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Girl fights her boredom with beer, weed, and an unstoppable internal dialogue. When her self-interested roommate returns and fails to practice safe social distancing HD ( Comedy, Drama )
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00:00:00You
00:00:30I
00:00:37Didn't burn this one. I swear it
00:00:41So, um, you're gonna take these as decorations down anytime soon, uh, I
00:00:48Was gonna wait until you came and do it. Oh, okay. Yeah, that sounds about right. I like it Christmas in January
00:00:55Thank you. It's cute. Okay
00:01:01Hey
00:01:04What I asked if anybody wanted anything I just wanted a little don't be so defensive
00:01:13There's just not really room do you mind oh
00:01:17What is this not comfortable
00:01:30Yeah, no
00:01:47You have reached the Greystone Center for cystic fibrosis and advanced lung disease
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00:02:04Additionally, if this is a medical emergency, please hang up and dial nine
00:02:11one
00:02:13One
00:02:14Thank you. I
00:02:16Don't get why I need to hear that
00:02:18Every single time I call if I were having an actual medical emergency, I would be dead by the time they reach that part
00:02:24Hi, this is Therese Jackson, I was just calling to get a refill on my crayon
00:02:30You can reach me back at 5 1 3 5 5 5 6 3 2 2
00:02:37Thank you
00:02:39I've had a lung disease my entire life. I think I know when to call 9-1-1
00:02:53I
00:03:01Mean when do you think classes will be back? I don't know everyone's saying like two three weeks. Yeah, okay
00:03:13How are we gonna protect you I
00:03:16I
00:03:19Don't know. Hey, it's okay. We're here for you. I just I don't want to do this
00:03:32Hey, we can do this. Okay. No one here is getting kovat. I simply won't allow it
00:03:43Yeah, it's all about the mindset, right
00:03:45You just have to manifest it. I mean we're in LA
00:03:54Yeah, I think I could maybe survive coven I think we can do better than maybe
00:04:09I hate being high-risk in the pandemic
00:04:13It makes it a lot harder to pretend to be a normal person
00:04:29Hey
00:04:33I haven't been busy in months
00:04:37Oh
00:04:40My god, you found a cure for coronavirus mom, have you notified the post?
00:04:56Wow, that took her all of one minute to bring up new record
00:05:00Yeah, I know it's just that jobs aren't exactly flying off the shelves right now, so
00:05:11I don't know
00:05:16It's just it's the end of the world right now the world is literally ending and no one is really thinking long-term so
00:05:31Your ambition apparently
00:05:33How's your health? I know you've been saying thanks, which is great
00:05:37I'm on the anxious enough thinking of what she yes is doing to your lungs about kovat in the mix
00:05:42But are you feeling all right? I'm fine
00:05:46Have you been doing your treatment? Yep
00:05:49Do they still have you on the inhaled albuterol?
00:05:52Because I remember your doctor saying that that really helps to get all the mucus up when you do it with the best
00:05:59That's more important than ever since you're so inactive nowadays so much free time honey your health really should be your top priority I
00:06:07know it's like
00:06:09Your time
00:06:11Sometimes I feel like I'm patient first and daughter second
00:06:21Her nagging just makes me want to do my treatments less even when she's a four-hour plane right away. I
00:06:27Know they're important or whatever, but it's not like I'm gonna die if I don't do them for a few days
00:06:35It's hard to be proactive when it doesn't feel like there's any future to plan for
00:06:57You
00:07:10Shit shit shit. Holy fuck. Are you waving at me?
00:07:16Am I doing am I doing am I waving like
00:07:28Oh my god, hi
00:07:36I miss you. I miss everyone. I miss everything
00:07:42Don't kill me, okay, okay
00:07:49Honestly get it where your pants is I
00:07:52Can't even hate on you the last time I can't even recall the last time I've been touched even non sexually by another person
00:08:03Yeah, what are you doing
00:08:05I
00:08:07Mean nothing crazy
00:08:09Julia Miguel come over a lot and sometimes I hang out with stuff and Trish
00:08:14and Jackson and of course Tyler
00:08:20Like I I want to do my part to like stop the spread and stuff
00:08:24I feel like we're young we can afford a few more risks. Yeah
00:08:31We I mean, yeah
00:08:33Like we're young
00:08:34My friend's mom. She has cancer. So imagine what she has to go through. I mean
00:08:48Therese
00:08:51Yeah, I guess we need some house rules, what are you thinking
00:08:56Well everything they're recommending to the public but to the extreme like I don't want to take any risks. What does that mean?
