this anymore. I don't want my state to be like this, I don't want my feelings to be like this.
01:21I just want to move on and forget all of my feelings, all of my experiences, all of the sadness, anger, doubt, all of the questions.
01:32I don't want to be like this anymore, I'm tired. And moving forward when the new year came, that was my expectation.
01:41That it would be a relief that my struggles are over. But actually Kuya, what happened was, it was a revelation to me that my feeling, I became thankful.
01:56And it was the first time that I was actually thankful for my struggles in life. I was grateful that I let myself fail in so many situations and accept a lot of my shadows and actually be happy about it that I did that.
02:16I was thankful that I chose to be strong and I was guided and trusted God that there's a reason for all of this.
02:24I know that there's a change, something is being taught to me. He is preparing me for something bigger.
02:31There's something bigger that He will give me and if I don't go through all of this, I won't be worthy of what He will give me.
02:39And after the new year, my mindset was changed. I knew that He was with me. I knew I was closer to Him and I knew that this year is going to be great.
02:51This is your year.
02:54You know, I'm not exaggerating. When I sit there with Jose Ezequiel, I can't make him cry if you don't talk to him. He always cries.
03:10The depth is different. He can just mention your name and you know, I became very curious.
03:18And now, I understand the dynamics of the two of you. How you protect each other is unimaginable.
03:28I love that, the way you described us. We do protect each other through anything and everything.
03:36Even though we know that we are not always perfect, no one is perfect for each other.
03:45But we work hard to be perfect for each other and we protect each other.
03:50We always hold each other's hand regardless of how good or bad we are going through.
03:59And that is our strength. That is our dynamics. It is clear to the two of us, Ruru, what are the strengths and weaknesses of each other.
04:08We know where the other will go and when not. When he can do it alone or when he needs help.
04:18You are right. We do protect each other and we always choose to do that every day even if it's hard.
04:25You know, he told me something that really struck me. Even in my personal life, I applied.
04:31Ruru taught me a lot here. She said, we fight with Bianca but we also see that we don't fight each other.
04:42We fight the situation and we were never angry at each other.
04:48We have an understanding, Ruru, that yes, we are different people but we choose to be one.
04:58Our problems with each other are not against each other. The problem of one is the problem of both.
05:07And whatever the problem is, we will help each other even if we are the ones who fight.
05:13And that's how we handle it because we always choose to also always humble down for each other.
05:20We choose to again understand and adjust ourselves for the relationship.
05:26None of us will favor just because I am like this or he is like that.
05:31We work together and I guess that's how synced we are.
05:36We work hard to be one and it's not easy.
05:40Again, I am saying that we both understand and I understand what true love means.
05:48Love is not just a feeling. Love means many things.
05:56Love means family, friends, money, religion, and a lot else.
06:05So, if you know what true love means, whatever your fight is, you will choose each other.
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