Anita Alvarado habló del fallecimiento de su hermano

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Ella cuenta que se sintió humillada por su hermano...

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00:00And I say that the one who died, died, if it was his time.

00:06But you are very emotional too and close to your family.

00:09Yes, but ...

00:10But listen to Marjorie.

00:12Marjorie, please, welcome.

00:14You have to ask for authorization, this is your moment.

00:17Yes, thank you very much Ignacio, thank you very much.

00:20Welcome Anita.

00:22We are going to do this with a lot of respect and a lot of love.

00:26I am in front of a person who loves the same God that you love.

00:33Let's see what happens.

00:43I feel the presence of a very nice young man.

00:49He smiles at me from the side, as if he were moving an eyebrow.

00:53Aha.

00:58He shouts the name Mimi, Mimi, Mimi, Mimi.

01:02As if he is encouraging someone, encouraging someone.

01:05Mimi.

01:07I feel the presence of a little boy, as if he were always by his side.

01:12Saying Mimi, let's go.

01:14It's like he's been there.

01:16I don't know who Mimi is.

01:17Mimi is like a saying, a name, a nickname.

01:21Mimi, Mimi, Mimi.

01:24He's a little boy.

01:26I don't know if he's playing ball, as if he's encouraging him.

01:30Mimi.

01:32Does it make sense to you?

01:33No.

01:34It doesn't make sense to you.

01:35Perfect.

01:36Because I feel the presence of a boy.

01:39I'm going to cross my legs to see if it works.

01:43No, it's okay.

01:44There's someone here.

01:45Yes.

01:47But he sees you as a mother.

01:49He's your brother.

01:51Is he your brother?

01:53Yes.

01:54I feel the presence of a young man, who is your brother.

01:58Let me ask you, do you have a deceased brother?

02:00Yes, because I have always told my brother Felipe that he died at 25 years old.

02:04Ah, young, Anita.

02:05Yes.

02:06Due to drugs.

02:08That's why I don't take drugs.

02:10And I'm very careful with my children that they take drugs.

02:14Because I'm very strict.

02:16I'm very...

02:17I didn't know the story.

02:19I'm serious.

02:20I'm serious, brother.

02:21Yes.

02:22And I tell you that I loved my brother, but he made us suffer so much.

02:29So, you're very dead, because my mother didn't sleep.

02:34And I think it's absolutely in heaven, that's why it doesn't work for you.

02:38No, yes.

02:39He is very well.

02:40He even tells me another name, Felipe.

02:42In fact, he had the opportunity to go to the hospital alone, three times.

02:47The last time alone.

02:49I mean, the first two times with an uncle.

02:51Intoxicated.

02:52No, the third time, because he was given insulation.

02:54He felt so bad that he had those moments that life gives you, that God gives you,

02:59to say, wow, yes, I'm dying.

03:02And they ask for forgiveness, and they have the basis of being a Christian.

03:06Did he ask you for forgiveness?

03:08No, I was young too.

03:12You were young.

03:13Did you try to help?

03:14How do you do it when you have a brother at that extreme?

03:19Look, I took him to Japan, having.

03:22That's why I say money is useless, absolutely useless, if you don't help.

03:28Because money, if you don't help, makes you tremendously unhappy.

03:33I had all the money that anyone could have wanted, and my brother died anyway.

03:39A drug addict.

03:41And what did you do? Did you take him to Japan?

03:43I took him to Cuba, I took him to Japan.

03:47I put him in treatment here in Chile.

03:51And he finally died of an insulation.

03:55Imagine.

03:56But he's free, he's free.

03:58Yes.

03:59And I feel the name Felipe, but it's not him.

04:02But he speaks to me as a very intelligent person, as if he had a very big mind.

04:06It could be your son, because he's talking to me about that.

04:09Like, wow, like a mind, as if he had a very big mental development.

04:14But he's free, he speaks to me about freedom.

04:16He speaks to me that he's with God.

04:20That it wasn't for this life.

04:22He wasn't made for this life.

04:27He's very excited because he tells me that he needs to thank you.

04:32Because he lacked gratitude.

04:35He speaks to me of a gratitude that, here in life, he didn't know how to value.

04:41But he tells me that he's free of his mind.

04:43He freed himself of his mind.

04:45He was a very ungrateful child.

04:49Because when you're on drugs, you're ungrateful children.

04:54Who love.

04:56At that time, my mother had three liters of milk every day.

05:00Already hidden from my father.

05:02Because my father didn't want to see him in the house.

05:05And he was right if he made my mother suffer so much.

05:09But you still wanted to help your father.