00:09:05Don't go anywhere. Don't see anyone increased hygiene. We can't leave unless it's absolutely completely necessary
00:09:16Well, what counts as necessary
00:09:20Where are you trying to go everything is either canceled or closed
00:09:25Well, how long is this gonna last how should I know
00:09:35I
00:09:37Have you thought about going home? No
00:09:40No, I'd go crazy with my mom. I am
00:09:44going home
00:09:46My mom doesn't want me staying in the city. I don't do the same. My mom was texting me like 25 times today
00:09:52Wait, so we're just on lockdown
00:09:55Like I can't even go see my boyfriend. I
00:09:59Mean we can factor Zack in as well, but I don't think anyone should be going in or out
00:10:04So what I'm like a prisoner in this house, and I can't even see my boyfriend. I'm just saying for now
00:10:12until we know more
00:10:15Please well
00:10:17How long I don't know. I don't know and I wish I did I do
00:10:23I
00:10:25Don't well if you're gonna be like that then I obviously can't stay here
00:10:32Maybe I can go stay with Zach. This is not about how I'm gonna be
00:10:37This is what I have to do. This pandemic means way different things for me than it does for you
00:10:46The world doesn't revolve around you trees
00:10:54I
00:10:58Don't want it to
00:11:13God
00:11:15Amanda hey. Hey, what are you doing here? Um, I live here
00:11:23Except you haven't lived here for like a while now
00:11:26Well, I still pay rent
00:11:29Right
00:11:32How are you and Zach doing
00:11:36It's been better we just
00:11:39Needed a little break close quarters and all
00:11:42Yeah, I'm sorry to hear that
00:11:44It's no big deal. We'll get through it
00:11:49So, why didn't you tell me you were coming
00:11:52I'm sorry. I didn't know I needed to ask permission
00:12:01You've really nested here
00:12:06Well a little heads up would have been nice I would have cleaned
00:12:17This should be interesting
00:12:22I
00:12:25Mean how can she just come back like things are any different now? I
00:12:30Guess I have to give her a chance
00:12:32It's not like I can just kick her out, but I don't know where she's been
00:12:36She could've been playing beer die with sacks bros for all I know
00:12:41although beer die is probably the easiest drinking game to social distance during but
00:12:46still I
00:12:48Don't like this
00:12:50I just love Julianne more. She was so pretty. I
00:12:56Mean she's still beautiful
00:13:00Yeah, but not like this that's kind of fucked up that's like the aegis bullshit Hollywood always spins
00:13:12Oh, she's gonna die what spoilers I have never seen this movie before in my life
00:13:20All I'm saying is when a character coughs in a movie. It's foreshadowing that they're gonna like die of cancer or AIDS or something
00:13:27As if the first sign of cancer or AIDS is like I'm trying to watch
00:13:31I
00:13:47It's a pretty foolproof system if a character coughs they die
00:13:53Maybe that's why people are always so concerned when I casually cough
00:13:57It's been subconsciously ingrained into them that it means I'm gonna like die or something
00:14:03and I am but not like
00:14:07soon I
00:14:09think
00:14:26I
00:14:39Don't you think that's kind of creepy Jesus Amanda just saying you're drooling
00:14:46You should shoot your shot. Oh my god. It's a pandemic. I can't just go around dating random dudes
00:14:51You could do it from a distance. Oh my god. It would be like five feet apart
00:14:57Okay, that's really insensitive and also no it wouldn't because he doesn't have CF. How do you know?
00:15:04Because it would just be way too ironic
00:15:10Where are you going just getting a coffee?
00:15:14Do you have a mask?
00:15:15duh
00:15:17Look all I'm saying is if you're so starved for relationship
00:15:21You have the perfect potential man gardening on the other side of this duplex. Whatever
00:15:26Also, I'm not starved for a relationship. I just want some dick
00:15:35God I really hope you didn't hear that and again
00:15:52Hey, hey
00:15:57So, um, I think just maybe we should be
00:16:03Limiting how much we're going out. I
00:16:06Mean, I just got a coffee
00:16:10For the third time this week
00:16:12Therese don't worry. I'm being careful
00:16:15Okay, can you just wash your hands, please
00:16:20Yeah, I was going to I just got home. Just give me the chance to okay
00:16:26She
00:16:31Barely even told me she was coming back and
00:16:34The reason she left hasn't changed at all and I feel like I'm gonna get covered and it's gonna be all her fault
00:16:40Oh, okay. That's a little extreme
00:16:45Yeah, I can't help but feel she's being irresponsible and she's going outside though
00:16:49But you can't know how she's acting
00:16:52Exactly that's my issue. I feel like I've lost all control with her back. Well, I know how you like your control
00:17:00Have you tried talking to her about it?
