00:00Sometimes the worst part about losing a battle isn't the losing, it's the surviving that comes after.
00:11I put off having a real funeral for them. I put off selling that house.
00:18I put off moving on. And that morning, I couldn't find the strength to pack a thing.
00:26But I didn't leave empty-handed either.
00:38My wife believed we all should have a code to live by. A set of rules. And I believed in her.
00:48So for years I wrote my own rules down on napkins, scraps of paper.
00:55I followed all of them to the letter.
01:13And there I was thinking, look where it got me.
01:18Lose your page or probe it. Them beep-bops that thing makes, they ain't suggestions.
01:27Sorry boss, didn't hear it.
01:31How'd you find me?
01:34Got a body waiting for us out in Kay Springs. Get in.
01:38The rules gave my life order. But now, without Shannon and Kelly...
01:43There was no order. It was only surviving.
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