05:11All my life, if he was my younger brother.

05:13I didn't know the story at first.

05:15And I'm very sorry, because he's very young.

05:17But don't feel it. I think he's very dead.

05:19Do you know why I feel it?

05:20Because I feel that you block yourself with a topic that is obviously painful.

05:25But because I know he's fine.

05:27I know he's in heaven.

05:28Because he had the opportunity to say,

05:30My God, I screwed up.

05:33Or as he said, I screwed up and made my sister suffer.

05:37He stole everything from us.

05:39He stole everything from us.

05:41And he gave it to us.

05:43And he gave it to us.

05:45And well, that's why I...

05:47I, those mothers who have drug addict children.

05:51I suffer for those mothers.

05:53And I try to help those mothers.

05:55Yes.

05:56So, but my brother...

05:58You connect with your anguish and also the anguish of your mother to try to...

06:02Of my mother.

06:03I believe that my mother...

06:05There's nothing worse than a mother losing her child.

06:09God doesn't allow that.

06:11And that I die first.

06:13Because the law of life is that I continue like this.

06:15But if I lose a child...

06:17I don't want to die with that child because...

06:21I have the rest left too.

06:23So I'm going to make the rest suffer for the one who died.

06:27But I'm going to trust that that child died for a reason.

06:31And I always say, my children are loans.

06:35And I had it.

06:37When I'm pregnant, I say,

06:39my God, it doesn't matter who is the earthly father.

06:42I know that.

06:44But it has to be your child, my God.

06:47And let's make a promise.

06:49If my child comes out healthy,

06:51I'm going to make them believe in you.

06:55That they love you.

06:57And my children, look.

06:59There are women who have two children and they get sick.

07:03Or they have a child and they get sick.

07:05I have nine healthy children.

07:07Who suddenly look like idiots.

07:09But really.

07:11They are healthy.

07:13So how am I going to thank God?

07:15But it's good that you brought up this topic here.

07:17Because, I reiterate, I didn't know.

07:19But of course, you talk about the impotence

07:21of a family that has a brother.

07:23It's lying to your mother.

07:25When your mother calls you at 3 or 4 in the morning

07:27You have to lie to her, leave her alone.

07:29Anita, have you heard anything from the pipe?

07:31Yes, mom, it's here, it's here, it's here.

07:33It's fine.

07:35So, lie to her.

07:37And when my mother clicked,

07:39she said,

07:41you're lying to me.

07:43Because we all agreed, all the brothers.

07:45And she said, let's see, give it to me on the phone.

07:47She caught us.

07:49So they didn't sleep all night.

07:51And there were nights when they didn't sleep.

07:53So what did we do?

07:55My brother

07:57took me to the greatest humiliation

07:59that anyone could have taken you.

08:05Humiliating yourself

08:07is not being a prostitute.

08:09Humiliating yourself is not...

08:13I don't know, I think

08:15he took me to the greatest humiliation.

08:17That's why he said

08:19he's fine dead.

08:21But he's fine.

08:23He made me...

08:25He told me, come with me.

08:27Do you want me to stay at your house?

08:29Okay.

08:31I stay, but you have to come with me

08:33to buy drugs.

08:35Do you know how I felt?

08:37Like a hole.

08:39I felt a failure.

08:41And having the money I had,

08:43that's why I say,

08:45money doesn't make you happy.

08:47Share the money.

08:49Give it away.

08:51That makes you happy.

08:53Go to the fair, work.

08:55Earn it well.

08:57That gives you enthusiasm.

08:59Let your children see how you fight for them.

09:01But that little boy,

09:03my brother,

09:05he said, do you want me to stay?

09:07Do you want my mom to sleep in peace?

09:09I'm going to buy drugs.

09:11You stay with him in the van.

09:13The super van.

09:15He told me,

09:17don't get off.

09:19He told me,

09:21don't get off.

09:23I got angry.

09:25I see how many houses there are.

09:27And I said,

09:29now yes.

09:31If you're going to do it,

09:33do it in the yard.

09:35Because I already had children.

09:37Do it in the yard.

09:39Just to make my mom happy.

09:41Just to make my mom happy.

09:43That's why I say,

09:45if she's dead, she's well dead.

09:47She never made my mother

09:49suffer again.

09:51Nor other people.

09:53Because that consumer

09:55does not settle for being alone.

09:57He also wants the other one to be consumed.

09:59To give him,

10:01to give him as a group.

10:03So there are so many young children

10:05who are hurting themselves

10:07because of drugs.

10:09No, I am absolutely against drugs.

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