00:17:04Yes
00:17:06No, I I mean actually talking to her about it like setting ground rules
00:17:12Making your standards explicitly clear. I guess you're right. I
00:17:17Just like my anxieties running my life
00:17:19and
00:17:21It can be
00:17:25Overwhelming when
00:17:27You let your anxiety consume the people around you as well
00:17:32Wait, is that how you felt? Is that why you like you left earlier than?
00:17:38My mom made me come home
00:17:42But yeah, like I did feel that way a little bit I
00:17:47I
00:17:48Didn't mind it too much though, because I know how important this is for you. Amanda knows you have CF
00:17:55But I don't think she understands what that means
00:17:59She's just a subleaser a
00:18:03Subleaser who's gonna be here for the next year
00:18:06Just tell her it'll make your life easier
00:18:16I
00:18:26Hey, hey
00:18:28So I just I just wanted to talk to you
00:18:32I
00:18:33Guess you should know about me. Well since we're gonna be living together. I just
00:18:41I thought you should know that
00:18:46I have cystic fibrosis. Oh
00:18:53Yeah, no, yeah, it's not it's not a big deal or anything
00:18:58It's just like you might see some like equipment laying around or like
00:19:07Okay
00:19:10Yeah
00:19:11Yeah, cool. Well now that you know, that is a cool fun fact
00:19:19Thank you. Don't let me okay. I'll talk to you later. That's a really good juice that see you later
00:19:28It's just like it's so much easier
00:19:39Hey
00:19:47What's up
00:19:51This
00:19:53Looks like we had the same idea since when are you a big drinker?
00:19:59Quarantine has a tendency to change things
00:20:03Can you just um wipe that down though, please
00:20:06Oh, okay
00:20:16Yeah, can you just maybe three
00:20:19Look, I'm not irresponsible or anything. Can you stop watching me like a hawk?
00:20:23Hey, I'm sorry
00:20:24I don't mean to be like backseat cleaning but I just I realized we haven't had a proper conversation about kovat safety procedures since
00:20:31you've been back and I
00:20:33Really just do need a little bit more from you. What do you want me to get tested more?
00:20:38Sure
00:20:39I mean getting tested more would be great
00:20:40But by the time you tested positive you would have already exposed me and I'm just trying to think of ways we can both avoid
00:20:45exposure in general
00:20:48for me best practice is to kind of overreact and
00:20:51with CF
00:20:53Like I just I have to be at a higher alert for this kind of stuff. So
00:20:59It just makes me really anxious
00:21:01Anxious yeah, I can tell
00:21:10I
00:21:12Realized I should have said this right when you got back
00:21:14But I just need you to be at the same level of precaution as me or it it's just kind of all for nothing
00:21:20then
00:21:23Okay, so what are the rules
00:21:26Okay, well everything that comes into the house has to be wiped down I mean sanitize completely sanitize your hands
00:21:32Wash your hands right after leave all the bags in the trash
00:21:36Make sure that you always have gloves on whenever you're outside and sanitize the gloves when you have a chance keep your mask on
00:21:42I know
00:21:49That was definitely expired maybe I shouldn't have finished it
00:21:56Oh my god, okay, wait, um, okay
00:22:01Amanda said to shoot my shot, right? I mean, I guess it couldn't hurt. What do I say?
00:22:12Hey
00:22:14Hey, how are you
00:22:19Lonely all alone in this apartment
00:22:23respecting quarantine to the highest level
00:22:25Could really use someone to keep me company
00:22:29Do you know anyone who's available
00:22:32Anyone at all
00:22:37What I
00:22:39Said you to hear about the protests they're happening down the street. Oh
00:22:43That is what yeah, that's that is definitely you said
00:22:48Yes, are you going to that yeah, are you
00:22:51No
00:22:53No, I just cuz I'm like so busy. I'd like my schedule is
00:22:59packed
00:23:00Ridiculous. This girl's got emails
00:23:04Yeah, no, that sounds really cool though, uh, and I hope you have a lot of fun
00:23:11Your plants look really good
00:23:15In your hair left
00:23:21Fun
00:23:23Fun. Why did I say fun protests aren't fun. They are
00:23:29Important and necessary, but they aren't fun
00:23:32Although I guess I wouldn't know because my fear of catching kovat and dying has kept me from attending
00:23:37but god now he probably thinks I am this terrible person with my packed fucking schedule like
00:23:44Sorry, no time to fight for justice. I have to pretend to respond to emails
00:23:50What?
