00:00I have cysts on my left hip, fibroids on my ovaries, back and neck problems, and I also have arthritis.
00:16When I talk to my fans, they ask, when are you going to stop acting?
00:21Have you stopped acting? I miss you. Have you stopped acting?
00:25Maybe they don't know that I'm on leave due to health issues and so on.
00:31They're waiting for it.
00:31And I'm like, okay, this drama is coming out on the 17th of this month.
00:36You guys can watch it during the month of Ramadan.
00:39Until Eid, 52 episodes.
00:41Huh? 52 episodes? Are you serious?
00:44Yes.
00:44Okay, even though I'm not the main character, but you guys will love the character that I bring.
00:50Then they'll be like, okay, okay, excited.
00:51So now, when the promo has come out, they can't wait.
00:55At first, I was nervous.
00:58I do have anxiety issues when I meet people or when I perform for the first time.
01:05I was nervous on the stage too.
01:07I was like, okay, but I have to overcome it.
01:10People see me as a happy-go-lucky, relaxed person.
01:14But I just want to cover up my weakness.
01:16So, alhamdulillah, after a long time, people don't have issues with us.
01:20We're the only ones who think that people have issues with us, right?
01:22So, when I was on the set, they were like, you're okay, you're okay, you can do it, you can do it.
01:27So, we got that spirit.
01:29I also went in and out of the ward since last year.
01:33Last year, in June.
01:35In June, I had an operation for a cyst in my left hip.
01:41There's a cyst in my ovary, fibroid.
01:44I also have a problem with my back bone and my neck.
01:48And I also have arthritis.
01:51So, when that happened, I was shocked.
01:54Because I don't always go to the hospital.
01:57It's been a long time.
01:58Before that, I just lay down at home and rest.
02:01I always feel tired, not tired.
02:03I rejected a lot of offers.
02:04I rejected, rejected, rejected and I lay down.
02:06But I remember when I lay down and rest at home, I was okay.
02:09But as time went by, I felt like I was getting weaker.
02:12So, I went for a check-up.
02:15That's when I saw everything.
02:18There's a whole body.
02:19Before this, I also had an operation to remove the cyst.
02:24My body is very active.
02:27In addition to my arthritis, I also have a problem with my ribs.
02:31I can't stand for a long time.
02:33I can't sit for a long time.
02:34I can't even sit for a very long time.
02:36I just wore heels today.
02:38I'll answer when I get home.
02:39Thank God, when I went for treatment, I went for physio.
02:43I have to go for physio every month now.
02:46Thank God, with the medication, it's okay.
02:48But if the shooting is too heavy,
02:52if I want to do heavy activities,
02:55I'll discuss it with the producer or the script writer first.
02:58If they say it's okay, then it's okay.
03:00I feel like I'm in a TV drama.
03:02When the doctor told me and my family,
03:06I got to know about it, I was like...
03:09I don't know what to say.
03:10I was stunned.
03:11So, let it be.
03:13But I have to relax.
03:15Because if I don't relax, my mother won't relax either.
03:18So, I have to be strong for her.
03:19But thank God, when everything went well,
03:21God gave me ease.
03:23God gave me a chance to be healthy and work again.
03:27I feel very grateful.
03:29Now, I enjoy it.
03:30I work a little bit, shoot, chill, relax.
03:33Actually, I feel grateful.
03:35Because if God didn't give me such a test,
03:37I think I still have a lot of sins that haven't been erased.
03:41Right?
03:42I think I'm the one who was chosen to face God's test.
03:47Alhamdulillah.
03:48But I hope this won't be a long-term solution.
03:52I hope my health will get better.
03:55God willing, who doesn't want to be healthy and active in the industry?
03:58A lot of people still need me.
04:00Even though people say they don't like me, that's normal.
04:03But a lot of people like me and wait for me.
04:05Like I said earlier,
04:06fans always wait for the latest drama from me.
04:10Maybe at that time, I was emotionally disturbed.
04:14It's normal, right?
04:15I wanted to see other people.
04:16I had a complete and happy family.
04:19All of my friends were complete.
04:20I celebrated Raya with my mother a few times.
04:23We didn't have a place to go.
04:25Just the two of us.
04:26At that time, I felt that my health had a big impact.
04:30I needed a father figure.
04:35So, I let it go.
04:37And I thought that there were no threats.
04:40I forgot that I'm Zara Zia.
04:41There are people who are always worried.
04:46But it's okay.
04:47Being that, done that.
04:48For me, it's okay.
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