00:00 I don't really know how I'm doing. I know that I am you know cultivating
00:06 Life for my children, and I know that I am you know
00:11 Definitely trying to be of service
00:13 But I miss him tremendously every day
00:17 I'm still dealing with the fact that it just happened. You know it happened right you know I still have so many questions
00:25 but
00:28 You know I think that I've just gotten really closer to myself in this process
00:33 And I just have to have faith that I
00:37 I'll probably never really fully
00:40 understand
00:43 All my pain, but I do I have intention on healing this trauma of it right like I don't want to hold this in my
00:49 The trauma of it in my body right I want to be strong and healthy for my children
00:54 I always say they're my biggest motivation because they deserve such a
00:58 Joyful life yeah
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