00:24:21Oh
00:24:26Jesus I didn't know you were there. Mm-hmm. Were you gonna wipe those down like we talked about?
00:24:33Yeah, I just I got in and I just I
00:24:39Forgot I'm sorry
00:24:41It's just so much to remember
00:24:44It's a lot sometimes I know
00:24:46And why do you do it?
00:24:49Because I have to
00:24:51But you said it yourself you're kind of overreacting
00:24:55Wiping my fruit down just doesn't seem like it should be that big of a deal. Well, it is the small things matter
00:25:13It's just like she makes me feel like I'm being the selfish one
00:25:17It's not fun for me, you know
00:25:23Do you think she got it
00:25:26Like when you explained CF and the kovat dangers and all that a little bit more
00:25:32Maybe I should just go home
00:25:36Really
00:25:38Why is it a bad idea
00:25:41You were just always so against it
00:25:46You
00:25:48Know but if there's anyone who won't flack me for my control issues, it's my mom learn from the best
00:26:02What the fuck I
00:26:08Saw your story. Did you go to a restaurant? Oh, yeah. Did it look so good? Why would you do that?
00:26:14Well, I went to go get takeout but decided I wanted it hot
00:26:19Doesn't matter it's not safe
00:26:23Well, if it weren't safe, why would they be open
00:26:26Because the American government is incompetent because the economy has been deemed more important than people's health
00:26:35Well, you don't even care about your health
00:26:37What
00:26:42Are you talking about you smoke every single day
00:26:46okay, and I
00:26:49Slack on my treatments and I might not take my meds every day, but that's kind of none of your business
00:26:53Well, I just think it's a little hypocritical that you yell at me for going out when you don't even take care of yourself
00:26:58My slacking on a long-term treatment plan is nowhere near the same thing as not wanting to die of kovat
00:27:05But I remember you saying you thought you could survive covet yeah, I was probably being hopeful and
00:27:13It's not just about surviving it. You know, I could probably live but my lungs would never recover
00:27:21I I didn't think yeah, you didn't
00:27:26Amanda you should probably go back to Zach's and just make both of our lives easier. You can
00:27:35Okay
00:27:40I'm sorry. I didn't I don't mean to kick you out. It's just like if you can't take this seriously then no, I
00:27:47Can't go back to Zach's
00:27:49The break is kind of
00:27:52indefinite
00:27:55We got in a big fight and I
00:27:59Thought it was just a break but he isn't called or texted or anything
00:28:05So maybe you should call him
00:28:10No, I'm not ready for that
00:28:13Cuz
00:28:15What if he answers and confirms that it's over?
00:28:18Yeah
00:28:19Take your time
00:28:21Do what you need to do to get over him
00:28:25yeah, yeah and
00:28:27Amanda
00:28:29Stick to takeout, please
00:28:32Okay
00:28:35Oh
00:28:44Hey, it's me
00:28:54Yes, I'm fine I was just
00:28:58Calling
00:29:00Cuz I was wondering what it would like
00:29:02Be like if I were to come home
00:29:06Really?
00:29:13Nothing I'm fine. I was just
00:29:16Thinking it'd be nice to have a change of pace
00:29:19Okay, sure. Well, that's exciting I could use the company makes me wish I'd had another kid
00:29:26Now you'll have to pay for an extra bag to bring your best yet
00:29:30Are you stocked up on all your meds?
00:29:33We could just reorder things once you get here so you don't have to lug them all over
00:29:37Are you still on a track after?
