Life and Death | movie | 2015 | Official Clip - video Dailymotion

I can hardly be afraid of the end when I fear the journey. | dG1fX0w0RGRxVjh6ejg

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00:00I can't stop thinking about it.

00:14It terrifies me.

00:40Sometimes it's easy to forget.

00:41Forget about time, forget about the beginning and the end.

00:48Usually, it's easy for me to escape and be absorbed by it all, but occasionally, my mind

00:56wanders down a dark pathway.

01:00There's no foreseeable end to it, and my head throbs the farther I travel.

01:06The question why strikes me as a blade deep and agonizing.

01:11For the longest time, I was convinced I was fearless.

01:15I was a leader, a warrior.

01:20Even the most courageous are afraid of something, and it's taken me a long time for me to realize

01:26that.

01:27Avoidance may seem the best option, but what do you do when you can't escape your fears?

01:34I'm afraid of life itself.

01:37Many are afraid of death, but I can hardly be afraid of the end when I fear the journey.

01:44The passage is terrifying, and I walk it blindly, not knowing where it ends, but why I'm even

01:49walking down the path.

01:54Then it all disappears.

01:58I drift into slumber, or I'm being swept away by someone calling my name.

02:04I forget it all.

02:06Life seems pretty normal.

02:08I have friends and family to support me, and I have ambitious dreams for the future.

02:14Unfortunately, thinking about the future brings me back into a hazy twilight.

02:21The future seems so far away, maybe because it can never be reached.

02:27As far as I know, there's only now.

02:34Still, I can't help but think what the now will be like in the future.

02:38The world will be very different, or maybe it'll be the same.

02:47The worst part about thinking of the future is the hard slap that reminds me of my mortality.

02:57I'm going to die someday, and everyone I love and care for will perish as well.

03:05Even our great planet Earth will someday be swallowed up by the sun in a fiery blaze.

03:17Then it stops.

03:19My mind comes out of the dark, turns on the lights, and says,

03:23Stop worrying, just enjoy the ride.

03:53Thanks for watching!