00:00You understand? You understand? You think just because you have a PhD and a frame certificate
00:09on the wall that you magically know what I'm feeling? What a load of crap. You just here
00:16to do your job, make your money. You probably never cared about anyone in your life. Well,
00:21I do. I do too much. And that's why I feel like I'm going crazy. It's like I'm losing
00:27my mind every time I see a woman on the street who even slightly resembles my mom. I feel
00:34like she's going to turn around and it will be her standing there now, smiling at me.
00:41But it never is. I keep waking up in the middle of the night, drenched in sweat, screaming.
00:50Yesterday, I put my face to the window and shattered it into pieces. My mom is dead and
00:57I can't even cry. Because if I do, it'll mean that I really, really accept that she's gone
01:04forever. I don't want to do that. I can't do that. Can you understand that? I can't let my mom be gone.
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