00:29:40because yeah, I was just
00:29:43Thinking like hypothetically, I don't think I would want to leave LA yet. Sorry. Oh
00:29:54Yeah, I know mom
00:30:03I
00:30:13Sure, he looks like the perfect man, but he could be like a
00:30:17serial killer or worse a
00:30:21Scorpio
00:30:23Only one way to find out though
00:30:28I'd love it. If my bangs could just not look like barcodes
00:30:32Bruce
00:30:42Hey
00:30:44Hey, hey
00:30:48How are you I'm good, you know, I just
00:30:53Making like a plant and photosynthesizing
00:30:56Are we all we're all plants was so glad to see that you're a plant guy. I'm a plant girl. Really? Yes
00:31:04Wow, what's your favorite? Oh, um
00:31:08Just so many I can't even remember the names it's like crazy. No, the names are hard
00:31:12I just like the shapes the shapes are cool. Yeah. Yeah, I love your plants. Thanks. They're super sick
00:31:19How long have you been doing this? Oh just from the start of quarantine. No way
00:31:23I would have thought this was like many years never no. No, I just started. I think they're looking pretty good
00:31:28I got a couple in the back, but I wish it were in a pandemic so I could just ask him out
00:31:34I guess that's not stopping some people but
00:31:38I'm not just some people
00:31:48Yes
00:31:50You know, why would anyone ever usable?
00:31:53This is so efficient and it doesn't dirty any dishes
00:31:58Bowl bowl should I smoke another bowl?
00:32:11Spoons are like small shovels. I never thought about that
00:32:24Where are you going? What would you have to look that nice for?
00:32:36What if she's going to see someone
00:32:46No, I'm way too high to talk about this right now
00:32:49Hmm she's been gone a while
00:33:20Yeah, she's like
00:33:30Who the fuck is that
00:33:36I'm Sean
00:33:37Hi, shut up and get the fuck out of my house. No, keep the mask on. Why are you still here?
00:33:44Get out of my house now, please
00:33:47What the who was that
00:33:50um
00:33:52Sean Sean Sean who I don't know. I met him
00:34:00Online
00:34:02You did not go on a tinder date in a fucking pandemic
00:34:06You told me to do what I had to do to get over that
00:34:08Oh God, I meant like drink a bottle of vodka and cry like egg his house harassing online not brings a fucker named Sean
00:34:15Into my house
00:34:17our house
00:34:19You're right. I am so sorry. We both live here
00:34:22You just put us both at risk for what stilted conversation and a quick fuck Amanda in what world was this? Okay
00:34:31We've only talked about like wiping things down and sticking to take out. Oh my god. I thought the not mingling with strangers was implicit
00:34:38He tested negative last week. He tested negative last week
00:34:43Anything could have happened within that last week, especially if he's going out on random dates during a pandemic
00:34:49Well, we weren't like coughing on each other
00:34:52Fucking idiot. Are you a fucking idiot? I know you're from Arizona, but I thought you understood like simple science
00:35:00You're acting like I want to give you kovat or something you're not trying very hard to prevent it
00:35:08You can go out and be reckless and irresponsible and probably get away with it scot-free
00:35:13But if you bring kovat into this house, I could die
00:35:23A ventilator you have always been part of my future
00:35:28But if you're going to live here with me, I need you to make sure it doesn't become part of my present
00:35:34Okay
00:35:36CF is a lung disease
00:35:39If I get kovat I could be done for this is so serious
00:35:47I'm sorry. This must be so hard for you. I can't imagine
00:35:53I'll try to
00:35:57And we need to both quarantine in our rooms until you can get tested
00:36:03I
00:36:18Was if I weren't confined enough
00:36:33You
00:37:03Oh
00:37:25Hey
00:37:28Don't worry, I just wanted to let you know that my test came back negative
00:37:33That's lucky
00:37:35yeah, and
00:37:38For what it's worth Sean also tested negative
00:37:42Sent me a screenshot when he asked me out again. Well have fun with that
00:37:49I'm not gonna go out with him again
00:37:52You were right. It was a stupid thing to do
00:37:57It's just so upset over Zach
00:38:01But I finally called him
00:38:03And we had a really good talk
00:38:06We're back together or still together
00:38:11But I think I'm gonna start staying there again. Oh, that is so good
00:38:17That's so good for you guys. Like I am so happy for you guys. Wow
00:38:22Yeah, um, I think it's for the best. Yeah
00:38:27I'm sorry. I made you feel so unsafe. I
00:38:31Don't want to stress you out anymore
00:38:34Plus I miss him so much. It is so hard being lonely in these times
00:38:41Don't I know it
00:38:44Okay, I'm gonna go pack yes, yeah go pack
00:38:50Go go back girl
00:38:52I
00:39:00Had out, okay cool
00:39:06Bye-bye
00:39:10Call me Kevin cuz this bitch is home alone again
00:39:16Everyone get the money gentrify my city. I think not
00:39:19What you know about the bird city, let me get it for you
00:39:49I
00:40:19Oh
00:40:50Hey
00:40:51What's up, how are you?
