00:00You are a survivor. I mean, nothing to do with Starstruck.
00:09You've been through a lot, but you're still standing.
00:13Let me start with the question.
00:15How painful is it when you can't see your first child?
00:19Actually, I don't really think about it.
00:25There's a deeper reason why I don't talk about it.
00:34But it hurts you?
00:36Actually, it doesn't hurt me.
00:38But I don't really think about it.
00:41Have you been through the times when you were called gay?
00:44No.
00:45Addict?
00:46Yes.
00:47Unemployment?
00:48Yes.
00:49No career?
00:50All of these are thrown at you, Mark.
00:53Do you pray?
00:55Who do you talk to?
00:58I pray everyday.
01:00I do it every day.
01:02Why is this happening to me?
01:04But what I'm praying for is myself.
01:10Whatever the problem is,
01:14whether it's my wife, my family, or my job,
01:19I have to hold on to myself.
01:23Why are you so brave?
01:25Because if I don't do it, who will do it for me?
01:30Have you ever doubted God?
01:34Before, when my parents passed away.
01:36Okay, let's go back to that.
01:38These things that are happening in your life,
01:41if you were to tell your parents,
01:45what would you tell them?
01:48I would tell them,
01:52Dad, people are handsome.
01:56They tell me a lot of things.
01:59I do a lot of wrong things, but nothing happens.
02:02I do everything I can to survive in this life.
02:07But I still do wrong things.
02:09That's how it is.
02:11I'm used to them being there for me.
02:14They left me around, I'm already 31 or 32.
02:19How does it feel when they're gone?
02:21Of course, it's a big adjustment for me.
02:23First of all, holding on to money.
02:26They didn't teach me that.
02:29And of course,
02:32to have someone to tell your problems.
02:36Not just a partner, not just a wife,
02:38but a real parent.
02:39A parent's advice is different.
02:42And it makes you miss them.
02:43Yes, it does.
02:46One point in your life,
02:48deaths followed one another.
02:51Grandma,
02:52Mom,
02:53Daddy June,
02:55Uncle Herming.
03:07I love you.
03:08I love you too.
03:36I love you too.
04:07Hey!
04:11Hey!
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