00:40:54Terrible
00:40:57There's nothing to watch oh
00:40:59So it's like really the end of the world then isn't it?
00:41:05Yeah, no, what do I watch maybe you shouldn't keep binging into eternity
00:41:11What else is there to do?
00:41:14You could pick up a hobby
00:41:20Like crocheting or knitting like some retiree
00:41:23Maybe uh-uh
00:41:26No binge watching things is my hobby. No, it's not it's an avoidance of productivity
00:41:33How profound of you I didn't know our therapy session was today. It's not even Tuesday
00:41:41Okay, you're right this is why you are my therapist
00:41:49I
00:42:20I
00:42:24Maybe I should have asked Sid before I painted her table. Whatever. It looks sick as fuck now. She's gonna love it
00:42:50I
00:42:59Have been coughing more lately
00:43:05Makes it kind of hard to deny that I really need to do my treatments
00:43:10It only takes 30 minutes. I mean just need to do it. Just pick it up and
00:43:18Take a bites
00:43:27I
00:43:29Know he lost but he's just so cute. I knew said you couldn't find a hobby
00:43:33Yeah, well this one is getting dangerous though because I'm painting like anything I can get my hands on
00:43:40Mugs almost did the wall the other day. Oh my god furniture
00:43:48Okay, so I have a gift for you
00:43:50Yeah, Therese if that shit doesn't look like it came straight out of a pure one imports catalog your asses off the lease
00:44:08Are you are you are you all right? Oh, yeah, I'm good. I just cough when I laugh
00:44:13Well, that's not normal, is it I don't know maybe I'm just like coming down with a cold or something
00:44:21Well, you don't think that it's
00:44:25COVID
00:44:29Um, I hadn't thought about that
00:44:32Hi, this is Therese Jackson
00:44:33Hey, Therese, what can I do for you? Are you feeling? All right. Uh, yeah, I'm fine
00:44:39Well, I I do have like a bit of an increased cough as of recently. Oh, okay
00:44:45Have you had any fever or headaches associated with it?
00:44:49Um, maybe a few
00:44:51I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't think I've had a fever or a headache
00:44:56I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. I don't think I've had a fever or a headache
00:45:00Um, maybe a few headaches, but no fever that I know of
00:45:06Have you lost your sense of taste or smell at all any diarrhea? No
00:45:12okay, then it's likely not covered but you should probably get tested just to be safe and
00:45:17Definitely, let us know if you start having any fevers or trouble breathing
00:45:21Okay, try to increase your airway clearance. I do have covered
00:45:29I
00:45:41Do have a few of these symptoms
00:45:45But I don't have it I'm just being anxious I've really been anywhere except the grocery store
00:46:00I mean, it doesn't hurt to get tested better safe than sorry, I guess
00:46:09God I did not expect them to touch my brain like that
00:46:22I'm fucking exhausted. I guess that's what happens when you stay up till 3 a.m. Every night
00:46:30I
00:46:32Mean if I just
00:46:35Close my eyes for a second
00:46:41What time is it what
00:46:54Oh
00:46:56God I need to start remembering to wear deodorant more in quarantine
00:47:01Kind of hard when there's no one around to smell you
00:47:06Wait, why am I so sweaty?
00:47:11That's that's what happens when you break a fever
00:47:20Okay, no fever no Corona I'm just being paranoid
00:47:26I
00:47:48Don't believe in you, but please don't let me have Corona
00:47:57I just thought would
00:48:01Really suck
00:48:05For me and for you and for everyone really
00:48:17Yeah, thank you
00:48:19Oh
00:48:22Shit I mean, amen, and I hope that you're having a good day
00:48:47Fuck
00:48:49I
00:49:19I
00:49:49Oh
00:49:59Not her she's the worst
00:50:05Hi, this is Therese, um, I was just calling for Angela or
00:50:13Anybody else that I can talk to
00:50:19What's going on, are you feeling all right?
00:50:25Yeah, I just I think I have coven
00:50:31Yes yesterday actually
00:50:38Two to five days
00:50:49Yeah, I had a cough, um, there's a normal cough is a sick cough and
00:50:57I had a fever
00:51:00So
00:51:09Yeah, that's cuz I was just crying a little bit
00:51:20This must be a lot to deal with
00:51:24You know the anxiety alone. I'm sure
00:51:27we've been exposed to coven in the hospital and it's just such a terrible disease and
00:51:35of course
00:51:36Having a chronic lung disease makes it that much more scary, right?
00:51:41This must be really tough
00:51:44Thanks for reminding me so helpful as always
00:51:59Desperate times call for desperate measures, I guess
00:52:06Damn I haven't refilled these in a minute. I haven't needed to
00:52:13I
00:52:44I
00:52:52Is there any purpose in wiping these down if I already have coven
00:52:59Whatever I'll just give it the Amanda treatment. I want to be useless anyway, though
00:53:14My shopper had to have known I was not doing well with this order
00:53:39Hey
00:53:44Oh, this is my best no, this would not help me very much in the water
00:53:53Yeah, like for my treatments
00:53:56Like my airway clearance or whatever. Oh, right, right. I've never seen you wear that before
00:54:06Yeah, probably cuz I wear it in my room when I actually do treatments
00:54:14Are you okay? Yeah, I just like um, I
00:54:22Feel like just like I may have coven. Oh my god
00:54:29Why do you think that I
00:54:32know well, I had that cough and
00:54:35then I spiked a fever and
00:54:41I've just been feeling really shitty
00:54:44and
00:54:45Like I have some other symptoms. So
00:54:48But you haven't tested positive
00:54:51Not yet. Hey, I took a test two days ago
00:55:01Two to five days
00:55:05You can't know it's coven until you get the results back, right?
00:55:09I
00:55:13Don't know what else it would be though, you know
00:55:17Well, um, I'm so sorry that you're feeling so shitty and that you're alone
00:55:24That's so scary
00:55:28Do you want me to come and take care of you it's only a three-hour drive it's really no
00:55:34No, it's fine. I wouldn't want to expose you
00:55:39I
00:55:43Have you told your mom I
00:55:47Just I don't want to worry her and like however calling me like Therese you're gonna be fine
00:56:09You
00:56:30Right about now would be a great time for my test results to come back
00:56:40You
00:56:46Well, at least I don't have it that bad maybe I got away with a mild case
00:56:55I've managed to not have a mental breakdown today. I'd like to keep that streak up
00:57:10There is nothing more infuriating than watching young dumb people flaunt parties and bars on social media in the middle of a
00:57:19fucking plague I
00:57:21Barely go out and I don't see anyone but I still somehow got coveted from like running errands or something
00:57:27And these idiots probably won't even get infected because karma is a bitch
00:57:33And not in the way I want it to be
00:57:39It's
00:57:43Been six days where the fuck are those fucking test results?
00:58:01Yeah, hi, um, I got tested on Thursday and I still haven't gotten my results
00:58:09Overwhelmed at the moment. I can't look into anything for you unless it's been seven days
00:58:15Yeah, I just feel really awful and I really need to know if I have cove it
00:58:27Having trouble breathing. Yeah. Thanks Terrence really fucking helpful. I
00:58:36Probably should have said that last part of my head
00:58:40Oh
00:58:50Poor baby, are you drunk? No
00:58:57Can I help you are you do you need I don't know do you need more soy sauce wasabi?
00:59:10I
00:59:20I'm not gonna die. I'm not gonna die. I'm not gonna die. I'm not gonna die
00:59:26I
00:59:34Thought if I just lived my life how I wanted to it would be worth it in the end
00:59:43I'm not ready for it to be the end
00:59:56I
01:00:26You
01:00:56You
01:01:08Okay
01:01:10Okay, I was only out for two minutes. That's not too bad
01:01:15Or is it fuck what difference does it make
01:01:26Hmm
01:01:29Hello
01:01:33What seems to be the issue hello, uh, yeah, I think I've covered
01:01:38Have you been tested?
01:01:41Yeah, about a week ago. It hasn't come back yet
01:01:46But I've had a fever and symptoms all week
01:01:49And I have a really tight pressure on my chest and my hands are tingly
01:01:56And I think I just passed out
01:01:59you think I
01:02:03Did I did and you're a CF patient, right?
01:02:10Yes
01:02:11Okay. I think we should bring you in to check you out and see if you need to be admitted
01:02:16We'll be able to test you again for Kovat as well as a full flu panel
01:02:20But you just passed out so I wouldn't recommend for you to operate a vehicle right now
01:02:25Do you have anyone who could bring you to the hospital?
01:02:52Why didn't you tell me
01:02:55That you were sick
01:03:01You didn't tell anyone no except said it must be so scary for you
01:03:14Yeah, it is
01:03:17that's partially why I didn't tell anyone because
01:03:20Because everyone telling me how scary it is doesn't make it any less scary
01:03:28Sorry
01:03:39Why didn't you tell me about Zach right when you got back
01:03:46I thought that
01:03:50If I made a big deal out of it, then it would have been real and also
01:03:57We don't talk
01:04:01We could could we I
01:04:05know I didn't know you that well before I moved in but
01:04:09You ever tried very hard to change that
01:04:13And then things got so tense when I came back from Zach's
01:04:20You just didn't understand
01:04:25You're right, I didn't I don't understand
01:04:32You've always acted like CF was no big deal
01:04:38You never actually told me what it was
01:04:45I'm not good at like explaining the science of it
01:04:51And you're not even from Arizona
01:05:01Sorry, sorry about that
01:05:11I guess I just I
01:05:14Envy how little you have to care about all of this
01:05:21You know, I wish I could go out and see my friends
01:05:26go to restaurants and just
01:05:29feel
01:05:30Invincible like everybody else. I know
01:05:34But I'm not
01:05:37I've never been invincible
01:05:42Especially now
01:05:50It's again
01:06:20You
01:06:44Hello, hey Terese, it's Angela from the CF Clinic. How are you doing?
01:06:50Um, I'm all right. I'm tired. Yeah, I heard you had a late night at ETC
01:06:57that's why I'm calling your test results came back and
01:07:01Let me just pull them up here. Let's see
01:07:09And you are negative for COVID oh my god, oh
01:07:16My god, oh
01:07:19My god, so what do I have what's wrong with me? You did test positive for rhinovirus
01:07:26Rhinovirus
01:07:28You had a cold
01:07:31Yeah, I just had a fucking cold just a fucking cold worst cold in my life, but like it wasn't COVID
01:07:39yet
01:07:41Don't say that
01:07:43Please
01:07:45Yeah, no, I was already taking very few risks, but this has convinced me to
01:07:51Be just a complete hermit and never go outside ever again in my life. Oh good. I'm glad to hear it
01:07:56It's just you can't die before me
01:07:59Should I tell her I probably will anyway
01:08:05No, no need to sour the mood I'll be very kind to her in my will
01:08:11It's so funny though the irony in getting another viral illness during a pandemic like oh
01:08:22My god, oh my god said I coughed and I didn't die though. I broke the trope
01:08:31What nothing never mind, I'll tell you sometime
01:08:35Dude, where did rhinovirus even come from?
01:08:41Some guy probably got freaky at the zoo
01:08:45Back to normal now
01:08:46Well as normal as normal is when there's a global pandemic America isn't containing it and you're stuck in your house all alone
01:08:54But it's not a grave
01:08:56So I'll take it
01:09:05Oh
01:09:35Oh
01:10:05Oh
01:10:35Oh
01:10:37Oh
01:10:39Oh
01:11:05My gosh you are so right that is so soon
01:11:09Oh
01:11:12Of course not
01:11:16No, it's a pandemic mom, where am I about to go?
01:11:19Oh
01:11:37You say bougie in LA you don't know what you're in for mom, but thank you
01:11:43Anything
01:11:47No
01:11:50Well, I did have a bit of a cold
01:11:55Nope nope made sure of that. I got tested it came back negative
01:12:00And I've been feeling a lot better as of recently too. So
01:12:07Tell me about it
01:12:10Oh, but I've been really good actually
01:12:16Applying for a job. I might actually like
01:12:20I'm getting it through a friend. So we'll see. Oh my gosh. Guess what I did. I
01:12:28Tried to make bread
01:12:39I
01:12:46'm just 23. It's not that exciting. Hey, it's your Jordan birthday. That's right. Wow. Oh my god about sports
01:12:55Still this is kind of like anti-climatic
01:13:0250 milligrams a hundred maybe. Oh, I should know that
01:13:07I should know that you could have just said fuck it and gone to some outdoor bar or something. Oh
01:13:15What a privilege I wish
01:13:19I'm good though. Well, you already survived kovat once none of us would want you to take that chance again. Mm-hmm
01:13:26Yeah
01:13:36Yeah, I was definitely enough excitement to last me the rest of quarantine and
01:13:44Enough fear for the rest of my life. So wait, I thought you didn't end up having kovat
01:13:51She didn't she's just hella dramatic. No, I thought I had it which means I don't want to actually get it and go through that again
01:13:58Will not happen because I refuse to believe the world can be that cruel
01:14:06Here's hoping
01:14:13Seriously check how many milligrams
01:14:21My body will count
01:14:36You
01:15:06You
01:15:23Cry
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